A keresés eredménye oldal 12

Unhappy Birthday

[Love] is scary, go away

Failure Girl

Versions: #1
Oh, look, I’ve made a mistake again, how many times has it been at this point? Just how many times?
Listen, look, even though they had closed, the scars suddenly surface
Oh, look, I’ve changed the subject again, I'm good at turning a blind eye, huh?
Tsk, look, no matter what I'm told, nobody wants me
 
Letting it show hurts, hurts
Acting tough hurts, hurts
I can’t breathe, it hurts, it hurts so much
 
They all say that I'm just a failure, they say that I'm unwanted...
No matter what I do, even if I hang on, it seems it's just no use
Love, love, wanting to be loved, deceiving
Would it be alright if I keep smiling more and more?...
 
Oh, look, I've scraped myself again, how many times has it been at this point? Just how many times?
Listen, look, even though I hide it, the trauma gradually surfaces
Oh, look, I’ve swallowed it again, I'm good at keeping a composed face, huh?
Tsk, look, no matter what I'm told, I'm met with jeers
I'm bruised all over.
 
Swaying with this feeling of hopelessness
Dizzy with this inferiority complex
I can’t breathe, I’m dead inside
 
They all say that I’ve become a failure. They say that I'm unwanted…
No matter what I do, even if I hang on, it seems like a waste
Wishing I knew the purpose of my life
Would it be alright if I smile more and more naturally?...
 
Oh God, if it's possible for me to be reborn,
I hope to become a kid who is loved
As my heartbeat that's cried itself to exhaustion becomes a lullaby
Surely, surely tomorrow, I’ll be able to smile, right?
To my mistake-filled life, good night
 

I can read it in the palm of your hand.

I can read the good secret in the palm of your hand
I know it now, I know and understand
There is so much I have to offer
Yes, a better life with love and warmth
 
I can read it In your palm
That life can teach me that
I never get enough
I want to run free with you
And fly over land and sea
 
It is so obvious now that all dreams come true
We stay free over land and sea
We play at life and our palms meet
Then we are led along, yes, hand in hand
 
I can read it In your palm
That life can teach me that
I never get enough
I want to run free with you
And fly over land and sea
 
I intend to go all the way
With love against sadness and emptiness
I never get enough
I want to run free with you
And fly over land and sea
 
Uh… in the palm of your hand, I can read it
That life can teach me that
I can never get enough
I want to run free with you
And fly over land and sea
 
I intend to go all the way
With love against sadness and emptiness
I never get enough
I want to go free with you
And fly over land and sea
 

Ide tartozom

Versions: #1
Hogy hív, a szél, a puszta felöl
Oly erősen hív, hogy nevemen szólít
Melegít mint napfény, és vad mint folyó
Eza hely, igen ide tartozom
 
Csillagos ég alat, hol sas madár szállt
Nincs párja e helynek, úgy hívom - hazám
A rétek illata,
Hegyeken holdfény,
Az erdőben szellő,
Ne kerüljön semmi e közé, és én
 
Mert mindenem, mi kell, it van minden kincsem
S ha mindjájan itt vagyunk, félelem nincsen
S hol bármerre járok, át ezer réten - Igen -
Ez a hely, ide mindig, mindig, hazatérek...
 

I'll Wait Even If You Are'nt Come

Stop the nights, oh
Dont bring the mornings
If my eyes dont opening with you...
Let the earth burn, turn the sky upside down
I dont care tonight
 
Maybe we just loves maybe it was a lie
Maybe this has finished us, oooh
 
Lie or not
What does it merter if you love me
So many dreams, so many fantasies
I love you for no reason
When the eyes cant see, heart cant stand anymore
How painful, you cant understand but
I will wait you even you dont come
 

The Road is a Witness

The road is a witness, it's nobody's business
Even if I don't arrive, I benefit.
You are the witness, it's nobody's business
White dreams reach out to me.
 
I wish my words were a whistle,
A smokeless fire,
A flood to my idea.
 
