A keresés eredménye

Live in a way that makes everyone want to know

I was in the car, screaming at the traffic lights
Knowing it wasn't a solution.
I went to see the doctor, he gave me a yellow slip*
But said that this is no solution.
I tried to save my strength
And had so much rest that I did nothing at all.
 
I wanted to catch up on the things left behind,
But in the end, I only kept chasing my iceberg.
 
I stuffed myself with food, smoke and people,
And I learned that that isn't a solution.
And my fortune, I just threw it out of the window
And realised that that's no solution.
Wanted to stifle the idiots' rituals at birth,
Point my finger at them, not to be an idiot.
 
So I often stayed home alone at night
But wanted to love all humans anyway.
 
My friends' problems I wanted to solve for them,
And ended up being a part of the problem.
I wanted to be close to myself and of no use to anyone,
Only to experience the system's revenge.
And I used you, because you're weaker than my last girlfriend,
For whom I was no solution.
We tried to pretend we were only bed buddies
And you noticed that that's not a solution.
 
Don't talk about it, except when someone asks you!
Live in a way that makes everyone wanna know!
People's thoughts are only a breeze.
Don't give me what I wish for, but what I need!
I never thought of yesterday, nor of tomorrow.
It is night,
I'm standin' at the window, and for one moment, I'm living in the Now.
 
Meeting the hate of the world and its stupidity with cynicism
wasn't enough to live.
Seeing only the beautiful didn't work either,
Because there are too many things that have no beauty at all.
I made an effort to pulse with the seasons,
And eventually, I fell out of time slow-motion.
And my smartphone friends told me to keep up with the spirit of the times
And I almost would've fallen out of myself.
 
I squeezed those topics out like lemons
And I wanted to remodel all the people.
I tried to make sense of the great picture
but lingered over a thousand questions.
And someone I knew back in the day, he said:
'Won't you just let people stay the way they are!
Don't use them as a white bench for your dissatisfaction!
Be a man and don't be a child!'
That seemed simple enough to me, and my conscience grew bad.
And there was a thought saying: 'Do right by everyone!'
I went home to re-think myself
And to reinvent myself in the best case.
And I got lost in the city
I've been living in for years now,
And I gave my last money to a blind man,
Who then said that immortality had been bestowed on him,
But I knew that wasn't a solution.
Evening came, then night, then morning, I stayed awake the whole time,
Knowing it wasn't a solution.
 
Don't talk about it, except when someone asks you!
Live in a way that makes everyone wanna know!
People's thoughts are only a breeze.
Don't give me what I wish for, but what I need!
I never thought of yesterday, nor of tomorrow.
It is night,
I'm standin' at the window, and for one moment, I'm living in the Now.
(2x)