A keresés eredménye oldal 3

Lyokha

A recruit, my boy Lyokha
Now joined the army.
What's there to do when you're a boy.
The nineteen year old joined.
All the boys go to serve.
It's a pity they don't take girls.
They need to wait for their boyfriends
And of course, they do wait.
 
Oh Lyokha, Lyokha
Without you I feel horrible,
There's turmoil in my heart, I tell you.
Oh Lyokha, Lyokha
I won't put up with trickery,
All that remains is sighing - I love you so!
 
Sink in silence my sigh,
Fall little tear from my eyes.
You went away dear Lyokha.
All that was, is left behind.
We should clear things up
Only you're not here with me.
Say, I am to blame for something,
Glorious, sweet, dear...
 
Oh Lyokha, Lyokha
Without you I feel horrible,
There's turmoil in my heart, I tell you.
Oh Lyokha, Lyokha
I won't put up with trickery,
All that remains is sighing - I love you so!
 
I don't know what to do with Lyokha
For quite some time there's been no letter.
I live so lonesomely
He doesn't send me his portrait.
I was so glad to see him,
When he came visiting.
I need to wait for him
For he loves me a lot.
 
Oh Lyokha, Lyokha
Without you I feel horrible,
There's turmoil in my heart, I tell you.
Oh Lyokha, Lyokha
I won't put up with trickery,
All that remains is sighing - I love you so!
 

Rain Man

I'm at the place where the neon wind is the evening blues,
Where there are lonely reunions.
With me a purple evening of amusement,
Things you don't see in the world.
 
I'm right where no one can answer any questions,
And no one is talking about the dawn.
For the ladies out there, smiles and gossip are hidden in the roses,
And the first is the last.
 
And I show up alone
For the hundredth time I sit by the window
And I feel as if I could hear your voice
Out there somewhere or here somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
My Rain Man
 
My Rain Man,
How are you without me?
But night is coming again.
My angel of September,
At the end of the day
You will come to me as if..
 
When this is over, it'll be morning,
Sleeping in the windows of advertisements.
All around will be a fog, and as if...
The soul is like empty pockets...
 
And I show up alone
For the hundredth time I sit by the window
And I feel as if I could hear your voice
Out there somewhere or here somewhere
I know you're out there somewhere
My Rain Man
 
My Rain Man,
How are you without me?
But night is coming again.
My angel of September,
At the end of the day
You will come to me as if..
 

A Million Songs

How many nights did i wait for you to come to me
so that i could whisper a few simple words to you
but it's not good for me
to smash on the rocks with you it's dangerous for me and perhaps
i am a man who is
too confused or scared
 
I am already sick of hiding from you
and to write a million songs
i hoped that you would be mine
you laughed in my face
 
And maybe tell me why, why
you withdrew your heart
and how each time i approach cautiously
and again turn my world upside down
why are you so distant?
put it all to the side
in the end i wanted that
your heart should be mine
 
Here at the end of the week
you are missing in my soul
and neither the cigarettes nor
the carbohydrates are helping any longer
 
And i don't want to keep it inside
but you are far from here
and another message, and another kiss
and i am broken, i am out of time
 
So hold be with all your might
i will quiet the fears
how much did i want you to be mine
and you laughed in my face!
 
And maybe tell me why, why
you withdrew your heart
and how each time i approach cautiously
and again turn my world upside down
why are you so distant?
put it all to the side
in the end i wanted that
your heart should be mine
 

My Semptember

You don't love me
But you still don't leave me
From the day I swallowed the black fruit you presented to me
My bare days turned gray forever
 
I don't love you
But I can't leave you forever
From the day I took out the black fruit I swallowed sweetly
My bare days turned gray forever
 
I couldn't even cry
So I keep living
So that the rest of your life becomes more and more unhappy
 
You don't love me
But you still don't leave me
From the year I swallowed the black fruit you presented to me
The bare autumn that turns gray forever and returns
 
