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2020.09.02.

With a heavy heart

Rain falls upon us
with lightning and thunder.
Wheat and promising rice
and sweet sugar canes.
But our hear is heavy
and choking in our throats,
when there's no more water in the river
and its two banks are fields of dust.
 
When rain comes by surprise
all sing 'how good.'
All say 'it's promising,
promising a wet winter.'
But in dry winter
hell is near again.
 
And then our hear is heavy
and choking in our throats,
when there's no more water in the river
and its two banks are fields of dust.
 
A very hot, dry year dries
river, field, hill and valley,
the two eyes of Annabella
and the well of my hopes.
 
2020.09.02.

When I am older

I’ll never forget our connected feelings,
Tears we exchanged, and the warmth I felt
 
The sky I looked up at was blue, the clouds quickly charging on
I wonder if someday I’ll casually forget about even this view
 
I have a dream I could maybe reach, and a future that can’t come true
I have no reason for following them, I just do it for me
 
So that we never forget our connected feelings,
Tears we exchanged, and the warmth we felt,
We’ll definitely never stop going
Through each day together
 
I tried painting the summer we had, but like a TV with a broken antenna,
Nothing appeared no matter how much I struck the canvas
I still just can’t accept this
 
I had a dream I couldn’t reach, and a future that didn’t come true
I’m fruitlessly searching for an answer as to why
 
I closed my eyes during an unbroken prayer,
And I saw us fighting
Those days we yelled at each other
Were definitely real
 
I can’t brush it off because it’s so frustrating,
And I surely wasn’t all alone
 
When I’m older, I wonder if
We’ll be able to laugh away all of those things?
Let’s meet again, having stayed just as we are
Our days together had all been real
 
Our story will never end
 
2020.09.01.

Ouch, ouch it hurts again

Ouch-ouch-ouch it hurts again, aa-aa-aa
maybe one will get used to it, uu-uu-uu.
I got a stabbed in my soul by Fate,
I'll probably never recover from it.
 
When I woke up it was dawn.
I noticed that Sunday bells were already ringing.
 
Ouch-ouch-ouch, it hurts again
maybe one will get used to it.
 
2020.08.31.

On a Morning Without Sun

(Ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba, bum.)
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba, bum.)
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba, bum.)
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba, bum.)
 
When on a morning without sun,
I go away from my home,
my mother's voice got lost:
'I remember that you say you will come back.'
 
By now I have touched half the world
and I forgot what she said.
I always lived while running.
That's then when I saw you.
 
And I saw in you days of light.
I saw in you days of love
and in your eyes I saw the sun—
within your eyes and within mine.
 
(Ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba, bum.)
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba, bum.)
 
When on a morning without sun,
you went away from me,
suddenly the night comes
and I found the only light.
I went back towards my home—
I went back towards my home—
I went back.
 
(Ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba, bum.)
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba, bum.)
(Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba, bum.)
 
2020.08.28.

I Lose Connection

I lose connection
I let myself be transported by a voice I know
The clouds dissolve, leaving me different
Sometimes lost
 
Your perfume on my hands
You can understand what I'm saying
Even if in the eyes of the world I'm nobody
I don't have to work, I can't have, I should only stay present
And don't show my cards
And now I'm distant all around
So inconsistent
 
I realize that tomorrow isn't so important anymore
And I let the past get confused with the present
 
You can understand what I'm saying, even if in the eyes of the world I'm nobody
I'm invisible, vulnerable
I'm an unknown variable of a code that's indecipherable to everyone
 
Chorus x2: Let me fall, let me fly, let me touch
I'm just a man who's afraid to dream
(Lost in space, lost in space)
 
I'm looking for a connection and I start this journey on no man's land
A damned soul, taken across to nowhere
I lose control
 
Each one of your kisses hurts me, makes me fly
It makes me understand how easy it is to see without touching
And there's no right or wrong, only what's accepted
To be out of a game without balance now
And fear assumes another face
I'm burned out and all of my pain is now erased in an instant
I find consolation between the meanders of the mind
 
You can understand what I'm saying, even if in the eyes of the world I'm nobody
I'm invisible, vulnerable
I'm an unknown variable of a code that's indecipherable to everyone
 
Chorus x2: Let me fall, let me fly, let me touch
I'm just a man who's afraid to dream
(Lost in space, lost in space)
 
(Instrumental part)
 
Chorus x2: Let me fall, let me fly, let me touch
I'm just a man who's afraid to dream
(Lost in space, lost in space)
 
2020.08.28.

