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2021.04.25.

Sleep My Dear Sleep

Sleep my dear sleep
Now sleep dear
 
The night seems tired
Fog filled with groans
Talks are like twofold
Hidden... somewhere
 
Sleep my dear sleep
Now sleep dear
The night seems tired
 
Night wearing black shroud
Coming near you
Smelling sandal ,like wood
Coming to burn dry *Lori
 
Slowly slowly patting you
Whispering in your ears
She’s herself asleep
 
Sleep my dear sleep
Now sleep dear
The night seems tired
 
Shadows roam here everywhere
Waiting desperately
Looks similar to
Your scared and dead face
 
My little fairy don’t open your eyes
There’s nothing for you
In this world
 
Sleep my dear sleep
Now sleep dear
The night seems tired
 
Fog filled with groans
Talks are like twofold
Hidden... somewhere
 
2021.04.24.

Sapphire Palace

Versions: #1
Among the cliffs, hidden from the world,
Removed from worldly hectic life,
The Palace of Sapphire stood tall
He hides magic powers inside.
No one knows, who build it and when
This palace, in untrodden place before,
And why was it given by God or man
Such a grand name forever more.
But there were rumors from time long gone,
That in this amazing magic place
Ruthless spirits made their home,
In the silver chest they keeping safe
Marvelous blue stone, the Sapphire,
The essence of it, is witchcraft, the beginning,
It has the power over the ice and fire,
And the whole world of earthly being.
And who will overcome the barriers,
And rise the stone above their head,
Will receive as an award, no less
All the power over life, fate and death.
And hundreds of years this legend
Attracted to itself those brave men,
Gathering them all over the land,
From every side and every end,
By foot and in saddle, together and separate,
They followed the legend so strange and ancient
To disappear forever without a trace,
The best of sons, of many nations.
The palace, probably, strictly concealed,
The secret owner of the stone, -
So many looked for it, and many will
But not a single one returned...
 
Once upon a time near steep mountains,
At work and faith, without a worry,
From ancient and long forgotten time
The hard-working people lived, it's their story...
They plow, hunt and raised some stock,
As well, they catch fish in the lake,
Their craftsmen were famous for their work,
They were unsurpassed in science and trade
Their merchants with success conduct
In the desserts, overseas and mountains
They trade and found for a fact,
The honor in the foreign lands.
In mutual respect and kindness
The happy folks lived and flourish here
Of treachery and petty crimes
They never heard and didn't fear.
 
They were beautiful in body and soul
In their kind and pious way
They lived together, one for all,
And kept the adversity away.
For their freedom they always struggle,
Never were captive and deprived,
Always rebuffed any kind of rubble, -
And raids by unfriendly tribes,
To incursions of shameful barbarians
They presented counter forces
A troop of best-chosen men
And suffer reasonable losses.
And a lone stranger and a traveler,
Once end up here by mere chance,
Was glad to stay here forever
Forgetting distant Motherland,
And, perhaps, all seeing gods,
Paying tribute to piety and zest,
The fine dwellings of those folks
They blessed without any jest.
 
But, sadly, everything goes away...
There is no permanence in anything, -
Trouble keeps friendship with happy days, -
It came even into their dwelling.
 
NEWCOMERS
 
In broad daylight, from afar has come,
Asking for a shelter for the night,
Very sad looking caravan,
Bringing bad news, when it arrived
The people gathered from all around,
To listen a sad story of tired men,
The children cried with frightful sound,
As if they felt an evil hour upon them.
A sternly look was in the eyes of youth,
Belligerently frowning their brows,
For them, everything in newcomers was news,
Young blood was boiling in every house.
 
The vehemence from youth is clear to anyone:
When growing, sometimes, whence,
Young people looking for the spots on the sun,
Indulging in the game of insolence...
 
With understanding, and passion
The elders have approached them,
Honoring the unfortunate ones with compassion,
With a bow and shaking of the hands.
 
Only with age, in our soul, we realize
Ability to take to heart and mend
Someone else's pain, be strict and dry,
But, of course, to understand...
 
The people took newcomers in,
Brought them some water, food to eat
While took the guests for fire victims,
Gave honey and coins to the kids.
No one start the conversation there,
It was so established on this land, -
Everyone was waiting for Veda to appear,
Only to him was given then.
The right to speak by folks,
And he, the oldest of them all,
He judged wisely, soberly and talk
And was known as people’s soul
He was heeded with reverence,
And no one questioned his ways
About his advice, predictions, plans
They always carried certain weight.
He could talk to all their gods,
He kept the traditions of times long gone
With history circles, he was well versed
And foreign languages he learned.
He was tall and dry, with kind face,
Dressed in a discreet long white cloak,
Was kind and down to earth in his grace,
The ruler and the servant of the folk.
And Veda soon appeared at the meeting place,
He ascended on a small pedestal,
He saw grief in each of newcomer’s face,
The people for silence he called.
Instantly the rumble has died,
As soon as elder gave a sign,
And people fixed their eyes
On faces of strangers: sad and resign.
These were old men, the kids
And women... The sadness in the eyes and worry,
Broke everyone’s hearts to bits...
The newcomers began the story:
 
We're here not by our will, gods know
The kind of fate that ours to keep
For many days we're already on the road
Without the food, rest and sleep
Far from here, by the lakes
Was spreading our beloved country's side
And life on the blue vast spaces
For us it was, well, paradise...
But, unexpectedly from the east
The insidious enemy came to wage a war
Perhaps nowhere in the world, such a cruel beast,
Committed those atrocities before.
Without wasting a minute, they rise
Our men, old and young,
And for a long time, they fought and died,
And from the battlefield no one
Came back. And we picked up our belongings and went
Set off on our sad way,
So, we can prevent dying of torment
And live, at least somehow and be safe...
A farewell look back, and what? All has disappeared
There were no more fearful pictures, or dire
Everything, that was for us so dear,
Was burning like a thousand fires.
Covered in blood was all of our domain
Of husbands, who went to war, away...
All of the orphans and widows’ pain,
What we are carry in us now, we couldn't convey...
An anxious murmur rolled around
Among the crowd, but then it died.
A heavy sigh, and again the sound
Of the guest’s story, and their sad plight.
 