I wish: Dreams were my capital,
And I could bath in life, which was a river
And my sorrows became a breeze
 

Your Love Reconciled

Your love is reconciled with the world, all the world.
It has made my view of the world rosy
And it has changed my understanding of things...
once I grew accustomed to the quarreling
I felt sadness when people mistreated me,
Then your love came one day and overcame me.
It gave me back my heart and made me love everything around me.
Your love reconciled me with this world.
Your love is spring, compassion, peace.
It is the best gift my destiny could bring.
It made me see the best of what man has achieved.
It made me love life again.
I had told my heart, 'That is enough, there is no goodness'.
Oh! My goodness, it seems that in most people,
All this is an illusion and a lie.
I am the one living without a heart.
He who has not loved,
Has never loved and enjoyed this blessing

Crickets in Leaf Litter

The kneaded world1is running
Across the skies
It's rushing to death
Through rolling spaces
 
It's plunging into the deep
Into decay
To be born again
For a new death
 
A cricket is hiding
In a dewdrop's hollow
Totality vibrates
As it's singing alone
 
In its tiny bug-heart
The big world sparkles
It's peaceful here
There's no time, nor death
 

• 1. I think this refers to the material world.
  On another note, certain religious cosmologies purport that people were made by a deity via kneading clay.

Chakhadan

Chakhadan, Chakhadan Nature is my mother
My river (so) transparent, All the fish can be seen
My river Chakhadan
Many songs are written about you
Chakhadan, Chakhadan
I love you so much
I love you so much
Chakhadan, Chakhadan you're my beauty
Your splashes are radiant as the sun
You nourish me
My river Chakhadan
Many songs are written about you
Chakhadan, Chakhadan
I love you so much
I love you so much
For ancient people
Your (water) were rich in treasures
Oduls [Kolyma Yukaghirs] (still) praise you
For you're the joy of whole tribe
My river Chakhadan
Many songs are written about you
Chakhadan, Chakhadan
I love you so much
I love you so much
My river Chakhadan
Many songs are written about you
Chakhadan, Chakhadan
I love you so much
I love you so much
 

Moscow windows

Versions: #1
Here again the skies are dark at night,
The windows are bright in the twilight.
All my dear friends live here,
My quiet sigh, I couldn’t hear,
In the night windows I look for you my dear.
 
I can stand by the windows and dream,
I can read them like a book or magazine.
And keeping warm and cherished light,
They entice me and excite,
They are like people look at me tonight.
 
I admire at night the windows I knew,
I wish windows, happiness to you
You’ve been dear all my life,
And there is no brighter light-
Moscow windows ever-burning light. (x2)
 
You’ve been dear all my life,
And there is no brighter light-
Moscow windows ever-burning light!
 

I may do that

[intro]
(Frio)
(Juh-Juh-Dee on the beat)
(Young Mesh makes the 808)
 
[part 1]
Everything I say is going viral right now
Being naughty to rappers, yes, I may do that
For weeks no posts from my iPhone
Then directly into the newspaper with a story
Do I want to be on your album?
You ask two times, I say no three times
But giving refusals, yeah, I may do that (bad)
Your manager hopes right now, that I don't say your name (nope)
No way (yup), fuck shaming
I don't question any questions, so that I shine (no)
Ugly bitches love bad bitches, because I can do that
Uh (uhh), just a little advice
No man in the world makes you a star, dear
Even if you have a small ass
Shake booty, babygirl, because you may do that
 
[pre-hook]
If I may? Yes, I may do that, your bad!
If I'm gonna do it? Yes, I'm really gonna do it
If I have it? Yes, I have the right
To do and to not do what I want, yuh
 
[hook]
Ass out - Daisy Duck
No one tells me what I to do
Bad bitch, I don't give a fuck
Baby, I'm interesting
Ass out - Daisy Duck
No one tells me what I to do
Bad bitch, I don't give a fuck
Baby, I'm interesting
 
[Part 2]
I think I'm going crazy
I fired your stylist last year
('jemanden einen Korb geben': a german saying which means turning somebody down)
I'm turning people in Berlin down again
Your wife wants a hair appointment with me - she may do that
Long nails with white tips
If you get naughty, your man will be my side chick
I play with your figure like Beth Harmon
Fine women without bachelor or exams
I win every pageant, except for the ones about jealousy
10K for a battlerap, 10 for the stripclub
Bitch, I'm not a housewife
I throw my panties at him, that's how I do the housekeeping (ey)
Without make-up on the cover of gossip magazines
Looking like a Barbara, I may do that (yuh)
Everyone wants my opinions and statements (mhh)
But I'm not gonna make these bitches famous anymore
 
