A keresés eredménye

Moving On

Maybe it was a dream
You just pat my shoulder softly
And looked at me till I fell asleep
Holding me without a word
 
Yea, we broke up today
Now all the memories, pain, moments and love
I’ll need to put behind your warm touch
I need to ignore it and go off to a different place
 
Rubbing my tired eyes, I used to look for you
My heart used to be anxious, worried that you were hurt
But now I won’t be by your side anymore
So you must be strong
 
It was probably this time last year
It was just any other day
But I got to know you and love you
As we held each other and were so happy
 
We met under the twinkling stars
And just when we were about to get deeper
I sang a song for you
Putting my heart in each and every line
 
Rubbing my tired eyes, I used to look for you
My heart used to be anxious, worried that you were hurt
But now I won’t be by your side anymore
So you must be strong
 
We shouldn’t let our habits get to us
Even if we miss each other, we shouldn’t be weak
We must endure, I know it won’t be easy
But it’ll pass quickly, like a rain shower
 
Rubbing my tired eyes, I used to look for you
My heart used to be anxious, worried that you were hurt
But now I won’t be by your side anymore
So you must be strong
 

Daystar

Left all lonely
A small star of the afternoon
Is it because you can’t forget it
That you are still staying just like I am?
 
At this remote place where even time has stopped
I’m endlessly waiting for you
You don’t have to know me well
I won’t expect more
 
Looking at you from a distance
There’s only little
I can do for you
The things I have to do today
Are to resist coming closer to you
And holding you
In my arms
 
Long lasting twinkles
Have you seen the mumbling?
Because that’s the only language
I can speak
 
Even smaller than the dust
I’m wandering around your day
You can pass me by again
But I’ll be here
 
Looking at you from a distance
There’s only little
I can do for you
The things I have to do today
Are to resist coming closer to you
And holding you
In my arms
 
I’m here as if I don’t exist
Not belonging to
Anywhere
 
Actually I know
That my wish can’t hold you
It’s still so difficult for me
To resist coming closer to you
And holding you
In my arms
 

Seven Years of Love

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We met for seven years
No one knew we would say goodbye this easily
But we broke up
The memories we built for a long time, now gone
 
I don't know how we met each other
At such a young age
It was so hard for us to handle our changing selves
They said it hurts when you say goodbye
But I couldn't even feel that
I just thought this is the way it is
 
I cried, as time passed it gave me regrets and yearning
While I looked at myself with a different heart
First as friends, next as lovers
And it's true that it's hard to stay friends when you break up
 
Since then in the 3 years spent apart
We contacted each other sometimes
 
Even though I met someone else again
Even though I loved again
I still called you whenever I was sad, without a word, just crying silently
I said 'You also have to meet a good person'
But my heart wasn't in it
And I told myself that maybe you still like me
 
I know, we were so pure
We can't have this kind of love again
That will only remain as memory
Sometimes I feel your coldness
But now I know I can't ask for anything
 
“I’m getting married” is what you said to me
For a moment I was speechless
Then I cried those were your last words to me
Because 'I love you' was the only thing I wanted to hear
 

Blah blah

Blah blah blah blah
What am I saying?
Nervously, standing in front of you
All the words I prepared
Days only filled with fluttering feelings
My first encounter with you
Passed like that
Rub dub rub dub, pat pat
Everyone wished me good luck
I liked you so much
So nervous
All the words I prepared for you
Got tangled with my flowing sweat and time
 
Now I’m talking to myself
Saying how much I really loved you
Sorry for starting first
But the moment I first saw you
Your smile made my heart stopped
You made me freeze
 
The street I used to walk on with you
Do you know how dream-like that was to me?
I thought and thought about it
With a quickened breath
I foolishly spent this night
So I’m talking to you again
 
Each moment, I looked at you closely
How your lips touched the cup before you sipped
You were beautiful, each part that I closely looked at
Sometimes, when you smiled, I felt like my heart would explode
 
Now I’m talking to myself
Saying how much I really loved you
Sorry for starting first
But the moment I first saw you
Your smile made my heart stopped
You made me freeze
 
The street I used to walk on with you
Do you know how dream-like that was to me?
I thought and thought about it
With a quickened breath
I foolishly spent this night
So I’m talking to you again
 
I won’t be nervous this time
Blah blah
 

When with me

Wondering how your day was
Scoping out your voice and face
It’s so precious to me
Like a natural thing
Softly open my heart
A spoon of sweet comfort
My warmth will smooth out your wrinkled heart
I want to help you forget your hardships
I won’t ask about things
Before we met
It’s enough for me if we share small things
 
Dry your wet tears
With the white sunlight
Put on a round smile
That’s the reason
I’m by your side right now
All of the love and heartbreaks you’ve had
Whoever it was, I don’t care
I’ll hug you
I’m your one and only heart laundromat
 
Why is the word “first time” so important?
It’s the first for us, that’s even more special
Like clean, white laundry
If you give me your pure heart, that’s all
 
Even if you can’t erase all your stained memories
If you can forget with other happiness
How would life be? Wanna do that together?
 
