A keresés eredménye

All Alone

I'm almost going to achieve
That, my dependence on that love,
Will be nothing more than a reminiscence
Of an awful memory... So it seems!
 
I've almost learned
To live just as I am.
More alone than ever
But happy, for once!
 
I'm ready to tear away
Your shadow from my being
And thus, once anf for all,
I will learn to love myself.
 
Don't you decide to come back,
Because this time I'm going to tell you...
I'm going to tell you, to your face,
What I never dared to say...
 
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I prefer to be all alone,
Rather than have you here, as you were.
All alone!
Without delusions, spurious fantasies...
All alone!
For at least, in this way, I'm not deceived
And I don't flounder, nor do I drown
In your sea of betrayals...
 
All alone!
Just as I always was, in reality.
All alone!
I've seen that I can definitely survive!
All alone!
Because I always know on whom I can realy
And I don't need to cry,
Nor learn how to love for the both of us...
 
I prefer to be all alone!
 
I'm almost going to achieve
Being able to fall asleep, without you in here

I Thank Heaven

It's been thirty years,
Many dreams and plans
That today, I will share with you all.
Many crazy things
And bitter moments...
Seeing both love and suffering!
 
This little tune is,
Of my life,
The main theme.
But the way in which I always give my all,
Oh! That will be just the same!
 
This begging soul
Isn't any different:
From a girl to a woman
That always gave her all,
From the deepest
And best parts of her being.
 
And if today, success
Is more than I could ask for,
I also want that...
And, for every step that still I climb,
I sing with greater faith!
 
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For all this time I've lived through
Both weeping and smiling,
I thank Heaven!
For these wrinkles on my face,
Of both love and displeasure,
I thank Heaven!
 
For everything I have,
For looking in the mirror
And feeling proud of myself!
For everything I'm feeling
I pause for a moment
And I thank Heaven!
 
It's been thirty years
Of losses and pain

I Won't Be Caught Dead

The both of us were like sisters,
My house was your house...
You were already part of the furniture
Even though you weren't part of the family:
It's thus that I treated you!
 
You hid your glances well,
You had prepared your game really well:
You never placed your cards on the table,
Concealing your envy
Which jinxed everything for me!
 
My whole life collapsed bit by bit,
My beloved took up with you
With everything that was mine.
And today, shameless, you still call me...
(With a) regretful conscience,
But I'm the one who will speak!
 
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I won't be caught dead
Allowing you to turn up at my door!
Because, in the end, your friendship with me
Was just a plan to steal my husband away,
To destroy my home!
 
I won't be caught dead,
And may God not allow me to even see your shadow...
I don't know whether I'll die, or kill you at once:
I will just spit my silence on your face...
I won't forgive you even if I die!
 
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My whole life collapsed bit by bit,
My beloved took up with you
With everything that was mine.
And today, shameless, you still call me...
(With a) regretful conscience,
But I'm the one who will speak!
 
[Chorus:]
I won't be caught dead
Allowing you to turn up at my door!
Because, in the end, your friendship with me
Was just a plan to steal my husband away,
To destroy my home!
 
I won't be caught dead,
And may God not allow me to even see your shadow...
I don't know whether I'll die, or kill you at once:
I will just spit my silence on your face...
I won't forgive you even if I die!
 

Goddamned Love

[Chorus:]
Goddamned love
That drives me insane!
Sometimes, it would appear
As if you were bewitching me,
For the feeling I feel inside
If so very great,
That I'm loving with fear!
 
Goddamned love
That I didn't want anymore,
You practiced magic
And now, I'm weary
Of enduring yet another disappointment...
I don't know whether I love you
More than I hate you!
 
Blessed was the hour when you
Left my life,
For separation was
The only solution:
Because for me, one-plus-one
Makes two and not three.
Blessed was the hour when you
Went away all of a sudden...
 
Cursed be the day when I
Allowed you to return!
The scar looked bad
And now, will come back
The sleepless nights,
Waiting, suffering a sheer torment...
Cursed be the day when I
Allowed another exception!
 
