2018.11.19.
A Little Beside Myself
Life burns in my throat
And everything I've done goes wrong
But right now, I don't give a shit about anything
Let me lie right here
A little beside myself
A little beside myself
Life seems wrong somehow
And the world outside makes me shy
But right now, I don't give a shit about what happens
Let me lie right here
A little beside myself
A little beside myself
I know where this is going
Just pour it on me
I'll live a while longer
No matter what happens
I don't think I can stand
I don't think I can walk
I just think I'll lie right here
A little beside myself
A little beside myself
And life knocks in my head
And the Lord doesn't doesn't pick up his phone
But I don't care to talk with anyone anyway
So let me lie right here
A little beside myself
A little beside myself
I know where this is going
Just pour it on me
I'll live a while longer
No matter what happens
I don't think I can stand
I don't think I can walk
I just think I'll lie right here
A little beside myself
A little beside myself
When the sunlight is struggling desperately to break in through the cracks in the bed sheet I use as a curtain
And the birds tweet as soon as I open my eyes to see that it's day again
Fuck everything
Just pour it on me
I'll live a while longer
No matter what happens
I don't think I can stand
I don't think I can walk
I just think I'll lie right here
Just pour it on me
I'll live a while longer
No matter what happens
I can't fucking stand
I can't fucking walk
I just think I'll lie right here
A little beside myself
A little beside myself
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2018.10.17.
There's Nothing So Bad That A Bender Won't Make It Even Worse
I suppose there's a flaw in all joys
And the piano keeps on playing as I cry
And the bottle takes a leak
While it laughs at me
And I can feel the blood in my fists
When first I forget who I actually am
And the music repeats without trouble
And then it goes the way it did
'Cause there's nothing so bad
That a bender won't make it even worse
So for the very last time, let me piss it all away
And forget the fact that I never got better
Then you can play this song when I've flown away some day
I bet I'll say something awesome right before I leave
When everything never seems to get better
And the entire world keeps on spinning as I cry
And the devil gives me a line
While he laughs at me
And I can taste the blood on my lips
When everybody forgets who I am
And they raise their glasses up high the way they've learned to
And then it goes the way it did
And there's nothing so bad
That a bender won't make it even worse
So for the very last time, let me piss it all away
And forget the fact that I never got better
Then you can play this song when I've flown away some day
I bet I'll say something awesome right before I leave
I'm one of the worst people
I'm sure that's something you'll notice
And I'd really wish that you couldn't see me
I'm one of the worst people
Just ask the people who are the closest to me
And I'd really wish that they couldn't see me
'Cause you'll get what you wish for
But the bar's closing at two o'clock
And the idiot will give the last round
So stay awake a while longer
I really think you should do that
I'll give the last round now
So for the very last time, let me piss it all away
And forget the fact that I never got better
Then you can play this song when I've flown away some day
I bet I'll say something awesome right before I leave
So for the very last time, let me piss it all away
And forget the fact that I never got better
Then you can play this song when I've flown away some day
I bet I'll say something awesome right before I leave
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