Days and weeks on the road were gone,
We were exhausted day and night,
But we didn’t dare to linger on
After all, the enemy for sure organized
Its pursuit, and followed behind their forces
But, maybe, changing their pace to slow,
Calmly, all their hordes on horses
Coming here… God forbid so.
And unfortunately, one thing, for certain, will remain, -
They will not stop or disappear.
They came now, they will come again,
Then, God save all of you, my dear…
And here is, to all of you, our advice
Believe me, we want to help, -
Do not wait for troubles to surprise,
Leave everything and run like hell.
If glorious freedom and life is worth
And dear to you, get ready to go, don’t despair,
For kind people, a piece of earth,
You’ll always find somewhere.
But if to perish you all decide,
And long, hard road not willing to embrace
Just give us a shelter for the night.
Anywhere and any place.
 
And early morning, before dawn
We will leave, so in the distance, we can praise
Your people with the kind song,
That chose death for the land sake.
 
Bad news, I don’t deny, -
Said Veda in total silence.
Trouble… Thank you for an advice…
Brings me the pain your circumstance.
But I would like to ask you, do you mind?
May the great Lord keep you safe
And help you at this hard time,
The evil enemy, who are they?
 
And there was an answer: We won’t lie,
We don’t know, but with us
We carry an invalid, he has survived
He is able to tell about the wars of Darkness.
Ask him, from enemy hands
Somehow, he managed to escape,
Now, he is weak and wounded man,
His lot is bad, we are afraid.
Carefully people moved aside
They brought the poor man, he moaned.
You can’t imagine what he looked like
Was he still alive or gone?
Without the hands and one leg amiss,
His scars made people turned their eyes…
In glory rejoiced the enemies.
It’s a real miracle, that he is still alive.
He was a strong man, I suppose,
If he could endure so much pain,
He caught his breath and froze
And the elder ask him again
In the eyes of that poor soul bewilderment,
The sufferer, was obviously dying,
With difficulty, wheezing from terrible torment,
He very quietly was answering:
I don’t know who, I’ll tell what kind,
Believe me, my brain works quite well,
Where such words to find,
To describe… Even in Hell,
Even in there, perhaps, none like these
Creatures, that borne by Devil before,
Equally, so fierce and vicious,
Equally, breathing, living the war.
Creatures. Yes, yes, they are not of human race,
There are no more frightening creatures on Earth,
And never will be like these again to face
The world will never see this frightful curse.
For me, even to remember is not so simple,
They were christened the warriors of darkness,
They are twice as big as normal people,
And many times, stronger than us.
Mighty torso, crudely put together,
But flexible, as if without the bones,
A heavy tail, as if it’s stranded
Into a rope from thousands of thongs.
These creatures have instead of feet
Two paws, with a claw that’s very long.
And three hands with two elbows,
Form each elbow protruding horns.
They are covered like a beast with fur,
In places, they’re covered with hard scales.
They squeal with their vile maw
In the battle, like slaughtered pigs they wailed.
And something between snake and bird to us
The unbeliever’s heads, looked like,
Burning like the ragged scars
Their maws, with fiery eyes.
Their blood is boiling with fetid smell.
Burning everything to the ground.
Together they can be seen like a herd from hell,
But separately, evil devil’s hounds…
The brave warrior, cut short his story,
Like a dew, In the cripple eyes
There were tears… No more worries
He died, looking towards the sky…
Seeing this, the elder tall and proud,
With sadness he bowed his head,
But kept his voice so clear and loud,
Said quietly: You may be dead.
Your gest for centuries will live in legend…
He closed unmoving eyes…
As he approached the dead man,
It doesn’t befit the hero to cry…
 
For centuries the people honor the heroes
And glorified the people’s feats,
From whose actions matured shoots are grows
With purity of the ideas, in their kids.
 
The people were moved and silent,
And waiting, while holding breath,
What will he finally pronounce than?
Grey-haired oracle, they guessed.
My mind
Wandering in search of a decision, -
The old man said and again looked at men
After all, no one question his vision,
Veda knew the sense of judgement.
The wiseman continue: My people!
I need some time before the sunrise,
The night will bring us all the answers…
A terrible time has arrived.
For now, go to your homes, do not worry,
And give guests a tribute in a modest feast.
Come together again tomorrow morning,
Make sure the guests have a place to sleep.
For now, that’s my order, folks.
And in quiet whisper said:
Tonight, I need to ask the Gods.
 
When people, broken by anxiety and sad,
Finally, settled down and fell asleep,
In the small and modest room, he sat
Got down to business our sage indeed,
No, he didn’t brew some magic potions
And dopey smoke he didn’t breathe in
He didn’t fiddle with holy relics for emotion,
In his own mind he immersed within.
Into composure and exclusion,
Entrusting heartbeat to his fingertips…
 
He sees the providence in the conclusion,
Able to hear his own lips…
Undisputed leadership, his fate,
Worthily, without getting taste for it,
Their aim, is an idea. They create…
Their duty is the burden of responsibility…
 
NOK
By morning all the honourable folks
Gathered again to hold a council,
And wait, and make noise, and talk:
What kind of answer will the elder give?
Finally, among the massive crowd
The Prophet quietly appeared
Dressed In a deep mourning shroud
On people’s faces everywhere fear.
It seems, that something is not right,
If he decided to dress like this,
He must’ve had a sleepless night,
It’s not a good sign, a sad appearance of his.
Sisters and brothers, he starts to shout,
Last night I asked the Gods,
How to avoid misfortune and get out
The answer very harsh I’ve got.
Countless hordes of evil foes
Coming here, there is no doubt.
And their arrival for sure will cause
For all of us great dial of trouble.
We can equip a troop, with help from Lord
Everyone will rise, old and young,
And proudly they’ll meet the horde,
Under the ringing of the bell alarm.
Freedom for us is the most important.
And brothers will stand next to each other
In the name of their Motherland.
And everyone will gladly die
For their father, mother.
But the chances to win the fight...
There are none. You must know.
Doomed to defeat
Our attempts to beat the foe
The poor man, who died here yesterday,
He was right in his judgement, -
Neither the strength of spirit, nor the courage
We displayed,
Alas, won't save us from them.
They aren’t people, if we will fight
It's a waste of time. We all die here,
So be it, if to fight now we decide
We begin to prepare
2021.02.26.

