2019.01.07.
Fly Away
Fuck, now I don't give a shit about anythingWhy do I stay?
All I get are tons of worthless answers
You say 'Yeah, it'll all work out, you'll be fine'
I know you're just lying to get me to stay
I don't get why, damn, you don't like me
You act like a flame has burned without a fire
I've tried so many times
I've waited for time
But I don't wanna do this anymore, can't you see I'm suffering?
Please, take me away from here
Away from this world
To a place where everything is wonderful and nobody has any inconveniences
I walk every day and try to be happy
Now I'm gonna stop trying, it'll never be fine
It feels like it's over now
Cos I can't stand it anymore
God doesn't listen to me
No matter how much I pray
My tears are too many, they've turned too blood
Maybe it would be better if little Fia just died
Fly away, and please take away the pain
Don't go back, to the shadows
Fly away, and please take away the pain
Don't go back, to the shadows
Why do lie to me, have you seen my soul?
You know how much shit I carry within me
In my innermost space, there are only wounds
Time doesn't fix anything, it's been several years
I'm standing on the bridge and looking down the rails
I'm thinking, should I jump? and I get a lump in my throat
It feels like everything's over, like I've hit rock bottom
Life is a game and I've got the losing ticket
Everything feels so worthless and I wanna get away
Away to the other side of heaven or something
Just to feel a feeling of happiness again
Just to be able to be happy and laugh again
It's been awhile since I loved my life
But nothing is like before, nothing is the same
I wish I had never been born, now I just want to die
I'm never good at anything I do
Fly away, and please take away the pain
Don't go back, to the shadows
Fly away, and please take away the pain
Don't go back, to the shadows
I'm not worth anything so who the fuck cares
If I disappeared one day, no, nobody will miss me
You will be fine and forget my problems
It seems like everything that happened is my fault
I love you mom, but what do I do
To get away from here is the only thing I want
It's horrible to feel this way
There's nothing you can do
Just keep fighting is the only thing you hear
It's hard to be strong and brave
Should I live or die?
Do I even have a choice?
I wanna to go to heaven and stay there forever
And never come back to this fucked up time
I'm hated by so many and loved by few
I love my friends, my family and so on
You've done so much for me and now I want to thank you
I'm gonna take my own life when you're not looking
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