A keresés eredménye oldal 12
Találatok száma: 547
2019.03.21.
Everything mixed to me
This virosis
Passing on the world
This virosis
Why they catch only me
Are you the one who masterpieces we did
Are you the one I'm seeing
Eveything mixed to me
Hate and love
Everything mixed to me
And I didn't drink
Eveything mixed to me
Hate and love
Everything mixed to me
And I didn't drink
A virosis
We loved without control
A virosis
You tricked me
Are you the one I clapped
Are you the one I want to spit
2019.03.20.
For Example, I Like the South
For example, I like the road
with burnt green—perhaps later
with darker spots without dew—
with prickly pears and the thorns of thistles.
For example, I like to see
the woman in black, mourning forever
on her doorstep every evening
while awaiting her husband to return from the fields.
But whom am I missing, do you know?
We were the same age—
all of my dreams for you—
all of my love and my freedom.
For example, I like to steal
ripe pears from branches if I'm hungry—
but when I drink, I pay right away
for water, of which there is more than bread on this earth.
Walk with that farmer
who perhaps takes the same route as me
to talk about grapes, to talk about wine,
which is still a luxury for him who does.
But whom am I missing, do you know?
We were the same age—
all of my dreams for you—
all of my love and my freedom.
For example, I like just for fun
to kick a clod of earth—
to pass it to the children around the fire—
they sing, play, and make war.
Then I like to discover far away
the sea when the sky fades to dusk—
to follow the lights of lamps
and having reached the beach, I like to sleep.
But whom am I missing, do you know?
We were the same age—
all of my dreams for you—
all of my love and my freedom.
But whom am I missing, do you know?
We were the same age—
all of my dreams for you—
2019.03.19.
Do you want still?
Does a piece remained to you like mine did?
Is there something that I did not gave you?
Wherever you touched marked to me
Whenever you talked marked to me
Whenever you left me breathless
Are you watching? Are you watching?
Are you watching? Are you watching?
Without blood and tears
You took my soul
And I ask you
Do you want still? Do you want still?
This love wasn't easy
Not easy at all
Are you gonna stop anytime?
Whenever you steped the grass did not blossomed
You are a freaking selfish
2019.03.18.
A Better Place
Another teardrop falls
A river on the wall
Disappears into the China Blue
An everlasting kiss is burning on my lips
In my ritual of love for you
But oh it’s so easy to fall
so easy to lose our way
And darkness will follow
Baby i know there’s something to guide us
In my mind there is a place
Which listens without speaking
You know where it is
In front of the heart full of passion
(I look for you)
You look for yourself incessantly.
Oh it’s easy to live, locked in solitude
So easy.
Without love, without destiny.
I will carry on if you are with me
If we reach beyond the moon
Deeper than the sea
And brighter that the sun
There’s a better place to be
It’s older than the stars
But newer than today
It will carry us away (x2)
We have found a better place
In my uniform of grace
I surround the human race
With all the love i have for you
And, oh, these meadows of light unravels the shadows (x2)
Hiding inside us
Inside of me
Baby, I know
I know there’s something to guide us
If we find the truth
You and I alone
Without anguish, without fear, love is stronger
That day will come
We will find the truth
Yes, we will find the truth
You and I alone
Without anguish, without fear, a place for us two
That day will come and if you are by my side
We will find the truth
That day will come.
We have found a better place (x3)
Baby you can feel it
Uh
Older than the stars
We will find the truth
Carry us away
We will find the truth
Deeper than the sea
We have found a better place (x2)
We have founded...
You can feel it?
2019.03.18.
A Better Place
Another teardrop falls
A river on the wall
Disappears into the China Blue
An everlasting kiss is burning on my lips
In my ritual of love for you
But oh it’s so easy to fall
so easy to lose our way
And darkness will follow
Baby i know there’s something to guide us
In my mind there is a place
Which listens without speaking
You know where it is
In front of the heart full of passion
(I look for you)
You look for yourself incessantly.
Oh it’s easy to live, locked in solitude
So easy.
Without love, without destiny.
I will carry on if you are with me
If we reach beyond the moon
Deeper than the sea
And brighter that the sun
There’s a better place to be
It’s older than the stars
But newer than today
It will carry us away (x2)
We have found a better place
If we find the truth, my love
In my uniform of grace
I surround the human race
With all the love i have for you
And all these meadows of light unravel the shadows
Hiding inside us
Baby, I know
I know there’s something to guide us
If we find the truth
You and I alone
Without anguish, without fear, love is stronger
That day will come, and if you’re by my side
We will find love
We will find the truth
You and I alone
Without anguish, without fear, a place for us two
That day will come and if you are by my side
We will find the truth
That day will come.