Hanuman Ji Ki aarti

aarti kijay hanuman lala kee
dusht dalan raghunaath kala kee
 
jaake bal se girivar kaape
rog dosh jaake nikat na jhaake
 
anjni putra maha baladaee
santan ke prabhu sada sahaee
 
de beera raghunaath pathaaye
lanka jaari siya sudhi laaye
 
lanka so kot samudra si khaee
jaat pavanasut baar na laee
 
lanka jaari asur sanhaare
siya raam jee ke kaaj sanvaare
 
lakshman moorchhit pade sakaare
aani sajeevan praan ubaare
 
paithi pataal tori jam - kaare
ahiraavan kee bhuja ukhaare
 
baayen bhuja asur dal maare
dahine bhuja santajan taare
 
sur nar muni aarti utaare
jai jai jai hanumaan uchaare
 
kanchan thaar kapoor lau chhae
aarti karat anjana maee
 
jo hanumaan jee kee aaratee gaavae
basi baikunth param pad paavae
 
lank vidhvansh kiye raghuraee
tulaseedaas swami keerti gaee
 
aarti keejai hanumaan lala kee
dusht dalan raghunaath kala kee
 
2020.12.22.

1996

Young skinny bastard, cold eyes
They see me, they say: Vossap
Ninety six, two arms up swing
Blunts on fire, hear the Yamah roar
I put a bomb on them, breakers them combo
I'll eat you like a fucking Rhonda
Knocking out the seals, knocking out the bong
Rappers Today: Why Didn't I Take Contex?
Ah, I am your fear
You're on stage, the chicks say: Castrat
Came out of the gates of Hell, no one else
I don't go to this land, yes, I feel like it is
Headlight, headlight, headlight, you're alone now
I want to come, pliz, at least for an hour in your world
It's like the Beastie boys and your whole squad were thugs
Bitches come in the room for you to feed them
Yeah you're right bitch I'm alone now
But with me to twist Backwood here comes Vadim
I don't want your lybs, not cheap Bim
Call in a week, maybe we'll sleep
He got angry again!
Bitch see my bling
On a Cadillac a spinner like hundreds of ice floes
Back, back, there are hundreds of hungry dogs
Cold Siemens from swamp winters
The whole club, it goes up because of me
The whole club, it goes down because of me
The whole club, it goes up because of me
The whole club, it goes down because of me
The whole club, it goes up because of me
The whole club, it goes down because of me
The whole club, it goes up because of me
The whole club, it goes down because of me
So, come on again in order
You are not my brother, you look like a rag
I pierced her uterus with my dick
Insolently, in a lamp, in a Lambo with a White Punk
Here and there surrounded by emo ladies
I tell her: Pour me another
And let's go fuck the tank
Okay, it seems to be dull, but takes off jersey
I always knew my trump card was, bitch, straightforwardness
The whole club, it goes up because of me
The whole club, it goes down because of me
The whole club, it goes up because of me
The whole club, it goes down because of me
The whole club, it goes up because of me
The whole club, it goes down because of me
The whole club, it goes up because of me
The whole club, it goes down because of me
 
2020.12.16.

There's nothing to do, an angel came down to me

The pillow feathers have risen
When I slammed the door hard
This night I finally pissed her off
The alarm clock received from an old love
Even though she said she didn't like
I always kept using
 
Flying from inside of her hand
The tick-tack sounded like a time bomb
Surely there must be a vacant lot nearby
Let's go after him immediately
 
Running with your hairs on your shirt
Swinging thousands of white feathers
While several of them fall on the road
'I really want you to find it'
Running with my hairs on my shirt
Swinging thousands of white feathers
Surely there is nothing to do with you
The angel who came down to me
 
We've been dating for 1 year now
We passed to get along very well
You kissed me and hugged me
I thought 'it looks like a greeting'
We really found a vacant lot
But why does she looks like another person
You bowed down in front of me and told me
'Please don't mistake this with love'
 
Raising your hands to the sky
You sent the alarm clock flying
Looks like you were watching someone go away
While gently smile
 
Still with your hairs on your shirt
Swinging thousands of white feathers
Your feelings were more painful
Than a mere broken alarm clock
Sometimes angels play tricks on us
To teach us a lesson
More effort is needed
To love someone
 
Still with your hairs on your shirt
Swinging thousands of white feathers
Your feelings were more painful
Than a mere broken alarm clock
Still with my hairs on my shirt
Swinging thousands of white feathers
Surely there is nothing to do with you
The angel who came down to me (Angel who came down)
When we return to the our room
I will do all the cleaning
Let's go back together
 
2020.12.10.

Forever Young

No matter what I do,
In sleepless nights
By all means,
I just can't seem to fall asleep
If it's to take shelter from the rain, then
Let's run to the city where the sky is clear
Forever Young
Meeting the you from that time
Forever Young
The you from now wishes for nothing
With weary words
We exchange a new promise
With a withering voice
We'll sing a new song
Even brimming new leaves one day will
Unfold on top of faded dry leaves
Forever Young
Meeting the you from that time
Forever Young
The you from now wishes for nothing
Forever Young
Meeting the you from that time
Forever Young
The you from now wishes for nothing
Forever Young
 
2020.12.04.

I finally drove you crazy

I finally drove you crazy
Just one look at you and then you'd be a lunatic
 
I told you to leave my land and forget about me
Or else you'd become a wanderer in the desert of my love
 
I finally drove you crazy
Just one look at you and then you'd be a lunatic
 
Get my love out of your heart, look at me I'm a burning fire
I told you that my passion for you would set you on fire
 
I finally drove you crazy
Just one look at you and then you'd be a lunatic
 
2020.12.04.

