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A keresés eredménye oldal 3

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2022.01.23.

You will forget me

You will forget me
You will forget me
You will forget
And you won't die from it, my darling
You won't die because you will forget me
I will forget you
I will forget you
I will forget
And I won't die because of this in my solitude
Maybe I won't die only because of it
You will forget me
You will forget me
You will forget
And you won't die from it, my darling
You won't die because you will forget me
I will forget you
I will forget you
I will forget
And I won't die because of this in my solitude
Maybe I won't die only because of it
You will forget me
You will forget me
You will forget
And you won't die from it, my darling
You won't die because you will forget me
I will forget you
I will forget you
I will forget
And I won't die because of this in my solitude
Maybe I won't die only because of it
I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
 
2022.01.16.

Lehetséges

Két 'Szeretlek' van belekarcolva a szívembe
Feléd jövök, szerelmem, és várom, hogy megments
Feléd jövök, szerelmem, és várom, hogy megments
Két 'Szeretlek' van belekarcolva a szívembe
 
Azt mondtad, nem lehetünk újra együtt,
Hogy szó sem lehet róla, darabokra törted a szívem
Azt mondod, lehetetlen, de az egyik csókommal, szerelmem,
Lehetséges, lehetséges, lehetséges
 
Egy nagy törés keletkezett a szívemben
Feléd jövök, szerelmem, és várom, hogy megments
Feléd jövök, szerelmem, és várom, hogy megments
Egy nagy törés keletkezett a szívemben
 
Azt mondtad, nem lehetünk újra együtt,
Hogy szó sem lehet róla, darabokra törted a szívem
Azt mondod, lehetetlen, de az egyik csókommal, szerelmem,
Lehetséges, lehetséges, lehetséges
 
2022.01.12.

The oil lamp

With an oil lamp
With an oil lamp
With an oil lamp
and an army blanket.
 
And a body without any concerns
And a body without any concerns
And a body without any concerns
this is my portrait.
 
Don't you talk to me about living big
Don't you talk to me about living big
Don't you talk to me about living big
dude, please don't.
 
This other man too, lived into a large ceramic jar
This other man too, lived into a large ceramic jar
This other man too, lived into a large ceramic jar
but he was happy.
 
Meanwhile, King Midas
Meanwhile, King Midas
Meanwhile, King Midas
starved to death.
 
whatever he touched
whatever he touched
whatever he touched
turned into gold
 
..but he starved to death.
 
2021.11.29.

Promise nothing

We are only sixteen, but grown-up inside
You had loads of pain and I was unfree
The best that has happened is that I looked in your direction
We said we would last forever
 
We would never become like them, do you remember?
I have never regretted that we swore that
It's a relief that neither of us knows
What will happen tomorrow and the days after
 
Promise nothing, but please stay
Us two are chaos, but will be so right for each other
The way you touch me drives me crazy
Promise nothing
 
I think of you every time I am not with you
And every time someone asks how I want them to take me in
There is a concern that neither of us knows
Why precisely you and I didn't manage
 
Promise nothing, but please stay
Us two are chaos, but will be so right for each other
The way you touch me drives me crazy
Promise nothing
 
Promise nothing
Promise nothing
Promise nothing, but stay in my life because I am grown-up now
But sixteen inside
So promise nothing, but please stay
Us two are chaos, but will be so right for each other
The way you touch me drives me crazy
Promise nothing, so we don't create something that ends
 
2021.11.21.

Hol van a szerelem

Semmim sincsen, én, aki a te álmodat élem
Nincs semmim, minden nap önmagam utálom
Magányosabb vagyok, ha nem vagyok egyedül
Egy út vagyok fény nélküli jelekkel.
 
Semmim sincsen, én, aki egy ünnepet élek
Nincs semmim, és ezt a csöndben ünneplem
A szerelem most nekem börtön
Ez nem az a szerelem, amit tanítottál nekem.
 
Hol van a szerelem, a szerelem, ami jönni fog
A szerelem, ami meggyógyít és táncra hív
Hol van a szerelem, a szerelem, ami győz
És az ajtón bekopogtat, de nem talál itt engem
Hol van a szerelem, és hol vagyok én
és hol vagyok én...
 
