A keresés eredménye

Life

I can tell the things I lost
I can't tell the feelings I lost
I'm not afraid of giving them up
I'll fight them with what strength I have
 
The rain stubbornly sticks to my skin
Even if I move forward, it reflects a sidelong glance
That loneliness
 
My everyday life continues as it has been
Fake lives are tricky
I pretend it's no big deal when we're together
My heart has emptied out
Any warmth would be a gift
 
I don't see an end to this life
Living has become an anxious adventure
I pretend it's no big deal
My heart is tightly
wrapped up in a big bundle
 

I am not a mistake

Tongues click, and the fist on the table deafening.
Stares defy each other, electric blue, against bloody red anger.
This debate again, for menu, he refills me everyday.
And he butches my case, with fork and knife, out of the oven.
 
I am not a mistake
Do not see me as a mistake
 
His eyes despise the dark around mines.
His voice despises my carmine red lips.
He tells me about boxes, codes, models.
Shame, disappointment, a disloyal son.
 
I am not a mistake
Do not see me as a mistake
 
But nothing! You didn't fail anything,
Because I'm not a fucking mistake,
And you don't imagine your luck,
To agree with your body and your heart.
Since forever I don't understand,
Why the other boys,
Don't act as I do,
Would I have missed a lesson ?
So yes, I tumbled slowly,
Searched the answers to my questions,
Somewhere on the other side,
Close to girls, far from boys,
So yes, the son that you made,
Is a girl finally,
Love me fuck, daddy I beg you,
Love me ! Love me like before...
 
I am not a mistake
Do not see me as a mistake
 

If only the wind

Versions: #1
I'd rather feel angry
I know how to calm down
 
Nothing left to shout, nothing left to get
from these clenched teeth
 
I think I wanna live
But how can feeling nothing
hurt so much?
 
I think I wanna live
But how can I feel nothing
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
And that's too bad if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
And that's too bad if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
If a dust could creep
under my eyelids
 
I could cry, I haven't been able to
for centuries
 
I think I wanna live
But how can feeling nothing
hurt so much?
 
I think I wanna live
But how can I feel nothing
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
But that's for the best if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
But that's for the best if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
But that's for the best if the wind
were to push me into the void
 
I'd never dare
to throw myself into the void
If only the wind
were to push me into the void
 

Smoking

[Intro]
'Hi, babe, can you send me money?
I saw a new Louis bag'
 
Gucci, Louis, Prado - all what these bitches need (need, need)
Everybody's getting crazy of cars, parties, money (money, money)
Doesn't matter how much it costs, the thing is they'll say that
This bitch wants money, you could never get much money
 
My life - hang tight, your life is like Paris
Listen to all this, remember this move
Remember this move, remember this move
Remember this move, baby, you're flying with me
 
I'm taking off like a rocket, the whole planet's here for me
Black and white tape, baby, you're already undressed
Two silhouettes in the dark, and we're together til dawn
Two silhouettes in the dark, and we're together til dawn
 
Kicking in on the move, baby you're already on fire
Your mom already knows that you're not sleeping, I'll show you Paris
You're so nice, it's a sin to be in a room with you (?)
(???), I'm left-handed, your ass is so good
 
Smoking, smoking, smoking, smoking, smoking
Smoking, smoking, smoking, smoking, smoking
Smoking, smoking, smoking, smoking, smoking
 
Smoking, our cigarette is smoking as our song gets sung
I'm in the back, the bass is (???), everything feels like the first time
Piles, piles, money, cars saw the bitches, sparks from the eyes
Piles, piles, money, cars saw the bitches, sparks from the eyes
 
I got to the top not just for you, I got to the top not just for you
There's a room with (???) for you, there's a room with (???) for you
I got to the top not just for you, I got to the top not just for you
There's a room with (???) for you, there's a room with (???) for you
 
I'm taking off like a rocket, the whole planet's here for me
Black and white tape, baby, you're already undressed
Two silhouettes in the dark, and we're together til dawn
Two silhouettes in the dark, and we're together til dawn
 

Step-siblings

I was talking talking to...
I was talking talking to...
I was talking talking to...
I was talking talking to...
 
If my wish came true, came true
We’d become immortal and be together forever
 
The red outsider becomes family
And survives together with fate
 
The oldest son is a jack of all trades rather than a master of none
The second son is a glutton, let’s oddly eat skewers
The third son’s movements are strange
I wonder what’s the matter, I wonder what’s the matter!
 
When will
Goodbye come?
Don’t die, stay
We’re step-siblings forever
 
Let’s laugh holding our bellies
(Together forever)
Let’s laugh holding our bellies
(Even if we become zombies)
Let’s laugh holding our bellies
(Until they get twisted)
Let’s laugh holding our bellies
(Tomorrow as well, and the next year too)
 
Let’s laugh holding our bellies
(Together forever)
Let’s laugh holding our bellies
(Tomorrow as well, and the next world too)
 

I Don't Love Her - Not Anymore...

I don't love her - never, no more!
Although, without love, heart will die.
I don't love her - not anymore, -
Now death is the name of my life.
 
I'm tempest, I'm night, I'm abyss,
I ruin those whom I embrace.
Oh, joy of my liberty!.. Hence!
My love for you's gone without trace!
 
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