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A keresés eredménye oldal 9

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2021.01.24.

Song of March 8,the Women's Day

Glaciers thaw in the spring
All things come back to life in the spring
Oppressed women from all over the world
shout the cry of freedom
From this day on, we will break the human-eating cage!
 
Suffering makes us firmer
Fair ladies of old chambers has become heros of the new era
We are like fire,like explosives,
as bright as the sun in the sky!
We have armed our minds and bodies!
We have put ourselves bravely into the struggle for the national liberation!
 
Oppressed women from all over the world
shout the cry of freedom
From this day on, we will break the human-eating cage!
 
2020.12.08.

Ocean of the Heart

Versions: #1
For a myriad years, I pretended I had no expectations
I was embarrassed, but now I get it
Is what I say, but...
 
The hyperbolae could never meet
Not knowing a thing, I dove deep
Without holding my breath
 
A languid, faded light called out to me
If I can reach out...
 
Ah, my heart still isn't enough¹
In the deep calm sea, I imagined idealism
I wished so much it hurt, I could never forget
Ah, when I stand still right here, I remember
I really didn't even know the taste of tears
When I laughed with you
 
I want to swim in in my imaginary world
Seeing the twilight sun,
My memories came flowing
 
Talking in a hopeless, apathetic tone
Looking up at the sky, I realized
I couldn't even believe in the future, anymore
 
I hear a voice so unbelievably beautiful,
Though it's just a battered dream
 
My heartbeat fluttered rapidly
If this sound echoing through my whole heart
is the proof that I lived with you
I'll keep searching, with my howling voice
2020.12.05.

The thread of the heart

The sun goes up and the morning curtain opens
To wash away the sadness until tomorrow
Remember, that I'm here
Don't forget, by the road that we walked
While I follow the thread of the heart
I repeat the past days over and over
While I fumble the thread of the heart
I want to search for the sequel of the dream
 
If I could turn back time
I could live without showing tears
but I think of the happiness of spending
Ordinary days, now, alone and closing my eyes
Without untying the thread of the heart
I can't leave this city
Tying again the thread of the heart
I'll walk without hanging my head
 
Without untying the thread of the heart
I can't leave this city
Tying again the thread of the heart
I'll walk without hanging my head
 
2020.12.04.

Rocket to Venus

As pale pink skies invite me into the night, I shall fly away
Sending my thoughts to the illusion, tearing the evening calm apart
 
Race through at the speed of one-thousandth second
 
Speed it up until Venus glittering in the night disappears out of sight
If there’s only one truth to see, you have to make it fly faster than anyone else
 
Monologue unfolds from the moment a land breeze blows
When it dies, you won’t be no longer here
 
One-thousandth second will last forever
 
The rocket vanishing o’er the stars above so fast that you can’t watch it
Amid the scenery that goes on accelerating, what do you reflect on at the end of life?
 
Speed it up until Venus glittering in the night disappears out of sight
If there’s only one truth to see, you have to make it fly faster than anyone else
 
2020.12.02.

The Town Where Sigh Disappear

You were looking for
the town where sigh disappear
yet, where did you go?
The answer is, you're gently
leaving a light
inside the night fog in a faraway town
 
For example, if you head to the town
with your shadow remains an illusion
It seems like the sunrise sky will always
reflect a never-changing morning
 
The time stopped
inside the room
reflected by a town where rain pours
Shall I write you a letter
while listening to
the whisper of the wind?
 
For example, if you head to the town
with your shadow remains an illusion
It seems like the town where the rain pours will always
reflect a never-changing form of yours
 
You were looking for
the town where sigh disappear
yet, where did you go?
The answer is, you're gently
leaving a light
inside the night fog in a faraway town
 
2020.11.27.

Theory of Happiness

When I went looking for true happiness,
I started thinking to myself that I wanted to love, and be loved.
And it helped me to understand your strengths,
and the weaknesses you tend to keep hidden
So I’m just gonna use up all my energy on you
Because you laugh and cry so openly
To keep myself from hoping for anything
 
from the flow of time, or the color of the sky
I didn’t see true happiness, so I never realized
That it was actually right here next to me all along…
But I know it was your familiar hands that my numb fingers were seeking
So I’m willing to suffer a little to protect it all:
your melody, your philosophy, the things you have to say.
Because I love you and the way you laugh and cry so openly,
To keep myself from hoping for anything
from the flow of time, or the color of the sky…
 
I will continue to protect it all:
your melody, your philosophy, the things you have to say.
The reality of you being alive, right here with me,
is all it takes to make me happy.
 