Nincs semmim, bár azt mondom, minden rendben
Tükörkép vagyok egy összetört tükörben
Ezer darab, ami nem ragad össze már
Csak a szerelem képes csodákra, azt mondják.
 
Hol van a szerelem, a szerelem, ami jönni fog
A szerelem, ami meggyógyít és táncra hív
Hol van a szerelem, a szerelem, ami győz
És az ajtón bekopogtat, de nem talál itt engem
 
Hol van a szerelem, a szerelem, ami jönni fog
A szerelem, ami meggyógyít és táncra hív
Hol van a szerelem, a szerelem, ami győz
És az ajtón bekopogtat, de nem talál itt engem
Hol van a szerelem, és hol vagyok én
és hol vagyok én...
 
2021.11.13.

Mirror on the wall

It lies, the mirror lies:
Dirty, broken, liar, slow.
It offends, the mirror offends:
It pulls the curtains in front of one's eyes.
It goes down, the mirror goes down,
Behind the thoughts, underneath the skin.
 
It laughs, the mirror laughs
About my affections and my successes
It laughs, the mirror laughs
About my flaws and my complexes.
It blows between its coils,
My certainties fall to the bottom.
 
I am here,
Without filters, and without tricks.
I am like this
Beyond the veil of my eyes
There is a universe inside of me
I am here
Here in front of you.
 
Mirror, mirror on the wall:
Love me, hug me, accept me.
Mirror, mirror of my fairy tales
Love me, value me, respect me.
Mirror, mirror of my blemishes,
Tell me the truth.
 
I am here,
Without filters, and without tricks.
I am like this
Beyond the veil of my eyes
Look for the reflection inside me
And you will never lie to me again.
I am here,
Here in front of you.
 
Away with the masks on my eyes and my soul,
My heart, my essence will guard.
I just want to be the real me, everyday
And you will be, and you will be a memory
Ooh, ooh
 
I am here,
Without filters, and without tricks.
I am like this
Beyond the veil of my eyes
Look for the reflection inside me
And you will never lie to me again.
I am here,
Here in front of you.
 
2021.10.17.

Fred singer and sweet Miss Cecilia Lind

Versions: #1
Near Gothenburg's seacoast an orchestra plays
A full moon is shining like glass through the haze.
They dance cheek-to-cheek as the accordions begin,
Fred Singer and sweet Miss Cecilia Lind.
 
She closes her eyes and his heartbeat she feels.
She floats in his arms as they swing on their heels.
He leads and she follows as light as the wind.
But why are you blushing, Cecilia Lind?
 
Could it be something Fred Singer has said?
'Your grace and your perfume go straight to my head.
Your figure is lovely 'et tres feminine'!
My God, you're so pretty, Cecilia Lind.'
 
But the band finished playing, where could they go now?
The street where she lived was near his anyhow.
They arrived at her gate and before going in,
'I want you to kiss me,' said Cecilia Lind.'
 
Shame on you, Freddy, your old heart's gone wild!
Cecilia Lind is still only a child
as pure as a flower, unblemished by sin.
'I'm soon seventeen,' said Cecilia Lind.'
 
The hours drift away in the stars' magic light.
Though Freddy is old, there's a new moon tonight.
They say love is blind, you may lose -- you may win.
'Oh, kiss me again,' said Cecilia Lind.'
 
2021.10.09.

Old Dimos died

I got old, my boys. Fifty years being a brigand*
i haven't enjoyed sleep, and now, exhausted
i am finally getting some sleep. My heart has dried up
My blood was shed like a fountain, i am left without even a drop.
 
I want go to sleep. Cut a branch from a mountain tree
i want it to be green and fresh, to be blooming,
and go on make my bed and put me there to lay down.
 
Who knows what kind of a tree shall spring up from my grave!
If it springs up a plane tree, in its shadow
young brigands will come and hang their weapons.
And they shall sing about my youth and my bravery.
And if a beautiful and black-dressed cypress grows,
young brigands will come and take pine cones,
to clean their wounds, and say a prayer for the soul of Old Dimos.
 
