2021.01.12.
I Miss You So Much
The city breaks apart on myriads of glass
In lover's fires the fireworks of the heart explode
Wall after wall, longing for a soul
Pulls me into the swampiest bog of enchanted places
I would never give you away
A heart sang and proud ice cried
Our bodies could be tracked down
If we hadn't forgotten to leave tracks
Give me white wings - I'm drowning in a whirlpool
Through thorns, wires - to the sky, just not to suffer anymore
I'll turn into a little cloud and I'll be above your tiny house
I will cry a slanting rain
2018.03.18.
I am so afraid
You know, I am so afraid,
That we will never meet again.
I will wipe away a salty sadness from my face and pretend,
That I am so much fun.
You know, I am so afraid,
That we will let go of each other's hands.
You know, I am so afraid,
That we will change, but separately.
Chorus:
I will never, never tell you, that I am so afraid,
I am so afraid with my every ragged wound,
I run faster and become more alive.
Strange as it may seem, but after all, the most terrifying thing for me is
To drown in the two oceans of your bright eyes.
I am so afraid!
It’s scary, when Motherland barks from the roadside like a drunk stepmother,
The prison brandishes its baton, a soul will be mutilated to blackness.
What will we do, when
A haughty cop plants drugs on us.
It’s so easy to break us,
We are obedient fragile cogs.
Chorus:
I will never, never tell you, that I am so afraid,
I am so afraid with my every ragged wound,
I run faster and become more alive.
Strange as it may seem, but after all, the most terrifying thing for me is
To drown in the two oceans of your bright eyes.
I am so afraid!
It’s scary to realize,
That we never saw anything.
Songs are just words, self-deceit,
Fantasies, figments.
It’s scary, that the day will come,
When our parents will die,
It drives us crazy, cause in fact we have not grown up.