We have found a better place (x3)
Baby you can feel it
Uh
Older than the stars
We will find the truth
Carry us away
We will find the truth
Deeper than the sea
We have found a better place (x2)
We have founded...
You can feel it?
2019.03.14.
The Wheel of Fortune
The Wheel of Fortune
Goes round and round endlessly,
One day it gives you good luck,
Then it turns on you the next day.
If you want me to tell you,
Singing, I'll tell you
That the love I had for you,
It went out the same way it came in.
And to the air, to the air,
And to the moon, to the moon.
And to the air, to the air,
And to the moon, to the moon, I will go.
The dawn is coming,
We already got the night,
The girl is crying and sighing,
Since her beloved doesn't love her.
Since her beloved doesn't love her,
Since her lover doesn't love her.
If her lover doesn't love her,
I don't love her either.
And to the air, to the air,
And to the moon, to the moon.
And to the air, to the air,
And to the moon, to the moon, I will go.
The moon is going down, it's just going down,
Let it go,
Since the one who win my love
is sleeping in bed.
If you want me to tell you,
Singing, I'll tell you
That the love I had for you,
It went out the same way it came in.
And to the air, to the air,
And to the moon, to the moon.
And to the air, to the air,
And to the moon, to the moon, I will go.
2019.03.14.
Auroros from Zarza Capilla
In the name of Almighty God,
We're going to praise this beautiful Virgin of the Dawn,
not in the manner that the Virgin deserves,
but rather as my tongue can explain.
I'm sure you know
that a great devotion moves us
and we're going to sing Her praises.
The morning rosary
is a high-value staircase,
since it's the way to go up to Heaven
to see Mary, who is the Mother of God.
Pay attention,
since Mary is protection and shelter,
sweetness and help to us.
One hundred and fifty steps
has the staircase of this garden
and there are fifteen carnations in between
which link by tens the roses of April.
Brothers, come
to pray the rosary to Mary
if you want to reach the Kingdom of Heaven.
2019.03.13.
Kaméleon
Kékebb vagyok az óceánnál
Aranyló vagyok, mint a felkelő nap és
Vörös vagyok a forró érzelmektől
És amikor megpróbálnak visszatartani
Dobozba zárni, megtalálom a kiutat
Nálam minden állandó mozgásban van
Mikor az élet problémát hoz elém
Ennyi biztos
Sosem hátrálok meg, na, na
Ezernyi színben pompázunk, csak figyelj
Sosem hátrálunk meg, na, na
Most csak maradj velem
Kaméleon
A fű mindig zöldebb
Mikor intenzívebben szeretsz, édes
Lehetek a dzsungeled
Szóval mikor megpróbálnak visszatartani
Dobozba zárni, megtalálom a kiutat
Nálam minden állandó mozgásban van
Mikor az élet problémát hoz elém
Ennyi biztos
Sosem hátrálok meg, na, na
Ezernyi színben pompázunk, csak figyelj
Sosem hátrálunk meg, na, na
Most csak maradj velem
Kaméleon
Ha vizet adsz, úszni fogok
Ha tüzet adsz, eloltom
Ha szerelmet adsz, szeretőd leszek
Ha megríkatsz, folyóvá válok
Ha elveszed a szívem, odaajándékozom
Változékony vagyok, mint az időjárás
Mikor az élet problémát hoz elém
Ennyi biztos
Sosem hátrálok meg, na, na
Ezernyi színben pompázunk, csak figyelj
Sosem hátrálunk meg, na, na
Sosem hátrálok meg, na, na
Ha vizet adsz, úszni fogok
Ha tüzet adsz, eloltom
Ha szerelmet adsz, szeretőd leszek
Mikor az élet problémát hoz elém
Ennyi biztos
Sosem hátrálok meg, na, na
Kaméleon
2019.03.12.
Why Don't You Love Me
Why don't you love me, misguided,
I'm a beauty queen to mark.
Well, so what that face's lopsided,
Others like it in the dark.
© St.Sol @ LT: all rights reserved.
2019.03.12.
Akna
A felszín alatt
(A felszín alatt)
Vezetékek között
(Vezetékek között)
Bármelyik pillanatban
(Bármelyik pillanatban)
Felrobbanhatok!
És már, nem bírom tovább tartani...