2020.11.27.

Wine Red Heart

A pair of eyes, the attractive of love.
Tasty wine, leaking charm.
The bright eyesight is a message
naturally kisses your cheek and forehead
Quietly waiting for the fire to relight.
 
Too beautiful, hugging in the dream,
This sense of love is surrounding us.
Red, red, red
A heart that is so clear just like wine colour.
Whoever is loved by you, means the start of happiness
So getting excited is normal.
Red wine, red wine, red wine
Such a fresh crystal.
Leaking true love for whom?
 
A bit embarrassed, the magic of love.
The wine rushed into the heart and become a motivation.
The love fire has been relit and so should be treasured.
How to describe your tenderness, like you have no strength
Creating a lot of attraction.
 
Inside is weak and soft, but the outside is tough
I know that the love sense is reigniting.
Red, red, red
A heart that is so clear just like wine colour.
Whoever is loved by you, means the start of happiness
So happy that they will forget pain.
Red wine, red wine, red wine
Cheer another glass will better engrave the memories.
Leaking true love for whom?
 
Inside is weak and soft, but the outside is tough
I know that the love sense is reigniting.
Red, red, red
A heart that is so clear just like wine colour.
Whoever is loved by you, means the start of happiness
So happy that they will forget pain.
Red wine, red wine, red wine
Cheer another glass will better engrave the memories.
Leaking true love for whom?
 
2020.11.26.

I'll miss you day and night

A sudden dream
About the bubble you left
When you parted
Kicking stones
Walking slowly
Bumping into each other on the bus
 
A sudden thought
Of you and me as shooting starts
The bright night
And the pitch-black universe
They both are born from the night sky
 
I'll miss you day and night
But I'll keep going forward fearlessly
The fireworks in the distance are getting dim
Make me stare at the distance ahead and behind me
 
A natural excuse
Involved us as woods
A negative smile, a delightful cry
Life is really hard to explain
 
A really natural answer
Do you want to drink coffee or to make tea?
Where is your happiness after work?
I really don't want to answer that
 
I'll miss you day and night
But I'll keep going forward fearlessly
The fireworks in the distance are getting dim
Make me stare at the distance ahead and behind me
 
2020.11.24.

Please Don't

[Emily:]
Don't say it won't be like now
Don't make my heart wait
Please don't, my babe
Because the words (you) said had made me sad
The words had taken my smile away
Please don't, my babe
Please see that I've never said a word to you
Like we didn't know each other or had fun times together
I'm a girl who's given you so many dreams
And the only one who's given you many sadness
Mah baby I'm so sad when you say you don't want me
Why did I stay up so many days missing you
And those days have brought with it so many hopes
Making me expect a dream
 
[JustaTee:]
Don't tell me you're very sad
Don't come to me when you're in need
Please don't, mah babe
Because life itself has many issues
One last time I'm asking you
Please don't (please don't go)... no babe..
 
[Emily:]
Please see that I've never said a word to you
Like we didn't know each other or had fun times together
I'm a girl who's given you so many dreams
And the only one who's given you many sadness
Mah baby I'm so sad when you say you don't want me
Why did I stay up so many days missing you
And those days have brought with it so many hopes
Making me expect a dream
 
I've heard better things from someone else but I still love you
But (I) don't know that beside me, there isn't a voice anymore
The words of love every day (LK: the words of love everyday)
The words of love every day (LK: the words of love everyday)
 
[Lil' Knight:]
LK LadyKillah
Maybe they made you sad
And maybe I made you happy
You needed a presence of protection
But you should remember the happiness to forget the sadness then... never (will)
Everything be intact due to difference between two
From your feelings that was drifted into my heart
Slipped past and fast
Easy come easy go it's just me now
Letting go the thought of having you by my side
Freeze the frame once the rain stops
You ran back crying on my shoulder
I beg you please don't, please
Everything till here/ (now) may end
Because there will be no sunlight shining to light up the night, when the clouds fly high over, thus it's hard for an eclipse to come out, babe
 
[Emily:]
Mah baby I'm so sad when you say you don't want me
Why did I stay up so many days missing you
And those days have brought with it so many hopes
Making me expect a dream
 
Mah baby I'm so sad when you say you don't want me
Why did I stay up so many days missing you
And those days have brought with it so many hopes
Making me expect a dream... just a dream...
 
