A keresés eredménye

This Story

What to do when people are standing at your door
that say what is acceptable and what isn't
no one told me
that we wouldn't be twenty years old for ever
it ended and in another moment thirty
why didn't you all explain everything to me
 
Abut the book that everyone read
where they find happiness on some trek
no one told me
if you don't change your thoughts
you won't find love and will drown in a deluge
why didn't you all explain everything to me
 
Hold on with all your strength to life
talk with G-d
in the end you remain with yourself
and it's hard to fall asleep
to think about what that isn't
and about what happened to the child within
 
What is this story
how complicated, how complicated
i close it
something inside me is opened
what is this story
how much that you take, whatever you take
from this journey
something will open
 
What to do with this fear,
with my heart that beats strong in my chest
no one told me
that time doesn't stop and beauty stabs and money is always lacking
why didn't you all explain everything to me
 
What to do with long conversations
i didn't stop crying for many long hours
no one told me
about the moment that someone once spoke with you
chooses to speak in silence
why didn't you all explain everything to me
hold on tight, your friends
travel, disappear
in the end you are left with yourself
and it's hard to fall asleep
to think about what that isn't
and about what happened to the child within
 
What is this story
how complicated, how complicated
i close it
something inside me is opened
what is this story
how much that you take, whatever you take
from this journey
something will open
 

Shards

Not seeing with our eyes, just jumping into the battle1
what did we want to ask for
to receive and to give what there is
to grab with our hands every passing day
it always passes by so quickly
I am late2
 
Only at night
voices arise
lost questions
searching for an answer
that still does not come
 
Shards
why do memories fade3
a few that i did not hide away, it
enters via the shutters
there isn't anyone to lay my head upon
even if i did not break, i paid the price
go find someone to be mad at
 
There isn't any air in the heavens, how is it possible to breath
everything is stuck in place
but i have not stopped to dream
so i jumped into the water because i must swim
in water the tears are not seen
in water the sands that remember will sink
 
Only at night
voices arise
lost questions
searching for an answer
soon it comes
 
Shards
why do memories fade
a few that i did not hide away, it enters via the shutters
there isn't anyone to lay my head upon
even if i did not break, i paid the price
go find someone to be mad at
 
lost questions searching for an answer
and now it comes
 
Shards
why do memories fade
a few that i did not hide away, it enters via the shutters
there isn't anyone to lay my head upon
even if i did not break, i paid the price
go find someone to be mad at
 

• 1. lit: fire
• 2. for battle, i survived
• 3. lit: melt