..........................................................................
Run, my boy, fast, run up to the hill
and shoot with my riffle. In my sleep
i want to hear for the last time, its sound.
 
-------------------------------------------
Old Dimos heard the riffle gust, in his deep sleep
his pale lips smiled, and he crossed his arms...
Old Dimos died, Old Dimos passed away...
 
2021.08.05.

We Are Going to Jail

The patrol cars showed up
They came for a check once again
You, pretend we are playing hide and seek
And then you may begin to dance
 
Sit down...
Sit down...
 
Sit down still and don't dance
We are going to jail
We are going to jail
Sit down still and don't give me a hard time
We are going to jail
We are going to jail
 
Treat me, treat me, treat me kisses
Gone away, gone away, gone away the kids are
Goodbye and sloppy kisses
Goodbye and sloppy kisses
 
The patrol cars showed up
They came for a check once again
You, pretend we are playing hide and seek
And then you may begin to dance
 
Sit down...
Sit down...
 
Sit down still and don't dance
We are going to jail
We are going to jail
Sit down still and don't give me a hard time
We are going to jail
We are going to jail
 
Treat me, treat me, treat me kisses
Gone away, gone away, gone away the kids are
Goodbye and sloppy kisses
Goodbye and sloppy kisses
 
2021.07.30.

Onisilos

Next to me stood Onisilos
having emerged out of history and legend
in flesh and bones*.
 
The brave leader King
was holding in his hand what he was left with
an empty scull
- his own head-
full of bees.
 
For ten years Onisilos kept sending his bees
to sting us
to awaken us
to deliver a message to us.
 
Ten thousand bees were sent by Onisilos
and they all damned-died on our thick-skin
without us feeling anything.
 
And when the marching steps of the enemies
reached Salamina
Onisilos outraged.
He couldn't stand it anymore.
He grabbed his scull
and smashed it over my head.
 
And i dropped dead.
Inglorious,wrecked
cursed by Onisilos.
 
2021.07.01.

Winds

So close, but do you hear it
Voice, without which you sort of don't exist
No one will stop it inside
Even if they'll say that you surely aren't able to do anything
 
Before you, like the winds in the mountains
They are all raging on one side
In the mountains, right there and he's protecting you - always nearby
Before you, like the winds in the mountains
 
Bright light in the distance, is this the end?
Everything is calming down, it seems there's only silence left
But when the storm rises you'll be strong - you are calm
Because no one is able to destroy everything no more
 
Before you, like the winds in the mountains
They are all raging on one side
In the mountains, right there and he's protecting you - always nearby
Before you, like the winds in the mountains
 
And only there, where you feel safe
Don't ever let go of this feeling
Don't ever let go of this feeling
 
Before you, like the winds in the mountains
They are all raging on one side
In the mountains, right there and he's protecting you - always nearby
Before you, like the winds in the mountains
 
2021.06.20.

What gift

What gift shall we offer to honor friendship?
Which literary work will defend a fragile love?
Listen at night a heart in sorrow
singing in the midst of loneliness.
 
Where the land of love is to be found?
Who is the one who cultivates it?
Who is the one who tastes its precious fruit?
With tarot cards
on a vicious rock
the day sprouts as a weed.
 
The twirl of the wheels
in the forest of shadows
makes the winged singers go away
and their lives are seized
breaths in duets
with their guitars out of tune.
 
The recipes were found
and the hearts like artists
digitally said 'I love you'.
Lusts that stay all night awake
to be mirrored
on an empty faced screen.
 
With a veil of smoke
a faint moon
like a consenting light of the whole scene
The dome of the soul
impure senses
and hugs like red tulips.
 
2021.06.18.