2020.11.23.

Please Don't

Looking for a moment of kindness
Looking for a place that's close
Only because our love gradually pulls away
I've once dreamt of
Wearing a gown (with) pearls and gems
Pinned with a white flower on couple's day
 
And then there was a liar
Choking with salty bitterness
I hold my hands, not letting my lips utter two words of forgiveness
So on my way I go
Met with many thunderstorms
I cannot /(must not) fall
Baby don't make me cry
 
Please don't say
I beg you please don't say
The thousands words that had broken my heart
The kissing lips that day
Were just like a breeze
Who were you saving it for when my love is still unfulfilled
Please don't (x2)
 
You gave me many sweet moments
Gave me surges of passion
You made me think love is beautiful and dreamy
Words of love have not been completely said
Played with bitterness, we got lost in two different places
 
And then there was a liar
Choking with salty bitterness
I hold my hands, not letting my lips utter two words of forgiveness
So on my way I go
Met with many thunderstorms
I cannot /(must not) fall
Baby don't make me cry
 
Please don't say
I beg you please don't say
The thousands words that had broken my heart
The kissing lips that day
Were just like a breeze
Who were you saving it for when my love is still unfulfilled
Please don't say
 
I beg you please don't say
The thousands words that had broken my heart
The kissing lips that day
Were just like a breeze
Who were you saving it for when my love is still unfulfilled
Please don't say
 
2020.11.14.

Sleepless flight

I want to fly under the sky with you
and breath oxygen all over the world,
if you can't see clearly amidst the fog
you'd better crash into my heart,
I want to take you from a noisy place to a peaceful one
I want to take you from cloudy place to a sunnyone
I want to fold your shirts
Collect verses everywhere for you
 
It's time to warm up your milk like every night
The movies we haven’t finished watching are still on the bedside
Do you still suffer from insomnia after you left?
I never stay up all night and still my eye circles are dark
The doll you gave me still keeps me company
The memory gradually emerges from the beginning to the end and repeats itself
 
I want to break into the forest and dive into the sea with you
I want to gaze at the sky from sunrise to sunset with you
I want to fly through greenwich and time with you
I want to see you walk across the church and the crowd and hug you
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
 
Passing by that coffee shop
There are familiar and unknown places
I stop and hope your figure appears
Sorry for not saying out loud
the promise I made to you
Raise your head and close your eyes to let the tears flow into your heart
 
I want to break into the forest and dive into the sea with you
I want to gaze at the sky from sunrise to sunset with you
I want to fly through greenwich and time with you
I want to see you walk across the church and the crowd and hug you
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
 
2020.11.10.

Like A Star

I really don't want to stand up again when I fall
Then I look in front of the mirror and say, many people are still waiting for me
 
I think I’m a stubborn and ordinary person
What I'm going through, I'm going through it
 
I clearly remember that time I became firm
Was the first time someone called my name
When someone started cheering for me
 
Like a star
(I was) being protected while I progress
That heart that wants to cry while smiling
Fortunately, some people don't need me to explain too much
They just ask me
For decades to exchange for a little achievement
 
Adults always tell me what to do
I listened (to them) while I grew into an adult
 
I don't want to say anything much to my past self
Except to just work hard, it's enough
 
I clearly remember that time I became firm
Was the first time someone called my name and waved
 
Like a star
(I was) being protected while I progress
That heart that wants to cry while smiling
Fortunately, some people don't need me to explain too much
They just ask me
For decades to exchange for a little achievement
 
Through those days I've experienced
I have my story
 
Being protected while I progress
That heart that wants to cry while smiling
Fortunately, some people don't need me to explain too much
They just ask me
For decades to exchange for a little achievement
 
Being protected while I progress
That heart that wants to cry while smiling
Fortunately, some people don't need me to explain too much
They just ask me
For decades to exchange for a little achievement
 
The biggest achievement
Is that some people will help me remember
What I have done
 
2020.11.09.