The Neverending Story

I wrote a letter that can sing
For all the days you'll want to sleep
400 strokes into the heart
Runs across the sea like two guns
But now I don't run anymore ... I don't run anymore
 
Erotic postcards in bars
Elders who play Briscola1
I could read your soul
Behind the black Rayban lenses
Yes, of your Raybans
 
A German was playing Wonderwall at a bonfire
At night he played at being an artist
While you smiled and didn't look, no
My sweet Insta Venus
That you were the best summer of my life is the truth
It felt like The Neverending Story and maybe it was just happiness
 
And how good we are at pretending
To not have feelings
And we are as happy as Easter, yes
But Easter 20202
 
And you said you loved my lisp
But now who knows what you think
Being happy lasts the time of a dance
Between Dustin and Nancy3
 
A German was playing Wonderwall at a bonfire
At night he played at being an artist
While you smiled and didn't look, no
My sweet Insta Venus
That you were the best summer of my life is the truth
It felt like The Neverending Story and maybe it was just happiness
 
Punk soul and Peter Pan eyes
A poem in the toilet of a bar
A song that will not end ...
Wait, wait, wait ... how was it?
 
A German was playing Wonderwall at a bonfire
With the text written over the handkerchief
And we are just monsters with a big fear
Of finding a child under the bed
 
You blushed but without a reason
Comfortable inside a cliché
You fell in love and not with me ...
... or maybe yes?
 
I lost my baby teeth
Because I have grown up
I used you as an answer
But you were a million questions
 
  • 1. a popular Italian card game
  • 2. a reference to the lockdowns in Italy during the COVID-19 pandemic
  • 3. characters from the TV series 'Stranger Things'
2020.08.24.

Wait a minute

Ah, Wait a minute.
1.2 of 3 to the South Island.
Let's go.
Tropical Lady.
Everybody's waist swinging (bang bang bang).
 
Ah Good Night.
The sound of the waves will stop you and me.
Palm trees shaking and flamingos dancing.
 
Ah, the moon shaking over the waves.
A mermaid swimming.
 
Ah, Wait a minute.
The sound of the waves will stop you and me.
Palm trees shaking and flamingos dancing.
 
Ah, the moon shaking over the waves.
A mermaid swimming.
 
2020.08.23.

Alexis Waits for Me

I will go to the East to kiss the tsarinas
and the boatsmen,
even if the winter is large in the icon of Lenin
with a disarmed heart.
To a land filled with people, to a land of other ideas,
I will go.
 
Where there are lovers when love resigns,
sad and badly damaged.
From here I hear them, the memories that are mutilated,
all the golden domes.
For all those who live in silence,
for all the living, I will shout out.
 
Alexis waits for me.
Alexis waits for me.
Leninski Prospect
and he puts love
under his jacket.
 
From China to the Balkans without getting banned,
I will go to find him,
even if I have to salute the heroes in disguise,
made up in mausoleums.
With the imprisoned souls,
for them to give him the key,
I will go.
 
Even if I have to travel through Soutine's paintings
similarly marred..
In the circus of adults, the children are made up
with used-up tears.
For all those living in suffering,
for all the living, I will shout out.
 
Alexis waits for me.
Alexis waits for me.
Leninski Prospect
and he puts love
under his jacket.
 
Alexis waits for me.
Alexis waits for me.
Leninski Prospect
and he puts love
under his jacket.
 
2020.08.21.