Telling Diamond from the Rest - Is It True Love

Is it true love?
Not saying I don't like you
Some part of me just doesn't wanna admit it
 
Is it true love?
Once I fall in love, I can't go back
I'm afraid of that, too
 
Folding before the game gets too serious
I thought I'd gotten over the pain
Funny that I'm still scared
 
Is it true love?
I'm not a child
Fine-tuning the screenplay of romance
Nailing every scene with finesse
If I want to be that actress
Maybe now's my chance
Maybe you're the one
Try telling diamond from the rest
 
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
Tell me, is this the real thing?
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
This takes skills
 
Is it true love?
He appears, a little younger than me
Not my type but
 
His high IQ is sexy
That's my weak spot
What jumps over the invisible walls around me is
A dry, witty conversation
 
Is it true love?
I want to be polished
Bagging both love & success
Playing every scene with style
If I wish to be that actress
Maybe now's my chance
Maybe you're the one
Wake up the diamond inside you
 
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
Our time is fleeting
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
A rose-scented sigh
 
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
Tell me, is this the real thing?
Is it true love?
Is it true love?
A rose-scented sigh
 
2020.12.02.

Upon the Lake

As the moon is high hanging,
In a boat we'll set rowing.
Waves are suavely hitting,
Winds are lightly blowing.
 
Going offshore, so dark it seems
2020.12.01.

Snow on the Sahara

Only tell me if you still want me
When you'll go out there,
To those dry hills of sand and wind,
That yellow and white ocean.
Lost out in the desert,
you are lost out in the desert.
 
Show me my place on these stones and fire,
So that I forget the days gone by
And I protect your body and your soul
From mirages, you are waiting for.
 
Lost out in the desert...
 
If dust blows away your lighted dreams,
I'll be your moon, your landmark,
And if the sun burns us, I'll pray anyone you want
For snow to fall on the Sahara.
 
If the desert is the only solution for your doubts,
Laddy of salt, I'll be your way out
And if we are burnt by the thirst, I'll pray as much as one must do
For snow to fall on the Sahara.
 
Tell me if I can cover your shoulders
With veils of gold and silver
When the night will make your compass turn
Towards the cold regrets of lovers,
 
Lost out in the desert.
 
If dust blows away your lighted dreams,
I'll be your moon, your landmark,
And if the sun burns us, I'll pray anyone you want
For snow to fall on the Sahara.
 
If the desert is the only solution for your doubts,
Laddy of salt, I'll be your way out
And if we are burnt by the thirst, I'll pray as much as one must do
For snow to fall on the Sahara.
 
For snow to fall on the Sahara,
For snow to fall on the Sahara,
For snow to fall on the Sahara...
 
2020.11.18.

Charabanc

Ah, my charabanc1, my sulky!2
What a night, what a carousal!
If you want, drink, smash the dishes!
I don't care, I don't care...
 
I fled from Simbirsk3
With a note in my fist.
Ah, my charabanc, my sulky!
And I'm a girl, I'm a charlatan!
 
A fellow traveller - a сheerful character4 -
Was my fellow traveller and my master.
Ah, my charabanc, my sulky!
And I'm a girl, I'm a charlatan!
 
All Moldavanka5 agreed on a ban,
There will be sold my charabanc.
Ah, my charabanc, my sulky!
And I'm a girl, I'm a charlatan!
 
Hello, recidivist thieves,
Riff-raff,6 and activists!
Ah, my charabanc, my sulky!
And I'm a girl, I'm a charlatan!
 
All are in the war or on civvy street,
And all the thieves are in Moldavanka!
Ah, my charabanc, my sulky!
And I'm a girl, I'm a charlatan!
 
Why do we need guns, why do we need hooligans,
When we are loved in Moldavanka?
Ah, my charabanc, my sulky!
And I'm a girl, I'm a charlatan!
 
We have a serious joke in Odessa,
That here friendship is friendship, and legs are spread.7
Ah, my charabanc, my sulky!
And I'm a girl, I'm a charlatan!
 
Ah, my charabanc, my sulky!
What a night, what a carousal!
If you want, drink, smash the dishes!
I don't care, I don't care...
 
  • 1. From the French char à banc, a type of open carriage.
  • 2. The word американка (amerikanka) here refers to a type of two-wheeled carriage invented in America for horse-racing (source: ). An alternative for американка is качалка, which as far as I could find is the translation for 'sulky', which was originally a four-wheeled carriage invented in England that was then adapted into a two-wheeled racing one in America. In any case, the purpose here is to emphasise the narrator's motion.
  • 3. This song is related to the Russian Civil War. The city of Simbirsk (modern day Ulyanovsk) was the site of fighting that resulted in a key victory for the Reds both for its strategic implications as well as the symbolism of its being Lenin's hometown. 'Charabanc' was a sort of battle song for the fleeing Whites and spread, as seen from this song, westward.
  • 4. He was probably an officer in the White Army.
  • 5. A dictrict in Odessa. So named because it was originally a majority-Moldavian settlement, but over time grew population-wise as well as geographically to cover the main port region. When Odessa became a free port in 1817, Moldavanka became the centre of the city's smuggling and contraband trade, a bit of a rogue-ish place as referenced to in the next verse.
  • 6. Шиш = nothing, мусор = garbage. A direct translation would have sounded odd but I tried to capture the meaning.
  • 7. The original saying is Дружба дружбой, а табачок врозь, literally 'friendship is friendship but tobacco apart' but meaning more that 'friends are okay as long as they don't get in the way'. The joke here replaces 'tobacco' with the diminutive form of 'legs'. It's a continuation of the light-hearted fun of Odessa mentioned in the previous verse.
2020.11.06.

Joy brings joy

Versions: #1
Now you're not by my side anymore
and I'm to blame for that
because I was looking for another moon
I've lost you, and how was I to know
that I'd be trying to bring back
the good part of myself
 
Since joy brings joy
and pain brings always pain
for the one time I hurt you
I'm still paying the price
Since life brings life
and death brings darkness
my foolish self would die
for one more night with you
 
I've lost you, my heart knows it
night fell in broad daylight
my house become a cloud
I've lost you, my life goes on
and you're the reason I can hold on
longing for the day I'll be with you again
 
2020.11.06.