Ez egyre erősebb lesz
Már csak idő kérdése
Úgy élek, mint egy akna!
Ami arra vár, hogy felrobbanjon
Úgy ketyegek, mint egy időzített bomba
Ami robbanásra kész!
Veszélyes vagyok magamra
és mindenki másra is
Úgy élek, mint egy akna!
Ami arra vár, hogy felrobbanjon
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Nyomás alatt...
(Nyomás alatt)
nem vagyok jól
(nem vagyok jól)
Megtagadom az életem
(Megtagadom az életem)
A dühhel küzdöttem!
És már, nem bírom tovább tartani...
Ez egyre erősebb lesz
Már csak idő kérdése
Úgy élek, mint egy akna!
Ami arra vár, hogy felrobbanjon
Úgy ketyegek, mint egy időzített bomba
Ami robbanásra kész!
Veszélyes vagyok magamra
és mindenki másra is
Úgy élek, mint egy akna!
Ami arra vár, hogy felrobbanjon
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
És már, nem bírom tovább tartani...
Ez egyre erősebb lesz
Már csak idő kérdése
Úgy élek, mint egy akna!
Ami arra vár, hogy felrobbanjon
Úgy ketyegek, mint egy időzített bomba
Ami robbanásra kész!
Veszélyes vagyok magamra
és mindenki másra is
Úgy élek, mint egy akna!
Ami arra vár, hogy felrobbanjon
Úgy élek, mint egy akna!
Ami arra vár, hogy felrobbanjon
Úgy ketyegek, mint egy időzített bomba
Ami robbanásra kész!
Veszélyes vagyok magamra
és mindenki másra is
Úgy élek, mint egy akna!
Ami arra vár, hogy felrobbanjon
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
Kész vagyok felrobbanni!
2019.03.10.
The Mountain Girl from la Vera
There in ,
A league and a half from ,
A mountain girl walks around,
She's tall, blonde and dark-skinned.
With a little shotgun on her shoulder,
While she's guarding his cave,
He saw a handsome fellow coming,
He's tall and blond like her.
Holding his hand,
She takes him to her cave.
–What are so many crosses for
As well as so many earth mounds?
–I killed nine men
Inside my cave,
It could be the same for you
If your love doesn't take me into account.
While she was asleep,
The fellow took off like a shot
And in the nearest town,
He reported her.
Four justice officials
They came to identify her,
The fellow was ahead
Leading the way, blazing a trail.
He saw her up in a pine tree,
Combing her long hair,
He pulled the blunderbuss on her
Then he put a bullet in her.
From the waist up,
She had a human body,
From the waist down,
She had mare constitution.
2019.03.07.
Bridges
Is white the pigeon
Which here alighted,
Beautiful as the dawn
When the sun rises.
Oh my white little dove,
Come quickly to my yard,
All splashed in love,
To see my love reaching.
Carnations in May,
Roses in April.
My lover combs
Next to lemon balm.
Absent from you, my darling,
I'm always sighing.
This passion in my chest,
I can't forget it anymore.
Small is the lady,
Small and beautiful
And she spreads love
Like rose leaves.
After it's dry, the rose
Went to the garden to complain,
The gardener told him:
Everything in the world has an end.
The shepherdess is carrying
Green fans
And she's tending livestock
While wins my love.
Shepherdess, carnation mouth,
Captain's waist,
Padlock of my chest,
Key of my heart.
When I think of you,
My love is reborn.
Wherever fire catches,
Ashes were left.
Oh my white little dove,
Come quickly to my garden,
All splashed in flowers,
To see my love leaving.
When my eyes saw you,
My heart was so glad.
In the prison of your arms,
My soul was held captive.
2019.03.06.
Crappy shanty on europe-ness of the Pole
This writing rather numbing
but how can I not get writing
in spite of all the numbing dumbing
everyone’s not giving a damn
so as I actually do give one
I have got to write some --- anyhow
anyway --- anywhat
just to get it done somehow
just to have it in the back
anywhere for anywhom
anyhow
who's effortin – he's tormentin
moanin bendin and kneelin
waste of life for this dealin
none will heal you from the reelin
none will raise from your knees
unnoticed among the cubicles – anyhow..!
aint worth your sweat
what demands breaking sweat
life of wingin and half-assin
turns a martyr way more classy
just kick back and stop whinin
chill and stop being such a Lassie
anywho --- anyhow
anywhat any which way
just to get it done somehow
just to have it in the back
just to chill and get off
anyway
life's such a beach
that all good comes with bills
so you lookin at the posters:
better world, dough, cheerful rags
“choose the mill, take the whips” -
we give no flying craps--- anyway..!
whole craft in making do
cut the corners and build a cocoon
dont let twinges move from fringes
world not flower, fate not cocoa
dont go crazy, live on pringles
and stuff all else down the oh no! kek
anywhere – anyway
where there ain't no hooks
far from the ticks
that got under your skin
how can they still win...
no two way – i'm a Pole
free spirit and free will
Milano, Paris und Berlin
got naught on me
I am Polish! Ich bin Pole!
