2021.09.16.
The right direction
I'm here,In a world that
Spins around in vain
Far away from your sun.
It rains, but I
Will do something
To feel once again
All the warmth I lack now
And have some peace of mind I lack now
And the glow in my eyes I lack now,
The right direction I lack now,
I lack now.
What are we supposed to do? When you reach the bottom,
When the world spins around, but you are left alone feeling empty,
When everything's broken except for this mirror,
What do you think? Now you see yourself old.
You run away in circles, night and day feel the same,
You're awake while sleeping, you're dreaming while awake.
While you're waiting for the sun, while you're waiting for the best,
While you're dying because you're alive,
You can write words that flow like a river
To the light of a candle.
It's right there that you suffer, with your hand over your heart.
It's you and the moon, but it doesn't even see you,
You only look for what you can't have.
You drink, but there's a hole in the glass,
I wonder how do they feel those who look at the rain falling.
I'm here,
In a world that
Spins in vain
Far away from your sun.
It rains, but I
Will do something
In order to feel once again
All the warmth I lack now
And have some peace of mind I lack now
And the glow in my eyes I lack now,
The right direction I lack now,
I lack now.
I created my own world, because
I didn't feel like I really belong to ours.
You called me a cunt because I make the time dirty1,
But it's only because I'm exploding inside and I feel cold among the flames.
No, I don't get angry if you talk behind my back,
Because you'll be left behind if you don't get up, man.
I believe in God, because it's true that something is in me,
I know this for a fact and no, I don't have to prove it to you,
Yeah, to you, I don't have to prove it to you, to you.
You know, I changed my smile, I took advantage of the hype
Just to get to those who are never alright.
If you ask me how I am, it's because you actually already know it.
I'm here,
In a world that
Spins in vain
Far away from your sun.
It rains, but I
Will do something
In order to feel once again
All the warmth I lack now
And have some peace of mind I lack now
And the glow in my eyes I lack now,
The right direction I lack now,
I lack now.
- 1. I really have no idea what this last part is supposed to mean.