English

100 times I tried to get closer... And he's running away. Why do he rule without trying
There is no closer than me or better than me
100 times I went to know... I am honored... And i remember that i am one of the most made
And he behaves in this way with me like this why
 
In front of me I pay it... And it closes... And he contracts it from the beginning
And its provider is with me and I don't know what !!!
I came on Saturday to come tomorrow sunday with him and his face
I told him to do my heart alone with you and also give me my soul oh
And I did more than i need editing
 
Behind him I walked from my mother... And his meal mode... And instead of the word I told him a dozen
And even when I say something with him he forgets her
Payne's stroke is not a wire... And the queen is not... And i will live my life with a confusion
And my son to get out of the rail and get any words
 
And when i'm going to prefer it... And I'm not a long way from... And I say again what after what I said
But he has a thousand question marks on him??????
I came on Saturday to come tomorrow sunday with him and his face
I told him to do my heart alone with you and also give me my soul oh
And I did more than i need editing
 
2020.08.18.

When The Night Reaches The Port

Sleeping with the open window
Out there, the night goes broken
The voice that went silent, something that falls apart
Town is brutal when the night reaches the port, port
 
Fever and equinoctial
The walls grips closer
Heart's on the throat just like in a Cohen Vals
Patchy kind when the night reaches the port, port
 
Sleepless summer nights.
Something inside of me releases
Give me a rain, come out of nowhere
Gasp for air again, when the night reaches the port
 
2020.08.12.

Silent is the home of night

1. Silent is the home of night, where all sleep still,
cows and fields all sleep still,
Beneath the star ridden sky, beneath moon's trailing path,
can you dream and sleep/rest.
 
2. Silent is the home of night, where all sleep still,
fires and wind all sleep still.
Beneath the star ridden sky, beneath our moon's trailing path,
can you dream and sleep/rest.
 
2020.08.07.

Disco (Bad dance doesn't matter)

Already waiting impatiently
No, I like the house, basically
Suddenly I recall
A sticky floor covered with drink
A relationship that changes in a few hours
The friend of that guy who’s disappeared
Being slightly drunk is the past
I spilled those memories somewhere
And was dancing that time
 
The underground stairs, the heavy door
The sound that leaks out is the night’s romance
The unfriendly bartender too
Actually loves this place
So it’s not scary, the shining light
With the monthly words let’s sing love hey
The love that’s here, thank you, music
 
Don’t change
 
Even if it’s an utterly hopeless dance
It doesn’t matter
To the right, to the left
Cast your magic
 
Don’t say “But... what?”
In this instant at your eyes,
I’m gazing
Cast your magic
 
It’s fine if you come by just a bit
Or it’s fine if you leave in the morning
If you don’t want to then it’s fine if you don’t drink
By all means it’s fine under the light
So nimble I could dance
No? Then moderately
Reasonably
Who is this beat?
This beat I know
Try dig
Try find a DJ you like
 
I’ve lost sight, hey where am I?
I’ve lost sight, hey where is everyone?
This DJ’s good, the scenery moves, that smile
I firmly hold
The T-shirt’s sleeve, lovestruck
But you don’t care? I’m already wasted
The memories became pocket change
I hold on to this swollen wallet
There’s no last train, I’ll dance until morning
 
Don’t change
 
Even if it’s an utterly hopeless dance
It doesn’t matter
To the right, to the left
Cast your magic
 
Don’t wait, look
Even if it’s an utterly hopeless dance
It doesn’t matter
To the right, to the left
Cast your magic
 
Now just innocently
Don’t change
 
Even if it’s an utterly hopeless dance
It doesn’t matter
To the right, to the left
Cast your magic
 
Don’t wait, look
Even if it’s an utterly hopeless dance
It doesn’t matter
To the right, to the left
Cast your magic
 
Don’t say “But... what?”
In this instant at your eyes,
I’m gazing
Cast your magic
 
2020.08.06.

