A keresés eredménye oldal 22

The Trophy

The trophy,1the trophy
who will kiss my lips?
who will bring me an apple?
who will play with my braided hair
tell me, the trophy
who will bring - and when?
 
The trophy, your lips will not depart from mine
until you will say to me, the trophy, who will bring and when?
 
From the path on a summer day
came an old sailor and sang
his bottle empty of wine
he offered it as a gift to me
his bottle empty of wine
it is still there thrown in the valley...
 
The trophy, your lips...
 
From foreign lands of Arabs
came a knight on a white horse
i ran down to the path
with garden flowers in my hand
he took a flower from the bouquet
and he gave me a coin
 
The trophy, your lips...
 
My windows is opened by the wind
and an infant laughed at me
in his hand he held an apple
and called me to the valley
with hands he raised me
he kissed my lips....
 
The trophy, your lips...
 

• 1. alternatively: the goblet of magical love

Post-war Song

An old song, a song of soldiers
Returning from battle.
A song of a loved one, waiting for you -
Someone sang this before.
 
This is a post-war song,
It always reminds me of hope.
She's waiting, her loved one will soon return.
This is a song that comes after war.
 
He writes a letter, she replies with three,
That's how it always goes.
He sends a song, she wipes away a tear -
Someone sang this before.
 
This is a post-war song,
It always reminds me of hope.
She's waiting, her loved one will soon return.
This is a song that comes after war.
 
The whole street is out, throwing flowers,
It's so good to have peace.
Here they come, God bless them -
Someone sang this before.
 
This is a post-war song,
It always reminds me of hope.
She's waiting, her loved one will soon return.
This is a song that comes after war.
 

A New Star System Has Been Explored

(A new star system has been explored)
(A new star system has been explored)
 
Is this still my face?
I don't hear my voice!
I'm afraid to look,
this could all vanish.
 
My heart races so quickly,
this pain so piercing,
what a great star hero
whose word disintegrates into dust!
 
I've seen the death of the suns!
They were so hot from redness...
So beautiful!
 
Deep space overdose
Free and unrestrained
Deep space overdose
Hopelessly lost
 
Deep space overdose
Free and unrestrained
Deep space overdose
Hopelessly lost
 
Is this the muffled sound,
with which the time began?
I'm afraid to look,
it could never vanish!
 
The world a silhouette,
desire unfulfilled.
A blind dream of man
lost in light and space.
 
I've seen the death of the suns!
They were so cold from blueness...
So beautiful!
 
Deep space overdose
Deep and limitless
Deep space overdose
Old and restless
 
Deep space overdose
 

Children On Their Birthdays

This frightening, frightening world
I pretend, I pretend, not to see you
I await it, I await it, this destiny
I want to use it to my advantage
 
Right next to a charming second hand store
At a small bus stop in the rain
What am I thinking of?
 
Form a circle, with points and lines, form a circle
Ahh, isn't it beautiful, your voice
 
Upon seeing an entrepreneur, everyone makes way
People who sleep outside the train station, people who don't
It falls apart, it falls apart, this destiny
I don't want to resent it
 
Finishing off selling cashmare goods,
Lining up the dollar umbrellas
Who am I waiting for?
 
Form a circle, with points and lines, form a circle
Ahh, isn't it beautiful, your voice
 
Right next to a charming second hand store
At a small bus stop in the rain
What am I thinking of?
 
Form a circle, with points and lines, form a circle
Ahh, isn't it beautiful, your voice
 
Points and lines, a circle, points and lines, a circle
Points and lines, a circle, a circle, a circle
Points and lines, a circle, points and lines, a circle
Points and lines, a circle, a circle, a circle
 

A star is born again

Do you think I'm on my own?
Yes, in the end I am
Do you think I'm alone?
No, I have many friends
 
How long for the youth?
The sun rises again in my chest
Every time the morning comes
It's the time I can be born again
 
What is to love?
Is to live for that person
What is to be loved?
Is to live for oneself
 
Where will I go from here
Riding on the wings of a far hope?
 