I'm getting on the bus to the other world, See ya!

I'm getting on the bus to the other world, See ya.
 
I can't count the number of lives I ruined when I was young, I'd smile while I buried another life before heading home
Looking back now I should've been the first one to die.
 
So cheerful despite the gloomy atmosphere
I've lost my will to live
Life is just needless long
 
Nothing but meaningless wrinkles and creases
My heart pointlessly laments this hopeless take on life, spitting out ideals that just hurt my ears!
 
What value is there to a life that wants to end? Am I just being selfish? I don't even know what to think! In the end, after a few years I'll just be a nuisance so just stab me, kill me and take me away.
 
I'm getting on the bus to the other world, See ya.
 
I still remember all the times I was made fun of as a kid, these unreasonable thoughts that I don't even remember thinking just won't go away
Looking back now how did I just swallow all the pain?
Ah... if only I had fought back.
 
Sulking about in a hazy crowd of people, displaying a life that seems worth living
The 'theory of happiness' is useless deep
My shallow heart is driven by an uneasy, fretful rush
Nothing but time passes, and it can never come back.
 
What takes root in life just makes me want to disappear
You said I'm a nuisance? No one asked for your opinion!
In the end in a few years I just be the same thing...
So just stab me, kill me and take me away.
 
Is there any meaning to life if you want it to end?
Is there any dreams seen in a life that just wants to disappear?
There are none.
 
What value is there to a life that wants to end?
'That must suck.', 'I get it.'
Don't act as if you understand!
In the end, in a few years I'll still be suffering
So just stab me, kill me and take me away
 
This is the only thing I thought to do, my first and final struggle in vain...
 
I'm getting on the bus to the other world, see ya!
And yet, I regret, and scream as the rain falls...
 
2020.11.02.

The Idol's Religious Involuntary Manslaughter

A message pandering to popularity,
I laugh, I embellish, I sympathize,
and along to a topic-adorned subculture,
I’ll dance, I’ll sing into the morning!
 
I’m ignorant of any balls without written invitations.
I’ve put on my glass slippers!
“Ah, wait up. Can I upload that photo to Instagram later?”
“Sure~”
 
I want you to look at me more.
My shattered individuality, the words of my life
2020.10.31.

As my heart leads

I hurry up as my heart leads
I hurry up, I love you so much
I made the mast ring
As if I got on the ocean current
Forgive me for hurting you until now
Now to the one I can't meet
Let the news of the tides reach
 
The cloud I saw has a horse shape
Did you see it?
It gets undone while I'm talking
It looks like love
 
I hurry up as my heart leads
I hurry up, I love you so much
I made the mast ring
As if I got on the ocean current
Forgive me for hurting you until now
Now to the one I can't meet
Let the news of the tides reach
 
Liking you is an horizon
Shining after the storm
The stormy sea will reflect the moon soon
It will become a silver mirror
 
I hurry up as my heart leads
I hurry up, now I hurry up
While I expose my still body
To the wind that seems to yell
Forgive me for hurting you until now
Now to the one I can't meet
Let me reach
Forgive me for hurting you until now
Now to the one I can't meet
I'm visiting as my heart leads
 
2020.10.31.

Boyfriend

Hey, I wanna walk next to you, holding on to the same feelings
Down the long slope to adulthood
A miracle of changing seats, I’m staring at the chalkboard
But in my heart I’m taking a peep at your profile
These fingertips of mine touching you by chance feel so hot
That my heart pounds with a thump
When I’m on the way home, I turn around and wave back at you
Even though we can get to see each other again tomorrow
Hey, I wanna walk next to you, holding on to the same feelings
Hoping I can take a long way around to be by your side a little longer
I used to close my eyes when I ran out of things to chat about
Down the long slope to adulthood
 
I have my rival
But I can’t give up on this love
Because we’re in love for the first time
You caught a cold
In the classroom where you weren’t
I missed you, waiting for you to come back
At the moment of saying hello
As soon as I open the door, our eyes will meet and today will shine
Hey, I wanna walk next to you
Holding on to the same feelings
I wanna be with you forever when we're done with school
Time stands still as I look into your eyes
Down the long slope to adulthood
 
Hey, I wanna walk next to you
Holding on to the same feelings
Hoping I can take a long way around to be by your side a little longer
I used to close my eyes when I ran out of things to chat about
Down the long slope to adulthood
Down the long slope to adulthood
 
2020.10.26.

