A keresés eredménye

Confusion And Hatred

It is not yet clear why
My mittens are hanging below my cuffs
Like those safety pins
That fasten the reflector
Beside my shoulder blade
Something's drives me out of bed
Even though time of full moon
Is gone already
And my heart is pounding
How can it keep
Taking me where morning is coming
 
Why am I standing towards the direction i'm going
On my life's conveyor belt
And when i look where i came
I often reflect it with regret
I think what i'm missing
What I was ashamed of and who I betrayed
Why I can't be happy with what I've got
Why I always mourn: I lost that too
 
It is not yet clear why
My mittens are hanging below my cuffs
Like those safety pins
That fasten the reflector
Beside my shoulder blade
But i'm old enough to read
Obituaries instead of comics
I don't always know what i like
But i surely know what i hate
You have to know
What to hate
You have to know
Who to obey
 

Quiet

In the thirteenth floor
I sit and hold your hand
Ugly dark clouds
Hang down below
And the whole world from thin threads
 
I hope that someone
Cures you
I know that might not happen
They say that you're leaving, know that you won't end up alone there
Either we leave together
Or i'll come behind
 
When that moment came
That's when i betrayed you
I cannot do anything
Can anyone do anything
 
That's when i betrayed you
I cannot do anything
Can anyone do anything
 

Cold State

Car broke on the road
Winds from the north-east
Around me opens up
The land of lottery winners
 
When all
Started to collapse
I too decided:
I've got to get away
 
No family's belongings
Fit in
And no family either
I went alone then
 
In here nothing
Works as it should
Even if i once were
A man very powerful
 
I left so much behind
Yacht, long distance travels and my kids
It's hard but i'll endure
Pioneer in fifth generation
 
Sometimes i think
Do those stars know
What i'm running from
And why i cry
Sometimes i give speeches
On empty yards
Invisible cheer
On my promises for profits
 
I left so much behind
Yacht, long distance travels and my kids
It's hard but i'll endure
Pioneer in fifth generation
 
Expelled, but I'll be back
Trends change, markets call
What ever works, what ever will do
And darkness continues always and always
 

Elegia

The son drank for another month
And at the beautiful dawn
He convulsed, crying
Now the liquor would win
 
Then mother entered the room
Hearing the lamentation
Quietly she looked at the drunk
Pale as death
 
She closed the curtains
Sat on a chair
As her son coughed
Blood on the floor
 
There was nothing to say
A hand was not reaching for the other
Mothers look went out
To the morning sun
 
So passed an hour, and another
And the sons bed went quiet
So mother got dressed
And pulled boots on
 
Crossed the field
To the neighbours house
Carefully stepped in
To the faint light
 
She was not in a hurry
There was only one concern
'Please call the church
my son just died'
 

Good day

Today is a good day
Day of realization
Today is a good day
To finish the job
 
Today I hate myself
I understand what I am
I know where I came from
And where I'm going
 
Today everything glimmers
In bright lights
Today is a good day
To see through the smiles
 
Today the lovely sun
Burns the liars
Today is a good day
The final day
 

Don't Investigate

For reasons not relating to you
again it just happened to occur,
that many got laid off
and disgraced and shamed.
And neither of course is anyone responsible for that,
'send our regards home, thanks for these past years'
we were told, when beautiful memories
could be swept down the drain.
 
Don't investigate,
don't bother talking shit!
Shut your mouths
and search inside yourselves
Don't investigate,
don't bother talking shit!
Look into my eyes
maybe you can even manage that.
 
How about you talked straight,
making an exception, for once
it's tiresome to try to guess
what might hide underneath the mask.
In this game the most vile thing is
not knowing, from which direction
you get punched in the face
someone else makes a mistake,
in the mirror you see Mr. Perfect.
 
Don't investigate,
don't bother talking shit!
Shut your mouths
and search inside yourselves
Don't investigate,
don't bother talking shit!
Look into my eyes,
maybe you can even manage that