My friends at dawn

Versions: #1
I hear laughter and footsteps on the stairs
my friends again come home at dawn
still holding their bottles of beer
they pass my door singing happily
 
And I'm still waiting for you laughter
holding a glass, turbid by my breath
I hear a knock on my door, but I don't answer
because tonight I want to hide from everyone
 
Because I can't stand them, coupled
and I, without having you to hold in my arms
What am I doing here, with so much love around me?
I envy them all and I'm longing for your caress
A body lost in the winds
What am I doing here among the lovers?
 
I'm out of lies to tell them
I told them you travel for your work
and while I wan to be part of their joy
I let my pride prevail
 
Because I'm still waiting to hear your footsteps
holding a glass turbid by my breath
I hear a knock on my door, but I don't answer
because tonight I want to hise from everyone
 
2020.10.28.

I did this to myself

I did this thing to myself and my age
in front of a world worth nothing.
They wanted me to be weaker, and they didn't know that at every moment, I was getting stronger.
Everyone betrayed me and ignored me.
Their conversations were like their faces claiming kindness.
I am annoyed by them, these bastards whose blood of betrayal runs through their veins.
Living with them was a big lie, like their names.
If the universe turns after tiredness, I'll go back to them.
You see a chance to wait, a chance to end and forget them.
 
Get me out of their prison, their separation is freedom.
With their separation, my heart rests, and the world becomes pink.
(X2)
 
I'm glad they're separated.
I don't want them to have a plan of return.
Enough, I want to take care of myself now,
I do not want any more sacrifices.
None of them deserves my attention.
Which I believed in and attached to, ran over my wounds.
They left me and left, and if they came, I'd be happy.
From them, so far away, I'm happier, and my blood is running.
Who has no passion and no loyalty does not stay with me
I lived with them in illusion, bewilderment and regret, and I grew interested.
I dreamed of fulfilling them, but they killed my dream.
 
These are the mistakes of my life, and I didn't see anything right from them.
Losing living with them, leaving them a lucrative business.
(X2)
 
Who do I give my confidence, I don't know, no one gives me advice.
Everything with them is miserable, I left them, I want to be happy and happy.
 
I did this thing to myself and my age
in front of a world worth nothing.
They wanted me to be weaker, and they didn't know that at every moment, I was getting stronger.
 
2020.10.27.

Quarantine

We have never been this far away from eachother
Pick up the phone, I want to say 'I love you' 1
Keep it between us, I cried quietly...
...With the pictures of our wedding, because of longing
Oh my life, I can't stop thinking about you
I haven't been sleeping like you
I'm worried about you, you look pale
Your forehead is creased because you haven't slept enough
 
My world is sad without you
My world is sweet with you
The world minus you means quarantine
My world is sad without you
My world is sweet with you
The world minus you means quarantine
 
This distance is hard for both of us
I'm not accustomed to this that you're not hone
I wasn't comfortable that you be in danger but...
...it's a question of people's life these days
You have risked your life and your youth
Even if whole the world forget...
Oh my dear, I'm sure that God never forget...
...these days and your tiredness
 
My world is sad without you
My world is sweet with you
The world minus you means quarantine
My world is sad without you
My world is sweet with you
The world minus you means quarantine
 
  • 1. Literally means: I want to turn around you, which means I want to sacrifice my life for you, but there is not equivalent for this phrase, so 'I love you' is the best phrase for describing this
2020.10.27.

Sahara

Red sand stretches endlessly
Soon, an infinitely cold dead end
Every moment, growing further away
My way
 
The thirst of this barren land
My lips drying up beyond thirst
Pack all of that in reality
An oasis which I can’t find
A single oasis
 
Nobody has a fixed path
Even if there are obstacles in front of me
(I know)
Understand understand
 
Hold onto the truth and fight
I have to go forward,
Started war
The moon fills up the moon fills up oh
 
SAHARA
Ra-ra-ra
Ra-ra-ra
Change everything quickly
A rocking ambition
 
SAHARA
Ra-ra-ra
Ra-ra-ra
Pray pray towards the sky which cannot be covered
SAHARA
 
With the wind on the front
Start a fire and charge on
Draw as I will
(Dream the dream I hope
For my perfect dream)
 
With the wind trying to teach me
And what you will gain by toppling me
All of that hold back (Hold back)
It’s plainly visible, yet, why
Do you close your eyes like that
 
Nobody has a fixed path
Even if something tries to drag me
(Alright, I)
Understand understand
 
Go against the current, fight it
I have to go forward outstripping it,
Started war
The moon fills up the moon fills up oh
 
SAHARA
Ra-ra-ra
Ra-ra-ra
Change everything quickly
A rocking ambition
 
SAHARA
Ra-ra-ra
Ra-ra-ra
Pray pray towards the sky which cannot be covered
SAHARA
 
Even though the fierce wind scratches me
If I have the strength to stay sure
 
I can get through everything
Wah ah ah ah
 
SAHARA
Ra-ra-ra
Ra-ra-ra
Change everything quickly
A rocking ambition
 
SAHARA
Ra-ra-ra
Ra-ra-ra
Pray pray towards the sky which cannot be covered
SAHARA
 
2020.10.17.

The Guardian of the Heart's Harem

I've become the guardian of the harem of the heart at night, all night
I've become the guardian of the harem of the heart at night, all night
So that there is nothing but her thought in this harem
(Oh my heart's God)
 
The eyes of my fortune slept by her tale
The eyes of my fortune slept by her tale
Where is a breeze of favor to wake me up?
 
