A keresés eredménye oldal 33
Találatok száma: 1979
2020.12.05.
Bonfire Days
One that looks like me
From so much dreams ago
Played as she waited, but
Reality is different
Slow sails that
Will not set sail again
Hide the Moon, but
There's also people up there
Those were bonfire days
That I never saw again
Having loved like I did
Was too much time lost
That life won't give me back
And one by one, slowly
In my thoughts
With my hopes turned into smoke
Gods go down
The Golden Age, Shangri-La
And the Utopia island
Those were bonfire days
Of a girl that looked like me
Loving, now I know
Is time lost
2020.12.05.
Rudy
She has a glass of gin on her hands
Over the chair, a Balmain scarf
Her name is Fantastica Rudy
Alone over the bed, it's almost six
Over a pretty suntanned body
A subtle light arabesque
The record player starts sounding again
Tom Jobim's bossa nova songs
From deep within the garden
The murmur of the afternoon
She reads two pages of Apollinaire
Her most loved poem is 'Le Chat'
She lets her hair down and smiles
She keeps smoking with her nose turned upwards
Tearing a picture apart
Counting the lines on the walls
'It would be good if I got up
Because it's almost six
I need to hurry and do well
Before Daddy comes back home'
She gets off bed in silence and then goes
On her toes, over there
To her two children's room
The gas finds them embraced to her
So beautiful, as samba plays, in the darkness
With the same smile of Rudy
2020.12.05.
If You Want, You Can Do It
Thoughts I have while alone
To whom can my life matter?
To my party, it's a vote less
And to my mother, it's a pain less
And to my dog, yes, what can it matter to him?
But to you, that I accompanied to the station
And that got off of me the strength of going back home
What can it matter to you?
I should hurry
(I should hurry...)
The windows are closed
(The windows are closed...)
If you want, you can do it
(If you want, you can do it...)
I know that
(I know that...)
All is set, it doesn't take much
And not too long I'll sleep forever
It's so easy
I should hurry
(I should hurry...)
The windows are closed
(The windows are closed...)
If you want, you can do it
(If you want, you can do it...)
I know that
(I know that...)
All is set, it doesn't take much
And not too long I'll sleep forever
It's so easy
2020.12.05.
Cream Cake
Paradise pears - Whipped cream
The cake plate carries a sugary treat
Decorated in chocolate letters
Moomintroll's cream cake is the best
The comet comes closer - Everyone flees
But Moominmamma decorates the cake
Even though the whole valley
Moominmamma still awaits her troll
Soon we'll carry the bath - Cream cake
To the cave safely the treat is carried with difficulty
The comet comes closer - Everyone flees
But Moominmamma decorates the cake
Let the comet come
'No worries,' smiles Moominmamma
Moomintroll's cream cake is almost ready
The large star glimmers in the sugar
The comet comes closer - Everyone flees
But Moominmamma decorates the cake
Let the comet come
'No worries,' smiles Moominmamma
Moomintroll's cream cake is almost ready
The large star glimmers in the sugar
The people of the valley now run away
'No worries,' smiles Moominmamma
Moomintroll's cream cake is almost ready
The large star glimmers in the sugar
2020.12.05.
Moomins Moomins
Moomins, Moomins!
Now listen, now listen, when everyone shouts:
Moomins, Moomins, Moomins!
Moomins, Moomins!
Already to Moominvalley the whole caboodle is directed...
Moomins, Moomins, Moomins!
I want to sail with Moominpappa
Braving the stormy weather
And in Snufkin's company I want to be in the woods
Walking in whispering steps
Moomins, Moomins!
Now listen, now listen, when everyone shouts:
Moomins, Moomins, Moomins!
Moomins, Moomins!
Already to Moominvalley the whole caboodle is directed...
Moomins, Moomins, Moomins!
We in Moominmamma's kitchen we shape from the dough a pie
And on the fire from The Hemulen we hear a thing
That is extremely great
Moomins, Moomins!