Here Comes a New Sense of Happiness

It’s getting closer and closer
I hear it coming Tan-Tan Ta Tan-Tan
Going up the stairs, who’s that?
 
It seems to be getting closer and even closer now
It’s a few inches away I see somebody coming for me
It seems to be getting closer and even closer now
It’s a few inches away I see happiness coming for me
 
It’s getting bigger and bigger, you know
Because my heartbeat could turn into a variety of melodies
I’d like to call it excitement and clip it out of the very scene
So I can add it to my menu as a new sweet, how’s it like?
 
Ice-cold strawberries, iced mocha with whipped cream
Chocolate syrup falling from above what a perfect match
I might be dreaming until I give it a name
2020.10.25.

New world

Time passes without waiting
Sad times don't stop
If we carve the passing days
We could laugh with joy
Please protect in this world
The happiness that lasts in eternity
 
If you have a heart fading away
I'll give you a heart that bears fruit
Softly, little by little
Let's make bloom the flower of tomorrow
Please protect in this world
The happiness that lasts in eternity
 
2020.10.21.

Mood of a Wanderer

Mood of a wanderer -
Like a shooting star shining in the sky.
 
Destiny of a wanderer -
Like an ant at the bottom of a pot.
 
As well do I know
About the significance of life
 
As well do I know
Fooling around seems endless
 
As well do I want
To live a good life
 
As well do I want
As well do I want
To restart my life
 
Who'll ever understand
Who'll ever comfort
The emptiness in my heart?
 
(Above 3x)
 
2020.10.16.

Sugary Stars In The Moonlit Sky

Sugary stars glistening in the moonlit sky
Let me grab some of them if I can
 
When I’m in the mood for a grown-up
I’d like to venture out taking Matcha with me
 
Don’t let it slip off the palpitating antenna
Let's go and find us some wondrous taste
 
My heart bounces and pops out on cloud nine as I sit around
What with invitations from Azuki beans? What comes next? I can’t wait
 
When we’re all gathered here in our cutest pajamas
I have the best of my ghost stories for you
 
It’s so nice to have chats, laying back in the bathtub
Unfeeling words will fade to bubbles
 
You’re next to me, having a different dream
Before I knew it, I’ve found your lovely smile
 
The feathers of my heart spread lightly and widely towards the future
I want us to be together because it’s not fun having fun all alone
 
Like a strawberry wrapped around the kind Anko paste
You and I, a miracle encounter
At the special place, everyone’s right here
 
Say hey
My heart bounces and pops out on cloud nine as I sit around
Melting in Wasanbon, it goes all the way down to the Dreamland
 
When we’re having fun, too much is never enough
Look at the beautiful sugary stars glistening in the moonlit sky as they frolic around
 
2020.09.25.

A Kiss' Shooting Star

That single kiss
Is a shooting star crossing the night sky
I make a wish
But much too quickly
It disappears...
That single kiss
Is a shooting star in my fluttering heart
It's like a dream
It ended as soon as it began
The wonders of love
 
You mistook it for kindness when you told me
'Let's be friends forever'
I suddenly let go of your hand
Because it was causing me too much pain
 
The sea's breeze is cold
Its as if to spite me
Even though we came all this way
Our footsteps in the sand
Are disappearing with the waves
As if nothing happened
 
Those lips, which I thought for sure would touch mine
Are disappearing, like a shooting star
In my memories
A trail of light remains
It's painful
Those lips, which I thought for sure would touch mine
Are disappearing, like a shooting star
An illusion
Which will never become a beautiful memory
The pain of love
 
You're avoiding me
So I can't get any closer to you
What are you so worried about?
It's okay if you hurt me
 
In the blinking city lights
It can be seen by anyone
My love for you
This heavy wave of emotion
Is urging
Why did you hesitate?
 
