2021.08.14.
Gift
Are you okay?I even don't know what was up with me
All these years, just like that
I wasn't having fun, I was just skipping it
Now it's my turn too, for you to say goodbye
I had forgotten that all these breathes that I'm taking without a capsule [next to me] are gifts
Every day of this every day are gifts
Turn your head, I'm talking to you
Hey, where are you? You seem worse than me
What you worry about? them not buying what from you for what price?
Everybody know how to laugh with cash [in hand]
Even my crossword puzzle never got solved once
I'm down here whether I want it or not
You are down here whether you want it or not
We are waiting till everything becomes okay
to be able, one day, to have a happy heart
heh, we first lose
then realize what has been lost and what is missing
How much we are engaged in colours and looks and
How much we saw the core concept less than the details
Leave it, I wish we be healthy
How long we can look out for them not to use us? give it up
What better than the fact that one day a gift
named life reached me from up above
In all of these mundane day-to-day appeals [of life]
Only recently I am grateful
Thank God that I have a house ceiling above my head
Thanks for every drop of my blood
A life that just came to be in a moment
you may see that gets blown away in another moment
So it's just me and living the moment
So I am grateful as much as I can
I empty my head from useless thoughts and
I take a two-buddies picture with myself
My feelings are weird like a countdown
for when two parallel lines cross each other
Today, I hug myself
I and myself are the results of God's efforts
We are responsible for the ones around us
Because we are not in a wheelchair nor we have amputated spinal cord
Just the fact that my father still recognizes me
My mom puts a blanket on me
Even if my face is not clear in their eyes
These build my world
This is a miracle, there won't come another one like you
You are a great soul in the bubble of your body
You are unique, this is your story
There is a gift with a red ribbon [on the packaging] behind the door
There is a life in it
It means that God is around here
He makes every single challenges of yours for you
But also he doesn't let you get stuck in its tests and problems
If you have a close call accident suddenly,
no, don't call it luck
Well this is also a gift for you buddy
it means that somebody up there is watching you
In all of these mundane day-to-day appeals [of life]
Only recently I am grateful
Thank God that I have a house ceiling above my head
Thanks for every drop of my blood
A life that just came to be in a moment
you may see that gets blown away in another moment
So it's just me and living the moment
So I am grateful as much as I can