A keresés eredménye

Magamban

Abban a percben, mikor Tőled messze mentem,
noha azt mondtad, tán örökre bánni fogom
S jóllehet, hogy, hogy nem,
megfizetek majd mindenért, mikor majd nem gondolom
Ám fordult a kocka, íme vitorlát bontok,
s messze megyek az északi széllel
s magammal viszek mindent, mi két kezemben fér el.
 
Tudnod kell, most már minden veszélyt magamra vállalok,
s hogy legjobb barátom eztán a fájdalom,
ő tanított, hogyan kell feledni minden bánatot.
 
Egymagamban járok eztán minden jóban és rosszban,
ellene mindennek, amit mondottál nekem...
Magamnak leszek fontos, ahogyan már mondtam,
de a fegyvert is önmagamra, egyedül szegezem...
 
Abban a percben, mikor elhagytalak Téged,
azt mondtad, úgy sem bírok megharcolni véle
s az első nagy ütésnél, ha majd földet érek,
bocsánatért könyörgök majd, Hozzád visszatérve...
De, lásd, már igen messze vagyok,
s nem maradtál más, mint tűzben porladó hamu
De hogy elalszik-e vagy meggyullad? Arról nem tudhatok...
 

On My Own

The moment I was leaving
you told me I'd regret it
and that somehow
one day I'd have to pay for it.
But I had set sail
with the northern wind on my side
and in my hands I held all I managed to save.
 
You should know that on my own, all the risks I took on my own
and that my best friend is my pain
that taught me to keep my head up even in the hardest times.
 
On my own, in happiness and sadness too on my own
despite what you said, on my own
I'd have to be the target
but also the one to hold the trigger on my own...
 
The moment I was leaving
you told me I couldn't fight it
and at the first inconvenience
I'd come back to you.
But I am far away now
and you are ashes in the fire
that I never managed to tame.
 
You should know that on my own, all the risks I took on my own
and that my best friend is my pain
that taught me to keep my head up even in the hardest times
 

Are you having a good time?

Are you having a good time?
Still waking up late
for work
Tell me if you are going to ask me angrilly:
'Where are my keys?'
Are you having a good time?
Smoking a cigarette on the balcony
before bedtime
You are still pulling the bedsheet
All of it so that you tuck yourself in
You are having a good time...
 
You are having a good time without me where
You have a normal life, or are you pretending?
With a hug so that you forget your insecurities
Or without a place to relax, like me.
Are you having a good time without me, what are you doing?
you find me with you or are you starting to lose me?
I have put myself in line
but i love you and miss you consistantly
and im not having a good time
 
Are you having a good time?
Going for jogging late at night, with loud music...
With your hair tucked up high
You are having a good time...
Your clothes tossed all over the place
How much i'd like if mine were there with yours as well
You are having a good time...
 
You are having a good time without me where
You have a normal life, or are you pretending?
With a hug so that you forget your insecurities
Or without a place to relax, like me.
Are you having a good time without me, what are you doing?
you find me with you or are you starting to lose me?
I have put myself in line
but i love you and miss you consistantly
and im not having a good time