2018.11.26.
Body language
I hear way too well
What your body language whispers
Your lips are wet
And the seventh sense is starving
You don't want gentleness
Don't need pampering
You come straight from hell
and beg for punishment
You order
Hit me then you'll know what's good
Put me in handcuffs and humiliate me more
Hit me because I can't endure it anymore
my body language screams for you
When you leave
I can't calm down
Small drops of blood
Have dried onto the pillow
Hit me then you'll know what's good
Put me in handcuffs and humiliate me more
Hit me because I can't endure it anymore
My body language screams for you
2018.11.04.
Gray world
Honestly, I have been awake for some days
And watching television static
I'm used to that with what's been earned
But I still want something more
I've seen colors that someone else
Can never see in this world
I'm colourblind and that's why I dare to look
Into your gray world
Where I once was
Do not know how to get out of here anymore and do not want to
That's why I'm here
Yea
Honestly, I have felt that I am dying
And for some reason, it does not surprise me
I've done sins no one else
Should never try
I have danced tango in the dark Paris
I have tried to fight with a dragon
Then, when the sun rises at the end of my slumber, I find myself again
In your gray world
Where I once was
Do not get out of here anymore and do not want to
That's why I'm here
Honestly, I have felt that I am dying
And for some reason, it does not surprise me
I've done sins no one else
Should never try
I've seen colors that someone else
Can never see in this world
I'm colourblind and that's why I dare to look
Into your gray world