A keresés eredménye

I had told myself

Since I was a young child I was beating myself up
I am not the one I had imagined
I want to find me, to talk to me
I'm searching for the phone number to call myself
 
So, one day I invited myself at my home
But I didn't open the door for me and waited outside
What have I done to me and I don't want me anymore?
This introversion wants us to be separate
 
I had told myself
I had told myself
I had told myself
 
I don't talk to myself
Whenever I am with me, we always end up arguing
I called me and I hung up
I saw myself in the street, I spit on me and kicked me
 
One day I pierced myself and freaked out
I took a needle and yarn and mended myself
I took part in a demonstration in Athens
But I was a member of the riot police and I arrested myself
 
I had told myself
I had told myself
I had told myself
But I didn't listen
 
I had told myself
I had told myself
I had told myself
I knew myself well but didn't take me seriously
 
So one day I fell in love with myself
I flirted with me but I didn't accept
I always had a grudge with myself
Even if I was hitting me, I didn't talk
 
Suddenly one day I went mad
I got fed up with myself and committed suicide
Now that I killed me, I left me alone
I am looking in the middle of the night for me to speak to me about my woes
 
I had told myself
I had told myself
I had told myself
But I didn't listen to me
 
I had told myself
I had told myself
I had told myself
I knew myself well bit didn't take me seriously
 
I had told myself
I had told myself
I had told myself