Handmade Gifts

I know
that is not simple
always to seize the moment
The truth is a joke
and I am true if you laugh.
I know it's not easy
to act as if nothing happened
When you try everything
and here is what I want that remains
Grandma's tortellini
Christmas at home
The blanket on the sofa and the handmade gifts
and to dream big
among these little things
among these little things
As you
look at me and say 'come
We won't go out tonight
The weather is beautiful
but it's more in the house'
As you
look at me and say 'come
We won't go out tonight
The weather is beautiful
but it's more in the house'
Protect these little things
The computer on me
to choose the film in a year
then to kiss you at night
and not to see the end
Carve out a space for me
to look you in the eye
to take you away from these places
where you are not fine
and where I'm not fine
And here is what I want that remains
to be late for dinners
Because we made love
Because we made love
As you
look at me and say 'come
We won't go out tonight
The weather is beautiful
but it's more in the house'
As you
look at me and say 'come
We won't go out tonight
The weather is beautiful
but it's more in the house'
As you
look at me and say 'come
We won't go out tonight
The weather is beautiful
but it's more in the house'
As you
look at me and say 'come
We won't go out tonight
The weather is beautiful
but it's more in the house'
And here is
what I want that remains
me to learn how to dance
because I follow your steps.
 
2020.08.02.

[Attack on Titan] Call your name (Italian)

He lost everything a month ago
and all that he has is that photo
but then he looks at me and smiles
I want to hold him tight until the end
 
I know he loved me dearly
we wanted to go away
to never return
but reality is different
I lost the dreams
in that disastor
 
I shall live but without you
I don't have more strength
I don't have anymore because
Oh, you are not with me anymore
I don't have more strength
there is nothing inside my eyes
I call out to you and you're not there
 
He knows that I loved him dearly
we wanted to go away
to never return
but reality is different
I lost the dreams
in that disastor
 
We don't know what will happen
I am scared and you are not here
we will die and no one will know
when will this horrible pain end?
 
You will live here within me
I don't have more strength
I don't have anymore because
Oh, where ever are you?
I don't have more strength
there is nothing inside of my eyes
I call out to you and you're not there
 
2020.08.02.

[Shingeki no Kyojin / Attack on Titan] Name of Love (Italian)

I say farewell to the world
to the shadows of another age
to a street that goes on
 
Hope and light
all of the things that I don't have
I still search for them
make me a promise, one that will not disappear
 
We will shout loudly the name that belongs to us
we will just hold on tightly to the joy and love, believe me if you can
words are just the heart of our identity
it will only be of our unhappiness
one day sooner or later who knows if we will still be together
never forget me
and I will not die if you will remember me
 
2020.07.31.

The Pink Lace

Chasing a dragonfly in a meadow
A day that had escaped from the past
When I thought I had made it
I failed
 
A silly saying has left me in suspense,
overwhelmed: 'She's not what I make her out to be'
The feeling was too intense,
And I stayed
 
I don't know
I don't know who you are
I don't know what will be of you
I don't know what will be of us
We'll learn only by living
 
That's why I fear this tenderness,
Now that our adventure,
Is a story made true,
I truly hope you will be sincere!
 
On this shop that holds so many things,
Some black, some green, some pink
I must pick the one that suits my destiny:
I don't know the way
 
I came home with my purchase
And I'm afraid to cut the pink lace
There's a difference in mistaking two things.
And mistaking a wife
 
I don't know
I don't know who you are
I don't know what will be of you
I don't know what will be of us
We'll learn only by living
 
That's why I fear this tenderness,
Now that our adventure,
Is a story made true,
I truly hope you will be sincere!
 
2020.07.19.

