2022.01.09.
Alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Megvan a vodka és az üdítő, feltartom őket a magasba, mint egy követ Minnesotában
Odakint zsernyákok Roverekben, szarok bele, lenyitom a tetőt, próbálok talizni Hovával
Mindenütt ott lesz a dalom, eddig tartott ribancok, mindjárt vége az egésznek
Nagyot tévedtek ha józanok vagytok, húzódjatok hátra kurvák, legyen bennetek kellem, mint Topherben!
Szóval ma este kapunk egy rekesz Ace of Spadestés lespricceljük vele a nyomik kibaszott pofáját
És ma este lehet, hogy begyűjtünk egy feljelentéstrúgjunk be, mintha most nyertük volna meg egy kibaszott versenyt!
Úgyhogy ha úgy élsz, ahogy mi és a ma este lesz az este, akkor durván-durván teszed magad bele
Kapj el egy tízest vagy egy kilencestés élvezd az életed, hadd folyjon korlátok-korlátok nélkül!
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
A hozzáállásom az, hogy LESZAROM, a faszfejek imádni fogják
Mintha Pacmég mindig élne, west coast, imádják!
Engem sose zavart ha nyilvánosan iszok, mint Britney Spearst
Én a csúcson leszek, mintha emelnénk egy hegyet
Az én rajongóim ismerik a szöveget, a tieid meg csak dúdolnak
Az én pasim Loubokatvesz nekem, a tied meg csóró
Kétszer annyi páromvan, mint neked, ráduplázok
Kétszer annyian bámulnak meg, futhatsz érte mint egy gazella
Twerkelni fogok, befüvezek, megdolgozom, mindig megkapom
Te egy gyökér vagy, szerezz magadnak saját szajrét, sunyi görény vagy, nézegesd a saját képeidet!
Semmi miatt nem aggódom a világon
Felmutatom a középső ujjam – gördeszkás lány
Kortyolom a piát – elhomályosult lány
Jobb füvet szívok – viszlát lány!
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Pia, pia, pia, pia
Töltsd a bögrémbe, tartsd fel, magasra fel!
Pia, pia, pia, pia
Hadd lássam, hogy berúgsz, hadd lássam, hogy megembereled magad!
Pia, pia, pia, pia
Igyunk egyet a DJ-re, jól elszálltunk
Pia, pia, pia, pia
Van aki balhézni akar, én csak jól akarom érezni magam
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Még csak nem is értem, valahányszor iszok, úgy iszok mint egy alkoholista
Rúgj be!
2022.01.04.
Yule Lads Poem
I wish to tell a tale
about those old lads,
who came here in times before
to our farm homes.
They were seen up in the fells,
— as many do know —
all lined up in one trail
down to the homes below.
Grýla, she was their mother,
she gave them giant’s milk,
but father Leppalúði
was of lamentable ilk.
The Yule Lads as they were named,
— at Yuletide they were due —
and one by one did they come,
but never two by two.
There were thirteen
of these gentlemen,
and they wished not to peeve
all folk at once
So into the door they snuck
and took apart the lock.
And most of all they searched all through
the pantry and kitchen.
With cunning smiles and sneers
they would hide here and there,
prepared with all of their tricks
when people weren’t near.
And still should they be seen,
they were wont to come
to tease people — and disturb
the peace of their home.
Sheep-cote Clod came first,
built firm as a tree.
Into the sheepfold he would sneak
to play with the farmer's sheep.
He meant to suck the ewes' milk,
— which they liked not at all,
for the wretch had feet stiff like wood
— well, this did not go well.
Gully Gawk was the next,
with his grey old head.
He snuck down from the gorge
and in the barn he leapt.
He hid himself in the stables
as he stole the froth,
while the friendly milkmaiden
chatted with the farmhand.
Stubby was named the third,
stumpy he was.
He snatched himself a cooking pan
whenever he could.
He ran away then with his prize
and collected the bits
which sometimes burned and stuck to
the bottom here and there.
The fourth lad came, Spoon Licker,
thin was he in shape.
He became mischievous
when the cook was not around.
And like lightning he then leapt,
grasping the stirring spoon,
He held it with both his hands
for sometimes it would slip.
Then fifth came the Pot Scraper,
a silly lad he was.
When children were given pieces,
he came to tap the door.
The children rushed to see themselves
if truly they had a guest.
Then he’d hurry over to the pot
and have himself a fest.
Then came Bowl Licker, the sixth,
of startlingly poor ilk.
From underneath the bed frame
he stuck his ugly head.
When the people would set down their bowls
for the cat and dog,
he sprang out to grab them
and lick them clean he would.
Seventh was the lad Door Slammer,
— quite obscene he was.
If people wished at twilight
to catch themselves a rest.