I don't love you
But I can't leave you forever
From the year I took out the black fruit I swallowed sweetly
The bare autumn that turns gray forever and returns
 
I couldn't even cry out loud
So I keep living
So that the rest of your life becomes more and more dangerous
 
Holding a knife
That hand is not your hand
It was my hand
 

In the Forest

One day,
we met in the forest
You were probably, you were probably,
still human in those days
I was as well, we were still young
 
We fell in love
The white seashell earrings,
were something from when,
we first went to the sea together
 
The wind blew,
stretching over rain and seasons
There were also fights
Somewhere far off,
your footprints were left in the sand
They were young
 
We fell in love
The white seashell earrings,
they faded,
and will never again be beautiful
 
And now,
we met in the forest
It's probably you, probably
Only love never changes
Cruelly, it doesn't change
 
Let's sing together
Sutakora sassanosa1
Sutakora sassanosa
 

• 1. onomatopoeic sound for escape

in the principal's office

You are my first September
You highly spirt smelly
Forgotten marker pen
Despite teacher's attempts to separate us
We still sitting together at the desk
Mum will say that's wrong
For she we are just friends
Everyone talk behind back
That you influence on me bad
very bad
And your hands smell like snuff
But nothing warms me better then it
Black blink
of your nails
I am falling in love harder
 
In the principal's office
I kiss you to spite them
All teachers are screaming
Maybe tomorrow we will be expelled
In the principal's office
I kiss you to spite them
Tommorow it will be in the internet
Say hello to mother
 
On the excursion we will run away
And stroll in the empty forest
 
I'm really obsessed with you
You are my pale soft-grunge princess
I will write in blood compliment on the mirror
I remember warm of your hair
And your hastily putted-on bluse
Big bag and bunch of roses
You aren't a girl, you are an art.
Gym shines by flame
They will answer us
 
In the principal's office
I kiss you to spite them
All teachers are
screaming
Maybe tomorrow we will
be expelled
In the principal's office
I kiss you to spite them
Tommorow it will be in the internet
Say hello to mother
Hello
Hello
Hello
 
All teachers
are screaming
Maybe tommorow we will be expelled
 

Let Go

You can leave already
You don't even need to hug
Nobody is holding you back*
The road only swallows what's gone
 
Mother said to me a long time ago, hey Johanna,
The world is an evil place
But by your side was home, home, home
 
I'm just a wanderer
I don't need to stay in one place forever
I can be anywhere
There are friends everywhere, you taught me
 
Whether I walk in a dark valley
Or by this gas station
 
Look me in the eyes
Look me right in the eyes
In my blue eyes
Look me deep in the eyes
If you still stay,
If you decide to still stay,
If you still stay,
Do I dare to let go?
 
I've lived a long time
Or maybe not so long, but often
And I don't hold grudges
Except against the person who kills me.
But it was never you, baby
It really never was you, baby
You were only joy, you were joy, you were joy
 
You've already found someone new
Someone who's also to someone old(?)
I'm already far away here
In a city that's making a ghost out of me
And in this city, the lights sparkle
Brightly, and my heart is frightened
When it understands what it really wants(?)
It wants everything, and it doesn't want to escape.
 
Look me in the eyes
Look me right in the eyes
In my blue eyes
Look me deep in the eyes
If you still stay,
If you decide to still stay,
If you still stay,
Do I dare to let go?
 
Look me in the eyes
Look me right in the eyes
In my blue eyes
Look me deep in the eyes
If you still stay,
If you decide to still stay,
If you still stay,
Do I dare to let go?
 
If you still stay,
If you decide to still stay
If you still stay,
Do I dare to let my fears go?
 

If not for you

I would like to erase forever
The former love in my memory.
Pain burned unintentionally, but froze,
Took refuge inside.
I believed once
Only one-single loyal.
How did we not see?
How did we understand now?
Only now!
 
Chorus:
If not for you,
If it were not so,
Who would have kept,
Saved my heart?
If not for you,
Who would have taken a step,
Given my love
Warm up again?
If not for the trouble,
We wouldn't have got
Together forever.
 