[pre-hook]
If I may? Yes, I may do that, your bad!
If I'm gonna do it? Yes, I'm really gonna do it
If I have it? Yes I have the right
To do and to not do whatever I want, yuh
 
[hook]
Ass out - Daisy Duck
No one tells me what I to do
Bad bitch, I don't give a fuck
Baby, I'm interesting
Ass out - Daisy Duck
No one tells me what I to do
Bad bitch, I don't give a fuck
Baby, I'm interesting
 

Mother's Cherry Tree

Again I've dreamed of childhood ,
Warm, as a beautiful spring.
The cherry there dressed in a necklace,
Mother is happy yet sad.
There past the village she walked with me
Such is the fate of my young life...
Sincerely whispering to me
Mother's cherry tree in the garden.
 
In the distance with the blue winds
Spring comes in over the horizon.
With the morning fog at mothers
Her braids, like smoke, have blossomed.
Mother in distress has wed
Desired happiness and trouble ...
Joyfully she has met me
Mother's cherry tree in the garden.
 
What was near and intimate
Everything is there, O the soul suffers.
As if my mother to me
Hurried on path to the garden.
Again, as it was, to the table
She calls, I'll just come into the house ...
Dropping down the blossoms
Mother's cherry tree in the garden
 
A song of love and of childhood
Vibrating in the heart, like a string.
As if it be a sacred prayer
Echoing from the native land .
But summer does not advise
My young soul ...
Crying now in white blossoms
Mother's cherry tree in the garden
 

Qlirimtari

In front of war, in the
Lands of Dardania
KLA KLA
Heart of manhood
KLA KLA
Heart of Albania
Today, the day came
To defend our land
KLA KLA
Heart of Kosovo
KLA KLA
Hope of Kosovo
 
I am a freedom fighter
Those are my lands
When the fatherland calls
All of Albania stands up
Where the trees and Rocks speak Albanian
For that land, i split the sky in half
For Kosovo i give two lives
When my death comes, i will kill him myself
Who is brave? Who is a man?
S
To defend the fatherland today
I swear on the sky and on this land
That they don't have as many bullets as we are
 

I Don't Know Who Told You

Just for you I gathered so much longing,
The plain in flower, the song of the stream.
Among them I sowed a star
And then I hid them in my heart.
Only you don't see them,
When you look me in the eye
And I hid them, because you don't believe me.
 
My eyes don't lie to you,
They reaped in them year after year
Golden flowers from the field,
The whole sea and the silver woods.
I don't know who told you
That it's not good to believe in my eyes.
Leave me your smile
And look at them.
 
I don't know who told you
That loves die at dawn,
Like a ray of a star
Or like the wind blows clouds away.
I don't know who told you
That it's not good to believe in my eyes.
Leave me your smile
And look at them.
 
My eyes don't lie to you,
They reaped in them year after year
Golden flowers from the field,
The whole sea and the silver woods.
I don't know who told you
That it's not good to believe in my eyes.
Leave me your smile
And look at them.
 
I don't know who told you,
I don't know who told you,
But don't believe him!
 

My Black Sea

He, who was born at the seaside,
Не will always love
The white masts on the raid,
The cities in a sea mist,
The flash of the lighthouse over the wave,
The oblivion of the south nights.
You are the bluest in the world -
My Black Sea,
My Black Sea!
 
In the early years
The sea sang songs to me, as a mother,
The sea taught me
To stand against formidable storms.
The sailor's orlop, our modest housing,
Is dear to me.
You are the bluest in the world -
My Black Sea,
My Black Sea!
 
The storm wave is roaring,
Beckoning to the far horizon,
So, my darling, don't be jealous
Of the Black Sea.
Though it's a difficult fate -
I couldn't live without it.
You are the bluest in the world -
My Black Sea,
My Black Sea!
 

You don't know the way around a woman

Versions: #2
I'm openin my heart, you're pushin me away
I wish to escape, yet again you're capturin me in your claws
I wanna shout my thoughts out, you're tellin me not to ..
Why i'm indulgin it ?...
 
My heart is sincere, like the one of a child ...
I'm but to listen, without any objection and humbly ///
Why i'm indulgin it ?
Why i'm not leavin (you), why i'm allowin this ?
 