Scared

We all
Don't know , what's happening to both of us
Listen to me
You know, what we is within both of us
If you say I'm bored
My heart is going and tell me I'm tired
Your smell is still in every place in my room
Let people say whatever they like
Let people say whatever they like
 
Let's travel , you and I
Let's travel , together
 
I'm afraid
To go and forget me by the time
Your imae is still within my eyes
If you are missed , I will be waiting for you
Asking about you
 
I'm afraid
To go and forget me by the time
Your imae is still within my eyes
If you are missed , I will be waiting for you
Asking about you
 
We are living
as we want , not like people want
They are wrong
They don't understand, what's happening to me and what i'm feeling
For those who said it's just a desire love
Trust me , and take my hand
Your heart , comes first
Look at me, I love you
 
Let's travel , you and I
Let's travel , together
 
I'm afraid
To go and forget me by the time
Your image is still shown within my eyes
If you are missed , I will be waiting for you
Asking about you
 
I'm afraid
To go and forget me by the time
Your imae is still within my eyes
If you are missed , I will be waiting for you
Asking about you
 
2020.07.19.

Haven't I Had The Pleasure?

Ah, madam, madam,
wait just a moment.
Ah, but I know you from somewhere.
You really don't remember me at all?
 
Haven't I had the pleasure?
Don't we know each other already?
Was it by the sea, at 5:00 tea, or was it in Switzerland?
Haven't I had the pleasure of meeting you somewhere before?
Madam, I know exactly how it began with us.
 
You mean - a mistake, oh, pardon me, I don't believe so.
The world is certainly small enough and I'd never forget you.
Sorry, haven't I had the pleasure?
Please say yes!
That would be so very lovely, then I'd just stay right here.
 
Whenever I see some pretty girls crying,
I follow close behind because I like to see such things up close.
And it just sets my heart ablaze every time.
I tip my hat gallantly and say with great courage:
Oh,
haven't I had the pleasure?
Don't we know each other already?
Was it by the sea, at 5:00 tea, or was it in Switzerland?
Haven't I had the pleasure of meeting you somewhere before?
I know, madam, exactly how it began with us.
 
You mean - a mistake, oh, pardon me, I don't believe so.
The world is certainly small enough and I'd never forget you.
Sorry, haven't I had the pleasure?
Please say yes!
That would be so very lovely, then I'd just stay right here.
 
2020.07.17.

Song To Our Memory

In the rose bush i saw your lips
strawberries painted a familiar smile
i wanted to caress your cheeks
suddenly I realized I kissed a pillow
 
In my dreams i heard your steps
the leaves of autumn descend from your long dress
on a autumn morning i awoke again without you
to another bland day of shattered love (x2)
 
In every cloud i drew your face
and your eyes - ember blue
maybe the same cold moon looks now at you
a star falls, the heavers are locked
 
In my dreams i heard your steps
the leaves of autumn descend from your long dress
on a autumn morning i awoke again without you
to another bland day of shattered love
 
In the rose bush i saw your lips
strawberries painted a familiar smile
i wanted to caress your cheeks
suddenly I realized I kissed a pillow
 
2020.07.16.

Life is a gift

Every day, we write the story of our lives,
we break up, we love, we want better.
We make every adventure
a big creation story and that is our life.
 
Life is a gift, unique, when we just realise it correctly.
Life is a gift, a heartbeat, a joy, a sorrow, the sum of the feelings.
 
Sometimes, a shade of darkness hides the light colour of the bottom, until the sum of sadness grinds the future to be more beautiful.
Sometimes, desires lead us, lost astray, and that too is our life.
 
Life is a gift, unique, when we just realise it correctly.
Life is a gift, a heart beat, joy, sorrow, the sum of the feelings.
Life is a gift, unique, when we just realise it correctly.
Life is a gift, a heart beat, joy, sorrow, the sum of the feelings.
 
2020.07.16.

Crazy Heart

A crazy heart that still follows you
and day and night thinks only of you.
And I can never make it understand
that you love someone else and not me.
 
A crazy heart, crazy to tether,
that still believes you think of me.
It is not convinced that you left—
that you have left me and will not return.
 
Tell it the truth—(tell it the truth)—the truth.
And perhaps it will understand—(perhaps understand)—understand
because you have never told me the truth.
 