Every time the night comes
The light goes to the country of shining stars
 
I was born again
A star is born again
I was born again
A star is born again
See you again
See you again, bye bye
 

Who asks you, woman

Ra ra ra, ri ra, ri ra ro,
ra ra ra, ri ra, ri ra ro.
||: Ra ra ra, ri ra, ri ra ro,
ra ra ra, ri ra, ri ra ro.1 :||
 
1. Who asks you, woman,
about rifle and sword?
||: You must sit by a cradle
or knit socks! :||
 
2. The woman who hates a guest
be left on Kachu mountain2,
||: with a stick in her hand and a cradle on her back,
let nobody help her! :||
 
3. A brave fellow is wearied
and bent by sorrow.
'Hey, dear, you’re not alone –
the sorrow furrowed a rock as well,
covered it with wrinkles
and suppressed the flowers!
 
4. Hey, old shepherd,
your heart is still singing!
||: Hey, old shepherd,
your heart is still singing! :||
 
5. Should I believe that
you keep alive your childhood?
||: Should I believe that
you keep alive your childhood?' :||
 
Ra ra ra, ri ra, ri ra ro,
ra ra ra, ri ra, ri ra ro.
||: Ra ra ra, ri ra, ri ra ro,
Ra ra ra, ri ra, ri ra ro :||
 

• 1. glossolalies, imitation of Garmoni.
• 2. Kachu is a high mountain in Causasus ridge.

Over the Year

Versions: #2
Tracks in the snow lead past you.
Frost-clear winds in the moonlight,
endless hours full of glassy silence
keep waking you in the dead of night.
 
Then the silence breaks.
A sleepy, barren urge melts away.
Softly, the fog blows away,
the world finally full of light.
 
Deep green meadows, shadow-cooled forests
flourish in the grace of the flickering sunlight.
Ripening ears of wheat in swaying dance
whisper their melodies to the wind.
 
Then the silence descends
once again with misty puffs...
Softly, the fog rises.
At last, night comes into the world.
 
Again there are tracks
in the snow by the trees.
The moon stands alone
in the cold night.
 
It is a silence,
a very deep calm,
an almighty sleep.
Life fades away quietly,
waiting for the new day.
 

Covering of God's house is black

Covering of God's house is black
It caused wound in my heart
 
God's Prophet1, thou come and search
Let your ummah 2 go with your love
 
God's Prophet, thou come and search
Let your ummah enthuse with your love
 
Pilgrim's go there part by part
Whose who don't go would be sick
 
God's Prophet1, thou come and search
Let your ummah 2 go with your love
 
God's Prophet, thou come and search
Let your ummah enthuse with your love
 
Head of the lovers in the two worlds
Let your ummah go with your love
 
Head of the lovers in the two worlds
Let your ummah enthuse with your love
 

• Muhammad
• the whole community of Muslims bound together by ties of religion.

Hot Blood

Darkness is burning
with a golden touch
my heart I break
and i go to him.
 
In my eyes you read a thousand promises
in my voice you heard laughter and sighs
 
And i went with you with eyes closed
until the good end, the bitter end
to your heart i penetrated
with red beams of light
you didn't understand how it all ended
 
Hot blood, hot blood
that is what everyone says i have
 
Among the evening lights
again i am alone
and i tremble and my heart is excited
and i touch you with half a glance
i touch your hand so slowly
 
And you sink with eyes closed
until the good end, the bitter end
and you do not know that my sad eyes
are always searching for tomorrow...
 
Hot blood, hot blood
that is what everyone says i have
 

You Should Know that I

How you grew upon my heart
You never let go
You don't forget, together, we promised in front of everyone
 
You have penetrated my soul
You have healed every pain
Because the power, the comfort, from there I love
 
You should know that I
Can't manage without you
All the paths
Lead only to you
I have no words
You've been with me my whole life
Just never change
 
If I promised I would also keep
You will not lack anything
Just by your side it feels complete, feels like there is tomorrow
 
You should know that I ...
 