Serene Taste

I like what I am when I'm with you
It tastes like a deep, deep blue1
The fragrance of water
When I lean into you
 
The year freezes over in August
I fritter my days away with the taste of you
In my mouth, worn out from so much
Bitterness
 
Longing for the past that wears out the word2
Without savoring it
The word without tasting the word
I like who I was when I was with you
 
How frightening it was to lose you
The flooding river that I feel
When I look out at the coast
Thaws my regret, drop by drop3
 
I waste all my neurons on your face
Wearing out my bossa with so much attachment4
Reminiscence that disgraces the word itself
Without savoring
The word without tasting the word
 
  • 1. 'Fundo azul' means 'blue background/core'. I tweaked it a little to make it make sense and also keep the poetic feeling of the original phrase. Of course, sadly, much of the poetry of the original was lost in translation.
  • 2. You may very well have seen the word 'saudade' floating around the webs as an 'untranslatable' word. It's true that it IS very difficult, nigh impossible, to capture its full meaning in any simple English phrase. 'Saudade' means fondly remembering something or someone you had access to before but currently don't, and wishing you had it again. It doesn't necessarily mean something or someone that is gone forever and is used for just about everything, not just in romantic or dramatic contexts.
  • 3. Literally it says 'Melts/thaws all the displeasure/regret. 'Melts' sounded wrong, I wanted to use a phrasing that would convey the feeling of something undoing itself or falling away slowly and coolly.
  • 4. Here I am fairly certain she means 'bossa nova', the famous Brazilian musical genre. 'Amarrar' means attaching both physically and figuratively-- 'to tie (together), and also 'to get attached' to someone or something.
2021.06.14.

Stay a Little Longer

Good morning, baby
You know I’m sorry, I come back late and I’m still on my feet
Freaking out is useless
Come on, don’t start thinking useless thoughts
Those chats are from yesterday and you don’t know who I was
I get the Gucci bag, if you work hard, you give up
You want one of my kisses but I’ll kiss everyone
And you know that I rip stitches, I’ll punch you in the heart
On your back, I promise, I’ll take notes and I’ll lose them all
I was drunk a lot, but when I drink I only sing about you
I’ll look at you, it’s only you I’m talking about
Kick and punch my heart like a sack
I’ll sing to you on stage too
 
In the dark of the night I’ll recognize you
And if I drank too much, I’ll text you
 
Stay a little longer
I wonder if I’ll forget you
Or if I won’t be able to
To distract myself I’ll go out
I’ll see you running off in your Nike’s
I know how many girls’ posts you hit like on
I know that you’ll lie to me
But stay a little longer, woah-oh
 
I want someone that listens to me, hey
In my head is a rebellion
If we don’t see each other again
I’d like to tell you that
I’ve got thousands of unanswered questions
And doubts that no one will resolve
I’ve got half a cigarette and half the blame
But one has shrunk with fire
How much does happiness cost us?
The sky is no match for us
To life the world I don’t have the strength
I go away with my heart in the bag, no
 
In the dark of the night I’ll recognize you
And if I drank too much, I’ll text you
 
Stay a little longer
I wonder if I’ll forget you
Or if I won’t be able to
To distract myself I’ll go out
I’ll see you running off in your Nike’s
I know how many girls’ posts you hit like on
I know that you’ll lie to me
But stay a little longer, woah-oh
 
Tell me to say, baby, I’ll stay here
I’m on my fourth gin, you’re on your third drink
Let’s fight with our hearts together in this film
I’m Quentin Tarantino but it’s not Kill Bill
It speaks, the voice speaks
While the head commands me, who condemns me
I want lips to kiss her, to remember her
I gave you my life in your hand to ruin it
 
Stay a little longer
I wonder if I’ll forget you
Or if I won’t be able to
To distract myself I’ll go out
I’ll see you running off in your Nike’s
I know how many girls’ posts you hit like on
I know that you’ll lie to me
But stay a little longer, woah-oh
 
2021.05.28.

Utánad is van élet!

Tán azt hitted, hogy Teutánad
Egyenesen a halál szemeibe nézek
De a dolgok, Kedvesem, oly különössé váltak,
S láthatod, én még mindig élek...
 
Utánad is van élet,
Jól érzem magam, s örökké mosolygok
Sajnálom, ha ez szomorúvá tett Téged,
Ám, ez az igazság..., csak ennyit mondhatok...
Hiába, utánad is van élet,
Tán nem ezt vártad volna egykoron,
Hisz azt vártad, hogy megőrüljek...
S hogy segítségért kiáltsak, hisz egyedül nem bírom...
 