I've let you have such control over me
I have my strenght, yet 'tis not of such grandeur, yet not at this very moment
When i'd be but forced to say
How am i to say it to you ....? :
 
You don't know what's needed from a man
From a girl
You didn't even bothered to try
at least for once .
My atested words are of no worth to you,
they're only heard by me
You don't know what's needed from a man
And no one's to 'teach it to you '
 
You don't like what i'm voicin, don't like the way i'm singin
Nor' the way i'm dressin, nor the way i feel
You're but to not like a thing ..
Why you keep me tangled by your games ?
 
At times ye're showin me affection
At times ye're showin hate
Now ya're here (implicated), the very next second you're not
Why ya're holdin me back, why ya're stallin ? (the inevitable)
 
I've let you have such control over me
I have my strenght, yet 'tis not of such grandeur, yet not at this very moment
When i'd be but forced to say
How am i to say it to you ....? :
 
You don't know what's needed from a man
From a girl
You didn't even bothered to try
at least for once .
My atested words are of no worth to you,
they're only heard by me
You don't know what's needed from a man
And no one's to 'teach it to you '
 

Winter Grapes

They took away her toys and lover. Well then she bowed her head and almost died. But the thirteen destinies like
her fourteen years smote the fleeing calamities. No one spoke. No one ran to protect her against the overseas
sharks which had already cast an evil shadow over her like a fly staring with malice on a diamond or a land
enchanted. And so the story was heartlessly forgotten as always happens when a forest ranger forgets his
thunderbolt in the woods.
 

A Bit

In all the stories that you told
you always come out the victim1
it seems to me that you are a bit confused
you came full, you left full
 
Passing nights with Nutella
feeling a bit of sweetness in my mouth
minimum like a telenovela
you broke my heart, you hurt me
 
How is it so complicated with you
you don't have a clue
what will be the end with you
 
Until you came close
along the way i also hoped that you would understand a bit
until you came close
at the door i already wanted to tell you
i am not a mere girl
more like a girl from the past
and you totally play the naive one
and this brings me down a bit
 
And all the excuses, what about them, what
who sits around and counts
thinking i am finished in bed
you flew away full, a pilot of full
 
And all the moments that we passed time together
pass through me like a silent movie
you said that i was us
you turned over my heart, you hurt me
 
How is it so complicated with you
you don't have a clue
what will be the end with you
 
Until you came close
along the way i also hoped that you would understand a bit
until you came close
at the door i already wanted to tell you
i am not a mere girl
more like a girl from the past
and you totally play the naive one
and this brings me down a bit
 
When everything stops within you
(this brings me down a bit)
When you hurry a little
(this brings me down a bit)
when feeling that you are missing
(this brings me down a bit)
this brings me down a bit
 

• 1. lit: the one who is crying

I am trying to forget

Sometimes I remember I lost you
When you changed into someone else
And now I know for a long time
Where you and I are now*
 
I continue asking myself why I hate you
Because I’m the one that took the pain*
I want to distance myself from everyone
Just to understand that I belong here
(I don’t feel anything)
 
I’m trying to forget all the time we spent together
Voices that are looking for both of us
I’m trying to forget all the time we spent together
Voices that are looking for both of us
 
I hear your voice as if it’s calling me
And I keep thinking you are someone else*
When I get close I see that something has changed
And I understand that I lost you
(I don’t feel anything)
 
I’m trying to forget all the time we spent together
Voices that are looking for both of us
I’m trying to forget all the time we spent together
Voices that are looking for both of us
 

Believe To The End

If you believe, your dreams will come true.
It all depends on your heart.
Questions and anxieties are extravagant melancholy.
Sometimes it is sad, but I will wipe my tears and start walking again.
Whether it is sweet or spicy, it is the spice of life.
Step by step,
you can step on the light and
if there is a wall,
you can take a detour.
The one who goes to the end wins.
 
There might be bitter things in your life,
But hey, show me your smile and look straight ahead.
Whether it's delicious or disgusting, it's a deep taste of life.
one by one, you can open the doors.
If something goes wrong,
you can take a detour.
The one who survives to the end wins.
 
one by one,
each one of us has hopes.
If you have an opportunity,
you can just grab it.
The one who believes to the end wins.
 

Nothing I Have Gone Through

Like a dead leaf
carried by the wintry wind,
I fly adrift.
I sail towards other shores.
 
