A keresés eredménye

Flowers in the mud

And as I discover the world, I learned about flowers in the mud
Flowers in the mud
Listen
I remember Sotiris
A special person
We were friends, I thought that nobody could be bored around him
The 20 years between us mattered not at all
even though I worshipped him
He taught me about Pink Floyd
He taught me about Arcanoid
He told me about how they brainwash kids in the special forces
He told me about the power of woman in this world
using Yoko Ono as an example
He told me I would I would make it big
He was certain that I would reach the stars
That I don't even need to worry about it
And if my man is somewhere up there
He's sent me to the stars again
He told me that I can achieve whatever I want
but that I should prefer to make the world a better place
so that when I leave this world
I leave behind me something creatively magic
He told me I would feel lonely
But that I should turn my loneliness into a gift
Through my work and my unique way
even if it means I die 5-6 times a year
I was 10 years old, how much could I really understand of the things he was talking about?
I asked him about it, he told me to be patient
and that I would understand some day
'People like you aren't born every day'
I kept looking at him as I wondered
with eyes wide open hoping to understand something
'Where you were born is not a coincidence, little Vangelis
You were, and you will continue being, a flower in the mud
You were, and you will continue being, a flower in the mud'
 
I might have been
the flower in the mud
But I don't think so
Pay attention and you will understand
Listen, listen
 
Time passed
I grew up, I understood more
'Kid, don't compromise, you will make it big
the world is your oyster
your tongue will break bones one day
fuck money
You will be a king as long as you can manipulate words
You know how to arrange them appropriately
So ask for the things that those around you don't'
Little by little I understood
And I started to bring down my defenses in favor of inspiration
Anger started accumulating and so I named myself Iratus
And when I saw insincere eyes
I covered my face in a balaklava
And I convinced them, my man Sotiris
They trusted me a few days after you left this world
My word was a weapon
I achieved my goal
I awakened a part of this throng
I swear there will be more
I love you
I never got to tell you this
You made me feel special amongst the herd
It's not me
It's you that is a flower in the mud
 
Did you get it?
Just say you got it
 
They are flowers in the mud
I will tear up first, and then I will touch them
Something like that
I don't know how to describe this better
 
And... I am not a flower in the mud
OK?
Maybe I've done a few things to feel special
Maybe I've done a few things because I am special
But for me
Special are the people who make other people feel special
See ya
 

Iratus

I look like a huge 'F*CK YOU'
and I have in my guts the others people's opinion
Nobody touches me as long as I am here.
Hate me as much as you can
and shout it to hear it the neighbors
 
I look like a huge 'F*CK YOU'
and I have in my guts the others people's opinion
Nobody touches me as long as I am here.
Hate me as much as you can
and shout it to hear it the neighbors
 
I don't have my foot on the f*cking earth
The synapses in my brain
gave me wings from when I was baby.
You talk about reptiles, I can't see
if you are in my cave with me
but you don't feel me, make me space to get out
The precious time like a mind turns around
that's why I relapse your f*cking Sundays
The question marks on your face will find the doors closed
I don't deserve you if you don't know what you want
 
I am (a) rare frequency person
in your logic, ( I'm ) furnace
I emit in different wavelengths
and I am an artist like you
but your radio's little wave(length)s
They don't burn* me
I pass out them with a video game per day
One balcony for '(a) view' and a girl for 'good morning'
My dream is alive
when I break your bones, it will fulfill
 
I look like a huge 'F*CK YOU'
and I have in my guts the others people's opinion
Nobody touches me as long as I am here.
Hate me as much as you can
and shout it to hear it the neighbors
 
I look like a huge 'F*CK YOU'
and I have in my guts the others people's opinion
Nobody touches me as long as I am here.
Hate me as much as you can
and shout it to hear it the neighbors
 
I have learned to be starving
I put out herpes seeing things be late
I have learned to 'sew' my f*cking mouth
until I do actions, that's why you will shut up when I talk, pass
Who are you? Eh? (female reference)
Blame me for objectivity
As if I don't know how it is
As if you don't act the same
Come, Say that it isn't a lie
that you want to be with because you want me for being myself
B*tch, I don't behave with these shitty ways
I also want money to make my firends rich
You hide your insecurity in one aggressive monologue
and fart my guts*2 from the beginning
and you try to discover with all these I have written
to learn me one song isn't enough
I am whatever I told you after 2 A.M.
Not what you wanted to believe in full moon days.
 
I look like a huge 'F*CK YOU'
and I have in my guts the others people's opinion
Nobody touches me as long as I am here.
Hate me as much as you can
and shout it to hear it the neighbors
 
I look like a huge 'F*CK YOU'
and I have in my guts the others people's opinion
Nobody touches me as long as I am here.
Hate me as much as you can
and shout it to hear it the neighbors
 
And you find it funny when I will say
that I wii be loyal person
I make music for 20 years continuously tell me how
I have the same friends all these years
I am that person
I am loyal to what I feel, what it is worth it I proove it all the time
I don't function, I don't act, I don't write conventionally
that's why in 'Writing' *3 I had the mark 17 or 7
and it didn't change much except the sight of the coin
Either you love me for how I am thinking
or I am out of the subject
Be jealous of me that I become all you din't manage to become
Maybe I will be jealous for what you preempt in your 20 to live
But you don't touch me and don't set my sun
if they throw you shit like seed
one day you will bloom
I bring up nicely-written the bad-written texts today
I pee on your frindly ' nothing'
I got your angry 'something' to write poems.
 

For The Strange Times

I don't know for whom it is more unfair
For me that I am afraid to stay alone when the bar's door is closing behind me
Or for you that you have convince yourself that I am the best thing ever happened to you huh?
 
I know one night isn't enough and 1how much it isn't right
But before I even think about it, I take my phone
I find your number, I call it
But I hung up on before it rings and say whatever I feel
 
Sex without emotions is moderate at best
That's why it would be perfect with what I feel today
Fuck it all..
Those strange times, that I want nobody, but you
 
I know one night isn't enough, but I miss you, fuck it all and I am drunk (x2)
 
You don't have any idea how much I miss you
And if you 're licking someone else
You should know that only I deserve you
I'm possessive and a tramp
So I'm also an asshole that I let you go
 
And remember
That there wasn't a day that I didn't think about you in to the bed
My lips into your lips, into your neck and lower
Give me a hot breath to have, a breath to exist
 
And I don't care what time is it
Stay a little bit longer
Time pauses at so beautiful images
Those strange times
 
I know one night isn't enough, but I miss you, fuck it all and I am drunk (x2)
 
We are the most unsuitable person for each other
I don't doubt even when I know that what we want is gonna be a hole into each other's back
All those years we hurt each other like we hate each other
 
I love you.. and I feel every fucking time that I look at your eyes
And I don't give a fuck if I am being namby-pamby, you 're my first thought when I wake up
 
I miss you even when at those times that I forget you..
 
And I know that we won't keep on touch
I know what 'we 'll see' means
Unnatural chemistry is unnatural to this nature to hold on and when we meet again to introduce to each other again
 
Because my name means nothing
I don't have identification when I am with you
Tomorrow throw me it's ok
But not now we 're flying hold on
 
Another night isn't enough and I will be missing you, fuck it all if I am drunk
Those strange times (x4)
 
That I want nobody, but you..
 

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