S hogy-hogy nem,
Még mindig itt vagyok
A szabályszerűség ellenére
Melyeket meghatároztál, s már be nem tarthatok...
S hogy-hogy nem
Éltem én eddig is, Kedvesem,
S emlékezetemben
Nincs helyed már, hisz kitöröltelek, teljesen...
 
Tán azt hitted, hogy Utánad
Nem tudom majdan, hová megyek, s honnan jöttem én
S hogy szakításunk nem vezet, csak a halál kapujába,
De szerencsére másképp történt - tévedtél!
 
2021.05.28.

Te vagy minden, mi kell, s ami nem kell nekem

Te vagy minden, mi kell, s mi nem kell nekem
Nem kell az az élet, melyben Tőled messze kéne lennem
Te vagy minden, mi kell, s mi nem kell nekem
El sem tudom képzelni, milyen lenne az életem
Ha nem lennél itt, s nem lennél mellettem
Te teszed színessé (töltöd ki) minden álmomat
Ne felejtsd, látom minden gondolatodat (mindig az emlékeid közt leszek)
 
Te vagy minden, mi nekem kell, s mire nincs szükségem
Nem kell az az élet, melyet Tőled messze kéne élnem
Te vagy minden, mi nekem kell, s mire nincs szükségem, hát bízz bennem
Az vagy, kire vártam, s kit mindig is szerettem
Szívem szívedbe zárva, mert Te éltetsz engem
Mert Te vagy, kit mindig is akartam, hát bízz bennem
 
Veled a pokolba is elmegyek
Hisz annyira akarlak, s annyira szeretlek
Semmi, és senki nem választhat szét Minket
Még a halál sem ijeszthet el Tőled engem
Semmi, és senki nem választhat el Minket, hát bízz bennem...
 
2021.05.28.

Ma éjjel

Ma éjjel nem alszom, egy szemhunyásnyit sem!
Inkább a pohár aljára nézek, elkeseredetten
Utánad kutatok, Tégedet kereslek,
A csésze kávéban is, melyet reggel egymagam iszom meg
Miért nem értesz?
Miért nem értesz meg?
Miért nem értesz meg soha sem?
 
Az évfordulónkat ma éjjel egyedül ünneplem én,
Hisz tán azt reméled, erre már nem is emlékszem, de tévedtél...
Ma éjjel részegre iszom magam, mert elmentél,
S a keserű magány mondja majd el Néked, nem én,
Kedvesem, hogy mennyire szeretném, ha újra itt lennél!
 
Ma éjjel még a Hold sem világít majd,
Az éjszaka sötétje nem hoz újabb hajnalt
Ma éjjel megfizetem minden fájdalmadat,
Nem Te vagy a hibás, csakis én, egymagam...
Miért nem értesz meg engemet, ó, jaj...?
 
2021.05.02.

On the island

When I will stop,
The feet don't know the path,
I miss the air of the village,
The tranquillity, the embrace and the glow
 
From the eyes of my parents,
From the warmth of my grandparents,
The desire to want more
Doesn't let me silence my voice
 
I was born of the Sun
Far from the Himalayas
I grew a sunflower
Right by the beach
If I had the manner
To leave there
I would run
Like no one has run
To you
 
High tide, shallow people
I am like a fish in this net
I want to go back to my house
Nothing quenches my thirst here
 
I was born of the Sun
Far from the Himalayas
I grew a sunflower
Right by the beach
If I had the manner
To leave there
I would run
Like no one has run
To you
 
I would go
But without leaving what I have here
I must live like this
And one day I'll discover the exit
Of this labyrinth and
I will stay there on the island
 
I was born of the Sun
Far from the Himalayas
I grew a sunflower
Right by the beach
If I had the manner
To leave there
I would run
Like no one has run
To you
 
2021.04.13.

The Love for You

Versions: #1
The music arrived all of a sudden.
Some call it America, some call it an electric shock.
I only know I was living out of air.
Forgive me if it sounds like rhetoric.
 
You were entirely the opposite of what I was looking for,
of what I thought was right for someone like me.
Instead, the one who foresaw everything was him
with the most beautiful taste of eternity.
 
