A keresés eredménye

You are great to be alive

Listen up, I almost got hit by a bike the other day.
The old man got angry and said, 'That's dangerous! Watch where you're going!'
But I just can't do it. I don't have the energy to look up.
I didn't have the energy to walk. But I had to go home,
and I realized that my legs don't move on their own.
It takes three steps to cross one of the stripes on the crosswalk.
It's been like this every day lately. I often find gums on the road.
I can't even tell if the sky is clear or cloudy.
Oh, by the way, I noticed it yesterday.
It was cherry blossom written on the manhole.
 
Listen, sometimes, I feel like I'm doing my best.
But I couldn't handle myself, and I started crying on the train.
My face was all messed up and I couldn't make a sound in the train.
I tried to be patient, but my nose was coming out too, and it was so hard, ugh. Of course, there was no one to help me.
I felt like I was all alone. We got to the station and I forced myself to get off.
I sat on a chair on the platform, unable to move for a while.
And then a bunch of high school boys came over.
They were talking about comics on the other side and I could hear them speaking. I read that comics too, and I heard that it's going to be made into an anime.
 
Listen, I never told anyone. I couldn't tell anyone.
I felt like, if I said it, it wouldn't be such a big deal.
It's harder for everyone, you know, when you look at the world.
There are people who are in need of food and shelter, right?
Compared to those people, I'm really happy.
But that's not the point. I don't know why, but it's been really hard. It's been hard every day. It's hard to get up.
But I can't sleep, either. I couldn't help myself the other day.
My heart was in a whirlpool, and the girl sitting two next to me said, 'What's wrong?'.
She said, 'I'll listen to you.'
I don't usually talk that much, but I just kind of told her everything.
Then I cried so hard. Then, the girl said, 'I see'.
She stroked me on the back, and said,
'You're so great, you're so great to be alive.'.
 

life-sized

Rooftop with a pale sky
The hustle and bustle after school, the fluttering skirt
Wire mesh straddling behind
I took in a deep breath and closed my eyes
 
What kind of place is waiting
Just half a step ahead
 
Before I become an adult, Before I lose all my feathers
Before I forgetting how to fly in the sky
If I can stay the same through the passage of time
I will fly, I will fly
 
The bunch of loose clouds
Will eventually just turn into rain
A drop that resembles tears
Don't feel bad if it's just gonna disappear like that
 
If it somehow continues
Or if it just ends
'Because the sun was dazzling'
Just like that
 
I wish to not wake up from this dream, I wish for the magic to not wear off
I wish for the country of mirror to not fade away
I wish for the dull grey landscape to be decorated by bouquets of flowers
I will fly, I will fly
 
Today is an anniversary
Today is just another day
My second birthday
Are you going to celebrate it?
 
Before I become an adult, Before I lose all my feathers
Before I forgetting how to fly in the sky
If I can stay the same through the passage of time
I will fly, I will fly
 
I wish for the dull grey landscape to be decorated by bouquets of flowers
I will fly, I will fly
 
Just as I took my fingers off
A warm breeze blew and I smell the scent of summer