A keresés eredménye

Trapped in The Past

Now, I am breathing in fresh air.
Now, I live an ordinary life.
Now, I am looking above.
Now, an airplane flies by.
Now, the urge to chase that cloud.
Now, I don't move, I might run if I try
Now, what's going to happen when I'm standing still?
 
'Cause what's 'now' is empty.
'Cause it's all empty.
 
The scent after it rains
I kinda feel like I'm almost gonna remember something
But it's all a waste of time.
Why can't I understand that?
I'm only living in the present.
Of course, only when the future opens
I'll just move ahead on that path.
I decided to think that way.
 
Black, black, black, black, it's all black.
Black, blackness assails me.
 
Back then,
So long ago, back then, it was a good time.
 
I am being trapped in the past.
 
Life, life, life
It was such a thing that was made perfect ages ago.
I'm certain of it, just by looking back.
You, my reputation, now I've lost it all.
 
Now, I am yawning.
Now, I am getting ready while still half-asleep.
Now, I am looking down below.
Now, my reflection is on that puddle.
Now, I wish I could drown now, right then and there.
Now, I stopped caring about what people thought of me.
Now, what's going to happen when I'm standing still.
 
'Cause what's 'now' is empty.
'Cause it's all empty.
 
Black, black, black, black, it's all black.
Black, blackness assails me.
 
Back then,
So long ago, back then, it was a good time.
 
I am being trapped in the past.
 
Popularity, popularity, popularity
It was such a thing I had already let go of.
I can only complain by being a sobbing mess.
You, my dreams, now I've lost it all.
 
Now, I am breathing in fresh air.
Now, I live an ordinary life.
Now, I am looking above.
Now, the sunset is pretty, isn't it?
Now, the urge to chase that cloud.
Now, I don't move, I might run if I try
Now, what's going to happen when I'm standing still?
 
'Cause what's 'now' is empty.
'Cause it's empty.
 
I'll die in the end anyway.
 
Life, life, life
It was such a thing made perfect ages ago.
I'm certain of it, just by looking back.
 
I've hit my worst failure ever, haven't I?
The festivities have already passed
Just like the withered leaves, dancing in the air.
You, as well as hope, now I truly have lost it all.
 
Now, I am in low spirits.
Now, I am breathing in fresh air.
Now, I am in low spirits.
Now, I stand on a sandy beach.
Now, the urge to chase that cloud.
Now, I running towards the open sea.
Now, I guess you saw the other me that you couldn't stop.
 

Goodbye to Rock You

Goodbye to Rock You
 
So!
Don't look at me, keep just walking on ahead
I'm jealous of your talents
but don't be stupid, it's such a nuisance.
 
Goodbye to rock you
I've been trapped with you forever
And I always yearn for more
but my heart's been broken
So everything's just been half-baked
 
Goodbye to rock you
I've always been laughed at as a sham
Always exposed as a crappy figure
It's not really rock, I want to live in rock
So, this is goodbye
See ya
 
I intended to live a talented life
as an honours student but was hit with inferiority
My instincts tell me that something could be done
But it's not fair, I just wanted to be someone special
 
I'm running, I'm running
I'm polishing, I'm polishing
but I still won't shine
and the words have escaped my mouth.
 
Goodbye to rock you
I'm always separated from you
I want to catch up one day
but the corners have chipped away
Everything is just half-baked.
 
Goodbye to rock you
I've always been laughed at as a coward
Sometimes I can't see anything at all
It's not really rock, I want to live in rock
So, this is goodbye
See ya
 
Things changed, things changed
I realised, because I realised
I don't know a thing at all
and the words have escaped my mouth.
 
The extent I've been known x
The extent I clung to your feet x
You never turn your face away to cry
You already understand.
 
Goodbye to rock you
I've been trapped with you forever
And I always yearn for more
but my heart's been broken
So everything's just been half-baked
 
Goodbye to rock you
Surely I can't blossom
Keep standing even if you're stepped on like a weed
I want to live in rock
So, this is goodbye
See ya
 
I'm still standing because of you
I'm standing here
 
Goodbye to rock you
 

Under The Summer Breeze

Hanging on to the sunlight of the early summer
Won’t help me stop you at all
Well, I’m doing my best just to catch up to you
In every version of sun, if the two of us
Are getting far apart
Just like ladybugs
And we are
 
Even the ice cream by the roadside that melted in the heat
That was what somebody bought
I’d been thinking about that
Not interested in anything else
 
I’m sorry
 
At best
If we held hands and made some noise
That’d be probably worth the compliment
I still don’t know the right answer
Hold on, it’s too soon
I’m a poor student
 
Even if I was worried, blinded by interests
Even if I tried to imagine what was behind this remark
I washed away all of my unseen feelings with my sweat
 
Like how I’m gonna welcome the summer and your back
Under the sky where the fragrant breeze blows
 
It’s love as frizzy as cider
 
The scenery I looked down on from the sky above
It was too small and fleeting
Though you were there with your eyes glowing with so much bliss
The place I’d come to for the first time
Seemed to have left me a sense of nostalgia
As if becoming the wind back in the Kokusai street, Ryukyu*
 
Even the stardust found on the beach
That once was a living creature
If I knew that kind of thing
It wouldn’t do any good to you and me, would it?
 