But he was not especially
downtrodden that night
if he could roughly bang on
doors and hear them thud.
Skyr Gobbler, the eighth one,
frightfully dim lad,
He’d knock upon the skyr tub
with his fist ‘til it broke.
He gobbled it by himself
gaping his mouth with food,
until he felt so full
he had to moan and howl.
The ninth was Sausage Swiper,
shifty and clever,
He climbed upon the rafters
and pilfered from there.
On a wood beam he sat
masked in soot and smoke,
and stuffed himself with sausage
without any care.
The tenth lad was Window Peeper,
odd little man,
Who snuck up to the window
And looked in through it.
If something did lie therein
and caught his sly eye,
most often later
to swipe it he would try.
Eleventh was the Door Sniffer,
— never had a cold,
yet he had such a funny
and oversized nose.
He caught scent of bread loaf
there upon the hills,
and smooth like a smoke cloud to
the sweet scent he ran.
Then Meat Hook, the twelfth one,
knew many different tunes,
He frolicked in the countryside
on mass of Thorlak's Day.
He snatched himself a small bite,
when the coast was clear.
But sometimes it was too short,
that one hook of his.
Thirteenth was the Candle Beggar,
-- it was cold that night,
if he was not the last of them
on that Christmas eve.
He trailed behind the children,
who smiled happy and glad,
and ran about the farmland
with their tallow lights .
Then on Christmas night itself
-- so goes the story --
the lads, they all sat about
and stared at all the lights.
Then away they scampered,
through all the frost and snow.
On the thirteenth day, the last one
of the lads would go.
Long since in the mountainlands
have all their tracks faded.
But the memories have turned
into art and song.
2022.01.01.
Az Ami
Hamarosan szembe kell nézz
Az igazsággal a mögött, ahogy érzel
És inkább bár sose tudnám
Meg tennék bármit, bármit
Hogy ne mutassam be magamnak azt, ki vagyok
Ez hasztalan szenvedés
A csúf részem kicsinál
Ahogy belőlem táplálkozik
De ez az, az ami
Nem tudod, hogy élj ezzel, az ami
De ez az, az ami
Lehetetlennek tűnik
De magamra öltöm ki is vagyok igazán
Akkor is ha egy kurva kölke, vagy egy rettegő gyerek
Akkor ez az, ami
Hamarosan szembe kell vele nézz
Egy vírus vagy, az emberi faj
És én sose, sose tudhatom
Megtettem e mindent, mindent
Hogy ne érezzem azt, amit érzek
Ez a pince ördöge seggbe rúgja
az angyalom a fellegekben
De ez az, az ami
Nem tudod, hogy élj ezzel, az ami
De ez az, az ami
Lehetetlennek tűnik
De magamra öltöm ki is vagyok igazán
Akkor is ha egy kurva kölke, vagy egy rettegő gyerek
Akkor ez az, ami
Ne lökj el, ne ölj meg
Ez az, ami mer' ez az, ami
Ne játssz velem, ne zavarj ezzel
Ez az ami, mer' ez az ami
Ne kérdezz, ne mondd meg
Ez az ami, mer' ez az ami
Ne lökj el, ne ölj meg
Ez az, ami mer' ez az, ami
Ne fuss el, honnan jöttél
Mer' ez az, ami
És Én, én
De ez az, az ami
Nem tudod, hogy élj ezzel, az ami
De ez az, az ami
Lehetetlennek tűnik
De magamra öltöm ki is vagyok igazán
Akkor is ha egy kurva kölke, vagy egy rettegő gyerek
Akkor ez az, ami
2021.12.28.
The Clock Gave Me A Signal
Hey hey
Hey oh oh ah
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
The clock gave me a signal
It's a game that only lasts for a moment
The clock gave me a signal
It's a game that only lasts for a moment
The participants will
Become spectators
Yes, all of it changes
The clock gave me a signal
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
Make me dance on your signals
Let's celebrate these moments
You can tease me as much as you like
Make me dance on your signals
Let's celebrate these moments
You can tease me as much as you like
I won't say a word about it
I'll tolerate your cruelty
Yes, I'll tolerate your cruelty
The clock gave me a signal
It's a game that only lasts for a moment
The participants will become spectators
All of it changes
Yes, all of it changes
The clock gave me a signal
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
Don't get lost in your thoughts
Don't fall asleep, my enemies
Don't become drunk
Don't get lost in your thoughts
Don't fall asleep, my enemies
Don't become drunk
Tonight is just yours
A star is shining on you
Yes, a star is shining on you
The clock gave me a signal
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
What is the world doing now
What will destiny allow to happen
What is near and what is far
What is the world doing now
What will destiny allow to happen
What is near and what is far
I know nothing else but this
Only today will be your day
Yes, only today will be your day
The clock gave me a signal
It's a game that only lasts for a moment
The participants will become spectators
All of it changes
Yes, all of it changes
The clock gave me a signal
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
Hey hey, hey hey
Hey oh oh ah, hey oh oh ah
2021.12.12.