The love for you can't be written on a piece of paper.
I can't be sung in a song, but in the meantime,
it leaves like this, breathless.
Is gorgeous like a newly born sun.
 
Sooner or later you'll see this isn't logic.
The life happening around us is not mathematics.
It grabs us to let us walk further on our own
and perhaps discover it is unique.
 
A bit sweet, a bit bitter.
A bit of mud, a bit of heaven.
Where do you find so many years of cinema?
In the place where we never look at.
Inside that fist on our faces that for us is time.
 
The love for you can't be put aside.
It makes me think of nothing else but you and our footprints,
beautiful like this, messy,
some right and some mistaken.
 
But the love for you is unique and perfect.
It's as if it was magical and it threw the cards away,
a bit like you when you never know anything
and then you read my mind if you feel like it.
 
If you grab my hands and smile,
I feel unique, I feel like the only one.
And can do anything
but once again, tell me I'm free
in this life I never think about.
Inside that fist on our faces that for us is time.
 
The love for you is stupid and doesn't care about anything.
It doesn't ask for advice, it doesn't know how to ask you questions.
It's done this way, irreverently.
It doesn't even cross our minds.
 
But the love for you is unique and perfect.
It's as if it was magical and it threw the cards away,
a bit like you when you never know anything
and then you read my mind if you feel like it.
 
2021.04.06.

Your Heart is Losing

I'm not one of those people who love themselves every day,
Because for me, it's either completely or not at all
Then who can know if it's right?
But your heart was beat for me, that's for certain
Perhaps you thought to yourself
That you'd have it easier without me
Who could understand how much this hurts
Because love requires courage
 
Refrain:
I think that you still don't understand
Your pride is winning
Your heart is losing
Because if you never risk anything
Don't invest anything
Your heart is losing
I was near you for far too long
And I was far from you for far too long
You still don't understand
Your heart is losing
 
I wish you the best, don't ask how I'm doing
I don't regret anything, but it's too late for us
I already gave you all of my chances
Though somehow you didn't see the last one
Maybe you didn't know what you truly wanted
Because you don't feel these things like I feel them
You regulate everything with only your understanding
Because you don't know any other way
 
Refrain:
I think that you still don't understand
Your pride is winning
Your heart is losing
Because if you never risk anything
Don't invest anything
Your heart is losing
I was near you for far too long
And I was far from you for far too long
You still don't understand
Your heart is losing
 
Your heart is losing
I was near you for far too long
And far from you for far too long
You still don't understand
Your heart is losing
 
2021.03.11.

Who You Are

Who you are
Come lay down next to me
In the early hours of dawn
And let me tell you
I am so thankful that you exist
In my life
 
Put your hand on my cheek
Let the heat rush in
Look me in the eyes
And feel how I want to be yours
Only yours
 
And when we make love
The skies spins past
You make sure my wings can carry me
Through your magic,
Who you are
 
I promise and I swear,
Even though I know that I am
So small on this earth
No feeling can get as big
As this one
 
And when we make love
The skies spins past
You make sure my wings can carry me
Through your magic,
Who you are
 
It’s because of you
That I dare to fly freely
So I want to ask you here and now
Promise to stay
Just who you are
 
So I want to ask you here and now
Promise to stay
Just who you are
 
So I want to ask you here and now
Promise to stay
Just who you are
 
2021.02.24.

Where is your soul?

Two emerald eyes with the reflection of the soul,
And they convert into the eternal darkness.
 
2021.02.20.

I Carry, For you

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I carry for you
A feeling that grows everyday
Eyes fall asleep
While the heart is forever restless
 
My raging yearning and passion leave me worrisome.
I felt safe with you
A strange feeling I sense whenever I look at you
I long for you
Even when you're next to me, in the embrace of my heart I long for you
I granted you
All what's precious to me, so as my heart is vulnerable for you
 
My love, I
Need from you each loving gaze
My soul, I
Feel a second in your absence is worth to a million year
My heart
Whenever you're away, is never with me
 
2021.02.07.

