2022.04.04.
How Many Times
I'm not a young girli'm not a young girl
nothing will happen to me
nothing will happen to me
i try a hundred times
it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out
i don't do it all in order to take this all apart
How many times did i think that this was good
and it wasn't OK
The world is full of perfect people
and they want it all, so so much more
it's easy to be comforted by almost anything else
and so you don't understand me and so i cry
and so i ruin it all
i can't be different than i am
i can't be
How many times did i think that this was good
and it wasn't OK
Don't want love
don't want friends
don't want work
don't want money
but i can't live without....