That single kiss
Is a shooting star crossing the night sky
I make a wish
But much too quickly
It disappears...
That single kiss
Is a shooting star in my fluttering heart
It's like a dream
It ended as soon as it began
The wonders of love
 
If we were to find
Another shooting star
In the sky
Immediately
Embrace me
And continue to kiss me
For sure
 
That single kiss
Is a shooting star crossing the night sky
I make a wish
But much too quickly
It disappears...
 
Those lips, which I thought for sure would touch mine
Are disappearing, like a shooting star
In my memories
A trail of light remains
It's painful
Those lips, which I thought for sure would touch mine
Are disappearing, like a shooting star
An illusion
Which will never become a beautiful memory
The pain of love
 
2020.09.19.

Resolution by the lake

Do you believe in destiny?
Will you obey it?
I, I
I will obey you
 
A white bird befriends with the water and takes a bath
On a nameless lake where a bad person won't visit
You threw a stone aiming at the other shore
Like the whirlpool spreading, my heart disarranges
 
Maybe I'm against you
I embrace a feeling beyond kindness
From our point of view
Is not knowing anything dangerous
Just tell me one thing
Can I be happy?
 
A red rose floats in the water
On a nameless lake where the sound of the wind hesitates
You wash your cheeks alone and worrying for something
As if I melt into color blue, I cry with you
 
If it's for you, I'll always be able
To prepare to leave everything
With this, our relationship
Could announce the end
Just tell me one thing
Can I be happy?
 
2020.09.13.

Falling Stars

The crossties bear small flowers, the rusty tracks line up side by side
I walk barefoot on the weadows, when I incidentally look up to the moonless starry sky
A panorama of falling stars downpouring, a twinkling from some ten thousand light years
The sequined Greek mythologies color the azure clear sky1
My tiptoes blotted, I walk pulling your hand
With my dirtied palm as you look up to the sky
 
I will not forget it, the true color of the landscape that you loved
But now, even the stardust is too dazzling
 
Lovers swallowing back their tears and shivering
Their hands, fastened so warmly it is sad
 
Do not forget it, the beauty of the future of which you dreamed
A cluster of meteors, stars that vanished, your smiling face
 
Blame me for having blocked your sky
Now, what do you feel about the sky up to which you used to look?
 
Lovers swallowing back their tears and shivering
Their hands, fastened so wispily, so feebly
Your flowing tears become stars and
Fill this sky, now turning to meteors
 
Stars coloring the clear sky, beneath the tracks wet by the night dew
White four-petal flowers keeping alive fleetingly on the rotten crossties
As if our linked hands could never be separated
As if our linked fingers would never part
 
Overhead, falling stars downpour, just like an early summer rain or an evening drizzle
I walk barefoot on the fastidious ground, this railway track as my only lead
Your hand linked warmly
To my dirtied palm
 
I walk in this panorama of downpouring falling stars, my tiptoes blotted
As if I would never let go of your linked hand
As if our linked hearts could never be torn off
 
  • 1. I can only guess that he is refering to constellations here, since the vast majority are named after heroes or creatures of Greek mythology.
2020.09.07.

For being happy

Though you have too many things to say
Shut up, show me your nostalgic face
At last I forgot, I let you met me
Days do any whimsical thing
You ran the distance to shorten a sleepless night
 
When tomorrow comes, I can meet you
Only just for that
I wanted to be very honest
Very tender and very strong
 
Then, as if we had nothing
We return to the origin, to our respective paths
Show me that smile of yours that gets dyed of a brilliant morning
 
When tomorrow comes, probably
You won't remember
For me, for you
For being very happy
 
When tomorrow comes, I can meet you
Only just for that
I wanted to be very honest
Very tender and very strong
 
2020.09.05.

The Star in My Heart

I had been dreaming of those distant ancient days
Near the stars that twinkle in the darkness
 
I count the days we met in that warmth that wrapped around me
On my fingers and fall asleep
 
There is a flower that blooms for eternity right here
As you hold me, I am right here
My tears are searching for you
 
Do the stars know? Each and every fate
Today is the current of one wish
 
Though wounds will heal with time, the mark of sadness
Is a mystery that will never disappear
 
The reflection in the eyes was just an instant somehow
The birth of this star be the light way ahead all the time
 
Even if we can never meet again, the one I love
Shines within me
 
This feeling of loneliness hidden behind my smile
Can't be helped, I'm fine with that
 
There is a flower that blooms for eternity right here
As you hold me, I am right here
Even if we can never meet again, the one I love
Continues to shine within my heart
 
2020.09.03.