A crazy heart that loves you
and forgives you for everything you do.
But sooner or later you know that it will heal.
You will lose it—like that, you will lose it.
 
~~~~~
 
Tell it the truth—(tell it the truth)—the truth.
And perhaps it will understand—(perhaps understand)—understand
because you have never told me the truth.
 
A crazy heart that loves you
and forgives you for everything you do.
But sooner or later you know that it will heal.
You will lose it—like that, you will lose it.
 
A crazy heart (a crazy heart) that loves you (that loves you).
A crazy heart (a crazy heart), crazy to tether (crazy to tether).
A crazy heart (a crazy heart) that loves you (that loves you).
A crazy heart (a crazy heart), crazy to tether (crazy to tether).
A crazy heart (a crazy heart) that loves you (that loves you).
A crazy heart (a crazy heart), crazy to tether (crazy to tether).
A crazy heart.
 
2020.07.15.

What are we waiting for to be happy?

What are we waiting for to be happy?
What are we waiting for to party?
The way is ready
The sky is blue
There are songs in the grand piano
There is hope in everyone's eyes
And smiles in every dimple
Joy is looking out for us
It's wonderful
What are we waiting for to be happy?
 
What are we waiting for to be happy?
What are we waiting for to party?
There are hazelnuts
In the sunken lane
There are grapes, red ones, white ones, blue ones
Butterflies leave by two
And the millipede puts on his socks
The skylarks
Confess to each other
What are we waiting for
What are we waiting for
What are we waiting for to be happy?
 
2020.07.15.

It will lead you the way

Why must always the same orders be done
And work before going back on the road
When hearing only my heart dares
Maybe the world can be completely conquered
 
Not impossible is the path to the dreams
You will reach it, when you reach for the skies
 
Your wings can carry you
Just fly, maybe life without worry plays only once
 
Your conscience tells this is the way to be
Even though it has never been done before
Believe in the power of love
That will lead you the way
 
2020.07.14.

In the origin, the woman was the sun

I burned out falling in love
And I loitered through a glacier called loneliness
The destiny loved by sorrow
Beckons my heart
 
But the sun rises in my bare chest
Now even the sadness
Becomes strength to live
 
I feel no grudge for anyone
That's why someone stares
At all of me still
 
My heart lost in dreams spilled blood
Angry for an unrewarded love
The night exists for greeting the morning
The sky and the earth taught me
 
As a woman born in the origin
The truth is that
I want to search for love
 
Nobody console me
But someone feel
All of me embraced
 
Darkness melts, the wind murmurs
I caught even the weakness
 
What was the good about you being born man?
Surely I'm glad that I was born woman
 
Nobody console me
But someone feel
All of me embraced
All of me
 
2020.07.07.

Yesterday

Yesterday
It was a happy day
Now there is no path to find all my old dreams that have disappeared.
 
The memories that are vaguely coming back
There is no way to soothe a lonely heart
Again, today I become wet with tears.
 
Why did you leave me and go that time
What kind of thought did you have that made you leave me.
 
The you that turned around slowly
I can still see it in front of me
Again, today I walk alone
 
Why he had to go
I don't know, he wouldn't say
I said something wrong,
Now I long for yesterday
 
Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday
 
I believe in yesterday
I believe in yesterday
 
2020.07.03.

Two cats' funny duet

Meow
Meow
Meow
Meow
Meow
Meow
Meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow-meow meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow
Meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow meow
Meow
Meow
 
2020.07.01.

TATTOO

I don't like it
Discovery of new discrimination
What changed at some point was your eyes
The memories of Innocent childhood are all gone
I'm different from you
You said I'm wrong
 
Eh eh
Everything is the same
In this identical world
We just look different ,but why should I be under this yoke?
Even if I try to come closer,you close the door to me