Why did I kept quiet then,
Seeing your tears, given to another guy?
How could we not dare
To have a heart-to-heart of all?
Why did we hide
From each other behind seven seals?1
Why is it so late?
After all, it's so easy,
Merely to open,
Open heart!
 
Chorus:
If not for you,
If it were not so,
Who would have kept,
Saved my heart?
If not for you,
Who would have taken a step,
Given my love
Warm up again?
If not for the trouble,
We wouldn't have got then
Together forever.
 
Forever...
If not for you...
 
If not for you,
If it were not so,
Who would have kept,
Saved my heart?
If not for you,
Who would have taken a step,
Given my love
Warm up again?
If not for the trouble,
We wouldn't have got then
Together forever.
 
If not for the trouble,
We wouldn't have got then
Together forever.
Forever...
 

• 1. 'за семью печатями' (an idiom). word by word 'behind seven seals' - about something, completely inaccessible for understanding, comprehension

Goodbye

The footsteps echoing far away...
The shape of goodbye on your lips...
You wouldn't turn back again after this,
That's how I felt in my dream...
 
I think of our countless days
Because I felt each one was precious
I can't even understand my memories anymore
Time alone flows ceaselessly into the future, with haste...
 
The more I think of you, the more I miss you
Your warmth starts to fade, as time carries it far away
I won't forget, your smallest habits and your voice
Because it's the proof that we lived
 
The footsteps echoing far away...
The shape of goodbye on your lips...
 
If just once more, we had time to exchange just a few words
To convey my feelings...
 
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, I want to reach you
If I were allowed a wish, I'd want to hold you and never let go,
But when I chase and catch you, you're a disappearing mirage
A vestige lost in time...
 
The more I think of you, the more I miss you
Your warmth starts to fade, as time carries it far away
I won't forget, your smallest habits and your voice
Because it's the proof that we lived
 
I'll wave at the sky, always and forever...
 

Afterschool Lesson

It's an unbelievable thing. This is just strange.
Getting confessed at suddenly, 'Ah, what should I do?'
My heart turned 'kyun' (kyun kyun) This is a bit unfair (!!)
I suddenly got kissed. What's going on....
 
I circled my calendar. Sorry Mom for hiding it.
We drank tea at a nearby mall. Shopping.
We walked home holding hands (doki doki) We chatted along the way (kyaa)
Having fun talking about club activities We laughed a lot.
 
I don't know much about 'doing it'. I'm always always studying.
But I'm a bit interested. I cannot possibly look it up on the internet!!
 
Even though I love you so much This kind of stuff is impossible
An exciting love class. We can't do with a failing mark right?
I really want to be with you, but feelings are also expressed in the kitchen
It's true, it's not a lie!! My friends are expecting from you
 
That girl is more slim. I realized and gasped.
Don't we make a good match for each other? I cried.
I hugged my cat tightly (nyan nyan) She groomed herself then slept (nyao)
I watered my pillow with great tears, I really did it didn't I...
 
No more falling in love! It doesn't matter? Oh well...
The truth is I'm really into you Every night it keeps me up I can't sleep!!!
 
All he keeps talking about is that girl. I'm not happy about this at all
Just be mine. Though we are so close I feel you so faraway
Quit acting innocent. You're not being honest so we're having this falling out.
Understand my feelings, under the sunset sky, we walked along the road without saying anything
 
I wanted to say 'sorry,' and hug you lovingly and tightly
I'm so into you, please be with me always in the spring, summer, autumn, and winter.
My tears are overflowing and won't stop that I can't even see your face
My tears are gone, I'm finally okay now! From your back, I grab and pull tightly on your knitted shirt.
 