Depegöz
Oghuz had a shepherd
He saw a fairy, wish he could not see
Seasons came and passed
It was the time to return that was given as a trust
The soil had plumped and became like a drum
A couple of brave-men rid horses on it
Eventually, the soil became a beloved
Oh fellas, what happened? 2021.12.09.
In this neighbourhood
I look outside and sigh
Life is a bitter wine and I give it a try
People that prepare hookahs, prostitutes and bums
Steamers, sailors, papatzides, fortune tellers
But, in this neighbourhood, where the children are running around
The patrol cars shine at nights
Gods and demons are chasing me mother
They look for me in fortune tellers and in oracles
But the neighbourhood doesn't tell them about my plans
And the police are enraged
I have a heavy load on my chest
To taste all the drinks of sin
I want to throw down my luck like a dice
All the rebetes of the world to write history
My palm is writing the history of the neighbourhood
The best people were covered with tombs
I've got every building in my mind
I have been carving the walls of the detention centre since I was 15
In which square's benches did we meet up?
Where we fell in love, where we first kissed?
Our neighbourhoods are next to each other, but we got lost
It was your turn to count and we all hid
Five, ten, fifteen and I come out
I started counting as a kid and I opened my eyes when I was a full grown man
Since I was in a hurry, I could't wait
I fell in love with night as much as the bead's sound
(Let's go) Throw weed in the hookah
(Let's go) Tune up the baglamades
(Opa) As for her sake tonight
There'll be troubles in the neighbourhood tonight
(Heeey) Tell me no more about her
I forgot about her as soon as I finished my drink
I saw in her eyes what was left
I didn't think about what I did and I lost her
The blinds are closed all day long
I saw life break up the toughest boys
We're the ones that the new age hasn't changed
Out of our cages, children, wild beasts
I look outside and sigh
Life is a bitter wine and I give it a try
People that prepare hookahs, prostitutes and bums
Steamers, sailors, papatzides, fortune tellers
But, in this neighbourhood, where the children are running around
The patrol cars shine at nights
2021.12.08.
I Miss the Time with You
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time with you
You weren't with me long enough
I ask myself where I should go
I don't know, I simply stay put
I don't want to idealize
We will stand on all fours
Despite our living situation
There was hardly stress, who has that (stress) anyway?
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time with you
did you know, when we were in Holland
on the sea in the wind and absolutely not warm
actually I really didn't want to go at all
of course your joy gave it meaning
it was steady the whole time
you were happy, i was ready
to change the world, starting with me
but we didn't discuss much
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time with you
then you were sad, I was too dumb
to notice it right away, something was wrong
maybe you dreamed of more for yourself?
I have dreamed, I have only cried
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time
oh, I miss the time with you
2021.12.06.
I love you, who is not the best in the world
That blossoming, blossoming flower of frost
Someone plucked it again, and so I cried
Ah, how, how am I supposed to protect it?
That promise was eaten by summertime's bugs.
After waiting for him for so long I noticed
The piling snow shines like noon
When I'm in love with you, who is not the best in the world
I can let go, I can forget
Without having to understand anything
Ah, I'm nagging again saying this and that
It's a bad habit that came out once again
Anytime, always, I'm without change
Except for the number of wrinkles as I'm wasting evenings
I was standing on love's pathway for such a long time
That I've noticed those entangled fingers looked so empty to me
When I'm in love with you, who is not the best in the world
I become impure, I'm captivated by you
You, who understands me
I was stolen away, my words were eaten
For putting up with my adornments and loving me - thank you, really
I want this to truly be something
If it's with you, with, with you!
When I was next to someone, who's not my favorite in the world
There, everywhere I was seeing the shadow of you, who wasn't by my side
When I'm in love with you, who is not the best in the world
I can forget, I can once more
see the 'you' I saw that day
the 'you' who's next to me
Until the sunrise, when spring comes around
2021.12.02.
