A keresés eredménye

Autobiography

I wake up
Your memory wraps me up again
I'd like to escape and I can't
The sheets smell like you
 
The other side of bed still has
My fears untouched
It reclaims
Sinking again with your weight
It dies so it's not deserted
I don't want to take on the empty space
If I stretch out my hand
 
I leave behing
The cold night
The end
Is a starting point
When I wake up
I see the north
Again
I have faith in the horizon
 
Your words
Don't scare me
They're so empty
They're not worth anything anymore
 

Caffeine and Lorazepam

Capital is crushing me
Every day is the same
I can't do it anymore
Caffeine during the day
Lorazepam at night
 
Six in the morning
I haven't slept anything
How hard it is to be a grown-up
 
With my tongue sticking out
Until I die
I'm going to combust
 
I don't want
To look
Anymore
The bank app
 
Whatsapp
Vibrates and vibrates
With no stop
 
Capital is crushing me
Every day is the same
I can't do it anymore
Caffeine during the day
Lorazepam at night
 
And when some free time is left
The eternal guilt of not producing
In the end
I also apply profitability to free time
 
I can't
Prosper
Without stepping
On everyone else
I want
To get out of the social elevator
 
The extra hours are really
Those that go away
Between friends without thinking
 
The authentic worldwide plague
is having to generate
Always more and more
 
Capital is crushing me
Every day is the same
I can't do it anymore
Caffeine during the day
Lorazepam at night
 
And when some free time is left
The eternal guilt of not producing
In the end
I also apply profitability to free time
 

Pain is

You were the end
I didn't see it coming
So many things to do
A thousand moments to live
 
I suspected
That something wasn't going well
I make an effort to close wounds
I didn't believe were open
 
I want to forgive you
Now I know nothing matters
I don't know
if there can be more rebukes
 
How does the story
that you left halfway end?
There are no more memories to tell
 
Hug me
So that it hurts
Fill for the last time
This space with your skin
 
I had to start to fly
you pushed me without knowing
 
So many years waiting
Trying to open the door
Of that empty room
 
All the promises
that were left to be fullfilled
You can see now...
your absence prevails
 
That day in July
That split my life in two
Is gone
It won't come back tomorrow
the house doesn't smell like you anymore
In silence I yell
Where are you?
 
Hug me
So that it hurts
Hug me
So that it can break me
 
You left us
On our way to disaster
 
You left us
On our way to disaster
 

Fauna

It's 6 a.m.
You return to earth
The city looks for a hiding spot
Run for your lives
The trip feels long
Life brings you down
You need nourishment
You wait for the line
 
Between tigers and panthers
You're a deer
They sniff each other
They don't pay attention to you
With the white of your sleeves
You wipe off your mouth
You hide it between your hands
Today is not your turn
 
Set your shoulders
Lift your chin
Rehearse the words
Your tongue burns
Don't look the other beasts
in the eye
Hold your breath
 
Keep it...
Keep this minute of my fear
(let's believe, let's believe)
Keep it...
Keep this minute of my rage
(let's believe, let's believe)
 
The whispers spread
The laughs sound familiar
They're bigger the closer they are
You go on alert mode
Even if they don't show their claws
You know you're prey
How much do you forget?
How much do you remember?
 
You have to swallow
The venom that drips
Hide between the branches
Sit still, wait
 
Set your shoulders
Lift your chin
Rehearse the words
Your tongue burns
Don't look the other beasts
in the eye
Hold your breath
 
Keep it...
Keep this minute of my fear
(let's believe, let's believe)
Keep it...
Keep this minute of my rage
(let's believe, let's believe)
It's for you
So fragile that a single gesture is a threat
(let's believe, let's believe)
It's for you
From the peak I'm a threat
 
Starting again
The fear and rage again
Starting again
The fear and rage again
Starting again
The fear and rage again
Starting again
The fear and rage again
 
Keep it...
Keep this minute of my fear
(let's believe, let's believe)
Keep it...
Keep this minute of my rage
(let's believe, let's believe)
 
It's for you
So fragile that a single gesture is a threat
(let's believe, let's believe)
It's for you
From the peak I'm a threat
Keep it...
Keep it...
 

You manipulated me

You manipulated me
you made me believe
that life is full of shiny diamonds
full of precious stones, of beautiful things, of bright people
you manipulated me
 
you manipulated me
I can't rhyme
all the times you betrayed me
all the happy days
you promised and then forgot about
go out for dinner, stability,
multiproperty
 
you'll be happy
if you dress with better clothes
you'll be happy
when you find love
the days feel longer
you've achieved your goals
you'll be happy
without me
 
I followed the rules, I did my part
the air is left in those promises
I start laughing when I see you speak
I'm so tired
healthy food, pay by installments
a beer after work
all my will power to achieve
things that aren't for me
 
you manipulated me
you created the need
of seeing me victorious
of following patterns
to make me someone interesting
 
you manipulated me
you made me believe
that my misfortune was something generational
that if I don't improve it's because of my bad habit
of complaining, boycotting
that this world is made for me
and if I truly listen to you
 
you'll be happy
you'll be happy
you'll be happy
if you dress with better clothes
you'll be happy
when you find love
the days feel longer
you''e achieved your goals
you'll be happy
doing what I do
 
I followed the rules, I did my part
the air is left in those promises
I start laughing when I see you speak
I'm so tired
healthy food, pay by installments
a beer after work
all my will power to achieve
things that aren't like that, no!
 
I followed the rules, I did my part
the air is left in those promises
I start laughing when I see you speak
I'm so tired
healthy food, pay by installments
a beer after work
all my will power to achieve
things that aren't for me