2021.04.14.
Here
Go away, my life, you're late
With what fear have you traded me off
You're shipwrecked and looking for help
I know your time has come
You live in the now and you change
The truth every day
But I learned to love you, became addicted to addiction, addicted, addicted
And I'll be here, here, here
Pretending that I am alive
I'll be here, here, here, until you come
I'll be here, here, here, you know that
I can do anything
Just not to see you go
Just, if possible, not to see you go
I know, my heart, you're in a hurry to leave
But you get tired, you change, and it makes you suffer
But I learned to love you, became addicted to addiction, addicted, addicted
And I'll be here, here, here
Pretending that I am alive
I'll be here, here, here, until you come
I'll be here, here, here, you know that
I can do anything
Just not to see you go
Just, if possible, not to see you go
Just, if possible
If possible
Not to see you...
2020.07.27.
No Soul
No soul seems foreign to me
No soul
All the dust of the world
And everything else left
Live inside me
No soul
For every heart
That you burn and it hurts
For every heart
I'll become a tree
To birth hearts
To give you shadow
Come close
Before the earth falls
Out of the wound
That I have and can't reconcile
With life
Since I was a child
Spring find the way
Everything
On earth
Unique and alone
The hands with contact
Spread the pain
Share the pain
Before sunrise
I throw to the universe
A white bird
There they love me
And I spread love
So that they can birth to earth
Love to earth
You live in my eyes
And if I cry don't leave
Don't drown on me
Web inside the body
You wrap everything
Body of soil
Don't be afraid
2020.07.27.
How Does Life Go On
I try to be occupied with a ton of things
and I do chores, for the brain to get lost into
I float in my life's void
and every day of mine claims you
I always have my bed made
the flowers have drank their water
you won't find dust in any vase
to admire me all over again
Everything should be perfect, thought I know
That you won't come
How does life go on
as if nothing ever happened?
How does life go on
with so many unspoken words?
Anyone who knows to tell me
how do I move on and why.
How does life go on...
I watch everything you prefered,
the movies we were supposed to watch together,
I'm listening to the music you loved,
over and over again, even though the soul cracks.
I make space in the side you sleep on,
I wear the clothes you bought me,
you loved me too, I don't know if you remember
and you left me alone in this silence.
I'll do it all perfectly, though I know
That you won't come.
2019.02.24.
Come a little closer
I wanted something to tell you
I wanted to talk to you
Maybe I won't see you again
That's why I will sing it to you
At some universe one time
I found out that you loved me
You were whispering it to me
It felt like you meant it
However, at this (universe) I'm watercolour
Inside your dreams
I'm painting your heart
And you are washing me away
I have a collection
almost naked
that the silence took over them
I, almost, didn't leave.
But you left
But you left
But you left
When I was water
Every breath (was) storm
and at some bottom
my craziest desire
and when I found out in the past
every beast to tame
I had difficulty with the fire
therefore now I look like it(fire)
Come a little closer
Come a little closer
Come a little closer
And I will live normally
You will be my secret idea
But at one universe one time
we hanged out
I wanted something to tell you
Although I say we don't speak
Maybe (I wanted to tell you) that I thank you
that you reminded me that I break
I though I didn't break.