Nem tudtam mást szeretni, mint téged
Versions: #2
Senden uzakta hep bir şeyler eksik
Mindig hiányzik belőled valami
Gönlümde derman yok, inan bir nefeslik
A szívemben nincs gyógymód, hidd el, csak egy lélegzet
Ne bir avuntu, ne de biraz ümit
Sem vigasztalás, sem egy kis remény
Ne yaptın bana, nedir bu sessizlik
Mit tettél velem, mi ez a csend
İçimde bir şey acıyor sen gelince aklıma, her şeyim
Valami fáj bennem, amikor eszembe jutsz, mindenem
Senden uzakta hep bir şeyler eksik
Mindig hiányzik belőled valami
Gönlümde derman yok, inan bir nefeslik
A szívemben nincs gyógymód, hidd el, csak egy lélegzet
Ne bir avuntu, ne de biraz ümit
Sem vigasztalás, sem egy kis remény
Ne yaptın bana, nedir bu sessizlik
Mit tettél velem, mi ez a csend
İçimde bir şey acıyor sen gelince aklıma, her şeyim
Valami fáj bennem, amikor eszembe jutsz, mindenem
Yerine sevemem, yerine sevemem
Nem tudok mást szeretni, nem tudok mást szeretni
Razıyım, yapayalnız tükensin yıllarım ama
Jól vagyok, hadd teljenek el az éveim egyedül, de
Yerine sevemem, yerine sevemem
Nem tudok mást szeretni, nem tudok mást szeretni
Olmuyor, denedim, yine de yerine sevemedim her şeyi
Nem megy, próbáltam, mégsem tudtam mást szeretni helyette
Senden uzakta hep bir şeyler eksik
Mindig hiányzik belőled valami
Gönlümde derman yok, inan bir nefeslik
A szívemben nincs gyógymód, hidd el, csak egy lélegzet
Ne bir avuntu, ne de biraz ümit
Sem vigasztalás, sem egy kis remény
Ne yaptın bana, nedir bu sessizlik
Mit tettél velem, mi ez a csend
İçimde bir şey acıyor sen gelince aklıma, her şeyim
Valami fáj bennem, amikor eszembe jutsz, mindenem
Senden uzakta hep bir şeyler eksik
Mindig hiányzik belőled valami
Gönlümde derman yok, inan bir nefeslik
A szívemben nincs gyógymód, hidd el, csak egy lélegzet
Ne bir avuntu, ne de biraz ümit
Sem vigasztalás, sem egy kis remény
Ne yaptın bana, nedir bu sessizlik
Mit tettél velem, mi ez a csend
İçimde bir şey acıyor sen gelince aklıma, her şeyim
Valami fáj bennem, amikor eszembe jutsz, mindenem
Yerine sevemem, yerine sevemem
Nem tudok mást szeretni, nem tudok mást szeretni
Razıyım, yapayalnız tükensin yıllarım ama
Jól vagyok, hadd teljenek el az éveim egyedül, de
Yerine sevemem, yerine sevemem
Nem tudok mást szeretni, nem tudok mást szeretni
Olmuyor, denedim, yine de yerine sevemedim her şeyi
Nem megy, próbáltam, mégsem tudtam mást szeretni helyette
2021.12.01.
Spring is Here
Spring is here, spring is here
See! Spring is full again everywhere
In the field, the birds also sing
Every flock of fervent, funny gatherings
Spring is here, spring is here
Nature blooms like smiling flowers with winds
Spring is here, spring is here
Let's sing the song 'Welcome to Spring' together.
Open air is full of beautiful girls
With charming smiles like flowers
In a blue Ao Dai with colorful flowers
She looks pretty like a moon fairy
A few of the kids squealed with giggles
Let's have fun together
And flocks of young birds flying full of sky
Singing together too, chirping
Chorus:
A song called 'Welcome to Spring.'
Rhythm with fireworks sounds
Welcome spring this year
And say goodbye to an old winter
Filled with space with blessings
A beautiful spring fairy is here
As if the best things here with us
And our hearts feel so loved in life.
Spring is here, spring is here
See! Spring is full again everywhere
Spring is here in the fields
Farmers plow their fields in happy spring
Spring is here, spring is here
Everywhere, country girls smile happily in the spring breeze
Spring is here, spring is here
Let's sing the song 'Welcome to Spring' together ... Spring is back
2021.11.28.
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
There's a maiden taking bath in Mahanadi in Sambalpur
On the bathing spot, her red saree-end can be seen
Oh Maiden, tell me, how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Sailor, listen to me, my parents are looking for a groom
Sailor, listen to me, my parents are looking for a groom
Girl: - My dad seeks a distant relative while mom seeks a live-in son-in-law
My dad seeks a distant relative while mom seeks a live-in son-in-law
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
There's a belle below the wall surrounding Kantilo Nilamadhaba temple
She has untucked her beautiful black hairs in the river stream
Oh Belle, tell me, how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Girl: - Sailor, listen to me, they're busy matching the stars
Sailor, listen to me, they're busy matching the stars
But the old school boy is unwilling saying that I'm an upper caste girl
But the old school boy is unwilling saying that I'm an upper caste girl
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
On the bank of Mahanadi at Banki, there's this beautiful girl
She's sitting on the women's bathing spot, with a heavy heart
Oh Bachelorette, tell me, how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Girl: - Sailor, listen to me, who is willing to marry me?
Sailor, listen to me, who is willing to marry me?
