2019.02.10.
Thorny Rain Break
My anguish is dissolving into the sound of the rain
The silence is scattered all about
In the threshold of the shaking world
Even though it hurts this much
With broken wings, I was looking
at the faint sky outside my cage
Within the hatred about to spill over, my hopes that drown in lies
are pouring down ceaselessly, a thorny rain
At this rate, the night will sink down
I noticed it all by myself
I'm just scared, sad, lonely
The ascending dancing pain
has increased since yesterday
In the depths of my heart,
even now it continues to clamp down on my chest
My breaking ideals now
are mixed with the rain and blood
twisting and bending
I know the entire truth and the fabrication
The light will be snuffed out by you
The screams are melting into the sound of the rain
The feelings are reflected in the droplets of water
My heart has always been crying
I can't help hating myself
Why is there nowhere for me to be?
I want to vanish
Within the hatred about to spill over, my hopes that drown in lies
are pouring down ceaselessly, a thorny rain
At this rate, the night will sink down
I noticed it all by myself
I'm just scared, sad, lonely
The ascending dancing sadness
has increased since yesterday
In the depths of my heart, it continues to clamp down on my chest
My breaking dreams now
are mixed with the rain and blood
twisting and bending
I know the entire truth and the fabrication
The thorny rain pours down ceaselessly