[Chorus:]
Goddamned love
That drives me insane!
Sometimes, it would appear
As if you were bewitching me,
For the feeling I feel inside
If so very great,
That I'm loving with fear!
 
Goddamned love
That I didn't want anymore,
You practiced magic
And now, I'm weary
Of enduring yet another disappointment...
I don't know whether I love you
More than I hate you!
 
Blessed was the hour when we
Found a solution!
We couldn't live
In a climate of betrayal,
Under that wounding lie
That was killing us

As Long As You Belong To Her

I give you one last kiss
And open the door.
I see you to your car
And, before you leave,
I tell you that I don't want you
Back in here,
For I don't want to be
Your separate world, ever again...
 
You try to change my mind
With a thousand promises more,
But I go back inside
And lock myself in my bedroom
Without looking back!
 
[Chorus:]
And later on I die, I suffer
Like flowers without a Spring
But, I don't want you in here!
I don't want you in here!
 
And later on I die, I weep
Like the heavens sometimes do all over the earth
But, I don't want you in here!
I don't want you in here
As long as you belong to her...
 
If you ever returned
Some other night,
The words that I uttered yesterday,
Are the same today!
 
Maybe you will understand:
There is only one solution...
I go back inside
And lock myself in my bedroom
Without looking back!
 
[Chorus:]
And later on I die, I suffer
Like flowers without a Spring
But, I don't want you in here!
I don't want you in here!
 
And later on I die, I weep
Like the heavens sometimes do all over the earth
But, I don't want you in here!
I don't want you in here
As long as you belong to her...
 

Abandoned

There are so many nameless children
In this world,
Without anyone... Without anyone...
So many hearts
Lost, without beating:
They only suffer... They only suffer...
 
Shelters under the bridge,
Schools under moonlight,
Pretend toys
And the streets are their home!
 
So many nameless children,
Without a mother or a father
More every time... More every time...
So many forgotten little souls
That no one sees
But, why...? But, why...?
 
The world keeps turning, moving forward
Without paying any attention,
And that child's name
Will not change...
 
[Chorus:]
Abandoned!
Abandoned!
They will always be called
By that name!
Abandoned!
Abandoned!
They will always be a nameless child,
Without a life and without anything...
 
So many children are born
Without asking
To be born... To be born...
So many innocent people pay
For things they haven't done
So many times... So many times...
 
And soon they earn, upon being born,
Boundless pain:
A cradle made out of thorns for their inheritance
And a name like this one...
 
[Chorus:]
Abandoned!
Abandoned!
They will always be called
By that name!
Abandoned!
Abandoned!
They will always be a nameless child,
Without a life and without anything...
 
But we cannot allow this
To happen ever again!
It's the time for us to give a name,
A home and everything else to this child!
 
(Abandoned!
Abandoned!
It's high time for us to give a little
To those who have nothing!
Abandoned!
Abandoned!
It's high time for us to give a little
To those who have nothing...!)
 

I Don't Deserve So Much Pain

For everything I've already done,
I don't deserve so much pain!
I want to see you happy
And, to what I'm offering you,
You don't give any value...
 
Since this loneliness that lives
In my chest is so dark,
All that I'd need would be a smile
To alleviate my heart's pain!
 
[Chorus:]
And I walked away
And I started to wander on,
And I shall never go back
Retracing my steps:
I was wounded so deeply!
I wept, I suffered, but it was to no avail...
My destiny chose this path!
I'm looking for somebody
Who, like me,
Doesn't have anyone else...
 
Going from hand to hand
Is not convenient for me, nor do I want to know about it.
I live in darkness
Without having someone close,
Without the will to live...
 
An entire life without love...
I've already waited for far too long!
I want to find that flower
And adorn my pointless days.
 
[Chorus:]
And I walked away
And I started to wander on,
And I shall never go back
Retracing my steps:
I was wounded so deeply!
I wept, I suffered, but it was to no avail...
My destiny chose this path!
I'm looking for somebody
Who, like me,
Doesn't have anyone else...