Now listen, now listen, when everyone shouts:
Moomins, Moomins, Moomins!
Moomins, Moomins!
Already to Moominvalley the whole caboodle is directed...
Moomins, Moomins, Moomins!
Now I slip into the magic hat and I transform completely into a Moomin shape
Maybe then I would run with Moomintroll to run on the seashore to play
Moomins, Moomins!
Now listen, now listen, when everyone shouts:
Moomins, Moomins, Moomins!
Moomins, Moomins!
Already to Moominvalley the whole caboodle is directed...
Moomins, Moomins, Moomins!
2020.12.05.
The Most Beautiful Mistake
In front of me is a mirage
My luck is always sleep
I have a wound in my heart
Without you, my life is a torment
In this black city
I know you are innocent
For me, you are the most beautiful mistake ever
Now I know well that it is impossible to reach you
How restless your heart is to pass me
You broke my pride
You fell in love with another
Now every night without you, My heart is depressed, full of sorrow
My heart threatens me, will die without you
The sound of your departure is in my ear
says go , Goodbye
I know that waiting is useless
My heart is always cold and restless
The sound of your departure in my ear seems to
says go ....
Goodbye....
2020.12.04.
Moominpappa
A sail looms at sea
On the blue back
It is surely Moominpappa
Top hat bends backwards
Pappa's pipe puffs
Yes - It is Moominpappa
So fir for sea
Own home-made barque
Pappa turns the helm
There can't be nothing better
The bow dives into the storm
Then Pappa gets peace
Pappa whistles into the wind
To the open sea takes the feeling of longing
The melody of the sea once again rings
In his mind he is a child
Be it calm - Be it stormy
Pappa senses a desire
Soon he will get consolation
He is the daredevil of the seas
Sometimes others come along
The Moomins friends
Moominpappa is the skipper
Suddenly a storm rises
The barque turns to the open sea
Moominpappa smiles
He despises dangers
That might be the biggest reason
When Moominpappa doesn't get afraid
The pipe slowly beeps
Pappa raves - Peering
The adventure continues
Pappa whistles into the wind
To the open sea takes the feeling of longing
The melody of the sea once again rings
In his mind he is a child
Be it calm - Be it stormy
Pappa senses a desire
Soon he will get consolation
He is the daredevil of the seas
There can't be nothing better
The bow dives into the storm
Then Pappa gets peace
2020.12.04.
The Groke Walks
The Groke howls - Shouts into the darkness
The Groke somewhere walks alone
Wherever The Groke stops to stand
Nothing can ever grow there
There stays only a spot of white
You see it sometimes standing
The Groke howls - Shouts into the darkness
The Groke somewhere walks alone
Cold eyes stare into the light...
A friend you will never get of it
Marks of ice The Groke leaves behind
The Groke shouts alone into the darkness
2020.12.04.
Broken Love
Once the winter weather passes through our minds
A little warmth inside us start to show It's kind
Even if I try to think of the better times
It just hurts me more but I feel so alive
Where’s my love
It used to be so alive
You were really all that I got
When the time
ended for you and I
It made a little void in my mind
I don’t want your love
All we did was fuck
Everytime I think of you
It’s just killing me
Why’d you have to leave
Why’d you have to be
I don’t want your
broken love
No more
Broken love
I’m so broken
Still breaking
with
all this love
I was stolen
Then woken
by all the memories
Like a fire
I burned down your phone
Now I'm gonna leave after burnt a lot of nights
Stay up all night
It
2020.12.04.
Going
The night has come already and
Where I'm supposed to leave, I stop again
I'm looking at the sunset that you liked
If somewhere is just like me
You turn back coldly
I can't catch you, you're so far away
Now only more regrets have gathered
I can't climb over the wall, I'm right here
I'm still standing in the same place
I’m not going
The heart loses more places and leaves
Again going
The same day every day
Repeats itself again
I'm getting more used to it, hold me down
Now you're saying all these things
It's like waiting
I deny that you're not here
I can't catch you now, you're so far away
I can't let go of you, I stop here
I'm used to wait
I just fill my longing every day
I'm still standing in the same place
I’m not going
The heart loses more places and leaves
Again going
I can't go back, I'm right here
The green line drawn by the wandering footstep
I see you hovering around again yeah
I'm used to the memories, I erase you again
I'm still standing in the same place
I’m not going
The heart loses more places and leaves
Again going
I'm still standing in the same place
Again going
2020.12.04.
