A keresés eredménye

S.O.S-ΑtoΩ

Hehehe, it’s the beginning”
“―――…………Of the end”
“In the beginning, you are”
“The final woman…”
 
Handed only realities you can’t examine and understand, you hang your head
Reaching out without thinking and knocking on the pain, if you’re asking to be chained to disaster
 
No matter where you go, no matter who caused it,
“Is there no haven for me?” If it makes your eyes tear up…
 
“―――Until you die,”
“I’ll toy with you……!”
 
Now sir, this original sin forced in a cylinder, drink it up!
Even if it was entangled within absolute zero,
Aren’t these shattered feelings are non-continuous?
 
From me the alpha (to you the omega,) repeatedly (I’ll send it)
This bloody (distress signal) felt at the base of your throat―――…………
 
S. (Ah…) O. (Ah…) S. (Ah…)
 
“We’re not finished yet……”
 
If this self-mutilation hurts us both, I’m sick of it! I hate this abstinence!
If you want to hang yourself, this agonizing wish lights up! If you break up a mating pair
 
Even if you know the meaning, without understanding the reasons,
“That it has nothing to do with me, am I mistaken?” If it makes your hands tremble…
 
“―――I’ll tell you”
“Your purpose……”
 
Now sir, this love you’ve decided to surrender, I don’t sense it!
You should just expose your desire resigned to failure
A rendezvous on the obscured moon
 
From me the alpha (to you the omega,) repeatedly (I’ll send it)
This bloody (distress signal) felt at the base of your throat―――…………
 
“―――Hehehe, for you,”
“Until you die,”
“It’s your fate to be sucked”
“………Isn’t that right?”
 
Now sir, this original sin forced in a cylinder, drink it up!
Even if it was entangled within absolute zero,
Aren’t these shattered feelings are non-continuous?
 
Now sir, this love you’ve decided to surrender, I don’t sense it!
You should just expose your desire resigned to failure
A rendezvous on the obscured moon
 
From me the alpha (to you the omega,) repeatedly (I’ll send it)
This bloody (distress signal) felt at the base of your throat―――…………
 
S. (Ah…) O. (Ah…) S. (Ah…)
 

The Logic of This Abusive Language Syndrome

The pain of your sprained neck won’t subside,
The two of us are rolling in the depth
Falling into despair, if something breaks,
Will we be able to regain our usual wild behavior? Yeah!
 
Lines relapsing into chaos, swollen upper eyelids,
Making my back tremble
 
Thinking only of you is the starting point of a recurring jealousy
Just by the amount of sugar we’ve consumed,
I should be able to tell you――――…………
 
“………―――Be my woman!”
 
If I suck your blood at a speed your pumping heart can’t keep,
With ten thousand degrees of stimulus, your throat goes into hyperpnea!!!!
 
If I suck your blood at a speed your pumping heart can’t keep,
With ten thousand degrees of stimulus, your throat goes into hyperpnea!!!!
 
Is the horizon your numbed fingers point to heaven or hell?
Rushing headlong into a sadistic love,
The logic of this abusive language syndrome――――…………!!!!
 
The stagnant nights spent sulking in bed are awful
Alone, shouting for the moon
Restless and moody, if I crush this flower,
I can have my fill of its sweet fragrance! Yeah!
 
The continuation of time is a cycle shaken by IPSP
An irresistible injection
 
If we seek the love of one person alone, will we suffer this jittering forevermore?
The sworn pain of these scars,
Shouldn’t we let them rage on――――…………?
 
“………―――Let’s get reckless!”
 
If I suck your blood at a speed your pumping heart can’t keep,
With ten thousand degrees of stimulus, your throat goes into hyperpnea!!!!
 
The words that judge your crumbling morals, to be or not to be?
Rushing headlong into a majestic sin,
The logic of this abusive language syndrome――――…………!!!!
 
“Gaining something without having to risk anything at all,”
“Seems too good to be true, this sow”
“I wanna put a gun to it and leave it with soup for brains”
“In that case… you’d better give up everything you’ve got!”
 