Without saying goodbye

Forever lasting night as if we are lost in it
I’m looking for you, relying only on your voice
 
I’m alone inside this room, afraid of something invisible
I pray to the night sky with fear
so sorrow won’t sneak into you and take you away from me
 
Without even saying goodbye
I can’t even say “thank you”
Don’t go
Don’t go
Don’t leave me alone
 
In the city on a lockdown where people are separated
Even the time feels still, yet only the time is flowing
 
Until the joy will unlock this door someday
 
I haven’t said “I love you”
I haven’t held you tight
Don’t go
Don’t go
I call your name
 
Don’t let those eyes tell me “thank you”
Don’t let your smile tell me “thank you”
Instead of saying “goodbye”
 
Someday when our hearts will look back these days
What will we consider sadness and what will we consider happiness?
 
Please please
Don’t go
Don’t go
Without even saying “goodbye”
I can’t even say “thank you”
I scream like a child
 
I haven’t touched your hand
I haven’t held you tight
Don’t go
Don’t go
Don’t leave me alone
 

If he beats you, means he loves you

I love it so much when you humiliate me,
When in front of your friends
You say that we aren't even a couple.
And you're standing next to another girl
And you're standing next to another girl
I love it so much when with a subtle hint
With your tongue as sharp as a knife,
You say, patronizingly,
That today I am dressed like a hobo
That today I am dressed like a hobo
 
If he beats you, means he loves you, and you're not lucky, -
I'll violently answer to you, you mean people,
If he beats you, means he loves you, and the bruises aren't a big deal.
He smokes inside of the apartment - my love, he's cool.
My love, he's cool.
 
If he beats you, means he loves you, and you're not lucky, -
I'll violently answer to you, you mean people,
If he beats you, means he loves you, and the bruises aren't a big deal.
He smokes inside of the apartment - my love, he's cool.
My love, he's cool.
 
I love so much your tender hands, my sweetheart,
I love them day and night,
When with a particular force
They were tightening around my throat
They were tightening around my throat
I love so much that crazy fire in your smile,
You shined it on me for many times,
And for the smallest mistake
You'd turn the heat up on the stove
You'd turn the heat up on the stove.
All my girlfriends are worried for me,
They tell me to leave you,
They're just jealous idiots,
How is it possible to leave your love
How is it possible to leave your love.
 
If he beats you, means he loves you, and you're not lucky, -
I'll violently answer to you, you mean people,
If he beats you, means he loves you, and the bruises aren't a big deal.
He smokes inside of the apartment - my love, he's cool.
My love, he's cool.
 
If he beats you, means he loves you, and you're not lucky, -
I'll violently answer to you, you mean people,
If he beats you, means he loves you, and the bruises aren't a big deal.
He smokes inside of the apartment - my love, he's cool.
My love, he's cool.
 

Let's talk

Come on, let's talk
I only need you
How come you don't understand it?
Come on, let's talk
Why are you silent?
Come to me, baby!
 
I hate you, then I love you madly
You text me: 'I Love You'
And then delete all we've talked about
All my attempts go blacklisted
 
I don't know what to do with 'us'
We will never be friends
This weightlessness between us is like a magnet
I don't know... I don't know...
 
I'm not being silent, thinking out loud
Maybe we will remember something out of the blue
Talk, let's try
Even if it's gonna be awkward
The words are inconsistent
I try to make them rhyme
I try to stand out from the others
Try to be the first in your contact list
You read me between the lines
I call out you bluff
You kidnapped me into your world
Our footsteps on the night boulevard
Talk, start this fire
With you I feel like I'm just steps away from heaven
I think that we were made for each other
Like Che Guevara and his guitar
 
Come on, let's talk
I only need you
How come you don't understand it?
Come on, let's talk
Why are you silent?
Come to me, baby!
 
I don't know what to do with 'us'
We will never be friends
This weightlessness between us is like a magnet
 
I don't know what to do with 'us'
We will never be friends
This weightlessness between us is like a magnet
 
I don't know what to do with 'us'
We will never be friends
This weightlessness between us is like a magnet
I don't know... I don't know...
 

