A keresés eredménye

There’s no me but me

There’s no me but me
 
One more night full of tears on my sullen face for the pile
Today I added another day of constant, neverending life the pile too
Every time I looked forward to “tomorrow” when things might just go well for me,
I hid another “today” behind my dresser
I saw myself in the reflection, a person who’s easily shaken time and again
By hearts that changes in a flash
But the moment I closed my eyes, thinking it wasn’t all so bad,
I actually understood what tomorrow would bring
 
There’s no me but me
Which is obvious
So I’d like to live my life
Clearing out the feelings that aren’t worth it
Isn’t that a normal thing to do?
 
I heard someone say they were worried that I’d broken through my shell
But I’m no longer in that shell I’m supposed to be confined to
Go ahead and try to be me. See?
You wanted to, didn’t you?
Smoke coiled around me through words left unspoken
 
It’s too embarrassing for me to say out loud
But if I just whittled it down
To the things only I’m capable of defending,
Then, that might not actually be all that bad
 
There’s no me but me
Which is obvious
So I’d like to live my life
Clearing out the feelings that aren’t worth it
There’s no me but me
No one can replace me
I threw myself into tomorrow and opened my eyes
Trying not to run away with the today I’d picked out for myself
 
There’s no me but me
Seems you’re much the same
Sounds like you’re irreplaceable too
We fought with our backs to each other
So I’m not scared anymore
I’ll wait for the dead of night to pass
I think today, I’d like to live my life clearing out the feelings that aren’t worth it
I breathed in
 

Killer Ball

I'll say it again and again
That black thing dancing inside of you
Ah, I hate the face that you make calmly
As if you're trying to hide it
This fictional world where we're manipulated everyday
By all the pointless news
Ah, let's spin around together with the killer ball
On this shitty night
 
Ran ran ra ran Just as you said
Ran ran ra ran The same as always
Ran ran ra ran Won't you dance with me?
Ran ran ra ran ran ran ra ran
 
You're just going to lie and cry pointlessly again
And you'll do it again tomorrow just like you did today in this tired world
 
I realized it just now
While the killer ball is spinning around
If we don't stop dancing
Then no one will get hurt
 
Ah, I'm so disgusted that it's making me laugh
I went all the way to that girls house at 5 in the morning, tired from dancing
 
And then you started crying and came right up to me
I hugged you closely and said:
 
'Are you always like this?'
 
While you love love love love love me
The more and more and more and more I hate it
While you love love love love love me
The more and more and more and more I hate you
 
You're just going to lie and cry pointlessly again
And you'll do it again tomorrow just like you did today in this tired world
 
I realized it just now
While the killer ball is spinning around
If we don't stop dancing
Then no one will get hurt
It will repeat over and over again
With the killer ball sounding its siren
Dance while worrying about how those indifferent fools see you
We'll ran ran ran again tonight
 
I'll say it again and again
That black thing dancing inside of you
Ah, I hate the face that you make calmly
As if you're trying to hide it
This fictional world where we're manipulated everyday
By all the pointless news
Ah, let's spin around together with the killer ball
On this shitty night
 
I realized it just now
While the killer ball is spinning around
If we don't stop dancing
Then no one will get hurt
It will repeat over and over again
With the killer ball sounding its siren
Dance while worrying about how those indifferent fools see you
We'll ran ran ran again tonight
 

But I'm

Why not try it once with me?
Wanna try the best cheers ever?
You have no reason to say no
You liar you liar
 
You don't care if it's not me, right?
To put it another way, you don't mind if it's me, right?
Pesky people say something like that
You liar you liar
 
Saving appearances and the distorted vote
This hopelessness is laughable
I don't care who it is
 
But I'm always scared
So somehow it makes me stubborn
But it makes me feel lonely
So somewhat people regard me as a villain
 
By the time I burn a candle
Will your 'right answer' turn into a true 'right answer'?
Before grilling, they're gone, they're gone
In the first place, it's your fault, right?
Quit it all now
But first, I want you to listen to what I say
 