I'm making my own history ---anyway!
Any how! Any way!
Just to elbow my own way
just for the will to take off
and also make it pay off
anyway..
Вот Поляк!
2019.03.06.
Treatise on imagination
Life has states variation:
overdoing, cessation, hunger, satiation
quality, blandness, change and being
blossoming as well as expiring
Truly too many experiences
mistaken paths and makeovers
happiness saves mentalisation
blessed withering of imagination
So there are those for whom it’s nothing
understanding limits trespassing
they know exactly what’s happening
why God’s silent, Oblivion - calling
those, once they get hands trembling
count on priests or seek doctoring
They live happily in subordination
blessed withering of imagination
Others, albeit satiated with nothingness
trust in every of vain promises
spells, lotteries and incantations
with ritual and deadly serious
oh well, every single day they’re hurting
-for opposite things they are hoping
greatest absurd and no rumination
blessed withering of imagination
others still - players of semantics
gaming with reversing meanings
and belying countless pages
erect houses of marked cards
Joy it is fleeting, life-consuming
rules-free so without siding
win at it - mental assassination
blessed withering of imagination
There’s still a few, completely lost
among columns, forgotten meadows
where from ruins, frescos, stained glass
They stutter on what will happen
they know what they don’t know - idiots!
suffering proudly, living cloudly
burnt in frost, frozen in perspiration
ever-free captives of imagination
those who fear, those who medicate
who spooks and reasons stand opposite
those who juggling make a living
who through glass in hearts are peering
they will all come together…
to witness their own decapitation
blessed withering of imagination
2019.03.01.
Antique Doll
Open up to the night of the moonlight,
Dance the dance, You are an antique doll
Let's play hide and seek with me
Come on, the star is a mirror ball
Take off the dress, You are an antique doll
Let's play hide and seek
Leave it up in the air or leave it to instinct
Who cried in the glass maze?
Leave it up in the air or leave it to instinct
Come c'mon and open the windows
In the night, the sky sings out
You who invite that call are an antique doll
Let's play hide and seek
Leave it up in the air or leave it to instinct
Who cried in the glass maze?
Leave it up in the air or leave it to instinct
Come c'mon and open the windows
Let's play hide and seek with me...
Leave it up in the air or leave it to instinct
Who cried in the glass maze?
Leave it up in the air or leave it to instinct
Come c'mon and open the windows
Let's face up now...
2019.03.01.
Why do you need me?
First Verse:
I can't look at the mirrors
Where I saw us.
I gave you everything then.
So why are you with me now?
I could let everything go, I lied to myself.
Well, yes, I am no longer yours anymore.
You had to know that I lived for you
But I didn't understand why do you need you.
Chorus:
If you don't love me anymore
If the heart burns in the fire.
You can forget me tomorrow.
So answer, why do you need me?
If you don't love me anymore.
And love is burning down in the fire
You can forget me tomorrow.
So answer, why do you need me?
Why do you need me? Why do you need me?
Why do you need me?
Second Verse:
Everything burned here to the point.
What do you want - resurrect it.
I didn’t believe you anymore.
I'm not strong enough to trust you.
I believed in happiness before
Breaking the fate of the terrain.
Let's pretend we didn't exist.
Let it go!
Chorus:
If you don't love me anymore
If the heart burns in the fire.
You can forget me tomorrow.
So answer, why do you need me?
If you don't love me anymore.
And love is burning down in the fire
You can forget me tomorrow.
So answer, why do you need me?
Why do you need me? Why do you need me?
Why do you need me?
2019.02.21.