My love has asleep under the Rosa canina in a layer of shirt
My love has asleep under the Rosa canina in a layer of shirt
She is drunk and I'm afraid that the smell of Rosa canina makes her sober
She is drunk and I'm afraid that the smell of Rosa canina makes her sober
 
O Sun, step slowly in my love's harem
She is sleeping and I'm afraid the sound of your steps wake her up
I'm afraid the sound of your steps wakes her up
I'm afraid the sound of your steps wakes her up
 
O Sun, step slowly in my love's harem
She is sleeping and I'm afraid the sound of your steps wakes her up
I'm afraid the sound of your steps wakes her up
I'm afraid the sound of your steps wakes her up
 
2020.10.14.

Stalking

Sanity is over
And the nóia 1 has arrived
And he doesn't even pass through here
I'm going to pretend that I don't even care
 
I avoid it, but I can't
Stop spying on you (Stalking)
Help me, my God
To get over you, to delete you
From my head
I avoid it, but I can't
Stop spying on you (Stalking)
Help me, my God
To get over you, to delete you
From my head
 
Sanity is over
And the nóia has arrived
And he doesn't even pass through here
I'm going to pretend that I don't even care
 
I avoid it, but I can't
Stop spying on you (Stalking)
Help me, my God
To get over you, to delete you
From my head
I avoid it, but I can't
Stop spying on you (Stalking)
Help me, my God
To get over you, to delete you
From my head
 
  • 1. someone who does everything to have what he/she wants, sometimes with drugs involved but not necessarily
2020.10.08.

Trust, Hope and Love

Trust, hope and love
It's a beautiful connection
Trust, hope and love
All becoming into one
 
Trust, hope and love
For all
Trust, hope and love
And for us as well
 
At a moment whilst meeting
Don't you ignore this
To make each memory
Sweet and memorable
 
If it is painful
It'll disturb your heart
You should try to walk
Get some fresh air
And avoid pain
So smile for me
Everything will soon pass
 
Trust, hope and love
For all
Trust, hope and love
And for us as well
 
At a moment whilst meeting
Don't you ignore it
To make each memory
Sweet and memorable
 
2020.09.20.

Studio 54

Tired of hit charts
I don't want to go out
Funky music floating like hips
Budokan is not enough
 
A little boring
I don't mind that
In such a moment, I go to that usual place.
54!
 
I choose slim lamé tights
Warm up exercise, bend my knees
Take a deep breath in front of the mirror again
 
I dance to my heartbeat
Let's go to 54
Forget the problems in your head
Woo...
 
The rhythm and my body
The melody and my heart
If it melts together well,
The biorhythm is inside out
To meet the boogie
54!
 
I can hear a hot count
Left foot 1, 2, 3, and 4
Feel the baseline on the back again
54!
 
I want to believe the heartbeats
Let's go to 54
I love the moments I can be absorbed in.
Woo...
 
I'm forgeting those tear-colored days
Turning them into sweat
The biorhythm is inside out
To meet the boogie
54!
 
My body floats in a light giddiness
My legs move on their own
I won't stop dancing like this tonight, tonight
54!
 
I can hear a hot count
Left foot 1, 2, 3, and 4
Feel the baseline on the back again
54!
 
My body floats in a light giddiness
My legs move on their own
I won't stop dancing like this tonight, tonight
54!
 
2020.09.16.

I can't go home feeling this way

I wear my favorite perfume
today's the day we go on our date
Somewhere around Yokohama
The heart-filled day I've waited for
This is our first date in a while
How could you invite friends?
I'll raise a scene
How could you do this
Across the table, my blushed cheeks sway
I'm on verge of tears on my Friday
 
I'm so mad, I'm so mad,
You don't understand How to love
I need this to be over
I need this to be over
I can't go home feeling this way
 
We drive the highway in silence
We raise the cassette volume
What an awkward mood
You're humming and turning the other way
This is our first date in a while
Why can't we be honest with each other?
Our biorythm
We're acting like toddlers
I want you to kiss me sweetly
I'm on verge of tears on my Friday
 
I'm so mad, I'm so mad
You don't understand How to love
I need this to be over
I need this to be over
I can't go home feeling this way
 
I never love you tonight
I never love you tonight
You'll leave me alone like this?
I need this to be over
I need this to be over
I can't go home feeling this way
 
I'm so mad I'm so mad
You don't understand How to love
I need this to be over
I need this to be over
I can't go home feeling this way
 
2020.09.05.

Black siemens

SKR (x4) in deadly Nike sneakers
SKR (x4) in a white tank top
SKR (x4) black stalker
SKR (x4) with a skunk's zip
 
SKR (x4) in deadly Nike sneakers
SKR (x4) in a white tank top
SKR (x4) black stalker
SKR (x4) with a skunk's zip
 
My Uzi lies in snow, it'll spit their prayers,
Bitch, I mean, I'm in a camo (???) (riding).
I'm counting tags, I have a black Thrasher,
Tommy Hilfiger, Volga, smoking session.
 
Dome on the sun, instantly twisted,
Ten stylish bitches, though I'm bored with them.
All of my friends are cunts, we are always in frame,
I left the (???), I won't go back.
 
Three green arrows around her neck (Dead Dynasty).
She wants the dead like really, bitch?
In a cold tomb in a white dress of a nymph,
Slept in a tomb while hugging a pistol.
 
I'm always upset, but my blunt is fierce,
My crew's amazing like the prime minister.
Scars on the wrisr (emo), loading the Magnum,
Mystery's shining while blowing up palms.
 
SKR (x4) in deadly Nike sneakers
SKR (x4) in a white tank top
SKR (x4) black stalker
SKR (x4) with a skunk's zip
 
SKR (x4) in deadly Nike sneakers
SKR (x4) in a white tank top
SKR (x4) black stalker
SKR (x4) with a skunk's zip
 
2020.09.02.

Afroto _ sigara

Some people left us but It didn't affect on us.
 
And some people make us forget , and other make us more cruel.
 
people their relation is a cigarette.
 
And I follow your traditions .
 
I depend on the God and the story of my life in songs you sing .
 
Rocks ,sea ,me alone and darkness.
 
And I complain to my cigarette.
 
World doesn't laugh to me and I hate my years
.
 
Lost in memories, fake promises that came from my friend .
 
World ,you hated me instead of loving me more.
 