Do You Remember?
I'm not asking anything from you,
But just a sign, that's all,
A sign that you remember
And you'd like to show up on my way.
Maybe I'm asking too much
Or maybe too little.
I miss to hear you,
I miss your eyes.
Do you remember the first evening,
The hugging, the kiss?
Do you remember the dawn,
How could you forget?
Do you remember two eyes in tears,
And how they didn't want you to leave?
Do you remember? Always on the edges
I'll remain to wait for you.
I knew that my place
Is not in your life.
I knew I could not
Share my love with you.
But I want you to remember,
At least from time to time:
Anything you can buy,
But dreams are not for sale.
Do you remember the first evening,
The hugging, the kiss?
Do you remember the dawn,
How could you forget?
Do you remember two eyes in tears,
And how they didn't want to leave?
Do you remember? Always on the edges
I'll remain to wait for you.
Do you remember the first evening,
The hugging, the kiss?
Do you remember the dawn?
I'd like you to remember!
2020.12.04.
The Blue Without Name
The fantasies that built up within loneliness
However I tried, unable to put them to words all along
Because of immaturity, they overflowed from these two small hands
Finally, they've filled up the canvas
Like it's welling up from the horizon
Like it's going along completely chilled cheeks
That warm colour becomes my voice
Imagination surpasses reality, and the heavily drooping clouds dispersed
If I could leave that view behind [for someone]
[a vivid colour]* that could even let my voice pierce the eye of an unknown person a thousand years from now -
A vivid colour, that is a colour still without name
The fantasies that built up within loneliness
Unable to even share them with someone
Even now, they're still squirming in the depths of my heart
What shall I call this feeling that bears no name?
So I don't forget
So I don't lose [it/them]
Like the spring that worries about tomorrow
Like the pulse that runs through this body
With that soft colour, I became me
The future I struck the pure white canvas with
Has become [my] life unnoticed, will become proof that I lived
[a vivid colour]* that could even overturn the foundations of someone's life a thousand years from now -
A vivid colour, breathtakingly beautiful
Surely, that would still be the blue without name
2020.12.04.
Ballad of the Northeast People
Sanjiu's plum blossoms cover the snowy mountain in red
Shadows of bare branches
The crescent moon shines over people as they sleep
A tyke hurries a horse carriage with a whip in his hand
The river wind
blows over his flushed face
The sound of drums signify the arrival of the new year
The sound of firecrackers, a ground covered in red
Every family lights colorful lanterns
It's another year of good harvest
For how long has the river's cold water flowed in a torrent?
Like a person traveling far from home,
never looking back
A lonely young lady stands by the door with tears in her eyes
For how many autumns
has she gazed into the distance?
The Great Snow shuts the doors and sends off the god of wealth
People whose hearts are always aflame
The frost-covered window rests for now
The two of us decided on the rest of our lives
The setting sun of Saibei as her red dress
A mountain of pines and cypress as her bridesmaids
Waiting for her groom to return in glory
I would only marry you in this lifetime
The sound of drums signify the arrival of the new year
The sound of firecrackers, a ground covered in red
Every family lights colorful lanterns
It's another year of good harvest
Every family lights colorful lanterns
It's another year of good harvest
2020.12.04.
Future Past
Life is in you -
Death is for you
Outside -
In a new light
Present and future past.
The lights are on you -
Your face is frozen in a photo
Outside -
In another light.
Photo-phobia -
Afraid
Like you
When they heard the click
And became obsessed with that fact
2020.12.04.