Saving appearances and the distorted vote
This hopelessness is laughable
I don't care who it is
 
But I'm always scared
So somehow it makes me stubborn
But it makes me feel lonely
So somewhat people regard me as a villain
 
First of all, they just make a fuss
And don't care what follows
Guessing the true meaning of what I say
They tell lies with a sigh
 
I know what they want to say, but
Once you know it, it goes nowhere
Now that I stop searching
Let me say lastly
 
But I'm
But I'm
But I'm
But I'm
 
But I'm always scared
So somehow it makes me stubborn
But it makes me feel lonely
So somewhat I was a villain
 
But I'm feeling insecure today as always
I bet I'll be sad tomorrow
 
But I'm
 

The romance is much more than I deserve

Versions: #2
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
I guess I've indulged in it a little too much
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
I guess I've indulged in it a little too much
 
I looked at an empty wine bottle
It's just like my totally sickened soul
Some vague phrases came into my head
So I strained myself a litte bit and wrote them down stylishly
 
Ah, I wonder if I showed off a little too much
Ah, I wonder if they're fed up with me again
Thinking of such things, I look up to the stars
 
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
I guess I've indulged in it a little too much
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
But I'm surviving with all my might
 
'There is nothing that is beyond your control'
Once I sang so
Instilling it in their minds diligently
My voice made some people shed tears
 
Thinking that I might as well make my voice hoarse
I shouted out a lie
It will never reach you
That's why it's beautiful
 
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
I guess I've indulged in it a little too much
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
But I'm surviving with all my might
 
More than something like sad tear-jerkers
More than something like tenderness pulled out thorns
It's much much more beautiful
Just believe me
Someone I don't even know has stolen my sounds
 
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
I guess I've indulged in it a little too much
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
That's why I'm at a loss
 
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
But I've always been afraid of something above my station
It's beyond my control
The romance is much more than I deserve
That's why I'm surviving with all my might
 

Shadow Song

You all snear at me in the shadow
Behave meekly in the light
Not allowing to speak, we can't even touch each other
Even a ridiculous rumor is carried as if it were true
It creeps, crawls and gallops around
After sinking, it never returns
The core will keep running away
Giving up on the world, I run forward
It's the only thing I can do, though
That's enough for me now
But let me say this
 
Day after day, easygoing
What you know?
You all stick your nose as if you knew everything
Day after day, easygoing
What you want?
You all are really rude, aren't you?
 
It's not because I'm weak that I pretend to be tough
It's because I feel low that I bluff
I don't want anyone to see the process of keeping my sanity
 
Hey!
 
Day after day, easygoing
What you know?
You all stick your nose as if you knew everything
Day after day, easygoing
What you want?
You all are really rude, aren't you?
Day after day, easygoing
What you know?
Hurting me by the words sold piece by piece
Day after day, easygoing
What you want?
It's only your imagination that you're sane
 
My poured lyrics turned into like an ocean
It swallowed our vexations before we did so
You severally say something sounds true and false at a time
I'm sure nobody knows what is right
Not knowing of making a mistake
You believe that you did a right thing
But before saying it can't be helped, putting it aside
I'll turn it into a song and reflect on myself
Naturally, I must go on living
So I'll surrender myself to what I believe
 
Day after day, easygoing
What you know?
I bet you'll forget what you did to me tomorrow
Day after day, easygoing
What you want?
You all are really rude, aren't you?
Day after day, easygoing
What you know?
Knocking me with hackneyed phrases
Day after day, easygoing
What you want?
Just saying that you're decent
You never reflect on what you have done
 

Image Strategy

Losing an election, out of the body experience
Evil spirits float in the air to break pens
What movie are these scenes from?
Nah, they're my ideal images
Revenge, revenge
The denunciation which seemed to have reached a climax
Is still breaking a previous record today
Everyone who has nothing to do with it is smiling
Happiness is also booming
What counts is not your true self
The most important thing is your image
Handle your work matter-of-factly with a forced smile
Even if you can't do it right, your image is enough to survive
 