Take my hand to the farther place and leave me .
 
I saw a lot and tasted the glass.
 
Yeah
 
My smoke has increased so the feeling is dead.
 
Yeah
 
I've tasted the humiliation, I understood the people.
 
I've tasted the humiliation, I understood the people.
 
World ,let me I feel like there is no one but me .
 
You know I'm stubborn ,and I didn't see a master .
 
I'm not 'Kazem El saher ' but increas me love increase me .
(kazem El saher : is a famous arabic singer)
 
Please , like me .
 
Yeah
 
Some people left us but It didn't affect on us.
 
And some people make us forget , and other make us more cruel.
 
people their relation is a cigarette.
 
And I follow your traditions .
 
I depend on the God and the story of my life in songs you sing .
 
Rocks ,sea ,me alone and darkness.
 
And I complain to my cigarette.
 
World doesn't laugh to me and I hate my years .
 
Lost in memories, fake promises that came from my friend .
 
World ,you hated me instead of loving me more.
 
Take my hand to the farther place and leave me .
 
We get around and in our street traditions are exist.
 
We are looking for facts but in the darkness not in the light.
 
The world is our judgment and normally we witness false.
 
If I prisoned you , I won't visit you.
 
If I killed you I won't say .
 
cheque and respectful but at a moment I change.
 
Iam before them all god knows.
 
Still the weakest creature.
 
But the eye does not get over the eye brow.
 
There's no desperation and we won't disable.
 
Face your problems I'm not involved.
 
I 'm not gonna treat you and you won't treat me , My heart became a stone because of...
 
people left us but It didn't affect on us .
 
some people make us forget , and other make us more cruel.
 
people their relation is a cigarette.
 
And I follow your traditions .
 
I depend on the God and the story of my life in songs you sing .
 
Rocks ,sea ,me alone and darkness.
 
And I complain to my cigarette.
 
World doesn't laugh to me and I hate my years .
 
Lost in memories, fake promises that came from my friend .
 
World ,you hated me instead of loving me more.
 
Take my hand to the farther place and leave me .
 
2020.08.28.

As Long As

As long as the moon awakes
and fills every month anew,
as long as the morning rises from the sea
arousing my vision.
as long as the shadows of man
recognize the difference between holy and profane
as long as the innocent dream
is in control of my nights
 
My spirit will not fall
my strength will not fail
as long as until tomorrow will remain
no more than one night away
it is perhaps naive
but i will always put
my life in your two hands
in your two hands.
 
As long as the grove blooms
with rustling treetops
as long as the horizon flickers
at the tempo of my temple
as long as in a loving embrace
the mystery of my life will be revealed
as long as the flame of my heart's chambers
will burn with my identity
 
My spirit will not fall
my strength will not fail
as long as until tomorrow will remain
not more than one night away
it is perhaps naive
but i will always put
my life in your two hands
in your two hands
on the wing of hope.
 
2020.08.11.

Harakiri

[Chorus 1]
Only, only, if you could only see me
I won't calm down, be my harakiri
I'm good, in the club and I'm fine
And everyone is looking at me, no one is interesting
Only, only, if you could only see me
I won't calm down, be my harakiri
I'm good, in the club and I'm fine
And everyone is looking at me, no one is interesting
 
[Verse 1]
You shouldn't have done that to me
You shouldn't have, entire Hell celebrates me
You didn't want, didn't want to be a god
Now I don't need a god, now I don't care about it
 
[Chorus 2]
After you, my soul is like yours - empty
I can't fall in love, that's the worst punishment
Now I like another's hand more than life itself
I'm not a rock like you are, I won't endure it
 
[Chorus 1]
Only, only, if you could only see me
I won't calm down, be my harakiri
I'm good, in the club and I'm fine
And everyone is looking at me, no one is interesting
 
[Bridge]
Harakiri, harakiri, harakiri
 
[Verse 2]
I'm driving, stepping on it
I'm riding, running and bumping into others
I'm hitting the breaks only if I see you
But I'm like a bullet - maybe I'll stray off, and I know how to stray off
 
[Chorus 2]
After you, my soul is like yours - empty
I can't fall in love, that's the worst punishment
Now I like another's hand more than life itself
I'm not a rock like you are, I won't endure it
After you, my soul is like yours - empty
I can't fall in love, that's the worst punishment
Now I like another's hand more than life itself
I'm not a rock like you are, I won't endure it
 
2020.08.11.

Cherry Blossoms Flutter, Flutter

I don't need anything extra
I don't want to talk about something like the weather
There's no such thing as too much time
I don't want to bargain anymore
The cells in my body, are making a fuss
The scent of the body cream I put on,
I want to shorten the time and distance it takes to reach you
 
Maybe it rained down unexpectedly
Maybe you were swayed by a sudden wind
Flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...
Half-hearted kindness,
That sort of thing just makes me feel unwell
Flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...
 
I can't do anything extra
I can't become something like a cute woman
There's no such thing as too much pride
I don't even want to act strong anymore
Wrapped in moisture as if I bathed in mist
The scent of the shampoo I lathered in,
After thinking about our height difference, I want to go to a certain place
 
Standing right on your line of sight,
I want to stare at you with suspicion
Flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...
I'm enthralled for just a moment,
Like when I see the cherry blossoms bloom
Flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...
 
You're reflected in my eyes
Am I reflected in your eyes?
A prophecy told by flower petals
 
Maybe it rained down unexpectedly
Maybe you were swayed by a sudden wind
Flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...
Half-hearted kindness,
That sort of thing just makes me feel unwell
Flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...
 
Because I can't hide it anymore,
Because I can't wait anymore,
Because I can't just say it,
Because I went and loved you,
I'm enthralled for just a moment,
Like when I see the cherry blossoms bloom
Flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...flutter, flutter, flutter, flutter...
 
2020.07.17.