Rocket to Venus
As pale pink skies invite me into the night, I shall fly away
Sending my thoughts to the illusion, tearing the evening calm apart
Race through at the speed of one-thousandth second
Speed it up until Venus glittering in the night disappears out of sight
If there’s only one truth to see, you have to make it fly faster than anyone else
Monologue unfolds from the moment a land breeze blows
When it dies, you won’t be no longer here
One-thousandth second will last forever
The rocket vanishing o’er the stars above so fast that you can’t watch it
Amid the scenery that goes on accelerating, what do you reflect on at the end of life?
Speed it up until Venus glittering in the night disappears out of sight
If there’s only one truth to see, you have to make it fly faster than anyone else
2020.12.02.
My Truth
I wish you were always near me
Always be by your side From start to finish
Fly in your imagination’s wings
Walking through the rain with our feet on the ground
Being with you anywhere I’ll go
Nothing else matters but your love
Play, roll on the sand in that sea
I’ll go as I please, just call me
Where the hell are you?
I need to see you
I feel you beside me
How can I forget you?
You’re the sun I’ve always dreamed of
My truth that I sought (2x)
I miss your hand, your affection, your protection
I’m a girl without you
I am a boat to wander carried in the waves of this sea
I need to find you
Where the hell are you?
I need to see you
I feel you beside me
How can I forget you?
You’re the sun I’ve always dreamed of
My truth that I’ve so sought
2020.12.02.
Tiny ode 23. The Raven
December,
On top of the poplar,
this long inverted broom,
A black-eyed, black-bodied
Wizard is watching me,
that mutters to me
that croaks curses
when I pass..
2020.12.01.
Tiny ode 22. The millipede
The millipede and the centipede,
in november, december,
like tiny pieces of tinsel,
roll themselves up in the soil,
As if Christmas time
had set itself into the ground
To warm up the hearts
of gardens in winter
to enable little insects
to take part to the party.
2020.11.30.
We Love Each Other Since Ever
I will no longer have dreams
You will then raise your hopes
The moments passed forever happy and sad to tell anyone
Unfortunately, life is always like that
Like a light cloud passed in the heart
I suddenly feel my heart is also flutter
If tomorrow, the overwhelming love won't return to the past
Maybe love don't see anymore
Chourus
Looks like this heart wanna say, hình như tôi đã yêu rồi
Wonderful moment, who am I who are you who we are
Don't dissolve into smoke, don't far from the horizon
Wonderful moment, like a dream
Like a dream must be a dream, we love each other since ever
2020.11.29.
In the sky of the bars
We’ll see each other at the bottom of a glass
An illusion I can’t forget
I must find you again every night
In my sky full of bars
We’ll see each other at the bottom of a glass
Sweet lips that I can no longer kiss
I wasn’t to lose myself and dream
How long the horizon of each bar can sadly last
At the beginning I don’t see you,
Too much whiskey separates me from you
But then I drink and little by little
You appear and you’re all for me
We’ll see each other at the bottom of a glass
Until the dawn comes back to the sky
And in the desperate dawn
It will be sad going back home
To wait for they night
And be able to find you again
At the bottom of a glass
In the sky of the bars
2020.11.29.
Won't Love Anymore, I'm Tired
[Verse 1]
Have you ever heard of
The few things /(rules) when in love
First is not to lie
Second is not to lie a lot
So why do I always see tears
and cuts?
Could it be that now
We've fallen out of love
Just go and it will come
Just stay silent and it will pass
A person like that
Will love until the end of life
I'm not the world to you
I'm just a little girl
Why do I keep stuttering, forever unable to say it out?
[Chorus 1]
Maybe it's because I love you too much
So I'm afraid of letting go
Maybe you think that I'm strong
So you don't feel the need to comfort
Loving you with all my heart
(I'm) in so much pain, don't you know?