I would have never been able to believe
I would arrive here.
I keep turning around in the dark,
yes, and I can't think of anything else but you.
 
How could I explain it to you?
Where could I start?
Tell me where to go.
Everything's changed.
 
Nothing I have gone through
invites me to love.
Nothing out of all I've seen,
incites me to rest.
But I am here... just waiting for you.
And I lose... my reference points.
Tell me where my land is!
Eh... it's so strong and it doesn't resemble
oh no... to anything I have gone through.
 
You are what I was waiting for,
what I was missing.
You are the one who gives me
a reason to hope.
 
I've followed a star
that guided me to you.
I feel so strong.
Why would I be wrong?
 
Nothing I have gone through
invites me to love.
Nothing out of all I've seen,
incites me to rest.
But I am here... just waiting for you.
And I lose... my reference points.
Tell me where my land is!
Eh... it's so strong and it doesn't resemble
oh no... to anything I have gone through.
To anything I have gone through.
 
Like a dead leaf
carried by the wintry wind,
I fly adrift.
I sail towards other shores.
 

Stardust

I'm going crazy since we suddenly
Had an amazing sexual chemistry
The night was on fire, signaling we get along
The thing is I latched on you forever
I'd like to know what planet do you come from, girl
 
Our connection was stardust, a shock between a goddess and a human being
Our connection was telepathic, a particular language
And since then I think of you, you've marked me
And since then I think of you, of you, stardust
 
I'm going crazy, head over heels,
I'm going after you, after your bait
I'm biting your sweet bait everytime, like a fish
 
Our connection was stardust, a shock between a goddess and a human being
Our connection was telepathic, a particular language
And since then I think of you, you've marked me
And since then I think of you, of you, stardust
 
And since then I think of you, you've marked me
And since then I think of you, of you, stardust (of you, stardust)
 
And since then I think of you, you've marked me (of you, I think a lot of you).
And since then I think of you, of you, stardust (stardust)
 
And since then I think of you, you've marked me (stardust)
And since then I think of you, of you, stardust (you've marked me)
 

Deep Inside

Birds flied away from inside of me, from my dream
(So from deep inside)
Friends escaped from my head, from life
(So from deep inside)
 
Loves, wars are out of poem
(So from deep inside)
Idols, icons appeared in my house
(So from deep inside)
 
Kitties, doggies was living in street
 
Men, fathers were dying deep inside
(So from deep inside)
 
When I was a little kid, inside of me was warm
(So from deep inside)
 
World was spinning and I was too
(So from deep inside)
 
Lately there is a horrible tumor in my soul
A fattened marten permeated deep inside
Make this sinister night ashamed on my face
My soul, answer me, attack in the dark
 

Pearls in Rivers

I fell once
I lost my sense of taste
Until the darkness will turn to day
Then I will get up and suddenly forget
The dance of the abyss
 
I grew tired of myself
From the shards in my eyes
Until tears of blood turn to ice
Just another guest will stay
That visited in my life
 
I was in beautiful gardens in palaces
And a captive prisoner hung in fantasies
Pretty and new until the night stormed
I would reveal pearls in rivers
And sleep while awake weaving thoughts
The heart is now forgetting
The same guest star
 
Oh mother what has happened to me
The path has gotten complicated for me
For hours we talked about love
And I wanted you to know
How close I was
 

You Girl

- Girl, you beautiful girl,
are you saying you want to come to us?
We have a big river over here,
you cant cross it,
girl, you will drown.
- I will turn into a big fish
and i will come to you!
- We have a big mountain over here,
you cant climb it,
you'll freeze to death.
- I will turn into a big bird
and i will come to you!
- We have a bad mother-in-law,
what will you do,
there'll be lots of bad blood.
- Bad mother-in-law, good wife,
we'll make due!
 

Life is so beautiful

The plague, leprosy,
gout, eczema,
SARS, and then, body rash.
Scabies, rabies,
Tuberculosis,
gastritis, nephritis,
peritonitis.
They fired me, and you broke up with me,
tonight I got a flat tire and I was out in the cold...
Life is so beautiful, but I have a sick heart, I lost my spleen, I got a limp...
Life is so beautiful, but my liver is gone,
and you ran away with my brother-in-law...
And yet, I love you,
I love you, and yet...
I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you....
 