In my life, that I
Can't manage without you
All the paths
Lead only to you
I have no words
You've been with me my whole life
Just never change
 
Every morning he offers a prayer
That you will remember again
If you remember then this is a good reason to stay
 
You should know that I ...
 

Another Story

Most of the time it's pleasant, everything's at an intentional pace
Everything works pretty much how we wanted here
Most of the time we're going, usually knowing where to
but also a little path that's broken, is still a path
Most of the time we see, everything with a clear eye
And a day passes and here it is again, everything's okay
 
Most of the time we're chasing
The light really until sunset
Life in the meantime 
Flowing in water
 
And most of the time, I'm silent
Listening to the heart that connects and disconnects
Sinking in an old dream & waking up
And all around me there are people
And every one has a different story
 
Most of the time it's peaceful, or at least in my imagination
From everywhere we see everything, a different bit
Most of the time is truth, and it's complicated and colorful
And only together we'll understand more, what it says
 
Most of the time we find, a place really for every one
even for me and for crazy people like me
Most of the time we pursue peace, Not to be alone
Reach out our hands
Open our eyes
 
And most of the time, I'm silent
Listening to the heart that connects and that disconnects
Sinking in an old dream & waking up
And all around me there are people
And every one has another story
 

Begonia Tattoo

For a long time, he ignored - on his chest's left side
There was a little scar
Why was it thereon?
 
Owing to stabbing of knife?
Or cutting of sword?
Or the ungentle and cursed kiss
From someone's gentle lips?
 
Then, later in life
On the day, when his heart ached
He discovered, on his nude body in the mirror
The scar
The scar, had expanded!
 
A handprint of someone, on his chest
A bloody crab
A begonia tattoo
 
The twisted, distorted picture
He stared with fright
At the begonia
 
This injury - superficial or internal?
No one can ever tell...
 

Higher

Forbidden desires,
These bold words,
But you know, I don’t want that,
I want, I want something higher.
 
These long embraces,
Your hands cupping my cheeks,
Be with me
As if for real,
Get close to me,
I want, I want something higher.
 
(I want I want something higher)
 
Any distance,
Doesn’t matter where and how,
I will fly with you to the roofs,
But I want, I want to go higher.
 
Hold your breath,
There is silence between us.
I will whisper to you very quietly
I want, I want something higher.
 

Give Me Your Hand.

I want to shine, I can't see the end of my days, I struggle today and the sun goes down
The moonlight on the way home. I hope I can be like that one day.
I tapped my chest so that I wouldn't feel so weak.
 
Sweat and tears shed to get to the other side of my imagination.
The closer you get, the further away you get, the more you want to keep chasing it.
 
Longing wasn't enough. I had to chase after it.
Spilled tears, before they dry, reach out my hand and go on and on
 
I didn't want to see my own weaknesses, so I just kept running away.
I'd come home feeling a little out of sorts. It's easy to feel better, so why not?
Does it make you feel that much pain? Do you miss him?
 
The truth is, I knew I wasn't very good at it, so I couldn't lie to myself.
Because that's what I am, a dream I can't throw away even if I wanted to.
 
A shadow is not enough. I want to hold on to my dreams tomorrow
If you can step out of your comfort zone and admit your weakness, you can go anywhere.
 
The opposite of evolution is not degeneration, it's just standing still, not moving.
Since the day he was born, he's been falling and crying, but he's still looked up and moved on.
 
Passion was never enough, so I looked up into the night sky again and again.
I swore to the moon that I would not waste my tears, that I would not waste them.
 
Longing wasn't enough. I had to chase after it.
Spilled tears, before they dry, reach out my hand and go on and on
We could go on and on...
 

What He Thinks About Us

I feel like...
I feel like...!
 
Ever since I was a young fish, I was silent all the time.
Never spilled out what's been sitting inside, but now I'm ready.
I kept my feelings deep inside, but now the world will know
Exactly what I feel about every boy and girl.
Boy or girl!
 
He's gonna say everything he thinks
He's gonna start expressing his opinion
He's gonna say everything he thinks
To every boy or girl
Stop!
 