Lemon tree of Heaven

Lemon tree of Heaven
one small branch of oblivion
keep for me too, keep for me too
 
That I have two years on the neck
bound sigh
and locked lips, and locked lips
 
Fill with myrrh and fragrances my small body
that resurrect the hearts my little lemon
that resurrect the hearts my little lemon
that stop the pain
 
Send me your white blossom with the perfumes
before I fall and wither in other bodies
before I fall and wither in other bodies
before I enter the third year
 
Lemon tree of Heaven
hide the clothes of the murderer
in bitterness's closet
in bitterness's closet
 
The bloody waters
to grow the wings again
that love broke
that love broke
 
Fill with myrrh and fragrances my little body
that resurrect the hearts my little lemon
that resurrect the hearts my little lemon
that stop the pain
 
Send me your white blossom with the perfumes
before I fall and wither in other bodies
before I fall and wither in other bodies
before I enter the third year
 
2021.01.23.

Rondo - Black prince

Elizabeth!
What magic
is stopping me from moving away from you
Like all the others?
 
There's no coming without going
No light without night
Without disappointment no understanding
Shadows, swaying
By invisible force
Become eternal and pass away
 
Everything from the moment
When your gaze understood me
Suddenly there is clarity in the longing
In the moment
when your feelings found me
A hunch suddenly became the truth
 
Anything but to guide you
and overcome you
I want to be loved
and to bind your hope to me
 
Because I want you to want me
to confess to me
To find your dream in me
 
I recognize you, Black Prince
And I do not fear you
You're not like they describe you
You see right through me, Black Prince
And you're mirrored in me
Let me stay by your side
 
Instead of completing my mission in silence
I want to be loved and feel your warmth in me
 
Because I want you to want me
and to confess to me*
Until then I will wait
 
No life without death
No dreams without sleep
No sinking without floating
 
From that moment
(Until you dare)
When your gaze met mine
(To surrender yourself )
My wish was to live in you
 
2020.12.06.

The perfect mistake

What is that, what is that
which has brought me to you
What is that, what is that
That the heart has endured
 
This is not love, this is something stronger
That makes the heroin cry
That brings me back to you again
 
I want to turn back time
Do you remember me?
When the love is gone, just dreams remain
Just call me sometime at the least
I want to turn back time
I didn't love anyone like I love you
My dear, because that is the price
When the mistake is a perfect one
 
What is that, what is that
That no one ever prevents
What is that, what is that
That is never healed
 
There is no answer, but it's always looked for
Everything else goes by, but what always counts
Is what brings me back to you again
 
I want to turn back time
Do you remember me?
When the love is gone, just dreams remain
Just call me sometime at the least
I want to turn back time
I didn't love anyone like I love you
My dear, because that is the price
When the mistake is a perfect one
 
I want to turn back time
Do you remember me?
When the love is gone, just dreams remain
Just call me sometime at the least
I want to turn back time
I didn't love anyone like I love you
My dear, because that is the price
When the mistake is a perfect one
 
2020.11.27.

All of My Heart

All of my heart misses you
There are miles between you and me
Take my hand and take me to you
Oh my rainbow, my heart is colorless
 
You are my love and faith
You are my companion
You are the cure of my tired heart
You are the oinment of my broken heart
 
I'm obsessed about your eyes
Yes, I am your child
Dress me up by clothe of happiness (make me happy)
I'm off, light me up
 
All of my heart misses you
There are miles between you and me
Take my hand and take me to you
Oh my rainbow, my heart is colorless
 
The scent of your hands spread in my house
It is time for a new growth for the roots of my bud
 
With you, the desert of my dream is the green garden is spring
My eyes have been impatient for the meeting for a long time
 
All of my heart misses you
There are miles between you and me
Take my hand and take me to you
Oh my rainbow, my heart is colorless
 
All of my heart misses you
There are miles between you and me
Take my hand and take me to you
Oh my rainbow, my heart is colorless
 
2020.11.24.

Marietta's song

Happiness that has stayed with me,
move up close beside me, my true love.
In the grove evening is waning,
yet you are my light and day.
One heart beats uneasily against the other,
while hope is soaring heavenward.
 
How true, a mournful song.
The song of the true love
bound to die.
 
I know this song.
I often heard it sung
in happier days of yore.
There is yet another stanza -
have I still got it in mind?
 