Just kept giving, I realised that my heart has broken into two, adding pain
Maybe (I) shouldn't love you so much
Because love will tell me to listen
To (my) heart's concern of being shattered
So I should get used to being lonely
Maybe it's because you don't deserve the three letter word 'y-ê-u' /(love) from me anymore
That's it, I'm stopping, (I) won't love you anymore,
I'm tired
[Verse 2]
Just go and it will come
Just stay silent and it will pass
A person like that
Will love until the end of life
I'm not the world to you
I'm just a little girl
Why do I keep stuttering, forever unable to say it out?
[Chorus 2]
Maybe it's because I love you too much
So I'm afraid of letting go
Maybe you think that I'm strong
So you don't feel the need to comfort
Loving you with all my heart
(I'm) in so much pain, don't you know?
Just kept giving, I realised that my heart has broken into two, adding pain
Maybe (I) shouldn't love you so much
Because love will tell me to listen
To (my) heart's concern of being shattered
So I should get used to being lonely
Maybe it's because you don't deserve the three letter word 'y-ê-u' /(love) from me anymore
That's it, I'm stopping, (I) won't love you anymore,
I'm tired
[Bridge]
Sometimes I think (that)
Honestly, I want to thank you for being by my side in those days
Let's just stop here, I just wish to find back a little peace
[Chorus 3]
Maybe (I) shouldn't love you so much
Because love will tell me to listen
To (my) heart's concern of being shattered
So I should get used to being lonely
Maybe it's because you don't deserve the three letter word 'y-ê-u' /(love) from me anymore
That's it, I'm stopping, (I) won't love you anymore,
I'm tired
2020.11.28.
My Long Lost Friend
[Intro]
We'll meet again
Meet again
[Verse 1]
I know very well, we're not friends anymore
The distance grew too big and here we are
The sun shines down on my land
We cross the boulevard and spot each other
Your eyes meet mine and I stop for a split second
I think about words that hurt
Words that set the limit, we drop the rematch
Two friends far away, out of balance
[Build]
But I believe
Simply in time and to let it pass
I believe our wings will carry us so the days can teach us
Where to go
[Chorus]
Yes, I believe
Simply in time and to let it pass
I think we'll find our way home, my lost friend
We'll meet again
[Verse 2]
We were always on the same team
But the rumour mill makes the hearts grow cold
I remember exactly what it was that she said
The very last piece of advice she gave:
'If you've got a secret, keep it to yourself
Cause no one around here can keep it anyway'
But if you don't confide, then what is a friend?
If I have to carry everything, I'll overturn again
[Build]
But I believe
Simply in time and to let it pass
I believe our wings will carry us so the days can teach us
Where to go
[Chorus]
Yes, I believe
Simply in time and to let it pass
I think we'll find our way home, my lost friend
We'll meet again
[Bridge]
Everyone swirls in and out of me
The film runs so fast, I stop and ask for directions
Something around here has changed, and you and I
We're not the same at all, we're not the same at all, no
[Build]
But I believe
Simply in time and to let it pass
I believe our wings will carry us so the days can teach us
Where to go
[Chorus]
Yes, I believe
Simply in time and to let it pass
I think we'll find our way home, my lost friend
We'll meet again
[Outro]
I think we'll find our way home, m-hm
Oh-oh
I think, we'll find our way home, m-hm
Oh-oh
I think we'll find our way home
(I think, we'll find our way home, our way home, our way home...)
2020.11.28.
Fucking Pudicity
What's your beef with this word anyway?
How many lives will it claim this pest called pudicity
The blood you've shed will fall short of you
Y'all, y'all are pricks, sons of bitches
Pudicity pest, yeah right
Fuck your pudicity!
Your sister that you've killed when she was fifteen
What crime did she commit, beyond taking her lover by the hand
The blood you've shed are now watering the firmament
The lives you've claimed, the mothers who cry
Won't fuck you on the very spot when you say pudicity pest
Sentenced one too...
The lives you've forbidden the use of, ah those lives that smell like rose
Maybe they won't bring you to book
That fucking missing law is taking the side of the people like you
May y'all choke death on every water you've drunk, on every bit you've swallowed
When that prick was beating your sister that you've given in marriage when she was fifteen
I'll ream that mindset of yours' ass that says, he's your husband, he can beat and clapperclaw you
The lives that you've mucked up will surely wreak vengeance on you
Enough, enough, enough...
