2021.11.21.
Guest
How many winters since we last partedWhich day is it today? Sometimes I'll think of you
Your message came so suddenly
Catching me by surprise and making me stand frozen where I was
When everyone's happy for you
I foolishly began to realize
That someone has already ordered a wedding dress for you
Thanks for specially inviting me to witness your love
I constantly remind myself not to turn away
Holding the invitation and approaching step by step
To the venue he meticulously designed
Unfortunately, this scene belongs to you
And I am just a guest
I let go of all my memories to help fulfill your love
Yet I can't believe this is destiny
After all this time, you feel so distant
And your greeting was done so politely
Why should we deliberately conceal in front of him
That my world once had you
Soon, the bells start to toll
You stand there patiently, waiting for him to approach
Gently, he gets down on one knee
And inserts the diamond ring into your ring finger
When everyone's happy for you
I foolishly began to realize
That there is already nothing left between us
Thanks for specially inviting me to witness your love
I constantly remind myself not to turn away
Today, you look exceptionally beautiful
This beauty which I once held
Unfortunately, this wedding is between you and him
And I am just a guest
I let go of all my memories to help fulfill your love
Yet I can't believe this is destiny
Happily ever after became once upon a time
And I try to sincerely congratulate you
Please forgive me for being rude and inconsiderate
for choosing to leave too soon
This isn't some idol drama
So why am I acting so painstakingly
In this unbearable scene
Thanks for specially inviting me to watch the love you want
Perhaps being a guest is another kind of destiny
I, who left you, as it stands
Have no right to care for you
After all, the one who found love is you
And I am just a guest
I let go of all of our memories to celebrate your wedding
Yet I never have the courage to congratulate you
Thank you for giving me a wake up call
And returning my heart to me
At least I can still become
The guest who witnessed your love
He was really lucky to have met you
But I hope that he loves you more than I do