Ölelésért égve
Tettetni neveltük őket
Nem pedig áthágni a rendet
Hogy mindig félre nézz
És soha ne kérdezd, miért
A bölcsőjük mellett ültünk
És biztattuk őket, legyenek bátrak
Ám mikor felhangzik a riadó
Az a sírban ver visszhangot
Vakon tovább menetelünk
A kitaposott ösvényen
Közös tudat nem
Vezethet vissza az élethez
Most tekints ránk
Legnagyszerűbb tervezet
Miként valljuk
E falak soha nem omolhatnak le
Aludj
Isten veled, örök gyermek
Isten veled
Mi vagyunk, kik utolsókként sétálhatunk e földön
És szemtanúi vagyunk, miként az évek lassan elhajóznak
Ahogy égnek az ölelésért
Az ametiszt ég alatt
Az öröklét csupán egy kósza fuvallat
A kárhozatba menetelünk
Utolsó lehelletünkig
Minden vakmerő lábnyom
A halál illatát árasztja
A kiégett mezőkön
Engedtük játszani őket
Szóltunk - nincs miért aggódni
Így talán sosem fognak
Aludj
Isten veled, örökre
Mi vagyunk, kik utolsókként sétálhatunk e földön
És szemtanúi vagyunk, miként az évek lassan elhajóznak
Ahogy égnek az ölelésért
Az ametiszt ég alatt
Az öröklét csupán egy kósza fuvallat
2019.02.21.
Az erősebb törvénye
Szavaid vágnak mint a kard éle,mert neked mindegy
Sírok e vagy nevetek, neked épp mindegy.
Oltsd le a fényeket az út mellett, mert annak aki vesztett
mindegy merre tévelyeg, neki úgyis mindegy.
Te a becsület túlsó oldalán élsz,
Szenvedélyeid fellegvárában
Én meg magamon kívül vagyok.
Ez az erősebb törvénye, a kéz amely összetör.
Neked új erőt ad ami engem megöl.
Ez az erősebb törvénye, de ez is Istentől ered
Ez a te szíved törvénye, mely az enyémtől erősebb..
2019.02.16.
Dessert
I see you faintly
You’re like cotton candy that’s swaying
When I feel the warmth in my mouth
You disappear like a mirage
Can you see me now
See how I resemble you
Trust me and follow me,
come on baby
The twinkling stars are with us
They’re smiling
Even your spilling eyes
I just need a little bit more
Um just a little bit more
Um just a little bit more
Baby you got me, how
I just need a little bit more
Um just a little bit more
Um just a little bit more
Baby I love you all to day
Sweeter than yesterday
To me to you
Sweeter than yesterday
When we’re together
The sun suddenly starts to shine in this dark place
Under the shadow
A aromatic smile spreads
Even the sand that scatters in the desert
Is like sugar powder
It’s what we dreamed of
Paradise
Can you see me now
See how I resemble you
Trust me and follow me,
come on baby
The twinkling stars are with us
They’re smiling
Even your spilling eyes
I just need a little bit more
Um just a little bit more
Um just a little bit more
Baby you got me, how
I just need a little bit more
Um just a little bit more
Um just a little bit more
Baby I love you all to day
Sweeter than yesterday
To me to you
Sweeter than yesterday
It’s a beautiful night
Close your eyes, that’s right
Don’t say good bye,
good night
Let’s start again in our dreams
Love again
Sweeter than yesterday
Let’s start again in our dreams
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2019.02.11.
It flows in songs and tales
Strong is that sun shining
and the source of songs accompanies them in the valleys
strong is this sun warming
and the valiants brings to my mind,
caresses them
From this sun of my time
shine centuries at dawns
and the gun of the Albanian, fire, fires
O there is no like you, O my Albania,
O noble on the stone.
It flows in songs and tales,
high forehead with flag!
(x2)
Strong is that darkness falling
and the lute the sounds brings away,
conduces them
Strong is that darkness falling
Partisans brings my mind brings,
it's bringing them.
From this voice of my land
speak the centuries with thunders,
also the shots of the Albanian flows
generation after generation.
O there is no like you, O my Albania,
O noble on the stone.
It flows in songs and tales,
high forehead with a flag!
2019.02.09.
I am a beginner in happiness
The hours passed by again
What‘s on my mind
Torn out thoughts went by
Only you did not fade away
My wounds went by
My bad consciousness
Half of your life flies
Only you did not fade away
Still, don‘t worry about me
Don‘t worry at all
You said „be happy“ while you left
As you stay your promises are left behind
No apologies whatever happens
I am a beginner in happiness
The smile on my face is something too big for me
No apologies whatever happens
I am a beginner in happiness
Whatever I do the smile on my face remains temporary
2019.01.31.