I hate it
 
That ostensible kindness out of fake innocence chased away someone
People misunderstood that they made a pure world
A secret weapon, image building strategy
In a blink of an eye
Your favorable ratings are rising
Somebody is munching the forbidden fruit now
 
But I hate it
 
That ostensible kindness out of fake innocence chased away someone
People misunderstood that they made a pure world
She has been making her image out of fake images in the deep darkness
 
Maybe forever
 
That ostensible kindness out of fake innocence chased away someone
People will misunderstand that they made a pure world
I couldn't say goodbye
I couldn't make her happy
My regret turns into her image again
It flip-flops as always
 

Give me an abnormal kiss

Give me an abnormal kiss
Don't let me go till the end
Give me an abnormal kiss
Don't let me go till the end, she said so
 
It's a story about an airheaded man who was in bed on the third floor
Thoughtlessly waiting for a girl in a night of regret
And me, with a pretty face in red dress waiting for him
Under the stairs at night after reuniting with him
 
She left me a note again
It goes, 'You, lady-killer, be sure to pay the interest due'
 
Give me an abnormal kiss
Don't let me go till the end
Give me an abnormal kiss
Don't let me go till the end, she said so
 
In a morning of regret, at the third floor platform
I happened to see you leaning against a vending machine
On the opposite side
Thinking that I didn't want to regret, I started to run towards you
At the moment, like a TV drama, a train came unluckily...
'None of my business'
 
I saw you through the window
Pretending not to notice, I went to bed
'I'll see tons of dreams,' I said to myself, I closed my eyes
 
Give me an abnormal kiss
Don't let me go till the end
Give me an abnormal kiss
Don't let me go till the end
'Give it back to me,' you and I shouted at one another
Empty voices were out of harmony
Today I looked for love as usual
Looking up the raining sky, I opened my eyes
 
'It's mine anyway'
'It's mine anyway'
'It's mine anyway'
'It's mine anyway'
'It's mine anyway'
'It's mine anyway'
'It's mine anyway'
 
After sharing it with me, who are you going to face?
You, with a smug look and I gave up together
After holding it with me, going out with someone
'On second thoughts, I'm going to live my life alone'
You must be kidding...right?
 

Parallel Spec

Positive rap based on negative reasons
Ambiguous tapping by smartphone
A suit for job interviews, a sullen look
I know they don't look good on me
'Don't you realize that lyrics void of reality aren't catchy at all?'
A sulky look guy wearing high-class brand glasses
With no lenses told me so
 
Parallel spec
 
'A funky girl pretending to be crying...'
Writing this, I laughed in spite of myself
My feelings will never come across
I just simply put them on funky sounds
Even if I sing looking directly into your eyes
Bounced back my gaze vanishes into thin air
Breaking up, running parallel with each other
You and I, parallel spec
 
This is a game devised by that careful, well prepared guy
I'm sure we're in parallel cycles that never intersect
'Destined to be like this all along, I'm sorry'
That's how it is
 
Even the rain swept me away
I was lost in shadows
Believing that you would hear my voice
Even the rain fooled me
Take my hazy heart somewhere far, far away, please
 
Rai no rai rai rai
No reason is needed for
Rai no rai rai rai
Singing vile lyrics as usual today
Rai no rai rai rai
I'm certain that I'll be disliked by people again tomorrow
Rai no rai rai rai
That's why I'll write malicious lyrics again
 
Parallel spec
 
This is a game devised by that careful, well prepared guy
I'm sure we're in parallel cycles that never intersect
'Destined to be like this all along, I'm sorry'
That's how it is
 
Even the rain swept me away
I was lost in shadows
Believing that you would hear my voice
Even the rain fooled me
Take my hazy heart somewhere far, far away, please
 
Can someone tell me now?
How far these parallel lines go?
Are they keep going?
Leaving me behind?
 
Even the rain swept me away
I was lost in shadows
Believing that you would hear my voice
Even the rain fooled me
Take my hazy heart somewhere far, far away, please