With Eyes Capable of Seizing Even the Stars

“Are you not searching for the mystique in this town?”
my voice called to the lonely girl by the window.
The motive was a whim, a desire to play,
yet no longer can I return to a world without you in it.
 
Those greeting words are always the same.
“So, how far shall we voyage tonight?”
 
Those eyes capable of seizing even the stars,
when shut, reveal the secrets of the world.
Come, let the two of us dream now.
In silence, a story sprung to life.
 
Today, too, at the edge of our appointment,
are you angry still? I’ll have to give a good explanation.
Since when has this become the expected?
I never considered that this could have an ending.
 
So that you and I may cast the gate open,
we wished upon a shooting star.
 
With eyes capable of seizing even the stars,
you’ll open the hidden gates of the world.
You’re on the other side of dreams now.
Before I knew it, I was all by myself.
 
I realised how terribly slow time was,
however, it never simply stands still.
Today, like yesterday, I’m searching for the destination.
Yet racing recklessly in circles
is the only thing I am capable of.
 
And thus, I met it once again:
that world of mystique I once chased.
You see, that place beyond the gate -
I can’t return to it this time, but:
 
With my eyes alone,
I’ll fasten together the world which tore us apart.
Let’s witness our dream’s continuation.
Even now, the story keeps going on.
 
Crossing this night which continues to infinity,
Repeating it over till the message reaches.
Today and yesterday and even tomorrow,
if I wish to the starry sky, will we meet again someday?
 
2020.08.23.

Eternal Masturbation

Crying although it changes nothing, my routine
While being rejected I’m unable to say the truth
I detest everyday, even if I try doing something different
“It’s impossible for the ugly trash that is me” I cut my wrists and end today with masturbating
 
Dieting from a fat 60kg to 42kg
If you lose weight you can become thin, but you’re stuck with your hideous face until the day you die
Because even though she’s fat she's cute, because although she has no chest she’s cute
“What’s your reason for dating?” 'Because he’s cool'
“What’s your reason for dating?” “Because she’s cute”
Even if I were to guess, it’d a be universe apart
Even at a common workplace I am alone
That’s has to be it, without a doubt
My unmarried future and living alone terrifies me
Soon annoying and old, infinite regrets, life caves in
The spoiled me won’t be surprised
 
Hiding my face and hitting my pillow with my phone. The falling rain irritates me, my lack of sleep
I’m jealous, I hate him, I think of giving up and the cycle repeats
 
Crying although it changes nothing, my routine
While being rejected I’m unable to say the truth
I detest everyday, even if I try doing something different
“It’s impossible for the ugly trash that is me” I cut my wrists and end today with masturbating
 
2020.08.19.

Wish Upon A Star

”That’s how those constellations go, and they have each story for their own.”
I’m in love with you for happily talking about the stars
 
Like a story made from a line drawn between the stars
I hoped to connect my heart to yours with love
 
One day, I made a little wish
Back then, together with me, you were gazing up at the night sky
There's just one thing
Just one thing that’s different now, it's that our hands are tightly joined
My wish from that day has come alive
 
I don’t think we could make it there if we started running at full speed
Besides that, the stars are strongly bound to one another on the line
 
If we two are to get separated at some point in the future
I hope fate ties us together so we’ll ever meet once again
 
One day, I made a little wish
Back then, together with me, you were gazing up at the night sky
There’s just one thing
Just one thing that’s different now, it's that our hands are tightly joined
My wish from that day has come alive
 
One day, I made a little wish
Back then, together with me, you were gazing up at the night sky
There’s just one thing
Just one thing that’s different now, because our hands are tightly joined
 
You know
Tonight we’re staring at the starlit sky covered with fluffy clouds
You look beautiful as you say “It could've been nice”
I pulled your body against mine, pressing my lips to yours
Because the stars always shorten the distance between us
 
2020.08.15.