With your eyes and ears closed ,you point a finger at me
 
Hey
I'm the same with you
Why do you try to push me away?
So black & blue
Black & blue
Why why why
 
Tattoo stuck in my heart
To you,why is it a taboo
It's not different
You and my way of talking
But to me,it's the reason of pain
 
Tattoo stuck in me
To you,why is it taboo
Even I am part of yours
Take it
Everything
Everything
Everything
Everything
Healing a long pain
 
You don't like it too
Someone's prejudice
Unwelcome eyes deeply engraved in my body
I dreamed about freedom like butterfly but
I'm different from you
You said I'm wrong
 
Hey
There is no answer why
Do you push me away like that?
So black & blue black & blue
Why why why
 
Tattoo stuck in my heart
To you,why is it taboo
It's not different
You and my way of talking
But to me,it's the reason of pain
 
Tattoo stuck in me
To you,why is it a taboo
Even I am part of yours
Take it
Everything
Everything
Everything
Everything
Healing a long pain
 
What am I supposed to do?
I want to come closer to you
At the moment of reaching out my hand,you go away
I want to connect the disconnected link
 
When you and I
Can we look in the same direction?
To wet the dry earth
Rain is fallin'down fallin' down
 
I wouldn't leave something as wrong as it is
Scars heal up quickly
Maybe even the only prejudice
Everything remains in me now
 
This pain makes me more miserably beautiful
Rather I fill the vacancy
Let it blow
 
Tattoo stuck in my heart
To you,why is it a taboo
It's not different
You and my way of talking
But to me,it's the reason of pain
 
Tattoo stuck in me
To you,why is it a taboo
Even I am part of yours
Take it
Everything
Everything
Everything
Everything
Healing of a long pain
 
Healing of a long pain
What am I supposed to do?
 
Tattoo stuck in me
To you,why is it a taboo
Even I am part of yours
Take it
Everything
Everything
Everything
Everything
 
2020.06.29.

Istanbul's pain

Wings broken to pieces these August nights
While the stars are boiling
Pouring down my feet with a crash
You
If you are Istanbul again
I'm gonna grow hell vines with blood severity again
I will spit poems by handfulls
So again me
All flags are rising in the forest of poles in the harbor
Individual rhymes twisted in front of the doors
Telaviv songs illuminating the Jewish streets
Descend upon the blue asphalts
Bending the knees
If you are Istanbul again
Extending its dirty lips to my cloudy lips
Stabbed by train screams at Sirkeci Station
From Haydarpaşa in suicide fumes
Looking at the Anatolian hills
Crying
If you are Istanbul again
If I’m not deceived
His collars are with cloves... if he doesn't cheat on me
Until blood gushes from my ears
I'm at your command again
If I’m not embarrassed
Having my eyes drip into my glass
I can poison
Myself, Atilla İlhan, that I know
Autumn will hold the darkness sooner
The bachelors are steamed at Tarlabaşı pensions
The cries of exams are rising from the university
Diesel trucks are drunk at Tophane Pier
Fearless drivers in love with their steering wheel
Sleeplessly driving
Is that you, hey Istanbul?
Are these your hands?
Are these ships yours, buddy?
Are these tattooed ships yours?
Which take their minarets between their teeth like toothpicks,
From harbor to harbor, and which spit this diesel?
Why do they get so big as the nights go flat?
Why are the sparks of emergency gushing constantly?
From their antennas?
Why?
Well Istanbul, how about me?
What about passenger Abbas who sticks his lines to customs walls
Like four colorful wall posters?
What about my sorrow?
What about your pain?
With your heavy hobnails you crushed my sleep wakelessly
Like a crazy snake vomiting desperate poisons
You poured inside me
It's your pain
It's yours
If you are Istanbul again
If I'm not mistaken
You
To whom I want to take in my hands as an old book
To whom I want to read to Sicilian fishermen, to Marseillean dock workers
Line by line
If you are Istanbul, again
If it is your pain that I feel like a barbed cradle all over me
You won, again, hey Istanbul
You won, I was defeated
Till blood gushes from my ears
I'm at your command again
If I die, if I stay alone, and my wallet gets lost
If I go broke, if I stay in seclusion