Too Early

I was safe on the lap of winter
I was alone, but happy
But my mind was weak and bored
Seeking for a shortcut to the sping
 
And I was such a fool that I asked for it
Love from those who helped me
In the middle of this long winter I ordered
Relief for my grayness
 
Yeah and I looked into the crystal ball
In there, I saw him coming
And when the year changed to another
I already found someone sleeping next to me
 
But soon, so very soon
Even a fool like me noticed it
This love was not for the winter
I took it in too early
 
I disrupted young love
When it still wanted to sleep
I pulled tulips of May from the frozen ground
And they wilted away in my hands
 
Oo-too early
Too early
I disrupted love
And it lost its power
 
(Oo) too early
(Oo) too early
I teased love
Maybe I lost it forever
 
And now I wait alone
For the next winter
Summer is [full of] sorrow and agony for me
I received it too early
 
If a power higher than me will bless me
And I'll get you back again
I'll wait until the Midsummer night
I'll wait for the next summer
The next summer
Always for the next summer
 

Journey

The autumn colors of the trees begin to have more shades
the hues mix in the cycle of the world
and we are learning with it
 
The road under is shining
speeding on it our car is a handsome sight
fearless like this we're heading north
 
The cities behind us are burning
the surrounding forests embrace us
secretly you take me with your music and carry me fast
on the wings of songs back in time
 
May I be yours
for this journey soon forgotten
although nothing remains
I get to breath in your beauty
 
Sparkling party nights
even the most heartfelt baptism
a premature memorial service
 
First we waste it all
and then sinking into oblivion
we fertilize the earth for those to come
 
The child grows at our side
our faces catch the years
this song, too, plays and disappears
 
May I be yours
for this journey soon forgotten
although nothing remains
I get to breath in your beauty
 
May I be yours
for this journey soon forgotten
although nothing remains
I get to breath in your beauty
 

Reasons

Versions: #1
You brought reasons to my mornings
to the cold ruins of the sun
the silence of the night, the eternity resonating to us
this longing, endless vast space
this is how you raise me to the heights
out of my room we float into the brightness
 
You reap the rotten berries
and so, you use them to make the freshest wine
you enter my most sacred room
for you only, for you only, yeah, the incense burns on my altar
 
Patchouli, jasmine
your scent takes me to heaven
to the lights far away
I wouldn't even want to return anymore
no, no, no
 
You brought reasons to my mornings
to the cold ruins of the sun
 

Subject: Goodbye

I was noticing a little
Your reasons to stop mailing me
But until hearing it from your lips
I didn't want to believe it
If the name of your new girlfriend
Is of a girl I know
Don't you think it's cruel?
Picking a friend of mine specially
In the long time that passed
I couldn't win over the sudden temptation
 
Before not being able to meet you
I wanted to know your true feelings
I often sent you mails
Why don't you reply?
 
How cold you leave me
I can't hate you from the bottom of my heart
Because you're the one I loved
At least be brave to retire
A love excluded by the weight
If it doesn't graduate, it's only miserable
 
My fingers tremble writing a mail
With the word 'goodbye'
Before the screen saying 'Sent'
I spill overflowing tears
 
'Goodbye'. After being prepared
To never follow you anymore
While I erased the address I was familiarized to
I muttered 'Stay well'
 
This time I sent another mail
Of goodbye to that girl
Friendship and love
I lost them at once on a cold night
 

Goodbye is for me

In the bus seat looking at the crowd
If tears flow, what would I do?
Each one of the reasons why we can't meet
Are futile when they pile up with the landscape
The more I thought 'I want to be tender'
The less deeper I could love
 
Goodbye is for me
Or else is for you
Even if the happy days aren't in vain
Because you can't make a promise
Don't call me
You lied to me from the heart
 
The night you escorted me for the first time
We couldn't go back home
If memories come to my mind faintly
I don't understand happiness
If only crying I can be strong
For who it could be?
 
Goodbye is for me
Someday for you
I'll get pretty wanting to bother you
Now I'll let my hair grow
But I don't want to meet you
You lied to me from the heart
 
Goodbye is for me
Someday for you
I'll get pretty wanting to bother you
Now I'll let my hair grow
But I don't want to meet you
You lied to me from the heart
 

I won't let this end with a goodbye

If you lack some love, come
We'll pour light on you,
Protecting the flowers that bloomed from your tears
Preventing them from being trampled wow wow wow.
 