Masami's popular and funny,
But she is only loved because she's insanely rich.
We only love you because you're insanely rich!
 
Jamie's extremely impolite,
Because she's half-cow, half-caveman.
Half-cow, half-caveman!
 
Carrie thinks she's special,
But she's just another bummed out ghost.
Just another bummed out ghost!
 
Joe, your jokes aren't funny,
And you sing like a dog getting shots!
 

He Who Dreamed

Versions: #1
He who dreamed and his dream remained
He who fought, won't forget for what he fought
He who remained awake through the night shall see the light of day
He who went away shall never see it
 
He who promised has not put down his sword
He who was called marched in front of everyone
He who loved - many loves are ahead of him
He who went away shall never love again.
 
And the mountains still burn with the fire of sunsets
And at dusk still blows the sea breeze
A thousand flowers still delight each heart with their bloom
He who went away shall never see them do.
 
He who dreamed and his dream came true
He who fought till he heard the victory cries
He who went through the night, and seen the light of day
He won't allow for us to forget the fallen
 
He who made a promise and got to keep it too
He who managed to return from the roads
He who pained, but understood that pain is mute
He won't allow for us to forget the ones who went
 
And the mountains still burn with the fire of sunsets
And at dusk still blows the sea breeze
A thousand flowers still delight each heart with their bloom
They'll be the ones to testify we've remembered them all
 

It's a rotten life.

Yesterday, I saw in the neighbourhood a girl riding her tricycle
If my real smile is this dirty, I can't show it - Transparent sweat was dripping
Compared to the before, have I become free? Or did I just come to know the darkness?
Giving in to the will of a stranger, falling into the whirlpool of a dysfunctional society
How do I make it to 21 years without company? Please tell me.
I take my shoes off, abandoned washed dishes and clothes
 
Well, isn't this okay? I feel alive - I can feel it in my body
Even those I hated, with the flow of time, they disappeared. In a way, it was freedom
 
If I hadn't been born, I wouldn't have been able to taste it:
The lies from the people I love, jealousy towards my friends - I want compensation
It was really tough
What do you experience when you die? Do you see a new horizon? This world, hell?
The ultimate goal of this life, no one knows it, it can't be helped
I don't know, so why don't you live however you want?
 
Aah, screw it! Let's live for ourselves!
 
Well, isn't this okay? I feel alive - I can feel it in my body
I was a joke, and with the flow of time, I disappeared. In a way, it was freedom
 
Even if my best friend gets married, I can't cheer them on properly
Even if I always leave it behind, my heart is still a kid who wants to stay!
 
This is okay! I feel alive, I can feel it in my body!
Even those I hated, with the flow of time, they disappeared! In a way, it was cruel
This is okay! I feel alive, I can feel it in my body!
I was a joke and with the flow of time, I disappeared! In a way, I was free
 
But even so, I will continue wandering.
 

Take Mine

Lord of the world I know
That the third temple
Will not be built from stones
It will be built from tears
 
And if all You need is just one more tear
And if all You need is just one more tear
Please, take mine
Please, take mine
Lord of the world, take mine
Please, take mine
Please, take mine
Lord of the world, take mine
 
And, if Creator you need no more
More than one more tear
And if Creator you need no more
More than one more tear
Father, the exile is hard
Creator, hear my prayer
Lord of the World, I have already shed my tear
Father, the exile is hard
Creator, hear my prayer
Lord of the World, I have already shed my tear
 

Polka-dot dress

You wear a simple polka-dot dress
You're like a cat from the 'Cats'
And the pigeons ask people for some bread
To spare, spare, spare, spare
 
You're like a lady with a dog
Into a pack to get a smoke
From here in the sea the ship will rock
And how are all our ships over there?
 
Golden city, the sky is bright and blue
I feel so good to be with you
I'm so empty inside, if you knew
I'm so empty,
Like a white buoy on the Black sea waves
Take a kiss for yourself as a keepsake
 
Group of boys playing with a puppy
And floating neon and guppies
Today I want to be so stupid
Fly away a banknote in exchange
And you and I, like in 'Assa'
Standing near the Yalta bypass
The belt in the recorder didn't last
Did I expect these changes?
 