At best
If I covered up my eyes and wept over it
If that alone was enough, I’d definitely feel better
Life is still a long way off, though
I’m begging to feel like it’s okay to end soon
Poor me
 
Even if I’m stagnant, I’ll curve my heart out
Like how I don’t want to see this sunset skies anymore
All this time I’ve been running away but I’ve felt for only you
 
Alone in the shade of the summer, I fell in love
Under the sky where the fragrant breeze blew
 
Came another morning, I thought
 
At best
In the world where the loudest voices always win
What’s the use of confining myself in it?
If I could, I wouldn’t get in trouble
That’s why I’ve always been a
Poor, poor, poor student
 
At best
If we held hands and made some noise
That’d be probably worth the compliment
I still don’t know the right answer
So tell me what does it take
To be a student who’s good enough?
 
Even if I made a mess, blinded by interests
Even if I tried to imagine what was behind this remark
I washed away all of my unseen feelings with my sweat
 
I woke up from the dream of the summer and you
Under the sky where the fragrant breeze blew
 
You know what, I’m already used to this agony
 

I'm getting on the bus to the other world, See ya!

I'm getting on the bus to the other world, See ya.
 
I can't count the number of lives I ruined when I was young, I'd smile while I buried another life before heading home
Looking back now I should've been the first one to die.
 
So cheerful despite the gloomy atmosphere
I've lost my will to live
Life is just needless long
 
Nothing but meaningless wrinkles and creases
My heart pointlessly laments this hopeless take on life, spitting out ideals that just hurt my ears!
 
What value is there to a life that wants to end? Am I just being selfish? I don't even know what to think! In the end, after a few years I'll just be a nuisance so just stab me, kill me and take me away.
 
I'm getting on the bus to the other world, See ya.
 
I still remember all the times I was made fun of as a kid, these unreasonable thoughts that I don't even remember thinking just won't go away
Looking back now how did I just swallow all the pain?
Ah... if only I had fought back.
 
Sulking about in a hazy crowd of people, displaying a life that seems worth living
The 'theory of happiness' is useless deep
My shallow heart is driven by an uneasy, fretful rush
Nothing but time passes, and it can never come back.
 
What takes root in life just makes me want to disappear
You said I'm a nuisance? No one asked for your opinion!
In the end in a few years I just be the same thing...
So just stab me, kill me and take me away.
 
Is there any meaning to life if you want it to end?
Is there any dreams seen in a life that just wants to disappear?
There are none.
 
What value is there to a life that wants to end?
'That must suck.', 'I get it.'
Don't act as if you understand!
In the end, in a few years I'll still be suffering
So just stab me, kill me and take me away
 
This is the only thing I thought to do, my first and final struggle in vain...
 
I'm getting on the bus to the other world, see ya!
And yet, I regret, and scream as the rain falls...
 

You got me to open the box

Someone saw, won't say, he seems to be a coward
Someone has fallen in love, but he gave up, he seems to be a whopper
We have fallen in love with someone who is ill, we are regretful, we have become forlorn
 
Lan*
What is the main purpose of your speech, even it doesnt work
Your things are not enough
Everyone lies, but I
See the big picture
 
A face of someone's who understood turned into dark
He doesn't understand even we tell him his brain fucked up
Spin that goose
Lan
What is the main purpose of your speech, even it doesnt work
Your things are not enough
Everyone lies, but I
See the big picture
 
I wish I was a raven
You were a nestling owl
Meet face to face
I shall multiply you within kisses
 
Lan
What is the main purpose of your speech, even it doesnt work
Your things are not enough
Everyone lies, but I
See the big picture
 

I eat up the mess on the dish completely ...

I eat up the mess on the dish completely.
Look, people, how bravely I protest!
Though I hiccup, but I'll become hard like a Rescuer,
And was taken for this idea to a detoxification centre.
 
There began to play the music for everybody,
And old and young accustomed to keep order -
Dance generally gymnastics,
But I - fell with momentum like lumberjacks:
Play tango - I dance squating.
 
A fish-day was declared - what are we sad about?
Whiting with butter into the throat - and we keep silence like fish.
Become cheerful: whiting salmon - fraternized,
There will come a bird-day - we shall fly,
We fall down - so spirits on the injury.