Dry your wet tears
With the white sunlight
Put on a round smile
That’s the reason
I’m by your side right now
All of the love and heartbreaks you’ve had
Whoever it was, I don’t care
I’ll hug you
For you, who will come to me
 
Sometimes, I see your sad face
But know that I’m here
Even your tearful scars
They’re already in me
 
All of the love and heartbreaks you’ve had
Whoever it was, I don’t care
I’ll hug you
I’m your one and only heart laundromat
 

My Thoughts, Your Memories

Several seasons have already passed since I let you go
My heart that hurt like death is slowly getting better
 
I tried placing someone other than you in my heart
But whoever I meet, I couldn’t find the old me, who was passionate about love
 
The days we laughed and cried a lot, my friends try helping me bury it with alcohol
As I uncomfortably smile with my head down, I wonder if we forgot about those days
 
I was so foolish, I was too young, I pushed you away, I thought that was best for you
If only I met you a little later, would we have not broken up?
 
I know I won’t be able to erase you but I can’t hold onto you
My heart aches as I see you turning away after you told me goodbye
 
I’ll probably fall asleep, exhausted from crying about the faded memories
How many more cold nights do I have to spend to forget you?
 
I was so foolish, I was too young, but you smiled for me, you were my dream and my everything
Even if it hurt, if only I knew you would be happy by my side, would we have not broken up?
 
Would we still be in love?
 

Love in time

Do you remember
The moment we first met?
Even after time
I can’t forget that moment
The picture of you
Talking without rest
Because you had so much to tell me I still see that so clearly
Even your shy smile
 
But we were lacking and fate couldn’t hold us together
We got more shallow in time
Falling off without strength
Past the autumn light horizon
Those times are passing
 
With your slanted fingers
We made promises
They still remain in my memory
Even the way you talked
 
But we were lacking and fate couldn’t hold us together
We got more shallow in time
Falling off without strength
Past the autumn light horizon
Those times are passing
 
Things can’t be turned around
I tell my heart as I try to let you go
I tell myself but it seems like you’ll come back
Just like a season that has left
 
We were lacking, fate couldn’t withstand
We grew apart in time
We’re scattering far away
Past the dawn horizon
Those times are passing
 

Autumn Sleeves

The uncertainty tipped me makes the wind feel cool
Rather than open the wardrobe to take the long sleeves
The memories that I forgot came to me
I covered the tears in front of me
 
Did i live pretend to not concern, pretend to be okay?
The hurt memories makes my head downs again
It becomes clear again your unheard laugh voice
When you filled my heart fully
 
After struggling like that, I try to look for you again
I took you out the day when I miss you a lot
I struggling hold it, I closed my heart
Only the good memories left
Forget everything
 
The familiar your warm fragrant
It still lingers at the end of my nose
My wishes slowly go far away
Flowing following you go
 
After struggling like that, I try to look for you again
I took you out the day when I miss you a lot
I struggling hold it, I closed my heart
Only the good memories left
Forget everything
 
(I miss you I miss you) You who I cherished so much
(I miss you I miss you) You who were always beside me
(I miss you I miss you) There were so many good memories
I called you again, it is so hurt
 

Flying, Deep in the Night

Meeting someone new
And breaking up
All these things are like a child’s game
Like the sad story of small fairies
Who ride clouds and fly far away
In the sad fairy tales
 
But even if we can’t fly
And just cry
Love is like a beautiful dream
I can hold your pretty hands
Fly in the night sky
Toward the castle
 
Because I only love you
I dream a foolish dream
Getting lost and wandering in the land of my dreams
That can’t come true
 
But even if we can’t fly
And just cry
Love is like a beautiful dream
I can hold your pretty hands
Fly in the night sky
Toward the castle
 
But even if we can’t fly
And just cry
Love is like a beautiful dream
I can hold your pretty hands
Fly in the night sky
Toward the castle
 
Because I only love you
I want to fly across the night sky
Look at you sleeping
Kiss you and fly back
 
But even if we can’t fly
And just cry
Love is like a beautiful dream
I can hold your pretty hands
Fly in the night sky
Toward the castle
 
Because I only love you
I dream a foolish dream
Getting lost and wandering in the land of my dreams
That can’t come true
 