Golden city, the sky is bright and blue
I feel so good to be with you
I'm so empty inside, if you knew
I'm so empty,
Like a white buoy on the Black sea waves
Take a kiss for yourself as a keepsake
 
And the sun was hot as metal
And the seagull sang: 'I'm the seagull'
And the fate pretended it's 'Dunno' and dull
But we bought a bottle of wine and cheese
And the summer was snub-nosed and hot
And the hair smelled like apricot
We looked askance at sherry we bought
But we did not see the bottom in this...
 
Golden city, the sky is bright and blue
I feel so good to be with you
I'm so empty inside, if you knew
I'm so empty,
Like a white buoy on the Black sea waves
Take a kiss for yourself as a keepsake
 

GO Live

GO! GO! GO! LIVE!
 
No need to go faster, it's okay to go slow
Saying time goes fast, what does it matter
Your time, Your tempo is more expensive than gold
I don't follow time, so just follow me
 
I don't go fast, I just want to enjoy
Play around like Nolbu
I don't go fast, I just want to enjoy
Do you want to be like Heungbu? Just enjoy
 
Heading for the hard work at the end, I go
I know, you know, we know, we know
As time goes
I know, you know, we know, we know
 
Go faster, why are you still sitting down
Why are you so slow, how frustrating
If you even a second late
I don't know what happens but isn't it better to be fast
 
Livin' my pace now now now
Livin' my pace now now now
I'm gonna go My own pace go
I take it slow
 
If you're urgent, but the work isn't
I know it'll just be tiresome, just go slowly
Go ahead, get on an airplane and fly
I'll ride the turtle ship and go on a train ride
 
Heading for the hardship at the end
I know, you know, we know, Lee Know
As time goes
I know, you know, we know, we know
 
GO! GO! GO! LIVE!
 

Minced meat fucker

-Hey, what the-, what the fuck are you doing?
-G-Get lost, I'm fucking a minced meat!
 
Goddamn Culinary workers,
Are fucking minced meat every day.
Main Cooker - penetrator and dumbass.
He is an avid minced meat fucker.
When he makes a cheburek*
He would pull out his dick.
And before putting the minced meat
He will surely fuck it.
 
Fuck, fuck, fuck fuck!
 
He would spin all the meat through the meat grinder,
And then make a big-ass ball out of it.
After that, he'd pull out his dick
And energetically fuck the minced meat.
He is not even getting sadder
From the fact that he cums inside of it.
And then this fucker
Would feed the people with it.
 
Minced Meat Fucker Solo!
 
Minced Meat is better than a pussy!
 
Sexual fucking madman
He would spin the meat through meat grinder.
And then our fucking dumbass
Would put his dick inside the meat grinder.
This fucker is worse than a faggot!
He is fucking meat without even stopping!
This is fucked-up as hell.
How long will you keep fucking the minced meat?
 
Oh, fuck, Minced Meat Fucker!
 
-You fucking pissed me off, get the fuck away!
 

Refreshing Employee

Glasses aren't a part of the face
You are not my everything
Just falling in love doesn't make you a young woman
Just being obedient doesn't make you a good kid
 
Aren’t you tired of your everyday life?
Aren't you stuck in a rut these days especially?
Just being pretty doesn't make you beautiful
If it's only made of kindness, love is painful
 
R, refreshing sunshine
S, serious employee
R, relieved civil servant
Security guard making his rounds even at night
 
Tokyo’s 23rd ward
Things that happen twice won't happen a third time
There's no strategising for the back-and-forth of love
This is goodbye, but it's not the end
 
R, refreshing sunshine
S, serious employee
R, relieved civil servant
Security guard making his rounds even at night
 
R, refreshing sunshine
S, serious employee
R, relieved civil servant
Security guard making his rounds even at night
 
A clanging tambourine
A singing violin
A trumpet playing in harmony
A piercing April symphony
 