Though dismal sorrow is drawing nigh,
move up close beside me, my true love.
Turn your wan face to me
death will not part us.
When the hour of death comes one day,
believe that you will rise again.
 
2020.11.12.

To Feel Freedom Stronger

I'm stuck in the vicious circle
Only a drop of patience left. I'm trying to control myself
In the ocean that is waving more and more
Wherever I swim, it become harder and harder for me
 
I want to fly as far as possible
Where I could feel the freedom stronger
To rise my hands until they reach paradise
The happiness is near - it's inside me
I want to fly as far as possible
 
I'm surrounded by those mad voices
I close my eyes and only their echoes are left
 
I want to fly as far as possible
Where I could feel the freedom stronger
To rise my hands until they reach paradise
The happiness is near - it's inside me
I want to fly as far as possible
 
There is a place where I should be
I just need to find the courage inside me
 
I want to fly as far as possible
Where I could feel the freedom stronger
To rise my hands until they reach paradise
The happiness is near - it's inside me
I want to fly as far as possible
 
2020.11.08.

There and Here

Have we ended up in the place where we should have end up?
There are so many things, seems, we wanted even more
And the anxiety hurts us so deeply
Maybe we are playing it harder and harder
I don't want it in any other way
 
The sun is the same there
Just like here, where you are now
In the boundless encirclement
In the fate of choices
The heart of child will shout
What will be his future?
I see the hopes there
Shinning eyes
 
Every minute we are reaching for something
Even tho our happiness is stopping, it touches us from the dark
We have seen something that we talk about loudly
And this way we lose ourselves little by little in the crowd
I come back and find the reality
 
The sun is the same there
Just like here, where you are now
In the boundless encirclement
In the fate of choices
The heart of child will shout
What will be his future?
I see the hopes there
Shinning
 
I don't want it in any other way
I come back and find reality
I feel everything I've dreamed off
Somewhere in inside I find myself
 
The sun is the same there
Just like here, where you are now
In the boundless encirclement
In the fate of choices
The heart of child will shout
What will be his future?
I see the hopes there
Shinning eyes
 
2020.11.04.

Song From a Party

My paintings are lying all over the floor.
None of them are on my wall yet.
I’ll get to what I was gonna do tomorrow.
Everyone will be tired of me.
There was no rain this past summer.
Though tears did run down my face.
A speech was held one afternoon
and I stormed out afterwards.
 
From one romance to another,
I’ve gotten your names mixed up.
‘Cause I am hurt by those memories
and by my own name.
The greatest thing that’s ever happened to me
was a thunderstorm up above.
So yeah, I still feel pretty strong
despite a year of hell.
 
I learned so much about which lines to cross.
I had to draw one in the sand.
I’m still pretty heartbroken
but finally free.
I called you once back in August
but there was no signal.
I wanted to be with you so bad
but now I’ll be alone for a while.
 
Bamad left Sweden on a plane,
probably never coming back.
I’ve hardly seen the others.
Natanel now has two kids.
I often feel so alone.
It’s always sort of been like this, but
it sucks having to fold my sheets alone
without saying good night to you.
 
Of course I’ve never been romantic,
it was you who took pictures of me.
The colours are now on the trees
like the movies I saw with you.
Well, I gotta go now,
the others are waiting on me.
I sort of just wanted to say
that I miss you.
 
2020.11.04.

Since Every Time

It’s not exciting anymore, for none of us.
Wish we only had more to talk about.
I lie in bed ahead of you.
You don’t see my face in the mirror.
We’re good, each of us.
We do better in your dreams.
 
Since every time I believe less,
since every time I hope more.
You shouldn’t stay with me
and I should leave you too.
But that’s not what I’m gonna do.
 
I’ll forgive anyone else but myself.
Should have gone a few laps before you did.
You’re coming closer to me.
Think you forgot to close the window.
 
Since every time I believe less,
since every time I hope more.
You shouldn’t stay with me
and I should leave you too.
But that’s not what I’m gonna do.
 
Since every time I believe less,
since every time I hope more.
You shouldn’t stay with me
Yeah, I should love you more.
But that’s not what I’m gonna do.
 
I lie in bed, ahead of you.