(Someone like you)
I should just demand your love――――…………
 
“………―――Hey now,”
“Should we just get this over with?”
“……It’s not like we’re always gonna want it!”
 
If I suck your blood at a speed your pumping heart can’t keep,
With ten thousand degrees of stimulus, your throat goes into hyperpnea!!!!
 
If I suck your blood at a speed your pumping heart can’t keep,
With ten thousand degrees of stimulus, your throat goes into hyperpnea!!!!
 
Is the horizon your numbed fingers point to heaven or hell?
Rushing headlong into a sadistic love,
The logic of this abusive language syndrome――――…………!!!!
 
The logic of this abusive language syndrome――――…………!!!!
The logic of this abusive language syndrome――――…………!!!!
 
“………―――Damn, you’re such a hopeless woman”
 
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Kill You Again

Every time I’m abused, I was ashamed of the pleasure
My tears dropping on the blood-soaked blade
Committing 108 worldly sins,
An unexplainable phenomenon, I’m left behind in this life────…………
 
“……Hey, that’s enough, isn’t it?”
“……Everything…give it all to me”
“……As I suck you dry, I want you to become an empty shell”
 
In this world, no matter how many times we enter it,
We can’t help feeling that way, always sleeping on it
It’s been painted into our minds
In irrational colors, (always)
────…………We shut our eyes to it
 
No matter who they are, (unvoiced) everyone’s treasured (secrets have)
On that day, (been told) with all their strength, they’re pierced through!!!
 
“………───Because…no one wants to hurt the others”
 
Every time I’m abused, I was ashamed of the pleasure
My tears dropping on the blood-soaked blade
Committing 108 worldly sins,
An unexplainable phenomenon, I’m left behind in this life as I kill you again!
 
“……Even better,”
“If you smiled……have we become one?”
 
In a worn out state of mind, no matter how many nights we question it,
An ideal path is a long way off, to get slightly dirty
We’ve idealized too much
It’s just a hypothetical concept (somewhere)
────…………That we’ve been seeking
 
Understanding (if my heart) that it will hurt, (was weakly)
My palms (formed,) are sweaty, and they tremble───
 
“………───I want to make it messy”
 
A bruised, rotting fruit wetting my jealous lips,
As the knife is drawn out, I weakly expect it
Gouging out these seventeen bitter memories
With this masochistic love, feeling this nirvana, I need you again!
 
“……Harder…even…harder……”
“……I want to bite hard enough to tear through you……!”
 
Watching intently (a wild rose like you) as you wither, (I pity you)
My gaze (as it showers you) overflowing with this pleasure
 
Every time I’m abused, this heart of mine hesitated
My tears dropping on the blood-soaked blade
Committing 108────
 
Every time I’m abused, this heart of mine hesitated
My tears dropping on the blood-soaked blade
Committing 108 worldly sins,
An unexplainable phenomenon, I’m left behind in this life as I kill you again!
 
“……The scars…that covered my entire body……”
“……Try to lick…all of them……”
“………Aah, be at ease……”
“I’ll torment you…even more”
 
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Kiss Mark

'…I'm on my way now.'
'You're coming to see my performance tomorrow, right?'
'No matter where you are, I’ll find you.'
'…A sign…? Then…what it I leave something noticeable at the base of your neck?'
'…A special kiss mark.'
 
The blue moon's catharsis
Is known only to those living in solitude, déjà vu
Hey, do they turn their backs and sing?
The hands of the clock stalls! 'God only known you!'
 
From this everlasting indifference,
Set me free, let me be───…
 
A kiss♥mark on the neck… Even if I can never turn back, I want to love you
A kiss♥mark on the neck… A rosary left on your throat
 
As our wet tongues became intertwined,
We found out about this pain so that someday,
As everyone secretly scorns us,
The tears of desire overflow… 'God only knows you!'
 
Sigh to sigh, as they merge together,
Set me free, let me be───…
 
A kiss♥mark on the neck… Our childhood days left on the window
A kiss♥mark on the neck… Farewell to the days we experienced this sin together
 
Heart to heart resonating together, we exchange a forbidden signal
Each captivated (and snatched away) by the other, (the two of us) can't stop anymore!
On this secret night, we can believe that tomorrow should never come!
 
