2022.03.30.
Demons
Lost in my world againDemons are talking to me at nights
I become one with fire once again
I drink again and see things blurry once again
What if they're talking around me, saying random things
I have a clear mind
I don't care where they wanna take it, tell them I'm sorry
They weren't here in difficult times
I'm often away from all, what do you care mate?
I have my debt in my pocket and I look in the eyes
I'm not bothering you, don't go against me bro, you're not funny
You can't stand in my head for an hour, for sure
If I'm not afraid of something, baby, is to be alone
Playing a role to me, you're just wasting your time
You don't give me a reason to convince you for who I am
And if you don't believe what I said, I don't care much
How can I tell you stories?
About being drunk at night?
Friends are sinking in alcohol
I'm sinking into horrors
I'm hard to be with, I know
The drawer is heavy
The the bed sheet has bed bugs
And the pillow has nails
At night demons speak, they're looking me in the eyes
They live on my ceiling and they're wearing my dreams
Give me reasons to believe you
I'm afraid of myself and I have reasons to do so
Our prettiest verses for the worst people
Where were you when I wanted to hold a hand?
Where were you when I kept falling down and kept falling back?
Where were you when I spat blood to go on?
I'm not here for anyone, fuck off
Same road as before
I'm walking on the Calvary
I want obstacles because
They create strong minds
I know that with the joy
That I have, some people aren't smiling
Now I'm cutting the head of the snake that bites me
We're moving forward
On the streets everyone is talking
Words that don't touch us fall apart
We speak only with deeds
And we take it, where they can't take it
I know, they react, but I don't care anymore
I have my friends and a dream that goes high
They remembered me, I don't care where it will end up
I don't answer because I'm once again
Lost in my world again
Demons are talking to me at nights
I become one with fire once again
I drink again and see things blurry once again
What if they're talking around me, saying random things
I have a clear mind
I don't care where they wanna take it, tell them I'm sorry
They weren't here in difficult times
When we're going on a road trip I'm thinking of my stuff
I leave my problems out of the holidays
The woman you see in the photo is my mother
And the woman I have next to me is my girlfriend, not my chick
When my phone rings late night on Saturdays
My mind thinks of bad things, I'm wondering if my friends crashed
In our company we're all open-handed
But if you hurt me, they wouldn't be good with you
The first rap, the first smokes, the first nights out
Turned me into what I am, what I said
I see things better when there's light
But I've seen most things at nights
I was born in a city of the north
And among so many people I try to make the difference
A thousand kids listen to me as if I were a teacher
And my mother still doesn't take me seriously
I have a problem when my eyes close
My brain goes on
It sees, analyzes and weighs the past
The leaf falls from the tree and goes around in the wind
The days that autumn smells
If I had ten more beers
And opportunities
To go back to nights that supposedly don't end
To sing songs that we forgot about
And feel them as we wrote them
Where were you?
When I was drunk in the morning, when I had just a few toasts remaining where were you?
I've written the best things on my way home
I remember the verses I forget the steps
I was wetting my pillow from sweating at nights
The stars listened to me and made my favour
Now don't be afraid because I'm good now mate
But still at times I am
Lost in my world again
Demons are talking to me at nights
I become one with fire once again
I drink again and see things blurry once again
What if they're talking around me, saying random things
I have a clear mind
I don't care where they wanna take it, tell them I'm sorry
They weren't here in difficult times