R, refreshing sunshine
S, serious employee
R, relieved civil servant
Security guard making his rounds even at night
 
R, refreshing sunshine
S, serious employee
R, relieved civil servant
Security guard making his rounds even at night
 

BABI YAR

Versions: #1
No monument stands over Babi Yar.
A steep cliff only, like the rudest headstone.
I am afraid.
Today, I am as old
As the entire Jewish race itself.
I see myself an ancient Israelite.
I wander o’er the roads of ancient Egypt
And here, upon the cross, I perish, tortured
And even now, I bear the marks of nails.
It seems to me that Dreyfus is myself.*1*
The Philistines betrayed me – and now judge.
I’m in a cage. Surrounded and trapped,
I’m persecuted, spat on, slandered, and
The dainty dollies in their Brussels frills
Squeal, as they stab umbrellas at my face.
I see myself a boy in Belostok*2*
Blood spills, and runs upon the floors,
The chiefs of bar and pub rage unimpeded
And reek of vodka and of onion, half and half.
I’m thrown back by a boot, I have no strength left,
In vain I beg the rabble of pogrom,
To jeers of Kill the Jews, and save our Russia!
My mother’s being beaten by a clerk.
O, Russia of my heart, I know that you
Are international, by inner nature.
But often those whose hands are steeped in filth
Abused your purest name, in name of hatred.
I know the kindness of my native land.
How vile, that without the slightest quiver
The antisemites have proclaimed themselves
The Union of the Russian People!
It seems to me that I am Anna Frank,
Transparent, as the thinnest branch in April,
And I’m in love, and have no need of phrases,
But only that we gaze into each other’s eyes.
How little one can see, or even sense!
Leaves are forbidden, so is sky,
But much is still allowed – very gently
In darkened rooms each other to embrace.
-They come!
-No, fear not – those are sounds
Of spring itself. She’s coming soon.
Quickly, your lips!
-They break the door!
-No, river ice is breaking…
Wild grasses rustle over Babi Yar,
The trees look sternly, as if passing judgement.
Here, silently, all screams, and, hat in hand,
I feel my hair changing shade to gray.
And I myself, like one long soundless scream
Above the thousands of thousands interred,
I’m every old man executed here,
As I am every child murdered here.
No fiber of my body will forget this.
May Internationale thunder and ring*3*
When, for all time, is buried and forgotten
The last of antisemites on this earth.
There is no Jewish blood that’s blood of mine,
But, hated with a passion that’s corrosive
Am I by antisemites like a Jew.
And that is why I call myself a Russian!
 

Your Voice

You told me that 'I hated the cold'
I wish for this season to come to it's end soon
It seems your also thinking of things that torment me
Should we both vanish from this world?
 
You told me that 'I don't like crowds'
'For some reason i'm unable to breath'
So then what can I do? What is it I can do
That's all I was thinking about
 
Back then I felt like nothing could ever come true
Remarkably our days are flowing out and they will not cease
 
Were laughing and crying, Do you see the future we envisioned
Do you believe it will finally arrive, Once it does will you be able to walk?
I'm looking for the spring we grew up in
I can hear it in your flowing tears
You can always stay just the way you are
 
The television told me that this weekend was going to be cold
In a way you somewhat you remind me of me
Now what am I doing? What is it your doing
Have you finally stopped your habit of touching your hair?
 
The snow begins to fall in this drama
And yet in this city it will not pile up
The opening buds are now overflowing
Today color's are added as were finally connected
 
I wrote about the world which we never slept in
We have created this love
Despite my doubts i'll believe in these repeating days
Later I regretted then I grabbed you and vomited
My weakness has found the form of my body
We thought that it would be alright as it was back then
 
Were laughing and crying, Do you see the future we envisioned
Do you believe it will finally arrive, Once it does will you be able to walk?
I'm looking for the spring we grew up in
Not even the flowing tears are something we have to fear
 
Laughing and crying Connecting and blooming
Everything is going to turn into power
I have walked away in search for answers
I floated and held then I shook and let you go
If this words were to someday fain down on me
We'll always be happy to remain just as we are
 

