2021.01.26.
I Don't Wanna Change
I don't wanna change, and you can't make me!
For you to come here and change me in one night from the person I am
Instead of all these emotional decisions,
Try to know me a little better
Know me, help me, reduce all these demands a little bit
I just want for you to sympathize with me
I don't wanna change, I want my life like this!
I don't wanna change, my world is totally mine!
I don't wanna change, I want my life like this!
I don't wanna change, my world is totally mine!
The stars of my sky are different with you
You want me to hop off and for you to ride!?
You don't seem to understand what a relationship means
Whatever is in your mind, is always there (It's like you can't change)
Know me, help me, reduce all these demands a little bit
I just want for you to sympathize with me
I don't wanna change, I want my life like this!
I don't wanna change, my world is totally mine!
I don't wanna change, I want my life like this!
I don't wanna change, my world is totally mine!
2017.08.28.
Everyone's life is the same as me
It's new year but it feels so sad again
Many people are like you and me
Everyday of our life is like yesterday
All of our dreams get burn in the nick of time
Every one tells me you are getting wasted
But maybe it's not my fault
Because every way i turn to is dead-end
Sometimes i forget where i am
I feel like my feet are off the ground
I stare at a point for hours
All the bright colors become dark
I forget to smile
I can't believe this person is me
Who is sad and lonely and desperate
I wish i was asleep and wouldn't see these days
Sometimes i close my eyes to calm down
I close my eyes
I stare at the roof and laugh without a reason
I laugh without a reason
Sometimes i wake up with stress
With stress
I feel like the whole world is mad at me
Is mad at me
You just sit at your home
The seconds are getting wasted
These damn days are getting lost
But for what cost?
You don't want anyone to see your life
These days,everyone's life is like mine
Staring at the wall,music and the guitar
Smoking after tea and having tea after that
You don't even want to listen to your own words
You want to calm down but you can't help crying
Everyday and every night and every minute
Your only friend is your tears
No one understands you in these days
You wonder why is my part in this cruel and cold world
To live like this and then die?