Granite Stone

It is the right time to go to the desert now
And choose a granite stone as a witness for this crazy heart
I have detailed words to say and points to make
Listen O desert stone
Listen O wind and rain
I share secrets with you now
I am your friend now
If a self consuming candle like me utters a sigh in a gathering then many hearts will burn
For such a flaming candle, it is wise to be with his love alone and burn alone
This Majnoun is searching for his Leyla ( Majnoun and Leyla are lovers in Persian Poetry)
I love this passion and fearless love
I won’t stop drinking till I reach her
I am excited and delighted with this situation
 
2020.07.04.

Pornstar

All your secrets are visible in the lens
How much do they cost? Marlboro, Martini
You draw me stories, but we're not in the film
I know your price - Marlboro, Martini
You are a pornstar
Pornstar
Pornstar
Pornstar
 
She gets wet, sweeter than in any of her films
I will come in on wheels, later I will fly on the wings
The characters in her head
She would fly higher up
Do not breed me, I saw so many like you
In the eyes: grandmas, sex and weed
She lives for free at the expense of assholes
What a bash for a shelter
Bash for her smelling perfume
For a day or a year
Put on the underwear that is still tagged
I'm fed up with cheap games
What the hell bit me?
Her time is strewn with sex
 
We didn't break firewood
But from the legion of the leggy I recognize her moan
I see her in the crowd
Chase away
Save me from myself
Not my pornstar anymore
 
Blunt in the face and I left
Don't trade my soul
Everything that was between us, Xan helped to forget, like a dream
Blunt in the face and I left
Don't trade my soul
Everything that was between, us Xan helped to forget, like a dream
 
No, I'm not scared to watch you
I give a fuck how you portray pain
On-screen fever and groan
Two bodies without names
Timekeep, your time with me
All you say is like underwater
Be yourself, be yourself
Undress, bitch - camera, motor!
I climb deep into her
How do you feel good
I shut her mouth
In front of the asshole, he yells it over the whole loft
 
Do not hold me back and do not ask for mercy
I don't play this role yeah
What we do cannot be called love
Baby it's not love
Your life is bills, gunpowder, vermouth, cigarettes and a cheap exhibition
Rap Escort All Year
You don’t go on dates in the cinema - this is the principle
You have your own movie and director
While installation is in progress, hide your tears in someone else's wallets
Yeah, yeah, a pornstar lays
 
All your secrets are visible in the lens
How much do they cost?
You draw me stories, but we're not in the film
I know your price - Marlboro, Martini
You are a pornstar
Pornstar
Pornstar
Pornstar
 
2020.07.01.

Dawn

You woke up at the crack of dawn
To pack your suitcases
And to burn in front of me
Those small things
The letters of an old love
 
Dawn hurts
You 're saying goodbye and it's raining
Look me in the eyes
Now, no tears
Now, the heart must hold on
 
Close the door behind you
Don't say you're sorry
Ask your conscience before you get out
Close the door behind you
So I can turn the key
Since I know you're not coming back
Because I don't believe in miracles anymore, miracles
Because I don't believe in miracles anymore
 
This dawn
Shall never come
If only the wounds of
The debris in my mind
Would close early so they would redeem me
 
Close the door behind you
Don't say you're sorry
Ask your conscience before you get out
Close the door behind you
So I can turn the key
Since I know you're not coming back
Because I don't believe in miracles anymore, miracles
Because I don't believe in miracles anymore
 
2020.06.27.

Mournful Wilderness

If colors of spring, savage in my calm, were something I could forget,
I would immerse my eyes in the beauty of degradation, and only laugh because of my solitude
Colours of spring are for others–holding my breath, I swim through the mire
As expected, drowning when I can swim is pointless
Through this hand that kills reality,
I could’ve easily inflicted damage
I fill in my name
 
Decayed roots stir the water’s surface, gears turning as though warped
I hearken to the grating sound and wonder, can they neatly go off course?
Everything is a shallow sea of taboos, so impure that I mistake it with brilliance
 
Goodbye, I fall through lawless darkness
Goodbye, this is the end
 
Tears, a rain of lamentation, overflow every time I face nothingness
And words I’m composing blur
Tears, eventually they’ll dry and I’ll be killed by silence
At the end of this game of shadow tag, I lose my mind
 
Decayed roots stir the water’s surface, gears turning as though warped
Throwing myself towards the grating sound, I noticed, I noticed that I look like that
 
Tears, a rain of lamentation, overflow every time I face nothingness
And words I’m composing blur
Tears, they fall with loneliness, and if I’m to live in silence
I bear in mind I’m never to laugh again
 
There is me who loved you There is me who stared at you
There is me who sought you There is me who lost you
There is you who loved me There is you who stares at me
There is you who broke me There is you who seized me
There is you who killed me
 
2020.06.02.

Beloved

I want a place in some shade
I have wanted it many times
Never did my heart attach itself anywhere
What kind of intelligent am I?
Why do I not reach there?
Where I long to go to
Where am I lost?
What such has happened?
 
Oh beloved, what did you get
By separating from me like this, tell me
Oh beloved, what did you get
By separating from me like this, tell me
 
I didn't know of myself (not aware)
I didn't know of myself
Nor did I know of you
Oh beloved, what did you get
By separating from me like this, tell me
(Female voice from now)
I have become a part of this noise now
I am that sound now, I am among people
But I am lonely
Yes I am lonely
 
This world kept separating me from myself
When I speak there are no words. What is this that I am?
 
I have everything but I am not there
That something that was missing
That has disappeared
Why did it get disappointed in me?
 
Oh beloved what did you get?
By separating like this from me, tell me
Oh beloved what did you get
by separating
like this from me
 
I don't know of myself
I don't know of myself
Nor do I know of you
Oh beloved what did you get
By separating from me like this
 
2020.05.22.

In a Luminous Cave

In a luminous cave there is a small baby
and the sky is filled with flowers and birds
 
and the world is all melodies coloring the time..
with love, prayers, peace and safety
 
biblical magi, shepherds and decorations everywhere
and they are all glorifying loudly to the God of humans
 
Hallelujah
 
gifts and songs lighting up the yards
dreams and wishes, happiness and stories
 
oh night, tell me, what's there in this night?
voices and angels are filling the night