Whoever sees me, is unwilling to do so, citing that I'm ugly
Whoever sees me, is unwilling to do so, citing that I'm ugly
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
On the bank of Mahanadi at Gagagadia, there's this Katakiani (Cuttack girl)
She's washing her golden body, shining the bathing spot meanwhile
Oh girl, tell me, how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Girl: - Sailor, listen to me, how shameless you must be?
Sailor, listen to me, how shameless you must be?
Why do you care if I marry or not?
Why do you care if I marry or not?
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
A charming girl from Puri, upon spotting a lonely bathing spot
Has finished bathing and is adjusting her saree
Oh beautiful, tell me how terrible your parents must be for not marrying you off by now
Girl: - Sailor, listen to me, how can I get a good groom?
Sailor, listen to me, how can I get a good groom?
A landed groom from Bhubaneswar is only interested in Cuttack girls
A landed groom from Bhubaneswar is only interested in Cuttack girls
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Sail away along the blue waves of Mahanadi River, joyfully dancing
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
Go, my boat, sail away, sail away [Chorus]
2021.11.28.
Még egyet!
Ne csináld már, édes, ne!
Komolyan nem akarok hazamenni
Maradj velem, segíts ki ebben!
Olyan hidegek ezek az utcák
És tele a fejem tervekkel
Gyere fel most, a te kocsiddal megyünk
Ismerek egy lepukkant bárt
A belvárosban, nem messze, ingyen tacotadnak
És egész este nyitva tart, gyere, lógj együtt velem!
Van pénzem, van pénzem
(A vendégem vagy, a vendégem vagy)
Van pénzem, van pénzem
(Imádkoznál értem? Imádkoznál értem?)
Maradj velem ma este!
Megszámolhatjuk az utcalámpákat
Maradj velem, oké?
Leheljünk életet újra az egészbe!
Ne tűnj el!
Maradj!
Szeretek itt, rohadjon meg a munka!
Ráadásul mondtad, hogy a főnököd egy faszfej
Szükségem van most rád, ne csapd le a telefont
Összetöröm a cuccod, csináljuk azt
Amit mindig szoktunk
Ökörködjünk, mint két dilinyós
Egyre hosszabbak az éjszakák, egyedül érzem magam
Gondoskodj rólam, mert fáj!
Van pénzem, van pénzem
(A vendégem vagy, a vendégem vagy)
Van pénzem, van pénzem
(Imádkoznál értem? Imádkoznál értem?)
Maradj velem ma este!
Megszámolhatjuk az utcalámpákat
Maradj velem, oké?
Leheljünk életet újra az egészbe!
Ne tűnj el!
Maradj!
Még egyet!
Gyerünk!
Nem olyan nagy ügy (Nem nagy ügy)
Még egyet! (Még egyet, csajszi!)
Én fizetek (Gyerünk!)
Aztán hazamegyünk
Nem olyan nagy ügy (Nem nagy ügy)
Még egyet! (Még egyet!)
Gyerünk! (Gyerünk!)
Nem olyan nagy ügy (Nem nagy ügy)
Még egyet! (Még egyet!)
Még egyet! (Még egyet, csajszi!)
Én fizetek (Gyerünk!)
Aztán hazamegyünk (Aztán hazamegyünk)
Nem olyan nagy ügy (Nem nagy ügy)
Maradj velem ma este!
Megszámolhatjuk az utcalámpákat
Maradj velem, oké?
Leheljünk életet újra az egészbe!
Ne tűnj el!
Maradj!
2021.11.26.
I Can't See You, Understand?
Get away, get away from me!
Get away, get away from me!
I'm miserable! Begone, you ghosts!
Poor me! They appear too often!
At this rate, the day will never come
When I can get peace of mind
I'm not trying to see the invisible (but she's a seer who can't not see them)
I can't take it anymore, anymore, anymore
On a normal sunny day, I was talking with friends
When I found us visited by a bunch of ghosts
Will they leave us while we're ignoring them?
For crying out loud, don't follow us around!
I'm miserable! Begone, you ghosts!
Poor me! They appear too often!
Is this all about fate, life, and rebirth?
Stop it! You're making me shudder!
Too much! I must take no notice!
At this rate, the day will never come
When I can get peace of mind
Horrible monsters making my heart beat fast (I'm afraid they might hear it)
Have they disappeared yet? No, they haven't. . .
If I buy talismans and prepare a large salt pile
Can I have a good night's sleep? Definitely not!
When I want to cry, I say to myself 'Hang in there! Keep calm, I'll be OK!'
That's how every day goes
That's it! No more fearful encounters!
Even the strongest beads are useless!
Do they see through me? Yes, of course, perfectly!
They're far from blurry in my vision
Like flawless high-resolution images
At this rate, there will be no hope
That I can live a happy life
I'm miserable! Begone, you ghosts!
