2021.06.22.
Insomniac
Today, I don't want to think of your face
Today, I can't fall asleep, I just keep thinking of you
It's already been thrown away, I don't want to find the key
It's already disappeared, I don't want to rewind
All of our memories
I don't want to remember
Will these empty words bring you back
Even if you're not here
Yeah, I'm searching for you always
How can I sleep
Without you, alone
Even though I'm lying on the same bed every day
How can I sleep
It just keeps repeating
Missing you
How can I sleep
Who are you to do this to me
Burning me from the inside out, do you feel the same
How can I sleep
When you're really not here
Missing you
Looking back on it now
My words were harsh
But you always laughed and
Moved on
Even when I argued over small mistakes
And pricked you with my thorny words
You always said it was your fault
And said you weren't enough, no
How can I sleep
Without you, alone
Even though I'm lying on the same bed every day
How can I sleep
It just keeps repeating
Missing you
How can I sleep
Who are you to do this to me
Burning me from the inside out, do you feel the same
How can I sleep
When you're really not here
Missing you
I don't know what to do anymore
Or even where to start
I know it's only me that's feeling this way
But our memories make me lose my mind
This night means nothing without you
I keep looking for you, pointlessly
How can I sleep
Without you, alone
Even though I'm lying on the same bed every day
How can I sleep
It just keeps repeating
Missing you
How can I sleep
Who are you to do this to me
Burning me from the inside out, do you feel the same
How can I sleep
When you're really not here
Missing you
How can I sleep
How can I sleep
2018.08.16.
Hocus Pocus
I sometimes think about this yeah
The end of this long tunne with no light
What is it for ? Or are you walking towards the exit ?
Without a peace of mind, rewrite it and empty it again
My body gets entagled in the accumulating stress for nothing
I'm scared of 'occasionally' becoming 'lately'
Now I stay up all night
Please let me talk about it
Please quench my thirst
You keep on pressuring me anxiously
Your place is getting dizzier
I'm constantly feeling lonely
It's detrimental, everything back up to ma childhood
Let me hold you longer
Hold me on a pitiful day
Pull me into a hug on fallen days
In your eyes, what kind of end will I have ?
Somebody help me yeah
Now, just put it all back
Let me free me now free me now
free me now free me now
Feel this moment, put your hands up
Let me free me now free me now
free me now free me now
Alohomora Hocus Pocus
Pots of gold Hocus Pocus
Do as you please Hocus Pocus
Hakuna matata Hocus Pocus
Feel me feel me feel me now my rap is on you
Thanks for the sound
Whenever I think about these things
Everytime I try to fix my meal
I want to spend all day in front of my speaker
Even thought I can't get caught and want to play
How will things turn out with an irresponsible bravado
For now, postpone it
I hate me because I can't do it like how I want it to
Words I said thoughtlessly are now weighing on me
Perhaps being able to understand you is my ability
I'm on my move
I'm on my mood
Do what I can do frowing,
Unnecessary sarcasm
At an emotional time
Write down your thoughts
Thoughts turn into music
I grab the opportunity
If you can understand me
Feel me if you can, at that time sing along with me
Skrrt skrrt pull up
Young gangsta thugging
Shots fire at em
Lights flash at em
Throw real money instead of scrap paper
Yea we be grinding grinding grinding
Them booty's bouncing bouncing boucing
Hocus Pocus on me baby
We've got the magic baby
Now just put it all back
Let me free me now free me now
free me now free me now
Feel this moment, put your hands up
Let me free me now free me now
free me now free me now
Alohomora Hocus Pocus
Pots of gold Hocus Pocus
Do as you please Hocus Pocus
Hakuna matata Hocus Pocus
Tell me do we look the same AD entourage
Yea we stepping on ur neck
Sipping on the rock
Listen if we go thru no time for us to make up
All to my section and my session imma take her (x2)