If no mailman knocks on my door any time
If I'm not mistaken
If you are Istanbul again
If they are your whistles that are stuck in my ears
From my loneliness that rotates like planets in my eyeballs
It means I got out breaking their doors with a kick
You know it too, Istanbul
How many times I wrote, who knows?
How many times have our eyelashes turned into bayonets
Brother mirc and me in September 1949
We lit a fire like mohicans in the streets
We worshipped you
Did you forget it
We worshipped you
 
2020.06.29.

The Volcano Girl

Aurora said the volcano girl caught fire
In her room
And she just talked
About the past of the pain that torments
Her mind and the creator spirit
 
In imagination, you're not alone
You're going to erupt
And end it all
 
The ground rotted away
The leaves in her room changed seasons
Cloud of resentment
That left her illusion, and in my mind, destruction
 
It was a cruel fixture
It goes in spiral
From the volcano's lava that's about to explode
Pretty Dora, where are you
 
Don't you get burnt
The volcano girl got scared
You're going to erupt
 
2020.06.27.

Three Carat Diamond

I hate to suspect, please
(I really hate it)
I want you to tell me the truth
(My heart aches)
On a corner, on a weekend noon
(A blue Jaguar)
I noticed your car, and in the middle of the autumn wind
(You sped up)
Sometimes chance carries sadness to my heart
Who is that woman who laughed elegantly?
Tenderness burst open
Tears overflow
A lie like a three carat diamond
Glows in your chest
A lie like a three carat diamond
Is too dazzling before my eyes
 
It's painful that you're not honest
(It's really painful)
I walk a bit slower in the middle of the autumn wind
(Looking down)
Suddenly the landscape changed and shakes more
You like that woman sitting on the passenger seat
I don't know why words are cut short
I don't know why time stops
A lie like a three carat diamond
Even if you're quiet, it comes out with the light
A lie like a three carat diamond
Snaps my love
 
(Please tell me, because I don't want to cry)
 
A lie like a three carat diamond
Even if you're quiet, it comes out with the light
A lie like a three carat diamond
Snaps my love
 
2020.06.27.

Kkondae Latte

Please stop
It’s the kkondae latte again today
 
One cup in the morning,
Three cups at lunch
10 cups in the evening
But each day repeats so typically
 
“Back in my days…”
It’s starting again
If you’re wondering “how can you ever know?”
Then have a latte
 
Latte latte latte latte
Latte latte latte latte
Kkondae latte starting from the morning
 
Latte latte latte latte
Latte latte latte latte
Please stop
It’s the kkondae latte again today
 
Sharp in the morning, hazy by lunch
Not sure where my head’s at by evening
Each day repeats so typically
 
“Back in my days…”
It’s starting again
If you’re wondering “how can you ever know?”
Then have a latte
 
Latte latte latte latte
Latte latte latte latte
Kkondae latte starting from the morning
 
Latte latte latte latte
Latte latte latte latte
Please stop
It’s the kkondae latte again today
 
Latte latte latte latte
Latte latte latte latte
Kkondae latte all day
 
Latte latte latte latte
Latte latte latte latte
Please stop
No refills please
 
2020.06.26.

No matter what

The closer I go, the farther you
get My difficult love Without
even caring about my heart
You just brightly smile at me
 
I try to fix my thoughts
multiple times a day
But love keeps growing
no matter what
 
It keeps growing It doesn’t work
even if I scold myself It keeps doing
the opposite like a child Please stop
I try to shut up my heart
but I only think of you
From the start to finish, it’s you
 
Though I desperately want,
though I hope
My love can’t come true
 
It keeps growing It doesn’t work
even if I scold myself It keeps doing
the opposite like a child Please stop
I try to shut up my heart
but I only think of you In the end,
I can’t go on if it’s not you
 
Please come
a little closer to me
Open your heart
just once
 
If only I can hold you
in my embrace
If only I can feel you
just once
 
With just that, I would be able
to live But in front of me, you
don’t know anything
As you smile
 
From the start to finish,
you don’t know me