2021.02.19.
Inner pain
The whole world is illusoryLook at inside who you are -
(you are ) A moment of a will
(you are ) A projection of the shadow
Do banish away the chains of laziness
The whole world is rediculous
You do confess!
Who are you?
Do you value the time? Do you watch smoldering?
An arrhythmic beating
Of a heart
The reserved seat wagon of thoughts
It has fucked enough
to bare
a musty pain
Having tired of the own mug
In a mirror, someone
is pulling me in a bed
to drop through a dream for a day
to drop through a dream for a night
to get away from existence
Killing in yourself a demigod
I'm falling
on the floor
awkwardly
holding back the tears, a dumb neurasthenic
I envy the life of the plants
I hate myself a quarter of a century
I kill myself as a human
Drug store rescues a little bit
It's not a life it's all fake
More than one hundred times
I wanted not to be
To stay there, where I was before
before coming into my life
before coming to the Hell
before conceiving of my mother
before coming into myself
before coming into my life
before coming to the Hell
before conceiving of my mother
before coming to the Paradise
before coming into myself
before coming to the Hell