An Evil God and a Rose

My small feelings
Make something grow violent
And I'm unable to hold back
The budding malice
 
'I want to see the end of your soul'
The evil god sweetly, kindly whispers
 
Unable to believe in each other
Now I wield a foolish power
It vividly dyed
This withered view
 
Since when did I forget
To think of someone else?
In this small world
We just destroy each other
 
There's no future overflowing with dreams
So I gave my body to the destruction created by an evil god
 
Unable to reject the color because of its cleanness
That flower bloomed
A wicked heart and rose
 
Unable to believe in each other
Now I wield a foolish power
The swaying world
Grieved for us
 
Before I know it, I'm wondering who I am
I forgot and don't know even now
The darkness that covers my broken self
Is laughing silently
 
Since when did I forget
To think of someone else?
My severed heart
Will never connected to another
 

Lie to you

How much longer can I go on like this?
I pretended I didn’t notice.
If this is something I’m bound to break,
Then that’s just another consequence.
 
Will I be able to be myself
In a world where you’re the only one who isn’t there?
 
I’ll tell a lie now–
This is my one and only lie to you.
“You don’t have to wait for me.”
Even though I know it’s unkind and it’s not what’s in my heart…
 
Facing this sadness
Won’t help anyone.
If I were able to hate you completely,
Maybe that would’ve saved me.
 
A song without a shred of truth to it hits my heart,
And I’m just crying these tears.
 
I’ll put this behind me now,
Just like you hoped I would.
“You don’t have to wait for me.”
Because I know there’s no going back,
And you’re nowhere to be found.
 
Just out of habit, I said,
“You’ll be fine even if I’m gone,”
But would you be satisfied
If I keep on smiling like nothing’s wrong?
 
In living my life by covering up for myself to hide something,
I couldn’t see past my own weakness I’d protected.
I won’t even be granted the chance to touch it.
 
This is my one and only lie to you.
“I’ll be fine on my own.”
These words of farewell that I don’t mean in my heart…
 

The best in you

Where is the best of times?
Seems that it’s somewhere.
But it’s not here, it’s not next to me.
It’s difficult for me to spell
The best of names.
But I really need to do this.
 
And I can’t accept my fate
If it’s not similar
To yours.
And I don’t want to take your heart
Away from the people
Who can no longer be without you.
 
I know only the best in you.
I'm not afraid to suffocate from love.
We don’t live in a dream
But I still can't wake up.
 
I’ll say “I love you”. It’s forever.
Even though it’s funny, even though someone will laugh at me.
The cities’ lights look like constellations.
And our planes will take different paths.
 
Let the hundreds of random people
Look for the random tragedies
And attract these tragedies to them like magnets.
Sorrow will grind us.
But who will be the first?
We’re cemented together.
 
I just want you to know that
We can’t stop the time
Or move out of the way of life around the bend.
Everyone will have his own paradise.
But I will take our tender days
And sheet music with me.
 
I know only the best in you.
I'm not afraid to suffocate from love.
We don’t live in a dream
But I still can't wake up.
 
I’ll say “I love you”. It’s forever.
Even though it’s funny, even though someone will laugh at me.
The cities’ lights look like constellations.
And our planes will take different paths.
 

My One

So I asked the same question
will you be at my side for ever my love
and whisper to her in cautious quiet
put your hand on my heart1
how is it that always in the waiting moments
you appear pure, white, and beautiful
the sabbath will start soon2
there is no one like you no one
 
My one
my two eyes desire3
that you will be with me
my hands want
another embrace
to feel a little
you inspire me4
to be strong
 
My one
there are no words to describe
tremors of my body
it is from happiness to happiness
like flowers
in the water
you inspire me
to love slowly
 
There will not be barriers in my heart
when i will know that you are here
all my fears will be silenced
and feel the desired light
entering in dance, here you are
how is it that always in the waiting moments
you appear pure, white, and beautiful
the sabbath will start soon
there is no one like you no one
 
My one...
 