Woman's Heart

Seeing people leaving from my sight
After all those hustle and bustle
I only suddenly felt tired
For my pair of hands
Who haven't striven to move on?
Who would know the excuse for taking a rest
Is to let the suppressed tears to drop again
 
Who is willing to depend solely on themselves
And let others see their pain?
You and me have to
Get people to look up to us
Not even in the dream I could imagine
that I could be so tough
But how can I
Let you or me down?
 
Seeing my love fall asleep
I am so close to happiness of life
Waited for this role for so many year
To be your lady
I do not have right to make you
Bear too much emotions
But I am just an ordinary person
 
Who is willing to depend solely on themselves
And let others see their pain?
You and me have to
Get people to look up to us
Not even in the dream I could imagine
that I could be so tough
But how can I
Let you or me down?
 
Who is willing to depend solely on themselves
And let others see their pain?
You and me have to
Get people to look up to us
Not even in the dream I could imagine
that I could be so tough
But how can I
Let you or me down?
 
Seeing my love fall asleep
I am so close to happiness of life
Waited for this role for so many year
To be your lady
I do not have right to make you
Bear too much emotions
But I am just an ordinary person
But I am just an ordinary person
 
2020.08.13.

Third Planet Сhronicles

I'm pressing 'Start',
Finishing the Third Planet Сhronicles.
I'm slowly sinking
In absolute endless loneliness
 
'Earth, Earth!
How are you there?'
'Everyone are falling down and dying'
'Earth, Earth!
Can you hear me?'
No one answers.
 
Now I'm left alone.
Everything I knew and loved
Has become just a memory now.
But I won't forget,
But I won't forget!
 
That's my hand crossed out the dot and declared:
'Seven planets and five dwarfs in the solar system'
I've already forgot how it started.
Well, what does it matter now...
 
'Earth, Earth!'
Has anyone ever heard
Such a word?
'Earth!', 'Earth!'
Can you even
Imagine that?..
 
Now I'm left alone.
Everything I knew and loved
Has become just a memory now.
But I won't forget,
But I won't forget!
 
2020.08.09.

Shit named 'Gender'

Please, someone. Destroy this hell of a reality. Take me to the dreamy world.
Even though they think we’re foolish. Just ignore them.
As long as we love each other, run through the world.
 
Though we’re taking it very serious.
They will never approve our love, right?
Conversation ends without gaining any trust.
'And they taunted me a few days later.'
You accepted someone like me, who is eccentric.
Now, even trifles can make me laugh. Because I’m holding your hands.
'Gender barrier has no right to deny us.'
'You are my destiny.' Believe in yourself.
The world is in slow motion when I am with you.
Hey, I love you. Hey, thank you.
The scene I used to see has changed.
 
Please, someone. Destroy this hell of a reality. Take me to the dreamy world.
Even though they think we’re foolish. Just ignore them.
As long as we love each other, run through the world.
 
Wish we’ll be recognized by the society. Hope we won't abandon ourselves.
 
2020.08.07.

Suicide Dating

Tonight the two of us fulfill our promise
We abandon our worries and take a gamble to eternity
There's only one truth that can't be deceived
The single fragment found that allowed us to meet
 
Gazing at the night sky, I grasped your hand
Reminiscences surround us and the meter fluctuates
It doesn't matter where
Let's just go somewhere that's not here
Even if there's nothing left for us
 
Suicide dating
 
With the end of the blurring memories, there's supposed to be something else that's waiting for us
Like the story that I'm dreaming of right now
With you (with you)
Suicide dating
 
Without looking back, it's gotten this quiet
It's almost laughable, how we can't be stopped by anyone at all
I wonder if the phone's still ringing now
As if they were looking for us
The only ones who can stop us - are us
 
If this is how it's going to end, we can still, see, make the decision
Let's abandon the dragged final episode
More so than with words, we have the courage of youthfulness that acts as our strong anaesthesia
'It's scary after all, isn't it?'
Let's soak our minds in it
Even if there's nothing left for us
 
Suicide dating
 
With the end of the blurring memories
With the end of the blurring memories
 
Suicide dating (Suicide dating)
 
We swallow at the same time
Are choked by each other
Even as we fall together
We wonder why the both of us weren't born as one
 
Suicide dating
 
With the end of the blurring memories, there's supposed to be something else that's waiting for us
Like the story that I’m dreaming of right now
With you (with you)
Suicide dating