A keresés eredménye

Longing Is Preferable

Left you a million questions
i didn't intend
you already burned with me a thousand nights, i admit that i got carried away
you have many more dreams
and i didn't want to feel stuck
longing is preferable
 
I left my house
got into a taxi, two months passed
they told me that you lost a lot of weight
i was a presumptuous parasite
perhaps this is from above1
maybe if we meet two years from now
we will be in a different place
i am already in a different place
 
You know that when i left i still loved you
I am still not comfortable that i don't have you any longer but i got used to it
I have many more dreams
and you didn't want to feel stuck
longing is preferable
 
I left my house
got into a taxi, two months passed
they told me that you lost a lot of weight
i was a presumptuous parasite
perhaps this is from above
maybe if we meet two years from now
we will be in a different place
i am already in a different place
 
I never stopped looking for you
your scent still lingers in my bed
i still don't believe it that you left
i didn't know how to love you
your shadow travels with me everywhere i go
i still don't believe it that you left
 
I didn't tell anyone else again
how at night it comes back to me like fear
so that i won't ever forget you
 

• 1. lit: the heavens