Poor me! They appear too often!
Is this all about fate, life, and rebirth?
Stop it! You're making me shudder!
Too much! I must take no notice!
At this rate, the day will never come
When I can get peace of mind
Get away, get away from me! Please don't scare me!
Get away, get away from me! Don't creep up on me!
Get away, get away from me! What terrible creatures!
Get away, get away from me! Perhaps I'm a big failure!
2021.11.23.
God willed it!
Versions: #2
God willed it! God willed it!
God willed it! God willed it!
What a lovely face! God willed it!
It is impossible to look away from these eyes ... God willed it!
I stole you, but I got the whole world with you.
God willed it! God willed it!
What a lovely face! God willed it!
The color of your love is deep, beautiful ... God willed it!
I stole you, but I got the whole world with you.
Recitative:
Oh beloved, by the will of God, you are delightful
Oh beloved, by the will of God, I miss you
Oh darling, by the will of God, you drive me crazy
Drive me crazy, drive me crazy, drive me crazy ...
If it burns, then let it burn!
If it burns, then let it burn!
Let this whole world burn!
Let there be only me for you and you for me ...
Listen to me my beloved
Your friendship and your love
Always have been, are now and always will be.
God willed it! God willed it!
What a lovely face! God willed it!
It is impossible to look away from the eyes ... God willed it!
I stole you, but I got the whole world with you.
You are the spark in the embers!
You are the brightest of the stars!
God has generously gifted you ...
(literally: God created you slowly).
Your love is my peace, my prayer,
When I found you, I found true faith.
God willed it! God willed it!
What a lovely face! God willed it!
It is impossible to look away from these eyes ... God willed it!
I stole you, but I got the whole world with you.
I stole you, I got the whole world with you ...
Recitative:
Oh beloved, by the will of God, you are delightful
Oh beloved, by the will of God, I miss you
Oh darling, by the will of God, you drive me crazy
Drive me crazy, drive me crazy, drive me crazy ...
2021.11.22.
Stronghold of Immorality
I recognized being alone.
that is basically for an eternity,
so happiness and such will not become
something of yours.
At the bottom of the sea of denial,
inside the sunken ruins,
let’s make a past that was lost a secret
“Say that you don’t know anything.”
the corruption is so easy to see that
it turns into words.
The exposition of conceit is interesting cinema.
Do you intend to project that on the screen?
You foolish ones who cling to crumbling pillars,
You people who wear the darkness, sleep in peace.
Hearts that attract each other shake the narrow rope.
“Don’t fall down,” I shout for the
first time.
The connection was severed.
That was definitely barefaced karma.
You also carry unnecessary guilt on your back.
We drink the poison in the beginning,
Since we’ve been given the role,
And without thinking we
return ourselves to the past.
“Is it time to do something?”
Throw away your soul. This work is far
away from virtue.
You whispered that this won’t take long angel?
Your voice overlaps with the rest.
Carried away by the high waves of the
judgement that pushes on,
The stronghold gets washed away and turns into ruins.
When you made your demands, you
probably felt it.
Come to me. This hand won’t let go.
The water leads everything into
purification.
I want to try forgetting just a little.
When the funeral bells ring, i’ll
stop the calamity that will be
resurrected.
It’s foolish to cling to crumbling pillars,
The darkness begins it’s attack. Sleep
once more.
Hearts that attract each other keep one
fist clenched.
“Don’t fall down,” I shouted for the
first time.
Carried away by the high waves of
judgement that pushes on,
The stronghold gets washed away and
turns into ruins.
When you made your demands, you
probably felt it.
Come to me. This hand won’t let go.
2021.11.21.
Guest
How many winters since we last parted
Which day is it today? Sometimes I'll think of you
Your message came so suddenly
Catching me by surprise and making me stand frozen where I was
When everyone's happy for you
I foolishly began to realize
That someone has already ordered a wedding dress for you
Thanks for specially inviting me to witness your love
I constantly remind myself not to turn away
Holding the invitation and approaching step by step
To the venue he meticulously designed
Unfortunately, this scene belongs to you
And I am just a guest
I let go of all my memories to help fulfill your love
Yet I can't believe this is destiny
After all this time, you feel so distant
And your greeting was done so politely
Why should we deliberately conceal in front of him
That my world once had you
Soon, the bells start to toll
You stand there patiently, waiting for him to approach
Gently, he gets down on one knee
And inserts the diamond ring into your ring finger
When everyone's happy for you
I foolishly began to realize
That there is already nothing left between us
Thanks for specially inviting me to witness your love
I constantly remind myself not to turn away
Today, you look exceptionally beautiful
This beauty which I once held
Unfortunately, this wedding is between you and him
And I am just a guest
I let go of all my memories to help fulfill your love
Yet I can't believe this is destiny
Happily ever after became once upon a time
And I try to sincerely congratulate you
Please forgive me for being rude and inconsiderate
for choosing to leave too soon
This isn't some idol drama
So why am I acting so painstakingly
In this unbearable scene
Thanks for specially inviting me to watch the love you want
Perhaps being a guest is another kind of destiny
I, who left you, as it stands
Have no right to care for you
After all, the one who found love is you
And I am just a guest
I let go of all of our memories to celebrate your wedding
Yet I never have the courage to congratulate you
Thank you for giving me a wake up call
And returning my heart to me
At least I can still become
The guest who witnessed your love
He was really lucky to have met you
But I hope that he loves you more than I do
2021.11.21.
