2020.12.24.
First of the month
For now
I don't know how to react
I roughly came to the ace
It's not easy for me to adapt
For now
I need place to calm
I need a place to forget
That I shouted to you I love you
In the first of the month i'll put an end on this
I'll change everything and I'll throw a tantrum
Every relationship has one unwritten rule, you never kill the one you love
In the first of the month i'll find my voice
I'll get what belongs to me
And when you'll come back to try and get me
I'll have a heart of stone
In the first of the month
In the first of the month
For now
I collect the strenght to explain
What i did wrong to live
without an explanation, the absolute blank
For now
I blame myself
It was my mistake
That I saw nothing in the sky
In the first of the month i'll put an end on this
I'll change everything and I'll throw a tantrum
Every relationship has one unwritten rule, you never kill the one you love
In the first of the month i'll find my voice
I'll get what belongs to me
And when you'll come back to try and get me
I'll have a heart of stone
The first of the month
2018.07.13.
You're my weak spot
Even if you never come,
I've poured you a drink,
I had said I'd go out
But cancelled it for you.
Here all night
Αt the same old address
It's almost morning
And still no progress.
But you're something else,
You're my weak spot
Just one message of yours
Would change my mood.
But you're something else,
I'm falling apart
Don't ask if I still love you
You know the aswer.
Even if you never come
I weigh the possibilities
I want to hate you
But don't have the abilities.
You had told me once
That the dream was over for us
And since then, my life
Has been on silence.
But you're something else,
You're my weak spot.
Just one message of yours
Would change my mood.
But you're something else,
I'm falling apart.
Don't ask if I still love you
You know the answer.