'I'm used to getting hurt'
Don't say things like that,
But gather the hope that peeks through from the scratch's openings.
 
It's 'See you'
I won't let this end with a goodbye,
Say it many times, so, say it again and again
You're alive, right, you're surviving
Wow wow wow wow wow wow
I won't let it end in sadness
I love you, see, if there's love
We can laugh again.
I won't let this end with a goodbye.
 
'Thank you' and 'I'm sorry'
I don't need such words,
Because I'll never let this
End with a goodbye.
 
'I'm used to getting hurt'
Don't say things like that
But gather the hope that peeks through the scratch's openings
 
It's 'See you'
Because I won't let this end with a goodbye
I'll say it many times, so, I'll say it again and again
You're alive, right, you're surviving
Wow wow wow wow wow wow
I won't let it end in sadness
I love you, see, if there's love
We can laugh again
I won't let this end with a goodbye
 
If you're lacking some love, come
Let's get the light shine on you.
 

Elegy of a goodbye

Kill me, love me, the sooner the better
Kill me, love me, finish me off
 
Like golden doves coming from the blue sky
The dead leaves stop softly in my shoulders
You take them off softly with the fingers
With an excuse you untie my arms
 
Just meeting this way is unpleasant
I'm so bitter this way, I'm so alone
I'm more blue than gray
If that's lukewarm, I rather be cold
Tell me the truth rather than smiling
 
Kill me, love me, the sooner the better
Kill me, love me, finish me off
 
Standing in the street, a rustling is heard
Dead leaves sing the sadness sweetly
You walk ahead with your beige coat
Even if you smile at me, I see you far
 
Just being tender this way is unpleasant
I'm so bitter this way, I want a heart
You are a sake more bitter than wine
If you hate it, say it's wrong
Going this way, let's better not meet
 
Kill me, love me, the sooner the better
Kill me, love me, finish me off
Kill me, love me, the sooner the better
Kill me, love me, I want you to love me
Kill me, love me, the sooner the better
Kill me, love me, finish me off
Kill me, love me, the sooner the better
Kill me, love me, I want you to love me
 

Goodbye

So many memories
Did they just pile up and then melt away?
My chest is still filled with thoughts of you
Hands numb with cold, with trembling fingers
You wait for a 'goodbye' from me
 
How good would it be if it was all a dream?
If I woke up, and everything was just like before?
How good would it be if it was all a lie?
Please just laugh at my teasing with a shy expression again
 
So many things have happened, that I can't talk about in just 16 bars
A time of circular shape, enclosing many seasons
Just one piece of a mismatched puzzle
And I was no longer reflected in your eyes
 
How good would it be if it was all a dream?
If I woke up, and you would still be laughing?
How good would it be if it was all a lie?
If you say it now, I'll forgive you, so tell me it was a lie
 
I remembered you saying,
'Hey, if you could grant yourself a wish, what would you ask for?'
Well now I can answer, just one
 
How good would it be if it was all a dream?
Hey, if there is a god out there,
Please erase all my memories
Steal even my believing heart
 
Goodbye, Happy End
Goodbye to the center of my heart
Forever goodbye
 
Forever and ever
 

Goodbye rings twice

That sea that we saw
Just the two of us in a nap
You are searching
Alone tonight
 
If you lost the words
I want you to hang
The phone by the window
As if I'm by your side
 
Though I spend a lonely night
Only with tears
Go away, because I don't want
To hear only a goodbye
 
You can be whimsical as always... be tender
 
The TV ends
And the city sleeps
In my wide bed
A half will be cold
 
This way we won't meet
Not even in eternity
No matter how beautiful
I can become
 
If you remember me some night
Maybe I could answer with an unembarrassed voice
 
Because I won't forget that you loved me
Because I won't forget