A keresés eredménye

Rip (relationship in pieces)

When I look at you I feel nothing
Value zero has more meaning
The memories of our time together have new utility
 
They plague me, haunt me
Make my body and mind rebel
They plague me, haunt me
Make my body and mind rebel
 
The horizon erases thoughts, cleans my mind, and makes me one with nothing
A force beyond the everyday
Now I'm free
 
They plague me, haunt me
Make my body and mind rebel
They plague me, haunt me
Make my body and mind rebel
 
They plague me, haunt me
Make my body and mind rebel
They plague me, haunt me
Make my body and mind rebel
 

Alone Against All

My apartment is overcrowded with
Annoying people
Someone is chewing pills
Another one is smoking a blunt
 
I want to stop listening to
The idiots speaking
I get so exhausted
Of always hating
 
I sneak out and sit down in the dark of balcony
Here I can be drowned in the intoxication until sunrise
I devour the alcohol and abandon all reason,
breathing in winter night's
Dry air
 
I go inside the lair again and get a refill of moonshine
With poison in my veins, I am never empty-handed
The high pushes away all thoughts
About how bad everything is
Surrounded by sluts
But no one can fill the emptiness in my heart
 
And I consume them
Like others consume food
I see them break
And I let them bleed
 
It's not my intention
To destroy
But I don't know
What should I do
 
Oh how I wish
I was someone else
So much that I punch a hole
In the wall with my head
 
I really can't
Exist anymore
We'll see tommorow
I might hang myself
And leave the few things I have behind
 

LPT

Cold, white walls
bare and sterile
A grey horizon stained with concrete
No life can be found here
No meaning
Nothing
The ghosts wander in these corridors
Their eyes are empty and tired
A faulty life situation
An empty life
 

Narcotic Resignation

Many years have gone
Oh, I’ve come so far
But still standing still
Opened way to many wounds
I feel so bad
I’m a wounded explanation
To my own downfall
an annoyed guise
Without root in reality
Without ulterior motives
Filled by germs and illnesses
It’s not a problem anymore
Not even for me
Because I went to far
I’ve sinked down
Deep into myself
Grown apart from you
Everyone I’ve called a friend
Even myself
 

Sorrow

The rain unhurriedly falls
I sit here lonely contemplating
Life and its purpose
The feelings roar and shiver
Like an autumn tree in October
 
The only thing I can do is to accept
That I'm trapped here
In this sad state of existence
The joy and serenity fill my wounded body
But it's only temporary