Bird flu, skin fungus,
gastroenteritis,
fever, then cystitis.
Hiatus hernia, osteoporosis,
orchitis, otitis,
and sinusitis.
I got pickpocketed and the dog ran away,
I got a cast on the wrong appendage...
Life is so beautiful, but I have a sick heart,
they broke my fingers and then they tied me up....
Life if so beautiful, if the mortgage is paid up,
and the house now belongs to you and to my brother-in-law...
And yet, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, and yet...
I love you I love you I love you
I love you...
...at least, let's stay friends!.
 

Joyful Rock

Six months to work
And yet, six more to rest
And now. at the age of thirty-six,
You're going to change for the better.
 
And the government's ministers will earn
The minimum national wage,
And the reforms will increase
Salaries by one hundred monthly quid!
 
[Chorus:]
Dreaming is easy:
Showers bring forth many flowers!
Telling lies
Is like April Fool's Day...
 
Taxes will be lowered,
That's what newspapers say.
Work will be six hours
On normal days...
 
And you can even find
A house to live in
And the long queues to get charity
Will soon disappear!
 
[Chorus:]
Dreaming is easy:
Showers bring forth many flowers!
Telling lies
Is like April Fool's Day...
 
[Instrumental]
 
And the government's ministers will earn
The minimum national wage,
And the reforms will increase
Salaries by one hundred monthly quid!
 
[Chorus:]
Dreaming is easy:
Showers bring forth many flowers!
Telling lies
Is like April Fool's Day...
 

Seagull

If a seagull came
To bring me the skies of Lisbon,
In the drawing I made
On that sky where our sight
Is like a wing that won't fly,
Falters and plunges into the sea...
 
[Chorus:]
Such a perfect heart
Would beat within my breast!
My love in your hand,
In that hand where my heart
Would fit most perfectly...
 
If a Portuguese sailor,
Drifter of the seven seas,
Were the one to know first
How to explain to me what he'd made up,
If only those eyes with a youthful shine
Would become fixated on mine!
 
[Chorus:]
Such a perfect heart
Would beat within my breast!
My love in your hand,
In that hand where my heart
Would fit most perfectly...
 
[Instrumental]
 
If, upon bidding my life farewell
All the birds in the sky
Came to greet me
With your very last glance

Not Nuclear, Thank You!

Oh , do leave at once
From up there, on the rooftop

Ill Because of You

Yesterday you walked by my side

Welcome, One Last Time

Versions: #1
Welcome O sunset of my heart in this strange soil
Welcome O daybreak of departure
Welcome O yearning in the moments of parting
Farewell O white1 nights' love lines2
 
Farewell O white nights' love lines
Farewell O tale of love
Farewell O oceanic blue love
Farewell O nocturnal scent of love lines2
 
Farewell O the one always by my side
Farewell O my heart’s burning scar
O the one left behind3, you won’t be alone
Leave you in the hands of the falling4hearts
 
Leave you in the hands of the crystalline5moonlight
Leave you in the ocean’s arms
Let me be a night dweller, shattered by the night
Leave you in the hands of a dream of days to come6
 
O night! Don’t let her burn
O heart! Don’t let her [memory] die
May the grief don’t dry the words’ spring
May the time don’t take away this vocal
 
Farewell O the green tree of my heart
Farewell O my forever shade tree
Alas! You left still green

Barefoot On The Asphalt

Today I decide
to do something just like that.
I go barefoot,
I'm walking on the asphalt just like that.
 
Two women stare at me, 'Ah,
ah, aren't you afraid?
Hey girl, looks like you're getting ridiculous!'
 
Barefoot on the asphalt, I'm walking,
I'm whistling and looking for nothing –
just a childish habit's still living in me.
Barefoot on the asphalt, I'm passing by,
I know that there is no such fashion –
just a childish habit's still living in me.
 
So it will be
somehow different in this big city.
I go barefoot,
I hear various voices from here and there:
 
'Gee! What a joke!
Hey girl, don't do that!
Remember, this is asphalt, not a river!'
 
(×3):
Barefoot on the asphalt, I'm walking,
I'm whistling and looking for nothing –
just a childish habit's still living in me.
Barefoot on the asphalt, I'm passing by,
I know that there is no such fashion –
just a childish habit's still living in me.