How many more Fatma's, Emine's should depart this life
How many times should the people suffer agony
How many more women should be raped
That fucking missing law...
One or other day
Underdogs will curse for their cruelty for sure
I swear black and blue, on that day
You'll run at full gallop
2020.11.27.
Mantlepiece
Versions: #1
EMIN:
In the mantlepiece at 6:AM
There's a photo of you
My memories of you
Are burning
At the mantlepiece at 6:AM
There's a shattered soul
And all the promises you've made
Mean nothing
JONY:
In the mantlepiece at 6:AM
There's a photo of you
My memories of you
Are burning
At the mantlepiece at 6:AM
There's a shattered soul
And all the promises you've made
Mean nothing
In the mantlepiece at 6:AM
Your beckon gave me pain
I'm tired of living, all the hurts have been concealed
Get out, close the door on your way out
No matter how much I asked for it
Well, you knew
That you were losing me
Barefoot on the glass I
Ran so obstinately
If it weren't for that cute little voice of yours
I'd fall down, while taking my last breath
JONY:
Every time I wished for
Not to lose you
And the stars have been falling peacefully
As if they were falling for me
But I can't wish for it no more
I'm just tormenting myself
Now you're no longer mine
EMIN:
In the mantlepiece at 6:AM
There's a photo of you
My memories of you
Are burning
At the mantlepiece at 6:AM
There's a shattered soul
And all the promises you've made
Mean nothing
JONY:
In the mantlepiece at 6:AM
There's a photo of you
My memories of you
Are burning
At the mantlepiece at 6:AM
There's a shattered soul
And all the promises you've made
Mean nothing
2020.11.22.
Little by little I fell in love with you
We began by touching our hands
Looking for feelings in the grass
Golden reflections of your gold chain
On your breast, barely covered
We end up stealing a sunset from us
Because in my eyes I had only yours
I can’t remember if it was the wind or me
Who raised your chin to say my name
Little by little I fell in love with you
It was the love that spoke for me
That night, when I stroked your face
On a book that we never read
Little by little I fell in love with you
It was the love that chose for me
In the silence, already full of magic
Only your fantasy spoke
Spring fell into your hair,
And summer, winter, autumn, and evening came
You told me many things, all that I learned
Was to tell to your lips “don’t ever leave me”
Little by little I fell in love with you
It was the love that spoke for me
Little by little the night stood still
And left a star in your eyes
Little by little I fell in love with you
It was the love that chose for me
Little by little the wind stood still
And left a flower in your hair
Little by little I fell in love with you
It was the love that spoke for me
With my hands, I held your fingers
And we never picked that flower
2020.11.21.
Love song
To the most graceful one
without doubt
I sing a cheerful
love song,
since the pure woman
I love
waves and bids me a charming 'Have thanks.'
Alas, my heart is sick
with love!
She inspires my love
with her words of thanks!
She greets me with her smiles,
attracts me with kisses,
so that I am thrilled with joy from the bottom of my heart.
As bright as the violets
on a sunlit meadow
is the blue sparkling
of my delight's eyes.
Her little mouth
blooms fresh and round
like an unfolding rosebud wet with dew.
Her cheeks are of
a rosy hue
not even an angel has,
Heaven knows!
If only I
could keep sitting
next to the praised one until I die.
2020.11.21.
Entel Hadi Entel Hak
All will return to Him,
all who lived in this world 2 ×
Entel Hadi Entel Hak
Leysel hadi Illahu 2 ×
And the soul is His sign,
which many do not know 2 ×
Entel Hadi Entel Hak
Leysel hadi Illahu 2 ×
Everyone will be satisfied,
those who did sujood to Him 2 ×
Entel Hadi Entel Hak
Leysel hadi Illahu 2 ×
Every burden is light,
When Allah is mentioned 2 ×
Entel Hadi Entel Hak
Leysel hadi Illahu 2 ×
When darkness falls on the world
the salvation will be only Hu2 ×
Entel Hadi Entel Hak
Leysel hadi Illahu2 ×
In ecstasy burns ašk,
while the dervishes sob 2 ×
Entel Hadi Entel Hak
Leysel hadi Illahu 2 ×
2020.11.21.