But even if we can’t fly
And just cry
Love is like a beautiful dream
I can hold your pretty hands,
Fly in the night sky
Toward the castle
I can hold your pretty hands
Fly in the night sky
Toward the castle
 

Last Good-bye

It’s a blessing
That we could break up
Loudly, with tears
My heartache is about to be useless and alone
It feels like an extravagance
To be able to be warmly comforted
Because of this break up
When I should fold up my love
Without anyone knowing
I dragged this out for a long time
I was always going to be alone
Whether it was the beginning or the end
When I look back
 
My love was so pitiful, so difficult
Useless hopes
And frequent disappointments
My love was exhausted
The day we said goodbye
I wanted to do something for you
But my pitiful love, even to the end
 
It’s so pitiful
My love is setting, uselessly
I wanted to make you smile
Even to the end
But the only thing I could do
All I could do is say goodbye
Just a goodbye
 
I pushed it back for a long time
If it wasn’t for me, if only I let it go
It would’ve ended so easily
When I look back
 
It’s so pitiful
My love is setting, uselessly
I wanted to make you smile
Even to the end
But the only thing I could do
All I could do is say goodbye
Just a goodbye
 
It was a goodbye
But you’re smiling for me
I used to look forward to that smile
But today, it hurts
 
Wherever, whenever
We’ll probably meet again
But I know this is the last goodbye
So words I can’t say easily
Words I couldn’t get out
Goodbye
Goodbye for real now
 

Fall in you

It’s turning red
The sky that waits for the night
Underneath, we’re sitting across each other
A sweet air is touching us
Pretty lights keep turning on
But you shine the most
Your familiar scent
Blows over with the wind
Even if it’s not a big deal
When I see you deep into our ordinary conversation
And smiling
 
Your heart comes into mine
It colors my heart
My temperate changes a bit
When I touch you
We feel the same way but you pretend not to notice
Like your red cheeks
Your heart comes into mine
 
Suddenly, the stars are twinkling
Like they’re shining on us tonight
It still feels like we’re dreaming
Has time stopped?
 
Even if it’s not a big deal
When we share ordinary conversations
Our days start to resemble one another
 
Your heart comes into mine
It colors my heart
My temperate changes a bit
When I touch you
We feel the same way but you pretend not to notice
Like your red cheeks
Your heart comes into mine
 
The streets slowly get colored
With our memories
We’re drawing them out together
 
In the autumn sky
When a nice breeze passes
My heart flies
I want to tell you my feelings
When we’re together
Wherever we are, my feelings grow
Like the sky of this season
Your heart comes into mine
 

Moment of Farewell

I let out a big breath
I couldn’t really hear what you just said
All of our moments
All of the scenes have gotten blurry again
 
I remember when you said
You didn’t hate me enough to break up
But you didn’t care enough to love me
You already brought your cold words one by one
And I have nothing really to say
 
In your smoothly flowing words
Even the erased memories are being written again
As it becomes smaller
Maybe I feel sorry
Maybe I want to run away right now
I’m just filled with resentment during the moment of farewell
 
Did it have to be today? Did it have to be here?
I’m not even ready for this
For you, who didn’t hate me enough to break up
But didn’t care enough to love me
 
In your smoothly flowing words
Even the erased memories are being written again
As it becomes smaller
Maybe I feel sorry
Maybe I want to run away right now
I’m just filled with resentment during the moment of farewell
 
I’m holding onto you, I’m trying
But the thoughts in my head
Are scattering in this moment
In case I say something wrong
 
Because of my wrongdoings that gave you scars
We each have different memories
Maybe I feel sorry
Maybe I want to run away right now
I’m just filled with resentment during the moment of farewell
 

Eternal Sunshine

I have so many thoughts
After you left, every little chance I get, it’s about you
Wanting to forget you and wanting to hold onto you, my heart gets mixed up and fights
 
Today is like yesterday and tomorrow
Like I’m floating along like a small piece of dust
 
I try hating you
Looking for the reason we had to break up
Then my heart sinks
When I find myself not having forgotten anything
Another day passes like this...
 
If I had a way to erase my memory, what would I do?
When I open my eyes tomorrow and have no memory of you, would I live comfortably?
 
A person called you, the happiness called you, the pain called you
If it all disappears, it’s like I would disappear too
 
I try hating you
Looking for the reason we had to break up
Then my heart sinks
When I find myself not having forgotten anything
Another day passes like this
 
Is there a place to hide from our memories that were so passionate?
 
The more I erase you, the more special you become
I keep finding you as you are being forgotten
I don’t care if I live with just half of myself
Even if I break down in tears in the memories
My days are all…
 
I don’t remember anyone who is not you
I have no other memory
I don’t care if I live with just half of myself
Even if I break down in tears in the memories
My days are all… about you