A keresés eredménye

I am not a mistake

Tongues click, and the fist on the table deafening.
Stares defy each other, electric blue, against bloody red anger.
This debate again, for menu, he refills me everyday.
And he butches my case, with fork and knife, out of the oven.
 
I am not a mistake
Do not see me as a mistake
 
His eyes despise the dark around mines.
His voice despises my carmine red lips.
He tells me about boxes, codes, models.
Shame, disappointment, a disloyal son.
 
I am not a mistake
Do not see me as a mistake
 
But nothing! You didn't fail anything,
Because I'm not a fucking mistake,
And you don't imagine your luck,
To agree with your body and your heart.
Since forever I don't understand,
Why the other boys,
Don't act as I do,
Would I have missed a lesson ?
So yes, I tumbled slowly,
Searched the answers to my questions,
Somewhere on the other side,
Close to girls, far from boys,
So yes, the son that you made,
Is a girl finally,
Love me fuck, daddy I beg you,
Love me ! Love me like before...
 
I am not a mistake
Do not see me as a mistake
 

If only the wind

Versions: #1
I'd rather feel angry
I know how to calm down
 
Nothing left to shout, nothing left to get
from these clenched teeth
 
I think I wanna live
But how can feeling nothing
hurt so much?
 
I think I wanna live
But how can I feel nothing
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
And that's too bad if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
And that's too bad if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
If a dust could creep
under my eyelids
 
I could cry, I haven't been able to
for centuries
 
I think I wanna live
But how can feeling nothing
hurt so much?
 
I think I wanna live
But how can I feel nothing
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
But that's for the best if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
But that's for the best if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
But that's for the best if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
If only the wind
were to push me into the void