Our Fateless Love
Versions: #1
Let's break up from here on
The pain I feel in me is has gotten too much now
Our love is not at fault
The fault lies in us
Love brought us together is fate
When fate ends, (we) go our separate ways
Thinking this way will be gentler on the heart
Please don't blame anymore, please stop the whining
Because we still have a long journey ahead of us
The love (we had) will forever just be a memory, my love
There will no longer be love nor resentment
Tomorrow the sunshine will be warm, (it) will be a beautiful new day
Tomorrow (we) will continue the path we have chosen
So when we turn back and look to the past
There will no longer be love, just a more peaceful heart
My love, if we have decided to be this way
Then I do not know what to do anymore
Leaving behind a painful regret
Who do I blame now
Let's break up from here on
The pain I feel in me is has gotten too much now
Our love is not at fault
The fault lies in us
Love brought us together is fate
When fate ends, (we) go our separate ways
Thinking this way will be gentler on the heart
Please don't blame anymore, please stop the whining
Because we still have a long journey ahead of us
The love (we had) will forever just be a memory, my love
There will no longer be love nor resentment
Tomorrow the sunshine will be warm, (it) will be a beautiful new day
Tomorrow (we) will continue the path we have chosen
So when we turn back and look to the past
There will no longer be love, just a more peaceful heart
Tomorrow when everything is over
That love will fade
Our fateless love, (the) feeling is fading
(If) we meet, please don't hold on
Let's just break up, it will be okay my love
The love came when we were close to each other
So when we turn back and look to the past
There will no longer be love, just a more peaceful heart
There will no longer be love
2020.11.20.
Memories
He was a little bohemian, poet and magician
and I know that he didn't accept to have a boss
Daddy would take us wandering from a place to another
we were three circus boys looking for luck.
Prechorus:
My mother didn't ressemble him
wanted a house, no matter how small...
Chorus:
Your road is quite long, usually said
and however you run, poverty will follow you
For us, wherever would be the same as hard
I want to have my corner some day...
The waggon would take us wandering from a village to another
and I remember how much I needed a little rest
I see my dad in my thought how he was applauded
looked so young and smiled trurly.
Prechorus
Chorus
I grew walking the string as elegant as I could
and usually I was a juggler and acrobat
Daddy would take us wandering from a place to another
we were three circus boys looking for luck.
Prechorus
Chorus
2020.11.19.
Black and white picture
I already know how the road will be turning,
Though things occur with no warning.
And I know by heart where it will go
I already know now the road’s every paver
And that sweet descent that I will savor
From which I’ll come back alone
But half-gone already I don’t know why it
Is so hard that I’d deny it
Or decry it, or defy it
We look at old photos, but
It is an obsession to keep hope
Alive - an attempt to cope
and save I do not know what...
More and more, again I waste my time and fret, it
is all just to forget it -
What is undoubtedly true
New sad days and clear nights when stars glitter
And the words that are sweet, bitter -
In my one letter sent to you
That says: 'my love, I am sorry
But my heart just got memento mori
Signs from our past, all blurry'
Who knows that better than you?
I mistreat you for real, even injure
With that little black and white picture
In a little poem of mine for you
2020.11.17.
