2018.12.27.
Your best friend
Yes it's called self-injury,You know this thing you're ashamed of when you say its name,
There are no laws, there are no rules in its game anyway,
Just hate yourself, you know the song.
It starts from nothing,you go out of school , the heart very damaged,
And in your head it's the war, the problems make it worse,
But you don't think, you have no choice because nobody is there,
And then you break up, you burst into tears and you look at your arms.
Alone in the room, sitting in the dark, you don't stop crying,
You think about everything you've undergo since you arrived,
You just want to chuck and swing everything,
But trapped in this hell is you that you will break.
So you take that fucking blade and you make the first line,
It hurts you but you don't care, because you feel relieved
Why pray for all these people and to kneel,
Because your heart suffers, but it is your body that takes all the shots.
Yout think nobody understands you,
What you really live,
So you take the one that replaces your shouts, yes it's your best friend.
You think nobody hears you,
Screaming at every moment,
So you take the one that fills your desires,
Yes it's your best friend.
This masquerade will continue every day,
You prepare yourself psychologically before going to class,
The skin burns, the eyes sting, the night have been so hard,
You hide in your closet, your instrument of torture.
You make up, erase your dark circles, to look good,
You put the dose of product to cover your sorrow,
And in front of the mirror you train to make your most beautiful smile,
So that no one will guess that you just want to die.
You come out of your closet the only long-sleeved sweater you've got,
You say bullshit to your friends when they ask 'Why?'
Most of the time you answer that you're way too cold,
And the wounds on your wrists come from your cat.
But shit, why are you inflicting so much violence,
But uck, give yourself another chance,
Looks like your body has suffered the Second World War,
Stop cutting yourself, I beg you, throw this blade.
Yout think nobody understands you,
What you really live,
So you take the one that replaces your shouts, yes it's your best friend.
You think nobody hears you,
Screaming at every moment,
So you take the one that fills your desires,
Yes it's your best friend.
Dry your tears, listen to me, you see you're not alone
There are everyone around you and
Anyone who wants to help you and will always be there to help you
So leave this blade it is not this who will save you
Yout think nobody understands you,
What you really live
You take the one that destroys your life
And you name it a best friend
You say nobody hears you
Truly deceive yourself
You have a lot of real friends
But it's not your best friend
Yout think nobody understands you,
What you really live
You take the one that destroys your life
And you name it a best friend
You say nobody hears you
Truly deceive yourself
You have a lot of real friends
But it's not your best friend