Free from this world
Free from this world and all its human feelings.
Not a day goes by when I don't hate myself
And I only wish to end my life in the night
Become one with the night and the darkness
The darkness that enenigens so much of my life intolerable
Blood, the only thing that controls that I live
There is no more beautiful sight than blood, my blood
I love it, I'm hungry
Just seeing drops of blood dripping from my body
My wrists, my revelation
The only true thing that shows me the meaning of life
Death
Death is the meaning of all life
First birth, growth, pain, hate and death
Death is the solution to everything
Your only friend in the dark
2021.11.21.
Gift of life
With the gift of life undeniably follows death
In a world built of power structure and ideology.
Is this the ultimate truth?
The final solution
But how your life is formed, death follows with
You don't have a choice, just as you don't choose life
Life chooses you
Values are chosen, but life is still involved
The energy of your soul
Man will always search for a truth that does not exist
An answer to existence, but the answer will always be no
You will never find yourself in this world, you will never find peace
Little will ever stand still in what seems to be the perfect moment
The only choice is to choose when it ends
The moment to touch the blood in your veins and watch it disappear down the drain
Along with broken dreams and memories
Dreams of another world. Dreams of death
Peace descends in the soul as the fountain of life leaves you.
Dreams of death...
Gift of life...
2021.11.19.
This Love Takes Me Down
Lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalala
Who was expecting me to fall in love
And to be tormented with love
Awake and moving on the bed all the night
Because of her
Who told that I will be jealous
to live all this trouble
This what love can do
It takes me down
Who was expecting me to fall in love
And to be tormented with love
Awake and moving on the bed all the night
Because of her
Who told that I will be jealous
And to live all this trouble
This what love can do
It takes me down
This love is taking me down
My situation is difficult I was not thinking that love has a tax
Lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalala
I keep sweetning my words, in the winter of my age, I'm drown in my romance having no clue about what's going around
I was just playing love, now love is playing me, taking me tight and surrounding me
I keep sweetning my words, in the winter of my age, I'm drown in my romance having no clue about what's going around
I was just playing love, now love is playing me, taking me tight and surrounding me
This love is taking me down My situation is difficult I was not thinking that love has a tax
Lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalala
Who was expecting me to fall in love And to be tormented with love Awake and moving on the bed all the night Because of her
Who told that I will be jealous And to live all this trouble This what love can do It takes me down
This love is taking me down My situation is difficult
I was not thinking that love has a tax
Lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalala
2021.11.18.
A bridge to tomorrow
Now you'll row a boat
Crossing the stormy sea called youth
At the tip of the storm across the tears
I wait for you
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
The youth that doesn't come twice
Is something one risks without stopping
Even if the light fades, across the tears
I wait for you
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
We'll check by lending a hand
The warmth and tenderness
For being in contact, thank you
Thank you
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.
2021.11.18.
Nem mentem el és nem mondtam le a szerelemről
Nem mentem el és nem mondtam le a szerelemről
A szerelem nem fog lemondani rólam
Nem mentem el és nem mondtam le a szerelemről
A szerelem nem ment el és nem fog lemondani rólam
Minden könny, amit sírtam
Csak a félelmet mosta el belül
Még nem mentem el és nem mondtam le a szerelemről
A szívem minden dobbanása
Víg dobbanás és nem fájdalmas
A szívem minden dobbanása
Vig dobbanás és nincs hiába
És habár azok az emlékek fájdalmasak
Csak a térdemig zuhantam tőlük
Akkor egyszerűen lemondtam a szerelemről
A kis Johnny Taylor olyan rég megmondta nekünk
Mi a helyzet a sírással éjfélkor?
Mi a helyzet a hazudozással és a megcsalással?
Mi a helyzet az árral, ami
Óh, garantáltan meg lesz fizetve
Azoknak, akik lemondtak a szerelemről
Egyszer eljön a szerelem napja!
Én nem mondok le a szerelemről
Nem mentem el és nem mondtam le a szerelemről
A szerelem nem fog lemondani rólam
Nem mentem el és nem mondtam le a szerelemről
A szerelem nem fog lemondani rólam
Valahányszor sírok
A szerelem nem hagy nekem nyugtot
Nem enged szabadon
2021.11.15.
