2021.07.07.
I will come and find you
I will come one nightto find you
and tell you
my secret
I thought it a lot
confessing that to you
let them find that stupid.
Through the darkness
and the light
I am the son
of everyone
my freedom and i
have become one
and I am not
no one's pawn.
I ruined the games
of all of you
for no as**ole in the world
will i get sacrifised
they also consider me to be a fool
and a lost face
but in your arms
I am ecstatic
No matter how much you want,
you will not take me
where violence and stupidity
are wandering
I have no faith,
or homeland
you all kicked me out
but when it comes to you, i want you alive.
I'm not telling you that
to praise myself
I longed to
be loved
I gave everything
and I'll give them again
and for that reason
I can love you
You will not recognize me
you will just see me
I'm a hunter
and a dreamer
do not get trapped
in any shop window
being lost for me
in paradises
I don't live by
your rules
your papers and your stars,
i am not interested
in earning money
What has alienated me
was fake castles
from which i got out
no need of them
In this
shitty world
even if just one was left
even if
your Aryan nature wanted
he would have
eroded as well.
Love me , my gaze
help me, my blood
is difficult for us to die
my heart…
I am afraid of life.