We make ourselves heard
What are we doing with the parents
They kicked out of the church all the saints
Not even God is really up
Their cross is just a plus sign
What are we doing with the army
Mom cries, children cry, dad leaves
Instead of quiet we wait for war
But who is defending us from us
We don't give up
Never, never
We rise everytime
Again and again
We don't give up
Even if it is taking a lifetime
We rise one more time
What are we doing with the power
Of whom that don't feel our pain
They'll better take the hand of our world
The hope is the last window
What are we doing with ours
Us, that are we waiting in vain
To have politicians with style
Not animals dressed like civils
We don't give up
Never, never
We rise everytime
Again and again
We don't give up
Even if it is taking a lifetime
We rise one more time
Good, and now the we asked what it has to be done
That half of the country is sold, they're fighting for resources from Danube to Prut
I am afraid to even listen, if I would talk with the ancestors I would be ashamed to told them who I am
Those who sell us, those who lie to us, those who don't feel us
Let me tell my prayer in my mind
And if we all do it, maybe, finally, we will find out what it has to be done
Dress me in your impenetrable love
So I can offer them a true soldier in this memorable fight
We don't give up
Never, never
We rise everytime
Again and again
We don't give up
Even if it is taking a lifetime
We rise one more time
We don't give up
Never, never
We rise everytime
Again and again
We don't give up
Even if it is taking a lifetime
We rise one more time
What are we doing with the truth
In it is hiding our future
We will stay here until you don't lie anymore
What are you doing when you here us
2019.01.25.
Litany
More mature than our fathers, when they were our age
hopeless their path we walk in spite
at times weaker than dust we hold storms
and raise statues to forgotten culture
at times tougher than rock and like rock unfeeling
we avoid looking at pavement ripped for throwing
broader than sages we hide thought for later
We call orders – mercy and enlightenment – darkness
More worthy than kings from low mud
we challenge blind forces of history
but wiser than chiefs, with faces hung
we hand them daily their rusted stirrup
More mortal than flowers, we raise for harvest
as scythes moves in, and gleanings sell out
More just than judges in high tribunal
with learned calm we take judgment
More ruthless than executioners, at last great and singular
we talk on scaffold with heads cut off
2019.01.25.
Breakfast with God
My God leans over me.
'Rise' he says, despite darkness out of window
while a dream demands a conclusion.
He knows no sleep, so He's hasting
to brush teeth, to fast breaking,
with all His strength and sweetness.
My God did not make the world in a week
at work – he's rather meek
making mistakes and swearing,
lost in detail loses plot
doesn't know where to start and to end
and fusses it's all my fault.
He can't get enough
of wrong turns -
stubborn guy
My Lord
more often helpless than helpful
won't let go a chance
to interject into another soul's pain
with reason he’s always at odds
but can't waive away
he can't shrug it off
Wherever in the world something's up
there, like thorn in heel, He'll slide in
perpetual emergency
He gives away eternity for that moment
when He leans over someone caringly
Despite his sore back
He hears a knock
Whoever he could
invite he would
My Lord.
He's grieving his heavenly Brethren,
because they ask a high price
for their readiness to grace and punish
but He admires them as well
for potence, for certainty
and for inhuman resourcefulness
Himself He struggles to count
he can't count other's virtues
nor harvest fruit of sin
a bit flashy, a bit vain
always feels he owes
so any pig can screw Him over
and each debt
knocks Him out
His own enemy
My Lord.
No wonder he can't take it sometimes
starts drinking like He'd live in a tavern
and loses mind in carnalisations
I search for Him then in booze-dens
and offer a wedge in the morning
for He goes crazy – I’m hungover
So He's nodding over breakfast
silent like shame, like a comma
that can't handle simplest truths
That darkness awaits outside
That He's got to die when I die
But He wants to live so bad
He never wastes tears
on the threshold of gloom
So powerful He is
My Lord.
2019.01.25.
Tank
Tracks buried in Vistulan sands
I watch through the river with empty periscope
the city in battle, so close that
Vistula's current turns into a front-line trench
Stuffy armour in September heat
twinges for attack and burns the touch,
But cool engine sleeps under clotted oil
and for a month nobody sat- behind the sights
Throat of the barrel craves flavour of shells
but swallows only smoke – from the other side!
In headphones unused – scream of Poles
and I wonder why I haven't taken the river – running
Let me bite the waves with my tracks
and with fire prop barricades
so the city in battle which is so close
won’t call my inaction: treason!
But HQ is silent as silent reeds
that cover me from those who wait
Ruski tank won't fight for the Pole!
Ruski tank will wait until they’re all killed!