Like Spring Flowers
Spring is a joy here
Spring brings love to the heart
Birds sing together in the morning sun
Apricot and cherry blossoms bloom profusely
The scent of spring is ecstatic
I see it in my heart, it's fun
Spring brings green to the leaves
And the heart so peaceful
From afar to the country to celebrate 'Tết'
With a thousand wishes for one another
I wish every family a lot of wellbeing
Welcome to the new spring.
Spring is on the streets.
Let the soul be full of joy
Radiant soul, singing with spring melodies
Oh there! Spring is flower and fruit time
Bright sun shines on branches of flowers
Chorus:
Everywhere cheerfully greets the peaceful spring
I wish each other without worries, every family is always happy
Good luck to each other, every heart is always warm
Happy spring reunited, celebrate 'Tết', spring brings blessings here
Everyone greets 'Tết' with rosy spring sunshine
Fireworks greet spring and gather to cook 'Chưng' cakes
Singing a song 'Happy Spring' makes the heart burst with joy
I love everyone who laughs
Spring is here full of freshness
More love life ....
2021.11.09.
Whale Fall
Blowing hot and cold, then suddenly warming up
Ebbing and flowing, pulling the stars under
Inseparable with the sea, yet ending up stranded ashore
Before me lies nothing but the dark night
Let the rough seas rage on over yonder
Scary as it may be, I could still lie down peacefully, not caring how the water splashes about
Let me be encoffined in water and become a dessert
It’s only fair that I be transformed into nutrients – there's no need to be sentimental about it
How can I be worthy of love when I’m sunk deep in the ocean?
If the doomed fate of our relationship had long been sealed
There’d be no need to dwell on whether one had it or not
The reward is seeing those smiling faces
As the whale falls under, only the cold radiates on
While silence slowly descends upon the sunless abyss
Let the fish come and feast
On this carcass buried in the ocean trench, a legacy for the living
How can I imagine myself spreading my wings, soaring the skies?
Swimming in the sea with flippers is nowhere as smooth
Though they are alike, why haven’t I seen myself take off with mine?
No matter how many times I breach the surface, it’s still like this
The whale flaps its wings but never reaches the sky, as its remaining years are lost to the deep sea
How can I be worthy of love when I’m sunk deep in the ocean?
If the doomed fate of our relationship had long been sealed
There’d be no need to dwell on whether one had it or not
The reward is seeing those smiling faces
As the whale falls under, only the cold radiates on
While silence slowly descends upon the sunless abyss
Let the fish come and feast
On this carcass buried in the ocean trench, a legacy for the living
The soul attaches itself to bubbles and surfaces
2021.11.08.
Duplicitous
Duplicitous, all your loveful promises
Are gone away with the west wind
Somniloquy, my preferred reliance
Just like a withered flower
Like an igniting spark, my passionate eyes
Have ever lit up the most splendid sky
A heavy shock to me, your loveless breaking up
When I needed you most
Then crisscrossed love and hatred made me feeble
Afraid of these causeless hardships
Then rising and falling joys and sorrows muted me
Wait a minute, these wounds shall be free
Then crisscrossed love and hatred made me feeble
Afraid of these causeless hardships
Then rising and falling joys and sorrows muted me
Wait a minute, these wounds shall be free
Duplicitous, your hypocritical countenance
Marked at the corners of heart
Nothing to say, the karma from my indulgence
Just like a broken and bare hill\
Like nature itself, my purest palpitation
Has burst the hottest rhythm
Unstoppable, your excessive abandonment
Of all the limpid feelings
Then crisscrossed love and hatred made me feeble
Afraid of these causeless hardships
Then rising and falling joys and sorrows muted me
Wait a minute, these wounds shall be free
Then crisscrossed love and hatred made me feeble
Afraid of these causeless hardships
Then rising and falling joys and sorrows muted me
Wait a minute, these wounds shall be free
Shall be free, shall be free
2021.11.08.
China in my Heart
I haven't ever walked the long road my father has trekked
His youth was filled with vicissitudes of life, blood and tears
I haven't ever seen the land my father used to see
His nostalgia is so surging like a great river
So I can only peep at my father's eyes
To feel his vicissitudes of fortune in the deepest of his sight...
I haven't ever gotten the same scar as my father's
His scar makes him afraid of the past unbearable to recall
I haven't ever undergone the same struggle as my father has
His parting is a frustrating dream in the middle of the night
So I can only wait for the moment my father is visibly moved
To feel his tangling love and hatred when he's most tranced...
What China means, I used to wonder
Till now I've learnt, she's beating in my chest
What China means, now I know really well
She's my father's lifelong waiting, my innate glory