2022.03.15.
Everything is hidden in you
You're heavy by the gravity
But light as you wing...
You're alive as your heart beats
And young as your eyes can see the distant...
You're good as much as you love
But bad as much as you hate...
No matter what colour eyes and eyebrows you have,
Your colour is just as she senses...
Don't take your past as a fat profit,
You're near to your last as much as you've lived.
No matter how long you live,
Your life is as long as you love...
You're happy as much as you can laugh.
Don't worry and know that you'll laugh as much as you've cried.
Never think that everything's over,
You'll be loved as much as you love.
The nature values you by the sunrise
And you're human as much as you value her.
If you'll deceive someday,
Let her believe you as much as she depends on you.
As the moonlight keeps the longing for your lover,
You're close to her as much as you long for her.
Don't forget that you're wet as much as it rains
And hot as much as the sun heats you.
You're alone as much as you feel alone
And strong as much as you feel strong.
You're beautiful as much as you feel beautiful...
Here is the life!
Here is the living!
You live as long as you remember this
And you feel cold with every breath you take,
You are forgotten as fast as you forget her.
A flower is beautiful as long as it's watered
Birds are cute as long as they can sing
And a baby is a baby as long as it cries.
And you know as much as you learn
2022.03.15.
Seslenen Adam - If I didn't exist - ft. Kaptan H. Davran
Seslenen Adam
I have collected poems inside me for you.
Hoping to be wrong one day, like every poet.
I kept a home from you inside myself.
The paint is damaged and all cracked 1+1, like us
If put together it makes two maybe. But no one dares to put it together the night before
What was I saying?
Inside myself I was planning a vacation.
Black panoramic view all around.
All around, two wounded hand palms that cannot hod a prayer.
You're right, I also said it last night.
The poetry is over since quite a lot.
Kaptan H. Davran
I'm having a heavy head
thoughts collapse, I can't synthesize, there is darkness in me
I can't trust your word, even if it's a lie
it would be a shadow hiding in my majesty
while watching my reflection I say to my self calm your rage. Here you are: am I alone while drawing my path my illusions pop up, I hide behind my hate
a ruin full of empty rooms and a heart full of dreams
your staying or going it's a world filled up with my excuses
the problem turns into a secret question in a forced assembly
cemre-amber fell on the ground, the corpse remains in the assembly
whenever I was right my hate was on the sieve
I listened to what you said and when you were saying it my heart burnt
I gave an ultimatum to a poem that was already over since long ago
when i was left alone my voice was my close friend
my songs are the one of a fighting soul
when my sorrow comes out if I don't scribble in the absence of love I die
don't think at all that I am in a contemplation mood
don't forget it: it's not about you leaving. If I didn't exist, poetry would die.
Seslenen Adam
Dont' forget it: it's not about you leaving. If I didn't exist, poetry would die.
I gave you a concert inside myself.
In my poems I held songs.
I applauded you until my heart exploded.
Look at that, I said “you” again.
One day I'm telling you I will say “Me”
But now I must go.
The fact is that I would love to stay longer with my words but it has become late.
A cab will pick me up here, excuse me there I meant, it will take me far away from you, it will come in a little bit.
Maybe I will not take the cab but from sure I will go far away from you
Kaptan H. Davran
wait, it came, it's the heart that, it's coming, shut up
think, wait, that's life, it won't go
staying it's hard, that's my life, without borders
without no plan, is the pure left without rules?
if the heart is sullen my light has no hope
2022.03.15.
I understood
All this time what you were trying to tell me I realized when I had found myself..
Everyone has different ways to be happy
I realized when I had found my way..
Life was learnt by living only, not by reading or listening
I realized when you did not tell me what you know..
Every day was a lost day if you dont have love in your heart
I realized why you had run after love like mad..
When the pain is so strong, no tears come from eyes, they say
I realized why you never cried..
They say making a crying one smile is more valuable than crying with him
I realized when you had transformed my tears into a smile..
They say anybody can break your heart but only the most loved one can hurt
I realized when you hurt me so much..
But, they say, beloved one deserves every single drop of tear you shed
I realized when my joy had left together with tears..
It was not 'not lying', but, not 'hiding the truth' was the real gift
I realized when you had placed your hand on my heart..
Being able to say 'I need you. come now' was the real power
I realized when I had said to you 'go' ..
Love was being able to say 'I want you to stay' when someone said to you 'go'
I realized when I was told to go and I had gone..
My love for you was like a kid crying like a baby when he fell
I realized when it had grown up and had wrapped me tightly..
They say regret is not apoligizing it is wanting to scream 'forgive me'
I realized when I really had regretted
And, they say pride is a mask for losers for weak hearts full of love dont have pride
I realized when I had found love in my heart..
One who wants desperately , does not wait, only expects to be forgiven one day
I realized when I had wanted you to forgive me desperately..
Love was an endeavour, and the endeavour was to love such a way you could never abandon it but you could set it free..