When the uprising burns out with dark shine
they'll start the engine and revive machine blood
so I can see the city which is so close
without a fight taking rubble and ruin!
2019.01.25.
Chastushki for perestroika
Nation's rebirth on its way!
No longer threatened by agony!
Collectively joyous hysteria
in Lithuania, Latvia and Estonia.
Ой ра! Ой ра! Родина Советская!
Oj ra! Oj ra! Rodina Sowieckaja!
Perestroika blazes trails
to achievement and honours!
Can't contain all the smiles
in Ukraine and Belarus.
Ой ра! Ой ра! Родина Советская!
Oj ra! Oj ra! Rodina Sowieckaja!
Economy progressively moves
to fix the face of life for millennia!
with enthusiasm in strong voices
sings Georgia and Armenia.
Ой ра! Ой ра! Родина Советская!
Oj ra! Oj ra! Rodina Sowieckaja!
Transparency removes blindfolds
and works miracles in the minds!
See how to the ground bowed
are Azerbaijan and Moldavia.
Ой ра! Ой ра! Родина Советская!
Oj ra! Oj ra! Rodina Sowieckaja!
Shared effort, joint achievement!
To particularisms we say basta!
Marching towards betterment
Tajikistan and Kazachstan.
Ой ра! Ой ра! Родина Советская!
Oj ra! Oj ra! Rodina Sowieckaja!
We'll build a country above countries!
You just need to want the want – and make it so!
Like under tzar Nicholas!
Like under tzar Peter!
Ой ра! Ой ра! Родина Советская!
Oj ra! Oj ra! Rodina Sowieckaja!
2019.01.25.
Witkacy's auto-portrait
I look at the world – one of habits
so far away from the narcotics
I have the red eyes of experimental rabbits
I'm sat up from the tables
so not from pangs
I have the Mongolian lips clenched hungrily
I listen to words, not the sounds
So not from bloated thoughts
I have the ears of naïve collaborators
I keep smelling bastards
so not for tale's colours
I have the typical nose's shape of victimised Semites
I see the form of things in their being existential
and that makes me great as well as singular
in contrast to you, my lordships, who must forgive me but
you are an idiot verse's facsimile copied over and over
I have a neck quite stiff
's why I still live
that politics is hogwash in a dish of crystal
I have a mind as tough as elbows
so don't kick me, lords
that revolution, for me, is red nails
Responsive as a membrane
therefore in the morn and eve
I tremble like the spleen – ripped out of an eel
I fear the world's doom
so to lift the mood
I scream! Like a child in a completely dark room
I, more than any of you, choke and suffocate
I, more than any of you, don’t wanna live but must
But I am untouchable and that is why
when the time comes I will deprive the world of
Witkacy
2019.01.18.
What are you going to do?
What are you going to do now
That there's no time left?
What are you going to do tomorrow
If there wasn't a tomorrow, if you were all alone?
What are you going to do now, after opening the wound?
What will happen afterwards, when the train leaves
And there's no other way out?
Tell me now what purpose does it serve to kiss each other meaninglessly?
A love like this is impossible
What purpose does it serve to us? What purpose does it serve to us?
What are you going to do?
When this birthday goes forgotten?
When you no longer can hurt us
And we look like two strangers?
What are you going to do?
When a winter becomes spring?
When you love me and I don't love you?
When not even the dog is waiting outside for you?
What are you going to do?
Turn on the light?
More smoke and more pain in this gray room
What are you going to do?
Did you not go?
Colder and in a bad mood this gray evening
What purpose does it serve to kiss each other meaninglessly?
A love like this is impossible
What purpose does it serve to us? What purpose does it serve to us?
What are you going to do?
When this birthday goes forgotten?
When you no longer can hurt us
And we look like two strangers?
What are you going to do?
When a winter becomes spring?
When you love me and I don't love you?
When not even the dog is waiting outside for you?
What are you going to do now? (What are you going to do now?)
When you wake up alone and I'm not there?
What are you going to do, alone, all alone, when you wake up?
What are you going to do?
When a winter becomes spring?
When you love me and I don't love you?
When not even the dog is waiting outside for you?
What are you going to do?
When this birthday goes forgotten?
When you no longer can hurt us
And we look like two strangers?
What are you going to do?
When a winter becomes spring?
When you love me and I don't love you?
When not even the dog is waiting outside for you?
2019.01.16.
