A keresés eredménye

You’re Here if They Don’t Love Me

Even if I’ve got the worst evaluation and I’m not worth passing the test
If only you give me full marks
No matter whether it’s a lie or not, I will be happy
 
Even if I’ve got no body temperature and I don’t exist
If only you feel my existence
No matter whether it was a lie or not, I felt happy
 
Though the whole world stares at me with weird eyes
If you comprehend me only a little bit
I was so cowardly, couldn’t achieve all my dreams and hopes
Now they have turned into music
 
I’m fine if they don’t love me

What's Inside

I felt like maybe I had finally understood it all, but in the end I’m back at square one
I may watch the world from above, but this body of mine still lives off of junk food
Karma is nowhere to be found, the future is ever uncertain
Even as the years passed, you the bully, still looked so happy.
 
It’s useless to say anything, it’s useless to be told anything
Lethargy, ignorance~ the more apathetic, the more fear of being hurt lies beneath
I wanted to be loved, without love.
Karma is nowhere to be found, the future is ever uncertain
They say the heavens are watching, but all the things truly evil remain evil still
 
Is everyone working hard doing nothing but the things you don't really want to do, yet again today?
Yes~
Are you clicking your tongues inwardly while giving a servile bow?
Yes~
Are you a good person? (Yes~)
Or are you evil after all? (Yes~)
And this is unrelated but do you want to go to a fun party tonight?
 
I shed no blood nor tears, and lack in kindness but
Even our scattered thoughts clash with each other
What's inside, do we all still have organs? (Yes)
Even if you leave me, even if I understand it was a commonplace thing~
Even if we were to cry so hard our bodies started to wither~
What's inside, do we all still have internal organs? (Yeah, yeah)
 
(Yeah, yeah)
 
One person says their the victim, but according to another they're the criminal
'Maybe they're both wrong' you might say but all the onlookers stop thinking at that point
Karma is nowhere to be found, the future is ever uncertain
You can do things as uproariously as you like, but in an end what matters is the result alone, no?
 
Is everyone working hard doing nothing but the things you don't really want to do, yet again today?
Yes~
Can you meet your profit margin without really doing anything at all?
Yes~
Has something nice happened to you recently? (Yes~)
Or did something bad end up happening instead after all? (Yes~)
And this is unrelated but there's a weekend-only sale coming up, do you want to go with me?
 
I might lose my dreams, I might search and search but find only a tiny bit but
If worst comes to worst I can sell them but
What's inside, do we all still have organs? (Yes)
Even if your outsides are beautiful, and even if you hate how ugly you are on the inside
Everyone's the same when you peel off their skin
What's inside, do we all have organs?
 
Is everyone working hard doing nothing but the things you don't really want to do, yet again today? (Yes)
Is everyone working hard doing nothing but the things you don't really want to do, yet again today? (Yes)
Karma is nowhere to be found, the future is ever uncertain
And this is unrelated but will you scream real loud for me?
 
I shed no blood nor tears, and lack in kindness but
Even if our scattered thoughts clash with each other
What's inside, do we all still have organs? (Yes)
Even if you leave me, even if I understand it was a commonplace thing~
Even if we were to cry so hard our bodies started to wither~
What's inside, do we all still have organs? (Yes)
 
With however much happiness you have
And about this much trauma
It's like comparing apples to oranges
A hail of sympathy and disgust
Even if your outsides are beautiful, and even if you hate how ugly you are on the inside
Everyone's the same when you peel off their skin
What's inside, do we all still have internal organs? (Yeah, yeah)
 
(Yeah, yeah)
 

Ultimate Senpai

You're eating a
day-old hamburger with a
munch-munch
 
You own 12 used
G-Shock watches that go
tick-tock
 
Dilligently writing a shady article
on your blog with a
taka-taka
 
And people
call 'em:
Ultimate Senpai
 
You're dancing along to
the clang-clang of
a construction site
 
Singing a song
on the top of the radio tower
(La la la la la)
 
You're given a smack to the head
'cause you got on your high horse
(pow pow)
 
Beat up from all directions,
you start to stray
Ultimate Senpai
Destined to throw your lust,
your need for sleep and food to the wind
Life as unplanned as getting
every single topping at a morning buffet
Ultimate Senpai
Ultimate Senpai
Writhing on the ground every day
without making a sound
Ultimate Senpai,
 
your future's hanging in the balance
Who exactly is the
crazy one here?
 
You shoved away your friends
and covered for your enemies again
You shot yourself in the foot
 
Today's a total failure again
But if it's you, Ultimate Senpai,
I'm sure you can pull it off
Fighting back against the world alone
Ul-ti-mate Sen-pai
 
Wearing a Guevara T-shirt
for no reason
(Gueva Gueva)
 
Buying a poem from the
street market for no reason
(why why)
 
Waiting for people who are already
long gone for no reason
Fooling yourself, and then regretting it
Ultimate Senpai
 
People asking for a wise man or
a saint of poetic justice are dangerous
I won't drink the kool-aid
just for the sake of
those type-A's
 
Ultimate Senpai
Ultimate Senpai
Afraid of well-adjusted people,
retreating into your shell
Ultimate Senpai
 
You want to work up the courage to say
That you're in a one-sided romance
Oh? It didn’t reach
 
The number of words decreased
Another failure
And sure enough, an honorable surrender
Ultimate Senpai
 
But don't you cry!
Clumsily drawing out your dreams
Ul-ti-mate Sen-pai
 
Senpai senpai
Senpai senpai senpai
 
Looking inside yourself,
feeling worse and worse
Making a face like this world is ending
 
Looking inside yourself,
feeling worse and worse
You're faking it,
you're faking it
But your head broke through the clouds long ago
 
Ultimate Senpai
What on earth are you thinking about,
Ultimate Senpai?
The limitations of this world
 
There's so many little tricks hidden up, down, here and there-
It's so exhausting...
 
Again Ultimate Senpai
Ultimate Senpai
Writhing on the ground every day without
making a sound
Ultimate Senpai,
your future's hanging in the balance
Who exactly is the
crazy one here?
Ah I'm so anxious
I'm sure I will be tomorrow too
I don't even know how to find
the right answer anymore...
But if it's you, Ultimate Senpai,
I'm sure you can pull it off
Slowly but surely, the Earth continues to spin...
Ul-ti ma-te Ul-ti ma-te
Ul-ti-mate Sen-pai
 
Ah