• 1. lit: in my heart
• 2. lit: in the window
• 3. lit: request
• 4. lit: bring

The soul of a human

There's someone who sometimes is beside you and you don't see him ... you never feel his presence even though he is close by.
 
And there's someone who parts and leaves us but lives in our hearts ... the sun vanishes and his name never vanishes.
 
There's a difference between a body that goes away and a soul that never does... and which you certainly keep amongst us never to be forgotten.
 
You brought joy to many and now it's our turn, and with you we'll finish our journey, because there's nothing in this world more precious than the soul of a human.
 
And so that generations coming after us continue to remember, continue to know, and because you are a piece of us, and so that you remain among us, your name remains with us years and years.
 
And because there are generations coming after us, and because we don't want to lose others ... to them we'll extend our hands and give them our very eyes. We've chosen this path and on it we're travelling.
 
All your life you've felt our pains without us saying a thing ... we live life with your emotion, we see with your eyes.
 
Because from our hearts we love you, we'll pass on the softness of your heart to those who didn't forget your love and who became attached to you.
 
And so that generations coming after us continue to remember, continue to know, and because you are a piece of us, and so that you remain among us, your name remains with us years and year.
 
And because there are generations coming after us, and because we don't want to lose others ... to them we'll extend our hands and give them our eyes. We chose this way and in it we're going.
 

Don't Say You're Alone

Don't talk of sorrow, don't say you're alone, don't say I'm saddened
 
Don't say the people are colorful, don't say 'I'm tired of the world'
 
Don't talk of tears, that you're all alone, don't talk of unfaithfulness
 
At the time of crying, tell me where you are tonight
 
Speak about the dark path that is maybe bright at the end of it
 
Speak about people that no one has ever seen
 
Speak about stories that everyone says are nonsense
 
Speak about tales of cages with birds
 
Speak of sleep, of dreams, speak of wakefulness
 
I'll bring my shoulders so you can lean your head on them
 
Say that I'm with you forever, say we're together forever
 
Say that 'even after death I cant' be without you'
 
Don't talk of the dusty heart that lives on blood
 
Don't talk of the grip of destiny that our bodies are trapped in
 
Don't say it's the rules of the world, someone in love won't die
 
Don't say fate is keeping us apart from one another
 
Oh I miss all this darkness
 
Say it even if it's a lie, if it's a false hope
 
Your lies are beautiful but the truth is killer
 
My continued living is dependent on your lies
 

I Miss You

What does I love you mean?
It means that you’re my life, my world,
people, and existence
What does I love you mean?
It means there’s no distance,
No borders (between us)
You’re the most beautiful thing in me
You’re my soul and the light of my eyes
When you depart, everything becomes dark but when you return light returns
 
When I miss you
I put my hand on my heart as if I’m holding you close to me
And I hear your voice inside me
While closing my eyes
And I think of all that which was between us...
What is between us, is not a little bit
Your eyes have happiness in them when I look at you
I feel like life has smiled at me
And my soul would leave with you if you leave me and come back to me at the time we meet
I can’t believe that I’m seeing you
My heart is talking to your lips
You are a feeling of love that comes once in a lifetime
 

If it were only just ...

If it were only just the wound
it would have been easier
I would have said this is my fate my luck
A mistake that I won't be responsible for
And the farewell would be hard
 
but what is harder than this
when you discover that
the one you loved wasn't worth it
 
the world becomes darker in your eyes
and you lose your trust in yourself and everyone else
you reprimand yourself while you mend your wounds
there is one thousand walls between you and your heart
 
If it were only just being far away
I would have gotten used to it
I would have forgotten after a day or some years
a mere wound that can heal
but instead you feel
that you've fallen and got deceived
in your most precious love story
 
you become depressed and your eyes see
every thing as fake
 
the world becomes
darker in your eyes
and you lose your trust in yourself
and everyone else
you reprimand yourself
while you mend your wounds
there is one thousand walls between you and your heart
 
the world becomes
darker in your eyes
and you lose your trust in yourself
and everyone else
you reprimand yourself
while you mend your wounds
there is thousand walls between you and your heart