A keresés eredménye

I don't care

I don't care what dream did you have last night.
I don't care if you like tango or waltz-boston.
I don't care what cut you choose to wear again.
I do not care, and long ago.
I do not care, listen, who gave you rosesbud.
I do not care what you live by, and what the sky on the horizon.
And what is now in your life - the rise or a slow slope.
 
And to whom you write all the time, I don't care.
If you want – publish a volume.
I don't care what a strange guy on Instagram is there.
He is like Kashchei1 in this raincoat - are you together, it does not bother me.
I do not care about the general plans and about details.
And mind you, I should be nervous, but I'm calm phenomenally.
I don't care you don't share the bed with me.
I don't care, although only a couple of weeks ago
I’ve lost the ground under my feet.
 
I don't care to whom you sing the lullaby.
I don't care who wakes you up in the morning.
I do not care what you do not appreciate.
Your feeble attempts get to know how I live – monkey business2.
I don't care, though who I'm lying to?
 
Chorus:
You know my soul hurt so much
as if all the bones were broken.
I don't remember your name
and can not breathe for anger.
Immobilized, depressed, broken,
I even don’t invite the death.
And in my soul it hurts so much
as if all the bones were broken.
 
You don't take it seriously,
come on, it would be a stupid joke
to suppose that I only think about you every minute.
And if I care about your achievements or routes.
No peace, no sleep, no comfort, and I will never forget you.
Believe me, I'm happy (happy!), and every day is like a holiday.
And there is no shadow of neurasthenic - not at all, I prankster and ruffian.
Who trampled enemies in the dirt? I!
Who helped friends to become princes? I!
Besides me, who teasing my own life,
do you really need other evidence?
 
And of course, I'm not looking for your eyes in a crowd of strangers.
And my eyes are not burning - know, I have long come out of a coma.
I was so attracted to you, but I became weightless.
Like we're strangers
By the way, remind me, who I’m talking about?
 
But there deep inside where you can not see
it's not easy at all, I'm literally at the bottom.
And the snow falls, the snow falls from above,
unable to hide your fiery trail.
 
So shrill and sharp,
so humiliatingly long
I try to pull out the needle,
but grip with fingers – that’s all...
 
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• 1. Kashchei Immortal – personage of russian folk. Warlock, thin as a rake
• 2. useless work, russian idiom – from Krylov fable “Monkey”

Avalanche

Monotone, dull, faded, narrow
The procession of days keep dragging.
We neither stare at the bottomless sky
Nor chase wild-goose.
 
We don’t dream about Eden
And more often can’t sleep.
Life harnesses us,
The chariot without wheels is on the road to ruin.
 
But suddenly I had the image of you.
Lonely among the bustle,
A blinding flash of light for a moment illuminating
This world of lifeless emptiness.
 
The mind left me, it melted, was cold,
Have the blues, and seemed to have caught a cold.
I tried to escape, pushing and romping,
Because bridges burned in the distance.
 
The air is clean, the sun's disk
Lights up dust particles one by one.
Let they twist impetuously.
And grimaces of will is helpless.
 
The rumbling is heard there in the distance, under cover
Of freezing sparkling ghostly haze.
And on my warm heart carefully
One snowflake falls to another.
 
And you fell like an avalanche,
Fell like an avalanche,
Crushed, shoveled up, trampled, Sweeped away
Everything in my soul irreparably.
 
You fell like an avalanche,
Fell like an avalanche.
Neither stand nor leave, there are no roadblocks
Against in that inexorable power.
 
You fell like an avalanche,
Fell like an avalanche.
You fell like an avalanche,
Fell like an avalanche.
 
Time heals and I still have a chance to save myself,
All seconds are short here.
Look, I could forget, after all, smell of the lips,
Waterfalls of hair on the shoulder.
 
I overburden myself with affairs,
tears follow upon tears.
So week is replacing week,
And I believe: still a little bit and I rescued.
 
I’ve stumbled, and this is the mistake
That worth all the long months.
I would, without delay, give up everything I had
In order to forget that icy stare,
 
Not to dream the bend of that smile,
Lines of snow-white palm.
And the snowstorm bursts into such a defenseless
My jail is as if a house of cards.
 
And you fell like an avalanche,
Fell like an avalanche,
Crushed, shoveled up, trampled, Sweeped away
Everything in my soul irreparably.
 
You fell like an avalanche,
Fell like an avalanche.
Neither stand nor leave, there are no roadblocks
Against in that inexorable power.
 
You fell like an avalanche,
Fell like an avalanche.
You fell like an avalanche,
Fell like an avalanche.
You fell like an avalanche,
Fell like an avalanche.
 
And stopped me playfully.
 

There's No Time

There's no time, a dawn on the horizon, a cold, lifeless light.
There's no time, and one third of the cigarette are burning in the room and ash in hand.
There's no time, all this absurd nonsense in my head,
Are we the same or not, with those we are or not.
In the body we are either in a poke.
There's no time, the hands of the clock are like a knife, heads are hanging from the shoulders.
In the loop of a road - car, a carefree stream in the metro, they have nothing to catch.
There's no time, we save up for silk, but the devil'll eat even the tree of the cross.
Sadness's so empty, filled with bile in laughter, there's no time.
There's no time, autumn in a cheap coat, skeletons of birches in the horizon, gaze the eyes.
The foliage rushes headlong past, will not whisper: there's no time, the frost will grind the window
With cold fingers, someone will write only two words, giving glass all the warmth and bitterness of pain.
There's no time, death will hardly be heard, sits like at home at the table.
It'll say: Let's go. And I'll look into her face without fear, I'll ask: 'Then what?'
It says: 'Eternity waited, my friend, eternity - the end of your troubles.'
'Give the time,' I'll ask and it answer: 'Time doesn't have eternity.'
 
The earth rushes, everything rushes somewhere. Don't overtake.
Because of you, a man has started, paradise has come to end.
There's only a moment that it was - cooled, that'll be - a mirage.
There's no time, and deception starts seconds in circulation.
 
The earth rushes, everything rushes somewhere. Don't overtake.
Because of you, a man has started, paradise has come to end.
There's only a moment that it was - cooled, that'll be - a mirage.
There's no time, and deception starts seconds in circulation.
 
There's so much time, kindly and cruelly, no, you should not compare it with the brilliance of coins.
And for us, all invisible shackles, one by one we get up and leave the tables.
The main characters or, whether simple, full we or empty.
Desperately fell under the fact, only for a while a flag was issued,
White light, darkness. This is only a small moment. It's like a dream that the lock doesn't hide,
And life is already calling, but the mind was locked the soul by the bolt.
And the heart covers with ice, it must be melted, but for what?
Some were looking for meaning in the horizon, others pointed to gold, like it was there.
There's no time - the rostrum screams, the voice is silent, the music too - the strings are torn.
 
The earth rushes, everything rushes somewhere. Don't overtake.
Because of you, a man has started, paradise has come to end.
There's only a moment that it was - cooled, that'll be - a mirage.
There's no time, and deception starts seconds in circulation.
 
The earth rushes, everything rushes somewhere. Don't overtake.
Because of you, a man has started, paradise has come to end.
There's only a moment that it was - cooled, that'll be - a mirage.
There's no time, and deception starts seconds in circulation.
 
Tibor from QS-FB