2021.06.16.
I Miss You So Much That It Makes Me Feel Lonely
The slight drizzle remains since you have left.I am listening to the rain till the morning, without falling asleep.
My eyes are flooded with my wordless tears.
It is the memory that sobs at my mind secretly.
After feeling pain and after thinking, things slowly become clear.
The calmness it appears is deceiving you and me.
I have given my smiles to you and I have also promised to give you my blessings.
But I have forgotten to ask who else would shelter my heart.
*When you were hesitating for me and him,
I shouldn't have just waited for you to decide.
If wilfully I had hugged you in my arms tightly,
Perhaps I would not have lost you.
#Oh! Oh! Oh!
I miss you so much that it makes me feel lonely.
I miss you so much that it breaks my heart.
I just want to yell loudly to the sky that I love you.
I hate myself having said less than a millionth of love.
But now who else could I talk to? Who else would ever listen?
Oh! Oh! Oh!
I miss you so much that it makes me feel lonely.
I miss you so much that it breaks my heart.
I just want to yell loudly to a distant place that I love you.
I should not have suppressed myself when I was deeply falling in love with you.
Hesitation, even a little, has made our lives filled with regrets.
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