2021.06.04.
Saturday Night Question
Worn out by the pain that remained,my heart bended and got strained.
Its thread wasn't that thick.
Being unsuccessful at avoiding doubt and precaution,
I sometimes hide wood in the forest,
and doing that, I've grown tired of apologizing to myself.
Taking off a nonexistent mask,
the Saturday night starts to move another step ahead.
Dreams and lights guide me while illuminating the future with vivid light.
I want to touch them so I can track them.
I'm overcoming these irritating, painful, unstable nights while embracing them
until the next door opens wide.
Can I really do 'complete revocation'?
I checked for an echo clapping my hands.
If I listen carefully, I'm able to hear one faintly.
Once a chance I can make all mine arrives,
pardon me for leaving, I'll see you later.
I wonder if feigning strength like that is a fruitless effort.
What do I want to do? I'm trapped here.
No matter how much time elapses, I can't solve this qu-qu-question.
Searching for words that were starting to be forgotten and broken pieces of a scattered puzzle,
I want to complete it without miss.
That shall be my answer to those times that won't return and a small past I made up
if the next door has opened wide.
Taking off a nonexistent mask,
if I can solve this qu-qu-question with just a bit more time, the Saturday night will start to move on.
Dreams and lights guide me while illuminating the future with vivid light.
I want to touch them so I can track them.
I'm overcoming these irritating, painful, unstable nights while embracing them
until the next door opens wide.
If the next has opened wide.