Next station
It's Jarzyna's birthday, I drove to Młociny
In the morning the hangover only came after I drove past Wawrzyszew
Constantly drunk, I go past Stare Bielany
Constantly buzzed, in old clothes, constantly sleepy
If I was religious I would go to confession
But I have issues with God, I think (that) as I see Słodowiec
The air escaping somewhere near Marymont metro
I didn't have enough to exhale again, I have to go ashore
Some boy eats a sandwich loudly
And it's only Plac Wilsona, I might pass out
An artist with a briefcase thinks he's some Matejka or Banksy
But he lacks imagination, Dworzec Gdański soon
(Next station) - Ratusz Arsenał
'Ł' said with front of the tongue, and I'm suffering right now
I close my eyes and pray to be at Świętokrzyska already
People came in with kebab, grinding meat in their mouths
(Next station): one liter of wine and half liter of vodka
And six cigarettes, so you can smoke and ponder your sadness
(Next station): one liter of vodka and half liter of wine
The end of June, winter is soon
Like a partisan in this sad as fuck city
Gigantic hangover and pizza with greasy dough
(Next station): in this sad as fuck city
Gigantic hangover and pizza with greasy dough
I hear someone playing on a chair, this must be the downtown
He's quite good, someone should buy him a drum already
I struggle with pain when I go past Politechnika
I think some guy wants my seat, he's standing and staring
(Next station): Pole Mokotowskie
A nun is reading God's Word sadly
Dead silence in the wagon, Racławicka metro is soon
Everyone's a little unkempt, everyone's tightening the belt
Gentlemen without wives, their penises are itching
They talk about women as we pas Wierzbno
My tongue meets my teeth and feels the aftertaste of wine
But that's the last remaining drop, Wilanowska soon
I have to get out, I cant do it anymore
Rain, storming from my temples to my hindbrain, and it's only Służew
I know! I forgot to drink any liquids
I move the water bottle, It's already Ursynów
At least I think so, I can't see well, I have to cut my hair
I'm really fed up with this, I go past Stokłosy
I think I drank with the demons yesterday
They begged me to share with them, Imielin soon
And now please be quite like monks from Shaolin
My head is hurting a lot, you hear me? Natolin soon.
And suddenly I know that I'm in trouble
The last station: Kabaty
(Next station): one liter of wine and half liter of vodka
And six cigarettes, so you can smoke and ponder your sadness
(Next station): one liter of vodka and half liter of wine
The end of June, winter is soon
Like a partisan in this sad as fuck city
Gigantic hangover and pizza with greasy dough
(Next station): in this sad as fuck city
Gigantic hangover and pizza with greasy dough
My family is probably praying and missing (me)
They probably went to a pilgrimage at Matka Boska Liecheńska
Because this party lasted around as much as the Congress of Vienna
But I come back, go into metro, Dworzec Wileński station
IPhone calling but I don't feel like talking
A minx from Praga is standing in a disco-baroque outfit
Now the train goes past the Stadion Narodowy station quickly
I used to buy GTA and Eminem's new albums here
Centrum Nauki Kopernik
A boy with dreads is holding a bag, and inside it is a greenhouse
The smell of marijuana eases my temple while I'm still drunk
I smile at it, but the guy dares to walk out
An accordionist got inside on the Uniwersytet station
He loves to play gypsy rhythms and scream
I give him two złoty because I like music too
Though I think metro's wagon is ruining his acoustic
Metro Świętokrzyska
People came in with kebab, grinding meat in their mouths
One of them so hairy he'd need a hundred tweezers
The hot sauce stains his hoodie somewhere around Rondo ONZ
I could stare at him all day
A simple travel in metro, and so many excitements come from it
But enough of this drive, I have to get out and look at the sky again
Last station Rondo Daszyńskiego
(Next station): one liter of wine and half liter of vodka
And six cigarettes, so you can smoke and ponder your sadness
(Next station): one liter of vodka and half liter of wine
The end of June, winter is soon
Like a partisan in this sad as fuck city
Gigantic hangover and pizza with greasy dough
(Next station): in this sad as fuck city
Gigantic hangover and pizza with greasy dough
2020.11.16.
What a wonderful land, Paradise is
What a wonderful land, Paradise is
How shall I reach there, how much I would like
The voice of the Holy One is heard, Jesus promised me
'I love you, I love you, I will take you up there!'
Ref: And there I will sing, for Thy mercy is great