A keresés eredménye

My Mother

I am ...Not curious to see heaven ... not worried about hell ....
Because I have seen both my mother's laughter.... and her cries ....
 

Undotted / If someone comes and asks

If someone comes and asks
asks me to you
Could you say 'he is gone'
Could you say that I had gone
I am leaving to you
Could you leave with me?
 
Making little children from myself at nights
I am sending them to kiss you
They bringing you back armful
Then I am bringing that you to you back
 
Don't expect that I am going to be similar with them
And repeating them
Everybody leads its own freshness if they stay by their selves
Don't expect from nobody to be similar with me
 
I took you to my dreams
Stood sleepless
I took you in my sleeps
Stood dreamless
I took it to my head without you
I took it to my heart without head
Without you, broke at the roads
Stampless at the envelopes
I have searched names for you
Then I became nameless.
 
They had seen at the places that they reached separately
The mistakes that they had been made which takes forever
They had seen at the places that they reached separately
The loneliness of them selves which is growing separately
 
They are searching you in me and me in you
They know me from you and you from me
We are kind a unit in their eyes
They think a whole from our halves
 
I had found you big, I got it
I had found you beautiful, I protected it
I had found you small, I warned you
I had found you close, I slept
One of them was wrong, I forgot it
 
Don't look at me
I will be in the direction of you are looking
 
No one but me can understand you without me
No one but you can understand me without you
From you and me, without getting close to us as soon as it takes
No one but us can understand us without us
 
I rather to search before finding you
I rather to understand before loving you
Not to finish all of you through to a lifetime
I rather to start to you over and over again
 
What the Istanbul is in Turkey
What the night is in Istanbul
What the walking is at night
What the thinking is as walking
What the thinking is as hard as not to forget
What the meaning is of don't forgetting
What the loving you is
As saying I will hide it or no I will tell it
What the falling in love is
Whatever
 
Dirty hands are cleaner
than the clean handed
dirty hearts
What do you say?
 
If the talking gets smaller and smaller
It's name would change and be silence
If the crying gets bigger and bigger
It's name would change and be silence
 
The alone one
is the both, the captain
and the only passenger
of the boat which is sinking
That's why
neither the last one
can leave the boat
nor the first.
 
I wish to say such a word
which will leave no word outside
 
Don't say 'who is it?' pointlessly
It's me, I am.
Such a me is coming to your door
is entirely you
 

Lavinia.

Versions: #4
I shall not ask you not to go.
You're cold, take my coat.
These are the loveliest hours of the day.
Stay at my side.
 
I shall not ask you not to go.
Still, you know best.
Lies if you wish, lies I shall tell.
Your feelings would be hurt.
 
I shall not ask you not to go,
But do not go Lavinia.
I shall keep your name..
You too, don't know, Lavinia.