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa~
 
These tears shine cobalt blue,
Blending together at the ends of the fountain───
 
As I lay sweet skin lay on top your sweet skin,
The two of us will never be able to part again! Together
Illuminated by the moonlight,
Our secret love awakens! 'God only knows you!'
 
From the sorrow I've felt on the night wind,
Set me free, let me be───…
 
A kiss♥mark on the neck… Even if the two of us won't be forgiven, we'll love each other
A kiss♥mark on the neck… Since we can understand each other someday, I'll leave it on you
 
Body to body, sympathizing with each other, we desired this forbidden signal
The nectar (of this flower) blossomed (in chaos,) now, put it to your lips
On this secret night, we'll be enraptured by these feelings that no one else knows!
 
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa~
 
A kiss♥mark on the neck… With a token affixed by my lips
 
Heart to heart resonating together, we exchange a forbidden signal
Each captivated (and snatched away) by the other, (the two of us) can't stop anymore!
On this secret night, we can believe that tomorrow should never come!
 
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa~
 
These tears shine cobalt blue,
Blending together at the ends of the fountain───…
This mark left at the base of your neck is a message that I will love you forever
 
'…Such a cute face'
'…I overdid it.'
'…But that's how much I love you.'
'…I gave you a kiss mark…Hehe'
'…Good night.'
 
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This Sweet Pain

If this thing that’s blossomed within my empty heart
Was plucked, I would sacrifice everything on that day
Without choosing the words, these scars I can’t erase
Now, if I could convey them to you…
 
Within the changing seasons, with the blurring setting sun,
Somehow, my feelings return to those chaotic days
 
The rusted fragrance intermingled with a sigh,
Umm… If that scent would would last forever…
 
I’m terrified that it’ll be dispersed
But there is always some trace left behind of its own accord
Just a shadow behind my eyes―――………
 
“………It cannot be erased”
 
This sweet pain
Because we’re not alone
If this is what is meant by “not alone”
Before the moonlight divides the two of us,
Just give me a single lie
I gently held you close, nearly broken, you are gone
Before the rose of these feelings falls―――………
 
Beyond the red, the stopped hands of the clock
Were always trembling, something hidden behind your eyes
 
Sprouted free from fault, yet the awareness of sin
Umm… If that’s what you’d call ‘inevitable’…
 
Wrenching at my heart as we grew more distant,
I was always frantically yearning for you
As I brushed up your bangs―――………
 
“………Stay by my side”
 
This sweet pain
Because it’s not just anyone,
I believe it’s not just anyone
Before this silver blade stops our beating hearts
Just give me a single love
Don’t cry anymore… Although it’s unclear, this goes on
This wish that blooms like a rose―――………
 
“I’ve never been loved by anyone
And I have no memory of ever being loved
I could exist by myself only when something is broken
But then I met you, and just a little,
I understood.
Perhaps, I may have been found
Because you conveyed such
Fleeting premonitions to me
Because you are the only woman like that───……”
 
“………Live with me forever…”
 
This sweet pain
Because we’re not alone
If this is what is meant by “not alone”
Before the moonlight divides the two of us,
Just give me a single lie
 
This sweet pain
Because we’re not alone
If this is what is meant by “not alone”
Before the moonlight divides the two of us,
Just give me a single lie
I gently held you close, nearly broken, you are gone
Before the rose of these feelings falls―――………
 
This thing that’s blossomed within my empty heart,
For your sake, I’ve always been thinking of you
Without choosing the words, these scars I can’t erase
Now, they’re disappearing as one
 
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Cold Blood

Like inhaling a breath, you’ve been snatched away
During those days, the hands of the clock were relentless
The sounds drifting deep into your ears,
It’s all a paling sign
Already, those things will never again return
Even though I know that, there’s a pain here in my chest
I don’t want to lose you, and yet…
Why is that…? Why is that――――……………?
 