Girl Cries
A girl cries in the phone booth
Wrapped in a light coat
Her face is in tears and dirty with lipstick
Her face is in tears and dirty with lipstick
She breathes on her skinny hands
Her fingers are as cold as ice, there are earrings in her ears
Today she has to go back home alone down the cold street
Today she has to go back home alone down the cold street
Cold ice of phone conversations...
Cold ice... It is for the first time
Cold ice shines on her cheeks
This is a trail of grievance caused by a man
Cold ice shines on her cheeks
This is a trail of grievance caused by a man
A girl cries in the phone booth
Wrapped in a light coat
Her face is in tears and dirty with lipstick
Her face is in tears and dirty with lipstick
Cold ice shines on her cheeks
This is a trail of grievance caused by a man
Cold ice shines on her cheeks
This is a trail of grievance caused by a man
Caused by a man
Caused by a man...
2019.01.15.
Let Us Proceed In Peace! In The Company Of Angels & Psalm 24 (23) Verses 7– 10 (Antiphon)
Let Us Proceed In Peace
In Christ’s Name So Be It
In The Company Of Angels And Children
We Shall Find The Faithful
Conqueror Of Death
Hosanna In The Highest
Lift Up Ye Heads O Ye Glorious Gates
And Be Ye Lifted Up Ye Everlasting Doors
And The King Of Glory Shall Come In
Who Is The King Of Glory?
The Strong And Mighty Lord
The Mighty Lord In Battle
In The Company Of Angels And Children
We Shall Find The Faithful
Conqueror Of Death
Hosanna In The Highest
Lift Up Ye Heads O Ye Glorious Gates
And Be Ye Lifted Up Ye Everlasting Doors
And The King Of Glory Shall Come In
Who Is The King Of Glory?
The Lord Is The King Of Hosts
He Has Proved True
Conqueror Of Death
Hosanna In The Highest
2019.01.14.
Második Családi Portré
Az életem lassan kezdődött a lusta elmék városában
Az álmodozásaink betöltötték az egyszerű drámáink közötti helyeket
És az anyukám különös volt, de mindig szeretett varrni
És minden ruhámnak olyan szaga volt, mint a szülőszobámnak
Az apám nyugodt volt, sosem használt két szót ott, ahol egy is elég volt
És a bátyám kezei a baj felé hajoltak
Olyan szándék nélkül, hogy megállítsa
És összességében egyszerűen éltünk és napról napra
A félelmeink jelentéktelenek voltak, mindig meghaltak a napnyugtával
Mikor tizenkettő voltam, a szerencsétlenségem napvilágra került
És azt mondták, hogy néhány dolog, amit hallottam
Csak a fejemben voltak
De nem tudtam megmondani, mi volt igazi és mi nem
És a kérdés ott lógott minden felett, akár bíztam benne, akár nem
És azt hiszem, idővel ez az egész túl sok lett
És elküldtek anyám parancsára
Mert benne a félelem nőtt
Most fent északon élek egy házban tele zavarodott elmével
És az apám jön és meglátogat, mikor csak megengedheti
Néha, éjszakánként, mikor a hangok lecsendesednek
Rálelek egy reményre, hogy hiányzok valakinek és nem felejtettek el
2019.01.14.
A Néma
Nos, gyerekként főként a fejemben beszéltem
Beszélgettem a felhőkkel, kutyákkal, a halottakkal
És azt hitték, hogy elromlottam, hogy a nyelvem ólommal van bevonva
De csak nem tudtam úgy formálni a szavak, hogy megértsék
Ha csak a füleiddel hallgatnál...
Nem tudok bemenni
És azzal töltöttem az estéimet, hogy lehoztam a csillagokat az égről
És elhelyeztem őket a gyepen, ahova lefeküdtem
És a szélben megízleltem távoli életek álmait
És felöltöttem azokat magamra az éjszakán keresztül
Míg a szüleim külön ágyban aludtak
És azon gondolkozom, miért
És azokon a napokon át én egy szellem voltam a székemben
Az apám keresztként gondolt rám, amit cipelnie kellett
És a fejemben bocsánatokat énekeltem és bámultam
Ahogy az anyukám kiteregette a ruhákat
És megpróbálta az ürességet
Távol tartani a szemeiből
Szóval, aztán egy délután egyedül felöltöztem
A párnahuzatomba pakoltam mindenemet
És a fejemben egy 'viszlát'-ot mondtam, aztán már el is mentem
Hogy a szüleim egy új életet kezdhessenek
Hogy talán én is találhatok valakit
Aki hallhatja azokat a szavakat, amiket tudok