So, shall we shut away the world?
The sweet, cruel memories known as ‘kindness,’ as the flower they’ve nurtured
Is gently planted close to your ears
Yes, that’s right… Each time you comb your hair,
I want to shower you in sweet words alone――――………
 
“Even after a hundred years, I’ll still use words like ‘I love you’”
“I’m begging, so make this time stop”
 
Warm this cold blood of mine――――
This blood shall be carried on, as long as its flowing
And someday, we can become one
So that we can completely forget this cruel sorrow,
I’ll accept it readily
Don’t abandon me! Even if no-one ever forgives us,
I’m begging you
 
Someday, the moon shall sweetly
Smile down at us, don’t you think?
 
The more I look into the broken glass, the more I question
Sadly, can’t you forgive what’s reflected within it?
The crown of thorns that comes with our secrets inflicts pain to some extent
 
Hey, even if I never think about it,
Searching for the words somewhere, I wonder if there is no hope here in my heart?
Within your smile, forgetting everything,
I dissolve――――…………
 
Your warm blood preserved in sugar, it’s somewhat vague
Whether precious or painful, some of it
You can leave to me
Surely the two of us are, even now…
 
Shall we end this already? The notion that such feelings will last forever
Is somewhat ridiculous―――………
 
“I don’t want you to cry, because you’ll still live on inside of me”
“My body will be filled with your blood, so……
Now, this is good-bye”
 
Warming these cold hands of mine――――
If I had one wish in my final moments, I would tell you a long time ago
That someday, I want us to become one
In a wave of blood that slowly draws closer, alone,
Drowning, I’m gazing up at your afterimage
 
Why is it that now, only the things I was unable to say
Come to mind?
 
Forgetting everything, wanting the two of us to go on together
It’s not for just anyone, but for your sake,
Wanting to tell you now that I love you,
This feeling from deep within my heart
Believing that someday, it’ll surely come true
Now, we close our eyes
And so, let’s sleep――――…………
 
Won’t you look out at the sea together with me?
If this is a dream, I wish that somehow we won’t wake up
 
I love you… With just those words alone,
This surely won’t be fully conveyed to you…
 
Warm this cold blood of mine――――
This blood shall be carried on, as long as its flowing
And someday, we can become one
So that we can completely forget this cruel sorrow,
I’ll accept it readily
 
Don’t abandon me! Even if no-one
Ever forgives us, I’m begging you
 
Someday, the moon shall sweetly smile down at us,
Don’t you think?
 
“………―――――Always stay by my side”
 
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Prophet's Destiny

In the thick black forest,
With the beloved girl, riding on a unicorn's back,
The shining moon, the rustling wind
To the prayer of the fairies, my heart dances with speed
 
[The contracted demon pursuing, without even knowing]
 
Ah, the foolish girl (falling to pieces)
The glass mask of yours (cracking)
Don't look back to the past, with the promise covered with sins
 
[Even though I told you severely]
 
With the crazy strength of one horn, pushed up the the high sky
A rose blooming in disarray, scattering on my face
The curse of this deep crimson is the fate of my family
 
A never fallen soul
 
[You can't ever escape]
 
The disappearance of the knowledge of wisdom
Order broken by shameless hands
Snow sinfully accumulating, unable to atone
I will overcome these castle walls and even your prayers won't save you.
 
[An external price, I cannot accept the void]
 
Ah, a dream of punishment (why did you look?)
The maze of spiral (never ending)
The depletion of blood sucking, it's beyond the stated rules
 
[Hahaha.. Do you really want to die?]
 
Like a crazy storm of greed, in a field on calmness, temporarily caught by surprise
A scattered rose, running through my mind
These crimson principles are the fate of my family
A never fallen soul
 
[I won't let you go]
 
[Fufufu, do you understand now?
Your blood is destined to be sucked by me
This prophecy is true
So, wake up
Awake and be a part of my family
It is something that can't be seen in the darkness
I want to feel it with you]
 
With the crazy strength of one horn, pushed up the the high sky
A rose blooming in disarray, scattering on my face
The curse of this deep crimson is the fate of my family
A never fallen soul
A never fallen soul
 
[Do you understand?
So be mine forever]
 
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